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@delmontae I’ve been waiting on you, what’s SHApoppin?

[squares up cause ion got time to play with ¼ of the seasons]

-busts out laughing cause you've tried it-

{sits in my hospital bed as I scroll thru my phone, eating some of the breakfast that the nurse gave me}

-walks into the hospital and asks the nurse for your room number, after being let through, I walk to your room, knocks on the door and walks in while slowly opening the door- hellooooo? -walks in with balloons, a get well card , my phone, purse in hand and closes the door behind me-

{looks up from my phone as I see you walk in, my mood lowkey dropping once i see you} What are you doing here?

-sits the stuff beside you and sits in a chair beside your bed- I came to see you, why not ?

You act like you aint the reason why i’m here in the first place I see {shakes my head and looks out the window}

-looks in confusion- what do you mean?

The shit you told me a couple nights ago? You acting stupid now? Yeah, that shit is the reason why I acted all fucking suicidal and you come in here acting like you aint do shit. {looks at you, getting pissed off at you}

nigga, what i told you was for me to get it off my chest and to let you know where i was coming from. How you reacted to it was not my business. It wasn’t for you, it was for me. Don’t put the blame on me. -sits back in my chair -

But you didnt know how the fuck I was gonna react to it nigga. How the fuck am I suppose to feel when my ex tell me about our unborn child that never made it from a fight we had years ago a couple nights ago? I was fucked up in the head from that shit and you just come in here like its all good. You over here walking around, like what you said wasnt gonna fuck me up.

Well, when you give off the impression that you don’t care about shit 24/7, im going to just assume you don’t care. You didnt care enough to even check on me. Let’s not make this against me, dude. Don’t do that. When i was pregnant with your baby, you wasn’t around. You was here and there with the shits. The week i had the miscarriage you wasn’t there for me. At all. Don’t say you didn’t know, because if your girl is in the hospital a whole week, no text or call came from you. Then when i was just about to tell you about it because I needed you to be there, you got Mya pregnant. How the hell you think i fucking felt, Sammy. -shakes my head and folds my arms while sitting back in my chair-

Man, you aint tell shit about you being in the hospital, dont go coming at me with that baby back bullshit. We werent even together anymore when I was with Mya, so fuck do you mean my nigga? You know what, take the shit you got me and just get the fuck on yo, i’m done with ya shit, get the fuck out my face. {goes back to being on my phone}

-giggles- nigga i came to see you to see if you were okay, but you wanna get mad and shit. Chill the hell out. But you know what .... -gets up and leaves everything I bought for you and gets up and walks towards the door- you got a real life problem my nigga -leaves and walks out the door before you could say anything cause i don't wanna hear shit else-

{sits in my hospital bed as I scroll thru my phone, eating some of the breakfast that the nurse gave me}

-walks into the hospital and asks the nurse for your room number, after being let through, I walk to your room, knocks on the door and walks in while slowly opening the door- hellooooo? -walks in with balloons, a get well card , my phone, purse in hand and closes the door behind me-

{looks up from my phone as I see you walk in, my mood lowkey dropping once i see you} What are you doing here?

-sits the stuff beside you and sits in a chair beside your bed- I came to see you, why not ?

You act like you aint the reason why i’m here in the first place I see {shakes my head and looks out the window}

-looks in confusion- what do you mean?

The shit you told me a couple nights ago? You acting stupid now? Yeah, that shit is the reason why I acted all fucking suicidal and you come in here acting like you aint do shit. {looks at you, getting pissed off at you}

nigga, what i told you was for me to get it off my chest and to let you know where i was coming from. How you reacted to it was not my business. It wasn’t for you, it was for me. Don’t put the blame on me. -sits back in my chair -

But you didnt know how the fuck I was gonna react to it nigga. How the fuck am I suppose to feel when my ex tell me about our unborn child that never made it from a fight we had years ago a couple nights ago? I was fucked up in the head from that shit and you just come in here like its all good. You over here walking around, like what you said wasnt gonna fuck me up.

Well, when you give off the impression that you don't care about shit 24/7, im going to just assume you don't care. You didnt care enough to even check on me. Let's not make this against me, dude. Don't do that. When i was pregnant with your baby, you wasn't around. You was here and there with the shits. The week i had the miscarriage you wasn't there for me. At all. Don't say you didn't know, because if your girl is in the hospital a whole week, no text or call came from you. Then when i was just about to tell you about it because I needed you to be there, you got Mya pregnant. How the hell you think i fucking felt, Sammy. -shakes my head and folds my arms while sitting back in my chair-

{sits in my hospital bed as I scroll thru my phone, eating some of the breakfast that the nurse gave me}

-walks into the hospital and asks the nurse for your room number, after being let through, I walk to your room, knocks on the door and walks in while slowly opening the door- hellooooo? -walks in with balloons, a get well card , my phone, purse in hand and closes the door behind me-

{looks up from my phone as I see you walk in, my mood lowkey dropping once i see you} What are you doing here?

-sits the stuff beside you and sits in a chair beside your bed- I came to see you, why not ?

You act like you aint the reason why i’m here in the first place I see {shakes my head and looks out the window}

-looks in confusion- what do you mean?

The shit you told me a couple nights ago? You acting stupid now? Yeah, that shit is the reason why I acted all fucking suicidal and you come in here acting like you aint do shit. {looks at you, getting pissed off at you}

nigga, what i told you was for me to get it off my chest and to let you know where i was coming from. How you reacted to it was not my business. It wasn't for you, it was for me. Don't put the blame on me. -sits back in my chair -

{sits in my hospital bed as I scroll thru my phone, eating some of the breakfast that the nurse gave me}

-walks into the hospital and asks the nurse for your room number, after being let through, I walk to your room, knocks on the door and walks in while slowly opening the door- hellooooo? -walks in with balloons, a get well card , my phone, purse in hand and closes the door behind me-

{looks up from my phone as I see you walk in, my mood lowkey dropping once i see you} What are you doing here?

-sits the stuff beside you and sits in a chair beside your bed- I came to see you, why not ?

You act like you aint the reason why i’m here in the first place I see {shakes my head and looks out the window}

-looks in confusion- what do you mean?

{sits in my hospital bed as I scroll thru my phone, eating some of the breakfast that the nurse gave me}

-walks into the hospital and asks the nurse for your room number, after being let through, I walk to your room, knocks on the door and walks in while slowly opening the door- hellooooo? -walks in with balloons, a get well card , my phone, purse in hand and closes the door behind me-

{looks up from my phone as I see you walk in, my mood lowkey dropping once i see you} What are you doing here?

-sits the stuff beside you and sits in a chair beside your bed- I came to see you, why not ?

{sits in my hospital bed as I scroll thru my phone, eating some of the breakfast that the nurse gave me}

-walks into the hospital and asks the nurse for your room number, after being let through, I walk to your room, knocks on the door and walks in while slowly opening the door- hellooooo? -walks in with balloons, a get well card , my phone, purse in hand and closes the door behind me-

there’s your fellow whores, then there’s your montae’s 🙄

near, nigga