Hate is Too Easy

[Blushes even harder] … You are… My first. [smiles shyly] aside of that girl when I was little I never [sighs] people used to pick on me calling me the Holy Soldier…

The Holy Soldier? [smiles amused] How fitting, mein Ritter. [Gently reaches up to run a hand through the other’s hair] Anything else you’d like to confess? 

[shrugs] Don’t know. Flights to Norway are expensive, so I will most likely be here this summer.

Hm, well that would make the two of us. I should be here for majority of the summer as well. 

[blushes wildly, distracted] Wh- What? Girls? I don’t know [eyes drifts towards Roderich’s lips] None were important… [bites cheek] None made me want to do this [leans and kisses Roderich sweetly]

[Smiles into the kiss before chuckling softly] Really? And what about the boys? [Leans up to kiss the corner of Ludwig’s lips] Did they make you want to do this? [kisses him softly] Or am I your first? 

[drums her nails against the tabletop] I guess I just wanna get my life on already. I’m moving back to Norway when I graduate to live with my uncle.

I see. That should be nice. [hums lightly in thought] So you’re staying on campus this summer then, or are you going on a trip?

[blushes] No… There were girls who… [looks down] but I never felt anything [sighs] It was actually pretty uncomfortable for me because no matter how pretty or nice they were I just didn’t like them that way. [Listen attentively and then smiles] So that is what I am to you? [mock pouts] Just someone to make you laugh? Oh my poor, poor heart.

Oh? Now how many girls are we referring to here? [chuckles lightly] Not just laughing, other things too. [Leans up to lightly brush his nose against Ludwig’s] Like this for example. 

[sighs heavily] That’s true. [runs a hand through her hair]

[Smiles] Don’t worry. The worst of it is over, or at least, that was my experience. 

OF Thunderstorms and Birds

[blushes] I didn’t quite understand what I was feeling so… [scratches head] but I know that with you is the same… Only bigger. [smiles shyly] I sincerely thought I was never going to feel anything like this after I moved and I lost contact with her, then it was nothing but a fond memory. [curious] Really? Do tell me?

[blinks surprised] So you never liked anyone after until you met me? [smiles] Hm? There’s nothing to tell really. I wasn’t let out of the house a lot, for obvious reasons, [ruffles his feathers a bit as if to answer why] so I didn’t meet kids my age. Although I remember there was one. He used to walk by everyday, and now that I think about it, it was most likely to some school nearby. Anyway, he caught me watching him once. I was afraid I’d be in trouble, but then the next day he just stood at the corner, and he seemed to be waiting for me. When I caught sight of him, he waved. From that day on, he used to do ridiculous things at that corner until one day he suddenly stopped. I’m not sure why, but it was a long time ago. [Smiles up at Ludwig] Now I have you to make me smile. 

[sighs]When I was little… I don’t remember much of my childhood, from age 1 to 4 or 5 but one of my more vivid memories is from a girl that lived near my house… I was always chasing her around but I was too shy to talk to her and I never could quite express my feelings until we moved away… That day I kissed her [blushes] It’s a silly thing but… You… [looks away] you made me feel the same way.

You were five? [Smiles] ‘she must have been something for you to remember how you felt.’ [Leans up to gently kiss his cheek] I apologize for I do not have a similar story to share. I remember I admired someone from afar as a child, but I never got the chance to talk to him.

[grins shyly] I trust you too [cups cheek] You changed me but I think it was for good [his expression soften] Before I met you… There was just one person who I thought… [bite lips] would you like to hear the whole story?

‘Oh so you have ex’s?’ [mildly intrigued] ‘I don’t have to get jealous do I?’ [Smiles softly up at him] Only if you want to tell it, I’ll listen. 

Never [nuzzles Roderich’s cheek] please always remember that [buries his face on Roderich’s shoulder] No matter what or in what circunstances… You should never be afraid of me because I’m unable to hurt you on purpose.

Ludwig... [blinks before sighing softly] I know, mein Ritter. I would never be afraid of you. [reaches for his hand to softly kiss the back of it] I trust you. 

My lovely boyfriend is an antihero, maybe he is rubbing off some of his villain-ness on me. [wiggles eyebrows] Now [kiss softly] Aren’t you scared now?

What a theory? [smiles into the kiss before quirking a dark brow] Scared of you? [Raises a hand up to cradle the back of Ludwig’s neck] Should I be, Hero?

[huff but laughs anyways] Ja, of course… That is why [grabs Roderich and flip him over the bed] You won’t get mad at me for doing what I just did [grins] You are at my mercy now what should I do [smirks playfully]

[Blinks up in surprise] ‘You...’ [Playfully smiles] ‘I see now.’ Are you sure you’re a hero? That line sounded quite villainous. 

I always cared about you, since the moment I lended you mi jacket. [Steals a slow kiss] This close and looking me like that? I will say yes to anything [chuckles] It’s unfair Schatz, very unfair.

Oh? Unfair? [chuckles] All is fair in love and war. [smile widens] Sound familiar Bärchen? 

I am not! I think a part of me always knew you just were trying to push me away from a different reason than dislike. Put you through? Me? [chuckles] Well I am sorry if I was too much… Even if you liked it. [grins] And don’t you dare to tell me you didn’t enjoy the attention.

Oh? And what? You didn’t care for me when I was mean to you? [smiles teasingly] Me? Enjoy attention? [chuckles] Never. [Leans over to grab his glass and put them on] Either way, what I put you through, what you put me through [leans in to brush his nose against the other’s] I think we’re even, ja?

[grins] Because someone kept veiling his flirting by being quite mean. [shook head] I should have know I really liked you when even if you hurt me I kept reaching out for you. [closes mouth suddenly] Ah..Hmmm

Are you sure you’re not just a masochist? [smiles teasingly before softening] Es tut mir leid, Hero. ‘And thank you... for staying with me despite how cruel I might be.’ But let’s not forget what you put me through just to get a cat. 

[Blushes] Roderich… [smiles shyly] I’m very happy I made you dinner that time [chuckles and takes his hand] Did you think we would end up like this?

[Chuckles lightly] No, not at all. ‘I thought I’d have pushed you away by now.’ Though if you recall, it did happen a little fast.