Boo

Parang kelangan ko na maging mabuting tao. Kasi ngayon pa lang, di ko na kinakaya yung init pano pa sa hell?

Justin Bieber’s Coachella performance??? My Bieber heart is so alive right now!!! 💜 It really took me back to the days when my only goal in life was getting a follow or notice from him on Twitter. My “Justin pls follow me” flood tweet era. Imagine yun lang problema ko dati. I used to do song covers, memorize his songs, and daydream about being the one less lonely girl in his concert! And now watching him again just brings all of that back. Hayyy! People calling it a “lazy performance” and getting pressed over him playing his older tracks thru Youtube. like hello?? that’s literally where he started. The Justin Bieber Youtube era. And let’s be real, he is Justin freaking Bieber. At this point, he doesn’t need to prove anything anymore. He doesn’t need a hundred backup dancers or a flashy stage. Just him, his voice, his music, and a stage. That's enough. Let’s just be happy for him that he finally looks genuinely happy and at peace. Sana talaga masaya siya. After everything he’s been through, he deserves nothing but that. Jusq, I had a mini overthinking moment din with the “Halo” thing 😭 like bruh, please wag ka muna ma-deads okay? We need you forever. Grabe imagine if my fangirl side never slept hahahaha, for sure nakikipagaway na ako sa X ngayon hahahahahhaa. But like they say, once a Belieber, always a Belieber. 💜

After six years of not hearing anything about him since graduation, I saw his face on my LinkedIn feed while scrolling randomly. He looks different now, but still familiar, and for a moment, I just stared, surprised, but at the same time, I didn't even know what to feel. For days, I kept thinking about it, trying to put the feeling into words, hence this random post, but I couldn't. Maybe it's the quiet ache of remembering someone who once meant so much to you but is now just a stranger living his own life. And then came a sudden flashback of what-ifs and regrets I already buried. Still, I just found myself silently rooting for him. Not because I still want him, but because he was once someone I truly cared for. I just hope he's happy now, the same way I finally am.