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***art used on this blog is by babs tarr for the 2015 batgirl comic series

" Anything else we can help you with? " " You've done enough. " " All in all, I'm a happy man. " " Trust me. This is happy. " " Enjoy it while it lasts. " " You don't care about me. " " You didn't need me. " " 'Cause I'm the oddball. The third wheel. Dispensable. " " It makes sense this is how it ends. " " You shouldn't have come! " " You're the best of us. " " I left my family without looking back. " " We are not losing you. " " We should've run. " " You're gonna get us killed. " " Pull yourselves together. " " This will be a walk in the park. " " This isn't a park, it's a graveyard. " " Then let's bury them. " " He's left us. " " Ugh! The bastard tricked us. " " A suicidal one. " / " That tends to be a feature of all my best plans. " " What are we doing this for? " " What does any of it mean if we end up stabbed or dead? " " This doesn't feel like winning. " " I'm sorry. You were right. " " I got totally carried away on this job. " " I was thoughtless and reckless. " " I just wanted to say, don't give up on us. Please. " " Or… what I really should say is… don't give up on me. " " Who are you? Are you __? " " I'm the iron in your sword. I'm the flame that keeps the furnaces burning. " " Oh, shut up! " " And at the center of you is just a… " " Nothing good comes from letting people in. " " Everything ends and everyone leaves. " " I don't intend on leaving anyone behind who's gonna lie there every night wishing I would just walk through that door one more time. " " You never should have let me in. " " Don't know why I didn't think of this. " " It's what you pay me for. " " Practically everyone here's just staring at you. " " Oh, they're not looking at me. Not really me. " " It's a frightening time to be alive. " " People need hope. Reassurance. " " The loser quits and never works in this industry again. " " What the hell is he doing? " " The problem is, when you like the spotlight as much as I do, it's quite an adjustment to realize that the real reason you might be here is to shine it on somebody else. " " You believe me. " " You know I don't actually want the spotlight, right? " " You want us to come and help you dig it up… at night? " " Put it like that, I admit it could sound better. " " It sounds irresistible. " " I guarantee you we are the best agents in London. " " Do you know my name? " " I'm glad to see you're doing well. " " She was a fool, but she really fitted in there, actually. " " I could see how you might be more comfortable where you are. " " Why do spiders love ghosts so much? " " We need you. And it's not because you're an asset. " " Screw the rules. They bend the rules all the time. Why shouldn't we? I mean, why can't we change the rules? " " Do you like... Italian? " " Everyone leaves him in the end. " " What if she's unhinged? " " You're hardly the best judge at these things. " " You need normal people around you. " " You really think you're normal? " " The world's mad, and normal never fixed anything. " " You get way too lost in the research, but you find the gold that everyone else misses. " " I don't even know where I've ended up. " " You'll admit you're to blame and ask him to take you back. " " If he doesn't, you will beg until he does. Do you understand? " " I understand that you don't care about me. " " You think I'd ever do anything to hurt any of them? " " All my life, you treated me like I was nothing, till I could make you a bit of money. " " All I wanted is for you to love me. But you're incapable. " " You can't feel anything. You are deader than dead. "

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“ I want to know just how to love you ” “ I want to skip stones on your skin “ “ He knows how to love me better “ “ Tell me all the ways to love you “ “ I wanna tip toe through your bliss “ “ Oh, don't wanna miss a second of this “ “ Hold tight and love me longer “ “ He knows how to love me better “ “ A hit of dopamine, higher than I've ever been “ “ You're safe like spring time “ “ Breathe me in “ “ Take me to anywhere you wanna go “

iris & miles inspired.     muse a has just found out that their colleague and the person they’ve been madly in unrequited love with for three years is engaged to another person. they reach a low point after a work party because they think that there is nothing left in life for them now, but come to their senses when an opportunity to take a vacation and escape all of it arises. they swap houses with a stranger and travel to another country. at first they don’t know anyone, but they run into muse b who is a funny and charming filmscore composer. they become good friends and often have dinner together while they talk about hollywood and a mutual friend of a former hollywood screenwriter. when muse b’s partner cheats on them, muse a helps muse b get through the hardship and that’s when muse b realises that there are more than just friendly feelings between the two of them. muse a also miraculously gets over their longtime unrequited love after finding self worth and feeling too good for someone who doesn’t want them. another thing is their new feelings for muse b. muse b has to decide whether to take back their ex or take the chance with muse a before they travel back home.

following the accident there’s tension and distrust from muse a and their family towards muse b, though some family members try to defend them. from here on the plot can develop to however you like, i didn’t get further than this. 

“What have you done, really?” “Tell us what you’ve done besides talk. Not a thing.” “Where would you have us go?” “God damn it, I believe in things. I believe in helping end the suffering.” “I lied, that only makes us even.” “I don't see what it has to do with my politics.” “Possibly they're as much a lie as your past.” “Do you feel you are among enemies here?” “What's that got to do with me?” “Being naive doesn't absolve you.” “You can't have it both ways. Victim one day, tyrant the next!” “They chose to abandon their rescue operation. Because it was too dangerous.” “What would you have me do?” “If you're paying me to be your conscience, you should ask for your money back.” “I want you to tear me apart, to piece me back together.” “Make me a new face. A new body. Make me another soul.” “When nobody cares, what else can we do?” “Was it your father who made you feel so angry?” “It was humiliation.” “That sort of thing didn’t happen to people like us.” “So what did happen?” “They took it all.” “This job, is it dangerous?” “This is the secret world. Are you in or out?” “I thought you disapproved of me.” “You know, I changed my mind.” “It's love. Love is the antidote to death.” “I never disapprove of pleasure.” “The greatest crime is to do nothing because we can only do a little “ “Feeling is subversive and contrary to military discipline.“ “I fight and therefore I exist.” “You’d let me die, in a heartbeat, just to get to them! Wouldn’t you?” “Don’t confuse drama with reality. That’s very dangerous.” “What’s going on?!” “What does it matter?” “The good news is I’ve lied to you as little as possible.” “This is what you’re after, then?” “I’ll stay close to you.” “How do you live with it? The guilt.” “You’re in this fight, whether you like it or not.” “The thing is I don’t know what side I want to fight for anymore.”

PISCES:   sun,   moon,   rising. sensitive & emotional   /   artistic & creative   /   always crying   /   very strong intuition   /   hold grudges 5ever   /   take everything personally   /   caretaker for my loved ones