☾✧ ∘*:.°∘ THE HEAVEN THAT WE'RE IN.

     ‘ –– i don’t, though. ’

     ‘ –– am i IN LOVE with him still ?? no. but i’m always going to love him, even though he hates me & i know i shouldn’t, though it’s just a fact i can’t change. he was the first person i ever loved –– – you simply don’t lose that love. or, that’s how it is for me, at least. ’

     ‘ –– realistically ?? probably not. ’

     ‘ –– let’s just say i’d still be a virgin. ’

     ‘ –– um … jesus is my number one, aimee is such a sweetheart & … my pastor. ’

     ‘ –– NO. here’s the thing, though; i feel bad about the effect it could’ve had on him & the way he took it, but i still stick to what i say. it’s bad & my actions don’t change that, which is why i feel bad about what i did, but not what i said. i feel gross & hypocritical so i guess, in that regard, i’m upset about going back on my word, but overall no. i’ve learned from my mistakes & believe me when i say i won’t be making them again –– – i have to stick to my beliefs. ’

     ‘ –– i want two; a little boy & girl !! but hey, i won’t complain if i end up having more. ’

     ‘ –– i said jerusalem last time & now i’m tacking italy on the list, too !! ’

‘ –– who said anything about it being charitable ?? but oh well, i guess i missed my opportunity. ’

     ‘ –– uh, i totally have seen one before but i really don’t want to see one now. ’

     ‘ –– i’ve heard about that one before, but it think business stays with business & all that other stuff stays with itself. ’ winnie raised a thin brow before nodding her head slowly, lips pursed. ‘ yeah, that was definitely a bad move; you wouldn’t want him to throw away your things, would you ?? ’

     ‘ –– dang, i really sounds like you CAN’T win. ’

     ‘ –– no way !! ’

     ‘ –– uh ... no sins. hashtag pure life. where the hell do i even start ?? drinking underage, premarital sex THREE times, one of which with a girl. i’ve never repented so much in my entire life. ’