I gotta mention this, cause it’s got me thinking. How did Merlin get into the Serene Lyceum in the first place? It was already described that they skipped classes a lot and might’ve cause some trouble, enough to traumatize teachers as Zorya describes it. It didn’t seem like they took it all that seriously, and already looked to excel at several classes (minus divination). So why are they there?
Or better yet, who put them there? Who enrolled them? Not themselves I don’t think. Maybe a parent or guardian, but there’s no mention of any past figures like such because they likely would’ve been mentioned in the memory stars.
Was it the previous Merlin? My theory leans more heavily towards that being the possibility, our Merlin having shown prominent magic and selected by the last Merlin and enrolled by them to hone their magic. Because they already have the name Merlin in the photo of them and Cyran on the student council photo together again, then again, the photo could’ve later been updated but it’s one that was locked away in the Stellar Spire with no one to access it for twenty years, and I doubt Cranky would tamper with it.
If that’s the case of Merlin being chosen as the next Merlin so young, then it’s kind of sad. They had their life chosen for them quite young. Maybe they knew that right from the get go and decided that if they’re supposed to be this all powerful and revered mage later, they might as well be the kid they want to be during their school days. And they were.
Hi anon!
Similar to other RPGs, we know that Merlin has been deliberately designed to be a blank slate. I thought it was neat that Hogan mentioned we went under different disguises and different names, like an in lore explanation of why we could pick our name and outfit. Having amnesia was also another neat trick on why we didn't know what was happening and who is everyone.
For about four seasons after, there was no explanation on Merlin's past, just that we are a great mage and we must help, with or without our consent. There were hints here and there, but nothing really concrete. I mean, it only took Lilith this long to introduce the other Seats, eh? And of course, up until ToD to drop an entire bucket of lore on us. We know Merlin is not a being of the Tree, we know they are the First Seat, and we know they 'perished' in the Second Divine War and woke up twenty years later with amnesia. Apparently that is enough for the player to play as a self insert.
Lilith really started leaning into the lore after ToD; in ToM, we learn things about Merlin that may or may not fit our self inserted Merlin. Most of it is after Merlin started keeping diaries. They just couldn't start earlier, unfortunately. Or the devs didn't plan on fleshing out so much in one go. Nevertheless, we can safely say that whatever we know, is what Lilith wants us to know, or is important to the story.
How did they enter the Lyceum? Not important apparently. There's preparatory school as we've seen in the three little HP ripoffs. Was Merlin already there? We don't know. Someone, most likely a guardian, would have acted on Merlin's behalf to enrol them, either as a suggestion from another mage or like Cassadee's parents. That guardian is, unfortunately, probably dead or simply forgotten by Merlin. Since they don't appear in the story at all, the guardian is not important. Feel free to head cannon Merlin as an orphan.
Could it be the previous Merlin that enrolled them? Maybe, but wouldn't the then Headmistress Heidi know? Wouldn't it be mentioned that Merlin was groomed (sounds bad) young? If the previous Merlin hid their identity, how are they going to prove little Merlin is a talented kid worth the trouble?
Now I'm wondering how does the Serene Lyceum operate? Like a public school? Seems unlikely. Who's providing the funding for the food, uniforms and general needs? Leymar does accept rich students for funding, so it's definitely a private school. Zorya helps out students that are worse off, so we know there are students that can't afford something. Maybe Zorya kept Merlin funded in school, discreetly. Maybe the previous Merlin was rich and left a fund like HP. Maybe Merlin is so talented that Leymar fought to keep them enrolled, even if Merlin terrorized the entire faculty. Strange, that Merlin never had to suffer a parent-teacher meeting outcome. It's like no one cares.
Now, no matter how much classes Merlin skipped, something tells me they did enjoy being there. They loved entering forbidden zones. They hung out in the library after closing time. It's just that the classes were too easy for them. Skipping classes, yet still topping year after year? It's not a student that hates class for class. It's a bored student. It's making kindergarten level classes mandatory attendance. I'd skip too.
Did they know they were going to be a Merlin though? Seems unlikely. They would have told Cyran, besties that they are. Or the previous Merlin put a spell to make them keep it a secret. I prefer the simplest answer, which is they didn't know.
Why is Merlin only known as Merlin? Remember Aurelian and his contract? Someone must know Merlin's true name. Unless, there was a side effect of having your true name erased from history once you took up the mantle of Merlin. You're telling me not a single living being in Esperia knows Merlin's true name? No notes? No photos? Not even Cyran knows? Yeah, sounds like magic.
Anyway, thank you for your inbox! Why the fuck is this so long and convoluted? I don't know. Thank you for reading.
What do you mean convoluted? I love how clear and structured you go through it all. ;-)
I wanted to pick up on a thing or two, so now watch chaos unfold. xD
I very much like the idea of Merlin's "name" being erased from public knowledge the moment they became Merlin. Unlike the other members, Merlin is the face of the Arcane Council, spreading their good intentions. If people are willing to kill for the identity of the other members, then god forbid there is any personal information about Merlin still accessible out there. Of course, this protection of their past self does not carry over to their current self as Merlin, so they are still forced to switch between appearances and names all the time, leaving as little "personal life" behind as possible. What an irony, that you carry the most well known-name in Esperia, but are cursed to remain a nobody.
The alternative to that is of course simply accepting that the game uses Merlin as a placeholder name for whenever people might have used Merlin's past name, given how it's meant to remain one of those things every Magister can adjust for their headcanons. Like you said with Merlin's parents/guardians, who aren't mentioned because they aren't important. Merlin's actual name in itself isn't important, just the figure is. And I mean, think of any famous person in real life who is known by their artists/chosen name only. How many other than true die hard fans would know their birth name AND use it? Even if some of the old faculty staff and Cyran himself used to call Merlin by a different name, it's likely now habit to use Merlin, just like everyone else does.
(Really quick: if what I just said was the case, then by all means Aurelian should have been able to easy know our "true" name. He didn't and instead believed a name we gave randomly when we met at the Academy. So perhaps that idea isn't true. On the other hand, if magic WAS involved and nobody knew Merlin's name anymore, then I am still confused as to why Aurelian thought a random name we gave was trustworthy, when we are inseparable from the idea of ever-switching identities... xD So.. that also doesn't work well in the case of Aurelian being just stupid stupid. The whole name thing is brittle as heck anyway.)
AND NOW - ... here is a headcanon. I can imagine that Dura herself has awaited our arrival on Esperia and "raised us". She met us in the past and knew someone like us would eventually drop onto earth. And before the Second Divine War, she was still around (Athalia's Starry Tale). So, she could very well have found us as a stranded being somewhere, or as a newborn somewhere, and has since then made sure we could grow up well. If our foster parents (maybe it was her personally?) couldn't afford the magic school, she would have made it happen. And while I wouldn't describe it as "grooming", she did indeed do everything she could to make sure we can grow into the person she has once met a long time ago. Once we were ready, we became Merlin. It's clear that we don't know the previous Merlin well nor do we know why we became the new Merlin, so Dura likely didn't tell us who she was or that she's looking after us all this time, and especially not why she wants us to be Merlin. I know Dura seems sketchy as hell, but I personally don't think she wants us to suffer. She doesn't want anyone to suffer from the Hypogeans, and I feel like that's something that unites her and Merlin. Merlin sacrificed themselves not because they felt forced to as Merlin, but because they genuinely loved Esperia, and that's why Dura wanted them to be Merlin. I am not saying Merlin isn't suffering, but I think I am saying that Merlin is the kind of person to be able to bear this suffering and succeed because of who they are. Or yet another way to go about this: Merlin would have done the Merlin job without being Merlin. But the Arcane Council is also an organisation with procedures in place to withstand time, and to benefit from their knowledge and unity, Merlin had to become Merlin at some point.
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I spend too much time on this. I better stop thinking and focus on art. xD















