ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โย oh! i found this book about the local fauna online---ย โ he immediately sets to work leafing through the closest shelf, tracing every spine with a light touch as he scans the titles, โย ---and it talks about all the animals at that reserve in the city of glass!ย โ
ย ย ย ย he plucks a book from among the many, cracking it open gently to offer one of its pages to flapjack, who perches at his shoulder. it isn't the one he's looking for, but it illustrated a pretty strange looking creature called a โ squid โ.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โย haha! weird.ย โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โย a lot of the animals at the unnatural wildlife reserve look like they could be from the boiling isles.ย โ numerous eyes and mouths, elongated limbs, amorphous bodies, some literally on fire--- these were textbook, โย maybe i'll find wolves in there too!ย โ
ย ย ย ย the prospect of finally seeing one in the wild spurs his search, and after returning the book to its place, hunter moves further into the store. systematically he inspects each shelf, and after a few moments, he excitedly pulls out a thick book, bound in old black hide, the title embossed in silver upon its cover. flipping through its pages, he takes note of every stain, every withered edge--- it's seen a few decades at least. after checking the price, he's satisfied, and brings it to the counter.
ย ย ย ย with the book now in his possession, he clutches it tightly to his chest, and steps back out onto the street.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย you seem happy, the palisman remarks with a twitter.
ย ย ย ย it gives hunter pause, and his smile fades, something thoughtful in its stead.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โย i... think i know who i am now, flap. or... at least who i wanna be.ย โ he parses through his feelings carefully. they're... complicated, and a lot, but... he thinks he understands them now. with that glimmer of hope, a smile cautiously returns to his features, โย ... huh. i guess... i am happy.ย โ
In the bookshopโs window, for the briefest of seconds, his own reflection is all he sees. Then his eyes adjust to the transparency of the glass, and his double gives way to his brotherโs. Heโs just standing there, looking through the books and smiling. And then Philip finds himself smiling, too. It is funny that this one has forgotten so thoroughly where he comes from (dirt, gold, calculations, things stolen and harvested).
He would have to have forgotten, to smile with such little care after what he's done.
The unmissable red of that false animal flutters around his wayward creation again and his smile flickers, dies, for a moment. It would be so easy to grab it and kill her, before either of them realize heโs right here. His breathing remains steady as he turns this fact over in his mind, and his steady breathing evens the turning of his stomach from having to look at the rotten thing.ย
Patience is oft rewarded.
His hands reach up to loosen his hair from its tie.
By the time the sound of the bell marking the grimwalkerโs exit rings its delicate chime, a cold surety has settled over Belos. Relief and concern wash over his expression as if he feels them.
โItโs really you.โ His voice is raked with the vulnerability and affliction of someone who has been searching for his family, swelling with emotion that doesnโt exist. Itโs the bloom of a root of cold focus. The hand that lands lightly on Hunterโs arm, as if to make sure heโs real, is so much gentler than his intentions; as gentle as he has ever been towards this Golden Guard.