SnowLilia

But after Mrysin tells him the monster/the balkhash is there to “help him” because he doesnt know how to be happy, he screams and throws a glass at her in front of everyone. He runs off, Bohai follows, and ends up witnessing the full extent of what one of pacific’s breakdowns looks like- including the screaming, breaking things, slamming your head against walls (my fellow bipolar besties, if ykyk), and this follows in the immediate aftermath of that. because the balkhash is supposed to be there as a “I will give you an external crisis to be afraid of to protect you from the discomfort you feel when youre at ease”,  when pacific was comfortable and at ease knowing someone had seen him at his worst and stuck around, it didnt serve a purpose so it didnt attack since it didnt need to. it manifested as he was breaking down, but wouldnt actually attack him since he felt calm.