lotus girl

trauma didnt make me soft it’s made me angry and empty

august isnt even a month its like a long week

yesterday it was the 1st today its the 5th tomorrow itll be the 31st and i’ll have to finally face the fact that ive done nothing for neither self improvement nor pleasure all summer for the years ive been aliveth year in a row

Is it just me or does 2019 feel....off? Everything is boring, the weather is weird, summer doesn’t feel right. The world isn’t fun anymore. Breaking rules is for enjoyment. People are rude and selfish. Drugs are a priority. Everyone is losing friends, relationships are falling apart. It’s like we’re all...stuck. There’s no emotion anymore. 2018 was weird, but 2019 just feels plain sad. We’re all growing up and forgetting how to act.

All I do is mind my business n breathe oxygen and bitches still mad

You’re so lucky if you’re in love and it’s reciprocated and it’s healthy and innocent and pure

That's so unrealistic for me

I do in fact have that summertime sadness

It’s cool. I don’t like me either.

im too much of a baby for tinder i wanna meet people the old fashioned way where we’re both on either side of a fish tank and notice each other thru the water… 

SICK of thinking! Won’t be doing that again