i can handle being treated like shit over and over again, but i can not handle you leaving me

Some of my trauma is literally over 18 years old like it’s legally an adult but it won’t move the fuck out of my head??? Get a job and pay some rent buddy.

i’m sick of the ache in my chest that constantly tells me i will never be good enough.

Where do i go if nowhere and no-one feels like home anymore

I'm homesick for arms that don't even want to hold me.

How am I supposed to believe I’m worthy of love if I’ve had to beg for it my whole life?

every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere.

People really think I'm joking when I say my emotions get so intense that I believe the only way out is to kill myself.

It would be really cool if I could stop randomly feeling insanely depressed out of nowhere