Throughout my conquests upon this mortal plane I have gathered wisdom id like to share with whomever it may concern. This is my legacy. After roaming the continents for thousands of years, I enclose here my findings. I am the long reigning Primordial Goddess of Chaos, Her Highness Willow Aphelion. Take heed as you tread these treacherous waters, dear viewer. Chaos is an unruly element by nature, the very singularity that ignited existence. I am a fundamental pillar of actuality. Without my divine grace, the vast spectacles of the multiverse itself would cease to be!~
I am an irl magic user/chuunibyou! Feel free to initiate further direct communications with me!~ I aim to become allied with as many other magic users as possible so we can band together and be super philosophical and cool about the history of the realms.
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The 4:17 AM Gap isn't exactly a wobble or glitch, it's more of a wound. A thin cut in the night where the universe itself seems to forget all about time, stalling like an overworked NPC instead of continuing normally. This only lasts for that one fateful minute, however, so you must make the best of it!
At exactly 4:17 AM (local planetary cycle), the timeline stutters. Not for everyone, of course, just those who are awake, alert, and at least a little bit unhinged. Does that sound like you? Perfect!
You might feel like someone's pressed paused on you, shadows might go still, your heartbeat might speed up or slow down, etc. If you notice something abnormal, there's your chance!
During the Gap, your past, present, and future self align like someone made a weird Venn diagram. You can talk to them, borrow from them, steal from them, or really anything. Reality can't punish you during this time, it simply rolls its little eyes and pretends it didn't see anything.
Use the following rituals wisely! Or don't. Meraki's not your timeline babysitter.
VERSION ONE
For the chuunibyous who need to tone it down a bit!
Prepare your 'anchor.' This is something that represents either the past or the future you, specifically the version you'd like to talk to! It could be something as mundane as a pen you fidget with or something as meaningful as your childhood stuffed animal.
Stay awake until 4:16 AM. You need to be alert, so it's ideal that you wait naturally instead of setting an alarm. Keep screens off and find somewhere quiet to sit with the anchor in your lap. Keep one hand on it at all times! This is what grounds you in this timeline.
Wait for the Gap to open! It's not dramatic, but trust ae, you'll know. This is your cue.
Ask your question! It has to be said out loud so as to not get mixed up with other thoughts, but worry not, just a whisper is alright! It should be short, honest, and to the point. Vagueness will likely be ignored.
You won't hear a literal voice, but rather a thought that isn't yours. It won't feel foreign, don't worry about it scaring you! That's the version of you from somewhere along the timeline, the one you wanted to connect with. It should be a brief answer, hopefully not too vague! If it is, just try your best to decipher it.
Now it's time to close the ritual! Tap the anchor against your knee three times, then set it somewhere safe. Not on a pedestal, just somewhere you know you won't lose it.
VERSION TWO
For the dramatic chuunibyous!
Acquire your 'anchor!' Unlike Version One, it shouldn't be something mundane, but rather something connected to your magical self. A useless key, your power-seal, anything dramatic enough to make you feel like an overpowered anime character. Carry it with you for an hour prior to the ritual to sync it with your aura.
At 4:16, sit somewhere dramatic. A window sill, a rooftop, an abandoned bus stop... anywhere of the sort! Or just the edge of your bed. Hold your anchor in your dominant hand.
When the Gap arises at 4:17, rise from your spot and lift your anchor. Strike a pose, feel the universe glaring. This is good, it means you're doing it right!
Say a chant that resonates with you, clear and dramatic. For the magical heroes, this could be your transformation activation! For the others, I'd recommend coming up with this prior to the ritual. Your other selves will hear you across all timelines.
You won't hear a voice. Instead, it'll be like the Gap dropped something into your mind. It could be a memory you haven't lived yet, a warning you don't understand, the knowledge of an upcoming choice, etc.
Interpret it! It might take days, you might understand it immediately, but whichever it is, it's always part of the fun (or danger) to see it come true!
To seal the ritual, clench your anchor and tap it against your heart once. This is like the equivalent of saving your game with the rift. If you don't, it might be watching you for the next few nights.
Remember to exploit reality safely! Have a lovely day, students of time, and remember you're loved!
Magical accessories go a long way !! This was just my nightdress and an unbuttoned shirt before i added my usual accents. My corset & alchemy belt combo has been with me through thick and thin. The cape isnโt usually a feature but i think it suits this outfit nicely. Ignore my blonde roots growing in, i need to dye them.
I adore my familiars and thus i have decided to take this opportunity to yap about them! I have two familiars! Their mortal aliasโ are Coco & Biscuit! However, their true titles are Chimera & Cerberus!
A witches familiars were crucial in folklore as magical assistants. They were known to provide guidance, perform certain tasks and offer protection to their owners! They can also act as personal spies!~ Many believe that the word โfamiliarโ comes from the latin word โfamulusโ which means servant! My feline companion, Chimera, often completes missions on my behalf and delivers me intel from other worlds! Cerberus on the other hand provides me with protection from evil forces, often guarding me from malicious spirits and assisting me in battle! Reblog this post and show me your magical familiars!
Cerberusโ puppy photos & another one of Chimera!
I left my base of operations yet again for a brisk quest. As of lately, it seems my curse is being successfully kept at bay for the most part. My affliction is not something that will be healed entirely, i will live out my days with this burden; however, for the first time in a good while, i actually have genuine hope that my management of its symptoms will get easier with time. I did not encounter any evil spirits on my venture, thankfully it seems as though my new barrier is holding its own. At long last, i can rest assured that no harm will befall myself or my surroundings. At least until i must prepare a new barrier once this one falters.
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The results of my poll are a relatively even split between multiple ideas so i figured iโd gradually make my way through all of the options, starting with how i personally initiate astral projection, since i had an encounter yesterday after my barrier was breached!
What is astral projection? In my personal view, astral projection is the act of projecting your souls wavelength to another plane of existence, be it digital or spiritual. In an astral domain, the mind and body can accomplish certain ordeals that are otherwise rendered impossible by our mortal vessels! I honestly spend a great majority of my time in the astral realm, thereโs always so much to be done and so little time!
The most common piece of advice you will receive when learning about astral projection is that meditation is the key component. Meditation is absolutely an important factor when youโre starting out due to the calm state of mind you need to be in for a delve attempt to be successful! However, after a while of using meditation to complete delves, i learned how to access the astral realm without it! For beginners though, you definitely need to start with meditation and ease yourself into it.
Instead of meditation, i rely on music! Depending on where i want to travel and my objective, i have various playlists with certain themes! To conduct a quick delve i usually switch on a playlist and after a moment or so, i can perfectly visualise the astral plane and go ahead and complete what i had entered the realm for! You know youโve entered the astral plane when you can feel the mana shift, when you feel it youโll know! This goes without saying, but always make sure your mana reserves are as close to their full capacity as possible before you access the astral dimension. The astral realm drains your magic at an alarming rate!
An update : Yesterday, as explained in a previous blog, my wards were targeted and suddenly breached by the enemy. I was able to pick up on this rather early on and as such, i prepared a new barrier as soon as i could before it could get any worse. Afterwards, i spent some time gathering mana to replenish my magic. Then, i took it upon myself to astrally take care of any entities who managed to stay within my barrier when it was re-constructed. Luckily for me, there were very few, only a couple dozen. So it was a clean sweep.
dehumanization as horror is great and all but what about humanization as horror. Being forced into a role that was not made for you. Being forced to fulfill expectations that you can never achieve. Being made to exist in a society that so cruelly expects you to act in a way that is against your nature.
Good day everyone! I have just returned from a scouting trip and i wish to document the strange happenings i encountered along the way. Usually thanks to my wards, my scouts are uneventful. Interestingly though, today was the exception.
The journey began like any other, wondering my perimeter and straining my senses for anything unusual whilst capturing some photographs of my outing to compile into blogs. I was enjoying myself outside before something unexpected occurred.
After a short period of time sitting beneath the willow tree, my senses were alerted to the presence of entities nearby, so i turned on my digital application to detect the quantity i was dealing with. I can normally detect entities purely by sense alone, however this makes it easier to get a proper number. These screen captures were taken merely a few minutes apart, usually on my scouting missions i cannot detect any entities which means my wards and barriers are doing their job. However, this time, it appears they have broken through my defences. This was a dire omen.
Upon my return to my base of operations, i prepared myself a beverage which i enhanced with a couple ingredients to boost my mana. Tea with honey and lemon is an adored combination. You should try it!
In my quarters, i quickly prepared a banishment and protection ward in order to combat the breach. Iโm sure there will be numerous entities still inside, of which i will purge in an astral delve once my mana has been restored to its full capacity. Since my preparations are complete, now i shall rest before engaging in whatever damage control is needed.
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I was going to include this one in my previous blog as a bullet point, but i thought it deserved a post of its own since itโs something incredibly dear to my heart. Do you remember as a child making potions out of ingredients in your bathroom? This is kind of like that but more refined and chuuni-core. There are two kinds of alchemy that i like to partake in. The edible kind and the kind that would likely fatally harm your vessel if ingested. A shame this body isnโt nearly as advanced as my true vesselโฆ Anyhow!
This is a super fun activity to be used to either pass the time doing something magical, or to increase your mana reserves! Plain and simple : gathering ingredients to shove inside a jar or any container! An edible recipe that was once shared with me is as follows: Apple juice, vanilla extract, brown sugar and magic extract (e.g food dye!) This potion is for healing and it is absolutely delicious. Credit where credit is due, of course. You can mix and match ingredients like so. The skies the limit!
As for potions that are less deliciousโฆ I have a couple recipes that iโve formulated myself! The vast majority consist of a water base followed by mana crystals (bath salts,,) and magic particles (glitter,,) I used to make a bunch of these when i was younger and store them in tiny jars by my work surface. Honestly, if anything theyโre very pretty to look at. Though, i like to channel my mana into these to give them properties!
Cringe culture is dead and i will be raiding the kitchen.
this might seem like a naรฏve and overambitious questionโฆbut you seem very very very experienced and connected and i really do hope it can be true!!
have magic users ever tried to use their powers to turn something around as big as global warming, genocide, famine, that sort of thing? do you think it would be plausible if you had a larger group that trained specifically for one goal? maybe if the goal isnโt to completely eradicate such subjects, but make enough change that non-magic users could finally work together as a whole and ease them? is such responsibility or concentrated power too heavy a burden?
Thank you for the ask ๐ In short, the enemies i face i believe to be responsible for a vast array of the worlds problems, much like the ones you mentioned. It is a constant battle, though i believe there is a possibility for change. Not entirely, but minor adjustments can always be made. I heavily believe in manifestation and the ability to alter reality with chaos magic. As an example, a long while ago when the coronavirus pandemic was running rampant globally, i believed that it was a sinister plot orchestrated by a malicious force that i am still doing battle against to this day. Covid19 has since become lesser even though it very much still exists. This is a complicated theory but i believe in magic with all my heart.
Im often asked what kind of tasks i busy myself with as a magic user and so iโve come to the conclusion that it could be fun to document some general information in an informative format for those who want more magical ideas or simply to accomplish more as a magic user! I have been training magic users for as long as iโve been one, and iโve been a magic user all my life. Stay a while for the journey if youโre a newer magi or you just want some fun things to get on with!
1. Scouts! : Scouting is one of my favourite activities and by far the easiest of the bunch! You can do many things on a scout depending on your set objective. Certain tasks can be maintaining the border around your perimeter, clearing out entities to keep your base safe & gathering data of your surroundings!
I like to take walks around my area and multitask my objectives when i can! Whenever i go, i like to document everything where possible and thatโs where certain applications and objects come in! I recommend that everyone keeps a log journal for scouts via digital or physical means. I prefer to keep physical logs though that is just my preference. In the past iโve kept digital logs and audio logs as well. This is a good way to keep a fancy grimoire in the physical should you wish to be a little bit extra. Which i am. Here are some examples of my log books!
2. Witchcraft! : Modern witchcraft is something that has always been a part of my life since The Priestess is a witch and thus raised me as such! This is a way to really connect with the natural elements and form a closer relationship with your unique magic.
โWhat if i canโt purchase witchcraft supplies?โ Witchcraft can be practised with a pen and paper if you do not have the means to purchase other ingredients since i know it can be pretty expensive. Intention and manifestation is the most important thing! You can draw sigils and runes and place them around your home for protection. Did you know that blowing out candles on your birthday is actually an act of witchcraft? Now you do!
Personally, i like to do a lot of protection work. It is some of the easiest magic to practise and it is what i always encourage newer magic users to do first! Never jump in with complex spells first, they can backfire! Cleansing your space is extremely important to keep yourself safe and keep negative influences out. There are many ways to cleanse your space. Smoke and sound are the most common! I personally like to burn incense, but if you donโt have the means to do that - you can use bells or something as simple as clapping can be a sound cleanse! If youโd like a more in depth blog explaining witchcraft, let me know! As before, i will show some examples of the spells i have done!
3. Training! : Training can be a multitude of things but i will be focussing on weapons training here! Iโve found it to be one of the most entertaining means of training! I have a vast arsenal of weaponry and naturally iโve been training on how to use them all perfectly!
It depends on which kind of weapon you have, but i primarily use staffs and swords in the physical compared to my spellbinder (scythe) i use astrally! There are various methods you can use to train but the easiest/my favourite is using practise entities! Mortals cannot see these figures, however with my cursed eye i am able to view what they cannot. I like to manifest an opponent to trade hits with and i do this on a regular basis when my vessel cannot go out. I will attach a couple photographs of my current weapons!
Another honourable mention here is to note that you must train your vessel first and foremost. A strong weapon can only take you so far when your vessel is lacking in strength. I believe wholeheartedly that your sword can only carry you so far, and as such i engage in workouts of human design in order to keep up. Stamina training on runs and core training with cardio!
Image 1 : A staff i created, currently strapped into a harness on my mannequin.
Image 2 : My umbrella collection, inspired by Rikka from the chunibyo anime. I actually have a physical replica of hers in my chunibyo collection!
Image 3 : A sword and two daggers i keep in my window for display purposes! <3
I can sense the bitter chill of the winter air beyond these four walls. Safe to say, i am not very excited to venture yonder, yet i must. My mission today is a simple one, maintain the border and vanquish any entities that managed to breach my defences.
As i have just now awoken, there is much to do before i set off. I must decide which garments to adorn myself in, and ensure my bag is packed appropriately. To keep my curse at bay, mana crystals are a necessary evil, even though they taste vile.
The journey begins! I will do my best to document every happening as i go along! Now, i must simply walk until i reach my destination. This journey is split into two due to the state of my vessel, but i have faith that i will be able to take on the second half today!
The half way point! This here is a safe house of sorts, a gate between two sets of what i have named โThe Interdimensional Passageways!โ I come here often when i have enough mana in my arsenal to manage it.
And now: the difficult part of my journey begins. I have not been able to complete this venture since the mid point of this year due to my curse. I am well and truly pushing myself this time so that i can complete this mission successfully. A long stretch of roadโฆ I shall emerge victorious and not turn back!
I made it! Success! I secured some mana replenishments at a store named โHoneycomb Newsโ and then proceeded to wait in โCostaโ for an extra boost. Honeycomb didnโt have my usual selection which i found oddโฆ then again it has been a long time since i last paid the shop a visit.
After successfully receiving my order, i made a quick stop to catch my breath. Itโs a hot chocolate, in case you were wondering! With whipped cream and marshmallows because iโm fancy.
This is where my voyage comes to an end! I made it home to my base of operations and now i will rest to ensure that this outing does not catch up to me! The border is well maintained and luckily i did not encounter any stray entities during my journey. A job well done! I am very proud of myself.
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Behold, my base of operations! Here i am showcasing an array of the trinkets i have gathered in all my years! I have been a magic user for as long as i can remember and thus i have always been drawn to magical objects, no matter how little space i have for themโฆ Iโd love to explain some of my favourites in more detail if you would be interested in hearing about my collection!
My aether is an amalgamation of what is and isnโt, a force of dissonance that bypasses the natural order of the realms. Chaos, in essence, is the refusal to be defined. My aether does not align with the currents that govern this world; it fractures them, weaves through them. It is the whisper of unmade futures, the echo of forgotten laws, and the quiet rebellion of existence itself. It ensures that the stagnant may remember how to breathe. Within its touch lies an invitation: evolve, or be undone by your own inertia. Creation requires disorder; i am simply the catalyst. My power is not a lone sovereign, however. It thrives in the presence of forces that do not shy away from transformation. As an example, it finds companionship in time. Not the linear march, but within the ruptures. Decay, acceleration. Chaos dances in those broken seams, twisting inevitability into limitless potential. Chaos works best alongside any element willing to relinquish its rigid structure, willing to accept and embrace the change i orchestrate.
Chaos is not an aberration of the cosmos; it is one of its oldest languages, spoken in fractures and possibilities rather than laws and certainties. My aether is simply a more articulate dialect of that ancient tongue. In conclusion: where others draw their strength from predictability, i draw mine from potential. I am not tethered to the static or the sacred. My mana does not bow to tradition. To wield chaos is to expose oneself. Bringing forth your deepest desires, raw and unrefined. It is to stand unshielded before the labyrinth inside of you. Those who deny themselves cannot survive it. To those who understand that, those who embrace their contradictions and shifting edgesโฆ They will find that chaos is not a curse. It is liberation. The promise that nothing remains unchangeable. My aether is not merely a force, but a declaration that existence is what we make of it. I am chaos incarnate not just because i unravel the fabric of this world, but because i invite it to dream again.
