Relapsing

Why are crackers actually the bane of my existence? I just ate 11 crackers in one sitting, surely that's a little excessive

Broke yet another week long binge today, terrified to see how much weight I've gained

Eating an apple after bingeing on 3000 calories of junk food because if I'm gonna overeat I might as well get some nutrients out of it. Self care.

I'm now 9kgs (20lbs) down, which means I'm officially under 60 kgs for the first time in 9 months !!

Just passed out lol that was embarrassing

Ate two pretzels yesterday and gained a pound, release me from my mysery

You'd have to be a real dumb bitch to binge for a week straight and then act surprised when you gain 5lbs. I am a real dumb bitch.

Might start posting food diaries again to hold myself accountable, because I have been bingeing so much recently

I know I say I'm gonna starve myself to death all the time and always end up bingeing a week later, but this time it's for real

Every time someone says "I could never be anorexic, I love food too much" a year is taken off my life

Wish I could chew and spit the fat directly from my bones

You will never catch me doing mountain climbers. I don't care how many calories they burn, I'd rather die

How do people live without diet soda.... I drink like six cans of diet irn bru a day, I get honest to god withdrawals, I can't remember what life was like before this addiction send help

Might regress to my chewing n spitting era, at a low point in my life ngl