Thinking about a girl I grew up with who spun her dog's fur into yarn, then knitted gloves out of the yarn and how all the other kids made fun of her mercilessly for it.
And how she's now used those gloves for over thirty winters and each time she puts them on, she gets to pet her beloved dog's fur even though Ginger is long gone. And how even though her bones have long since been swallowed by the earth, Ginger is still protecting her owner from the cold.
Just an ancient pact, passed down from the earliest dogs that slept beside humans to keep us warm, continuing on for decades after one of their deaths.
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Summary: A continuation of the story in which you're a cat!hybrid living in captivity and Sylus kills your owner in a business deal gone sideways. You decide to sneakily follow your savior home without asking for permission. It picks up directly after the events of part 1. This part is the story of your first night with Mr. Qin. word count: ~6,100
Content: fluff, fluff, more fluff. Um, cat!mc/reader is very invasive of Sylus's personal boundaries but he doesn't mind. Sylus uses his aether core eye on an unsuspecting mall employee because he's such a bad man. Etc. A sprinkling of angst as Kitty!Caleb haunts the narrative. Will be continued (and maybe will end if i do it right??) in part 3.
As you nestle next to Mr. Qin's formidable ass, the adrenaline that cursed bird sent spiking through your body with his malicious racket begins to fade.
This has always been your problem. The second you're told that you can't do something without a decent explanation as to why, your hackles rise along with the fur along your spine, and every muscle in your body tenses in defiance. Your heart, clenching in fury, renders you incapable of simply accepting the boundaries, the obstacle, the audacity of whoever told you no.
Even if you weren't that interested in whatever it was to begin with, simply being told you couldn't do it made you determined to prove them wrong.
When you were a kitten, this character defect was obnoxious, but the damage was limited to arguments with Caleb over why you shouldn't cross the super busy road to explore that shadier part of town. Over why gorging yourself on too much fish scored through successful dumpster diving was inadvisable. Over why you couldn't just pick a fight with any old bully when they told you that you couldn't hunt on their turfâinstead, you had to be strategic about it, topple the bully from his spot at the pinnacle of his little gang, take over, and then run the gang yourself.
But this character flaw is the same thing that got your brother killed.
If you had just listened. If you had just recognized that your captor's threat was no threat, but a promise.
If you could just control yourselfâthe defiance at your coreâand recognize defeat before it crushed you completely, before it cost you everything.
If you could just accept that sometimes, there's no reason at all. That some things, you just can't have, because the universe is cruel, because you were born with an extraordinary gift into a world filled with men who are eager to twist gifts into curses for their own gain. Sometimes, if you're an unlucky black cat, your demand for freedom is met with a simple, implacable No.
No. I will not let you go. No, it's not your body, or your mind, to set free in museums of lofty artistic ambition, to soar from tree to tree in gently swaying branches, to set adrift across the pages of human ingenuity in all the books you long to readânot anymore.
And the only reason for it?
Because I can.
Because I'm holding the key to your collar, to your brother's collar, and to both your lives.
If you could just accept that a cage could still be a home as long as Caleb was locked in there with you.
You thought you had finally learned your lesson, the night that bastard took Caleb from you.
And yet.
You hadn't even planned on getting any closer to Mr. Qin tonight. You hadn't wanted him to know about your presence in his home at all, until you were thoroughly convinced that your initial instincts about him were trueâthat his base could be a safe harbor while you figure out what you want to do, now that no collar chokes you. Now that your body, your mind, your life are all your own again. Such as they are, without your only family at your side.
You hadn't intended to reveal your presence tonight.
And yet. You are you, and you have failed miserably in trying to change yourself your whole life. The bizarre mechanical monstrosity passing itself off as a real bird doesn't want you anywhere near its owner?
Ha.
You charge forward, first rubbing your butt all of the bird's master's leg. You hope the the robotic raptor has olfactory sensors in that big stupid beak of his so the next time he gets close to Mr. Qin, he smells your butt all over him. The more agitated the winged demon becomes, the brighter your spiteful glee glows. You balance on Mr. Qin's formidable leg, stretched in front of him under the silky sheets, and prance along that meaty calf, over his slightly bent knee, the nice muscular cushion of his big thigh, before slithering down and taking your time, sweet and slow, in finding the perfect position to curl up next to him.
He's warm, the sheets are soft, and this close to him, your vision blurs, the room spins a little. His scent is so concentrated here in his nest where he's been sleeping, his skin bare, his silver fur flowing across his big pectorals and down, down, to the pungent place where his legs meet his torso.
You're drunk on him. It's headier than catnip. Than boxed wine pilfered from art exhibitions open to the public, poured into plastic champagne flutes and carried in your hand as if it's the most expensive vintage in the world as you gaze thoughtfully, critically, at vibrant paintings on the gallery's walls.
But even through the drug-induced haze of his pheromones blanketing you, you're not so far gone that you don't realize what a huge gamble you just took. You are the intruder here. He said so. The bird has every right to defend his owner from an unknown entity who took advantage of his owner's security oversights to waltz right into his territory and make yourself at home.
You curl tighter into yourself, face tucked into the crook of your hind leg, pretending to be calm as your heart races faster as your adrenaline spikes again.
You can't help the flicking of your ears, listening for any change in Mr. Qin's breathing. For any retaliation, punishment, danger in response to your stubborn, invasive provocation of his bird.
The bird that came first, he said.
You hate that bird.
Mr. Qin's scent doesn't change. No anger, or indignation. The tired amusement remains steady, the fatigue slowly overtaking the amusement. But there's also something else. Something deep, deceptively calm. Calm in the way riptides smooth the ocean's surface, luring inexperienced swimmers into the dark gaps between the foaming waves. Once you're caught in the rip, there is no escape no matter how hard you swim. Only surrender, and the hope that you'll be released when the tide is good and ready to let you go.
It reminds you a little of Caleb, but it makes your heart race for reasons unknown yet entirely unrelated to adrenaline.
You don't know the word for it. You've never smelled it on anyone before.
Inexplicable. Maybe simply instinct. You don't overthink it.
The important thing is that you weren't wrong: your heart rate slows, tense muscles turning liquid.
He's safe.
The room is quietâeven the bird seems to have settledâand soft rain patters against the windowpanes on the other side of the blackout curtains. A chill draft brings the smell of fresh rain, stirring the curtains draped, half-open, around the bed.
After a few minutes, a featherlight touch along the edge of your ear startles you into flicking it. The touch retreats. You miss the touch already. So you flick your ear again.
Nothing.
You flick both ears.
Nothing.
Okay, maybe Mr. Qin isn't as smart as he initially seemed. You're clearly going to have to train him.
Lifting your head, you're startled again as you meet his eyes, banked crimson embers glowing in the dark of the bedroom. He's looking down at you, the hand that must have just touched your ear resting on the soft-looking fur of his bare abdomen.
You crane your neck and run your cheek along the satin skin of his stomach, next to his hand, next to his belly button. He exhales, a little puff of mint-scented breath. Surprised, pleased. You rub your cheek on his stomach again.
Finally, he gets the memo.
Lifting his hand, bigger than your head, half the size of your body, he gently runs his fingers along the top of your head, along the back of your neck, now light and free of any collar, down along your spine to where your tail begins. The callouses on his fingertips catch pleasantly on your fur, subtly tugging. A soft vibration fills the quiet bedroom.
"You like that," he murmurs, and only then you realized that you're purring.
You haven't purred in years. You didn't even realize you were doing it.
You force yourself to stop. To not give too much away. What if he stops because you like it so much?
He withdraws his hand.
You growl.
"Purr for me again, and I'll keep petting you." His voice, sleepy, filled with that warm riptide again.
It's dangerous.
But he's safe.
The deal he offers sounds reasonable. You let yourself purr. His hand moves again. It's not like your captor's hand at all. With every calloused caress, a sense of cleansing follows. As if he's a mother cat, licking you clean. The way Caleb used to do.
Safe, at last. Heart calm, full of sorrow, of relief, you don't remember falling asleep.
You drift awake slowly, as slowly as you had settled into sleep. Cracking open one eyelid, the memories of the day⌠the night before pad softly back into your waking mind.
Your captor. Following Mr. Qin to his insecure base. The fight with the mechanical crow that ended in your unequivocal victory.
Both eyes open now, you enjoy the view of the bedroom, curtains to the outside world thrown open, the nocturnal cityscape glittering beyond the gently swaying curtains of the bed. Yawning, tongue sticking out before running its long length along your fangs, you revel in the serenity of this quiet place that smells like Mr. Qin. No cage, no dreaded footsteps, no electric shocks coursing through your sore muscles, rattling your bones, leaving you in a puddle of your own piss, tongue almost bitten through.
A pitiful little mewling sound breaks the silence, irritating you.
As soon as you notice it, it stops.
Shaking your head so hard your ears flap, you hop lightly off the bed and go in search of Mr. Qin. His cold absence in the bed must have been what woke you. You have never liked sleeping alone. Curled up with Caleb and taking a nap was one of your favorite places to be in the world, even inside the cage.
You're going to have to train Mr. Qin better. He needs to learn not to leave you in bed alone.
At least there's no sign of that wretched avian, now.
Padding through the bedroom, you follow his scent. Luckily, he's not far. Paw beans further cushioned by the gaudy rugs thrown over the cold marble, your nose leads you to a half open door. You bat it open the rest of the way with a forepaw, finding Sylus standing, legs wide, back to you, burgundy silk pajama pants slung so low on his ass that the top swell of it is exposed under the dimples of his lower back, along with the cleft between his cheeks.
Oh, he's peeing.
You sit back on your haunches, enjoying the view of his broad shoulders sagging in a relieved sigh, drowned by the deafening steady stream against the toilet bowl. You've never understood how men could piss so loudly. Your ears flick along with your tail as you grow impatient. Did he drink an entire lake last night? It's taking him forever to finish.
He shakes his dick (which unfortunately you can't see), pauses, and then leisurely hikes his pajama pants back up over his magnificent ass before turning and jerking to a halt when he sees you sitting serenely in the doorway.
Finally! You refuse to stand and hop about eagerly like an undignified dog, but your fluffy tail gives away your excitement, flicking, flicking, flicking.
"What a bold little intruder," Mr. Qin lifts an eyebrow, momentary surprise melting into dry amusement. "Is no territory off limits for you?" He flushes the toilet before striding to the expansive bathroom counter, marble like the rest of this palatial penthouse, and washes his hands. His eyes meet yours in the huge mirror. "I suppose not, considering how insouciantly you invaded my home yesterday. Now that you've made use of my bed, did you sleep well?"
He asks as if you can understand him. As if you can answer him.
Unease slithers from your tip of your tail to the tip of your nose.
But no. There's no way he could know. Maybe he's just an extrovert and talks to everyone, including creatures like you. He does keep a mechanical crow that sleeps in his bedroom. He's just weirdo.
You pad over to him and wind yourself around his calves, rubbing your scent all over him. Someone needs to protect him from people or animals that would take advantage of his eccentric benevolence. After several passes across his legs, now people will know that he's yours. You're courteous, marking him with a warning. If they ignore it, the consequences are on them.
"I'll take that as a yes." He's a little pleased, a little smug.
You follow him as he saunters out of the bathroom. You jump from chest of drawers, to bookcase, to his desk, as he heads into a huge walk-in closet, always keeping him in view. He swaps out his pajama pants, the silky material sliding down his massive ass, his long legs, revealing a pair of black boxers with gold threadâhe's garish down to his skivvies, how extraordinaryâwith casual jeans, ripped from the knees and up the thighs with little threads hanging at the tearsâand then pulls a soft black sweater embellished with a gold embroidered feather motif over his head.
You stare at him, marveling at how he actually matches his underwear to his sweaters. What a peacock.
Hopping down from the tall chest of drawers you were just nosily sniffing, you land light as the feather stitched into his clothing and swish your way over to him, sniffing his jeans (fresh, citrus-cotton scent) and batting at the threads dangling from the ripped fabric.
"Not that I'd begrudge your amusement at my expense, kitten, but be informed that these are limited edition jeans."
You let him know what you think of these jeans riddled with holes by chewing on one particularly long thread until it slips too far down your throat, causing you to hack a little.
"Now, now, no need to hurt yourself in the process of betraying your woeful taste in fashion." The room tilts as he sweeps you up with one arm, draping you over his forearm and wearing you like a furry vambrace, palm flat so you can rest your chin on it and observe your surrounding as he carries you out of his bedroom and ferries you effortlessly to the kitchen.
The room responds to his presence, low lighting increasing in brightness but still not harsh to your sensitive eyes. Mr. Qin carries you to the gramophone, still wielding you on his forearm he crouches, the fingers of his free hand drifting across carefully displayed record sleeves on the shelves underneath. Humming tunelessly, he plucks one from from the collection and agilely plops it one-handed onto the player.
What's new pussycat? WHOAAAA, WHOAAA, WHOAAAAAAA, Tom Jones wails from the gramophone's sound horn.
Pussycat, pussycat
I've got flowers and lots of hours to spend with you
So go and powder your cute little pussycat nose
Flattening your ears on your head, you turn your head, slow-panning to meet the smirking gaze of Mr. Qin.
Pussycat, Pussycat, I love you, yes I do
You and your pussycat nose
You dig your claws through his pretty sweater's sleeve and launch yourself off of his arm, landing lightly on the back of one of his couches, tail up haughtily.
Not only does he have atrocious taste in fashion, his musical tastes also leave much to be desired.
You're so thrilling and I'm so willing to care for you
So go ahead and make up your big little pussycat eyes
Under Tom Jones' bellowing, Sylus snickers behind you. Ignoring him, you spring from surface to surface until you land with only a slight skid on the smooth marble surface of his kitchen island.
You're hungry.
"Not a Tom Jones fan, huh, Kitten?" Mr. Qin inquires. Again, you refuse to look at him.
You're delicious and if my wishes can all come true
I'll soon be kissing your pussycat lipsâ WHOAAAA WHOAAAAA
It's only at the crescendo of Jones' wailing like a tomcat that the carefully cut steak immaculately plated on a silver platter ornately etched with dragon motifs enters your field of vision.
Ears flicking forward, tail whipping, you can't conceal your curiosity. Or your hunger.
The steak he was cooking last nightâŚ
You turn to look at him again just as he lifts the gramophone arm and replaces Tom Jones with a new record, this time something dramatic with cellos. He doesn't return your gaze, just fiddles with the volume, mouth quirked. His profile, with its long, sloping nose, is magnificent.
"Finally ready to eat, Kitten?"
His delicious smell overpowers you so thoroughly that you hadn't noticed the steak at all when you walked by the kitchen island where he had apparently been preparing it just for you last night, nor when he swept into the kitchen with you this morning.
Your tail swishes, swishes. Circling the platter, you bat at it, and it too slips across the slick counter.
"Don't be coy. Go ahead and eat your fill."
Now that you can smell it, the delicious meat fills your nose, overwhelming everything else.
You can forgive him telling you what to do. His ridiculous taste in music, his preening fashion.
To be fair, you would have forgiven him anything, after he removed your collar. After he exterminated your captor.
But now, after he meticulously sliced this perfectly grilled, tender steak, just for you, you would kill for him.
He's never getting rid of you, now, whether he likes it or not.
You lean down, pierce one expertly, thinly sliced piece with your fangs and do exactly as he tells you.
He doesn't let you rest, that first night with him. Belly full of delicious meat, blinking and sleepy, Mr. Qin shrugs into a leather jacket and cruelly carries you in your now-established spot on his forearm out of his penthouse. The mirrors in the elevator infinitely reflect the soft sheen of his silver hair, his broad shoulders, your little black form tucked against his pillowy chest, repeated over and over and over again, as if revealing parallel universes where in every one you are like this, tucked safe in his arms, sheltered by the easy strength of him. His heartbeat is fast and steady under your cheek.
The car ride wakes you up after he tosses you playfully into the passenger seat of one of the many vintage muscle cars with a deafeningly loud engine and roars out of the underground parking garage. The city flows in neon streaks past the car windows. He huffs in surprise as you hop over his hand casually resting on the gear shift and onto his lap, peeking up over the steering wheel.
"Just this once, kitten. We'll get you a seatbelt while we're out tonight."
You stretch your claws our and dig, just a little, into his stupid ripped jeansânot hard enough to draw blood, but enough to let him know that you want to be in his lap, forever.
"Non-negotiable," he responds, as if he heard your protest loud and clear and still insists upon his absurd safety measures.
Hmph. You don't need them. You always land on your feet.
The entrance to the luxury mall sweeps up into the night, brightly lit and inviting against the dark. Mr. Qin strides through its automatically opening doors like a king sweeping into his palace, not deigning to look left or right at store after store of expensive, luxury goods, the delicately tinkling fountains, the art nouveau curl of the iron banisters and stained glass windows mimicking French palatial residences. Even when you were free, you never would have dared enter such an exclusive cathedral dedicated to the worship of wealth, of ruthless consumerism, of the 'haves', since you and Caleb were always the 'have-nots.' Both of you had been working hard to improve your circumstances, studying like hell at the library where the books were free and the heating was always on in winter. You had been so close to the university entrance exams when your captor's thugs ambushed you one night returning to your small, cheap but clean apartment tucked in Linkon City's underbelly. Though it was in a run-down part of town, it was still far enough away from the N109 Zone to feel safe.
Mistake.
Maybe it was complacency. Maybe it was the hope for a better life, so close, dangling before you like a mouse by its tail, mesmerizing by virtue of your future, inexorable domination over itâmaybe it was that hope which eclipsed your caution. In your arrogance, your gleeful aspirations in being able to own your own library, possess a lifelong entrance ticket to any museum in the city as a benefactor of the arts after making it big yourself, of sculpting with your own hands and claws pieces that would move others the way you stood before the classical masterpieces from long-dead artisans and marveled at the drape of fabric carved in cold stone, of strong forearms clutching glorious swords raised in revolt against corrupt systems of powerâ
But no. It was your loud yowling about how you didn't want ramen for dinner again, you wanted to shift and hunt for birds and mice, despite Caleb saying it was too dangerous to do it too often, that you had to protect your cover as emo students cosplaying as cats, furry-adjacent but not so obsessed as to attend cons or actually join the furry community.
Your fault.
Always your fault.
That strange mewling has started again.
Mr. Qin pauses. You look up at him curiously, wondering why he stopped walking, only to meet his intense gaze, the furrow between his brows more pronounced than usual, as if he's worried about something.
Swiftly approaching footsteps resound on the glossy floor and drown out the mewling, drawing your attention from Mr. Qin's beautifully sculpted face.
"Sir, Place VendĂ´me has a strict no pet policy." The security guard's tone is sharp and firm, but respectful, as if he's not sure who, exactly, he's dealing with yet.
"Not to worry." Mr. Qin's scent doesn't change. As always, he's relaxed, slightly amused even when confronted with petty rules. A certain spicy thread joins his normally delicious aromaâfun. He's having fun. "This is my emotional support kitten. I have a license to carry her wherever I go."
The security guard's eyebrows draw together, bright eyes sweeping Mr. Qin from the tips of his shoes to the top of his shining head, and he softens his voice. He must recognize the stupid, limited edition jeans. "Even so, these are our house rules. We would welcome your patronage if you would be so good as to return without your⌠cat at a later time."
Mr. Qin laughs, dark and low, the spice in his scent layering, deepening, warming like the rising magma of a re-awakening volcano. "While normally I would tell you to fetch the general manager to resolve this little issue, I'm afraid I have more pressing concerns that require my attention tonight."
The security guard's brows knit tighter before relaxing completely, his soft lips parting, square jaw growing lax. Puzzled, you glance back up at Mr. Qin whose right eye is now glowing as bright as molten steel, so bright as to almost blind you. Slowly, it fades back to its normal, ruby glitter, as his standard delicious scent also returns to normal.
"Yes sir, good, sir. Your emotional support kitten license is current, my apologies for disturbing you. Please enjoy a complimentary Kir Royale at La Folie d'Oiseau bar in the penthouse for your trouble after you've shopped to your satisfaction. I will inform all necessary staff to expect you and your elegant companion and to satisfy any desires you may have during your visit today," the security guard gushes euphorically, slow and sleepy, as if he's having the most wonderful dream and can't think of anything he'd like to do more than tell the entire mall that the cat weirdo in the stupid jeans is to be treated like royalty.
"Of course," Mr. Qin answers, gracious, patient. "But only because I'm in a very good mood tonight."
Without waiting for a response, your human sweeps past the security guard and does end up indulging in the Kir Royale himself, while also offering you the bubbly, sweet drink in a little saucer of your own after he acquires what he came here to acquire. As if it's completely normal to offer your pet cat alcohol at an exclusive bar at the most expensive mall in the world. You lap it eagerly, enjoying the fizzing in your belly, the lulling effect of the alcohol. You don't remember the trip back home.
You blink awake as the elevator doors open silently into the foyer of Mr. Qin's penthouse. His footsteps resound down the long hallway on the slick marble floor, the footsteps of a god entering a temple dedicated to his glory. On his arm, you lazily observe the shopping bags drifting beside you, encased in that swirling red and black, sparking mist. They keep pace as he makes his way to what appears to be the heart of his house: the kitchen, the living area, the view of his domain glittering menacingly far below.
As you're approaching the doorway, your ears flick as they're accosted with the unmistakable cacophony of bird screeches.
The shopping bags precede you, momentarily blocking the view as Sylus sweeps into the living area. Following the ear-splitting noise, your gaze is drawn to the huge chandelier sparkles as it looms from the high ceiling above. Two magpies, black and blue feathers brightly sheened under the refracted light, appear to be teasing Mephisto with a ruby the size of a quail's egg. They flit among the tinkling crystals, sending the entire chandelier swaying with their rapid landings and launches, as Mephisto flaps behind them in focused pursuit.
CAW! CAW! CAW!
CHITTER! CHITTER chitter chitter CHITTER!!
As soon as Mephisto seems to close in on one magpie, it tosses its head, sending the ruby sailing through the air. The other magpie catches it, chittering gleefully, dropping elegantly as a ballistic missile as Mephisto agilely swerves from the previous magpie and gives chase.
Mephisto seems to be having the time of his life as he flaps after the magpie now circling the kitchen island.
Mr. Qin heaves a sigh, as if he's used to such a loud spectacle, even as the chandelier sways dramatically above as the second magpie rejoins the other among its priceless layers of crystal and silver.
The bags settle themselves on the kitchen island's counter and Mr. Qin's evol dissipates. He nudges you gently off his arm next to them. As he begins to rummage through the bags and lift the items he purchased out, one by one, you rub yourself along his arm, letting your tail wind around his wrist.
A wand tipped with elaborate, beautiful peacock feathers. Little crystal balls with jingling bells in them. Several hand-stitched plushie mice filled with catnip. Robotic frogs made of a silicone material that hop across the counter when powered on. Carefully gift-wrapped bags of treats, their openings cinched with with an overabundance of scarlet, curled ribbons.
You sniff disinterestedly at each item, puzzled as to why Mr. Qin went to all the effort to acquire these things when you're perfectly satisfied with napping, being held by him, and clawing at his stupid jeans.
"The tower tree designed to resemble the base will take two days to make and arrive," he raises his voice, ever so slightly, to be heard over the birds above.
You turn your back on all the toys, flicking your tail disdainfully.
"Oh, I see how it is," he snickers. "My little kitten couldn't contain her glee as she rampaged through the pet store, but now that I've fulfilled her desires by purchasing every item she deigned to claw at, she's bored already."
Tail flicking dangerously, you spin around and swipe at Mr. Qin's gold-threaded sweater with a curved claw. Still laughing, he grabs your paw, holding it gently and harmlessly against his abdomen. "Keep that up and I'll get you solid gold kitty claw clippers to render your talons a little less dangerous to my wardrobe."
Oh, hell no. You spin again, tail puffed and back arched, ready to show him just how difficult you'll make it for him to get anywhere near your weapons when the vibration of his rumbling laughter rolls through your body again, softening your indignation and causing you to pause just long enough for his big hands to gently cage you. They feel so good on your body, an intoxicating mix of assured strength and dexterous care for your fragile bones, the small size of you in his powerful grip. Yowling in feigned protest, you let him slide you across the counter without a struggle until you're snuggled up against the sweater you just tried to assault.
Your token protest must have finally gotten the attention of the circling birds, because both magpies abandon their play with Mephisto and divebomb toward you and Mr. Qin.
The threat evokes the reaction that such things always do: instead of cowering against the shelter of Mr. Qin's broad body, you jump, swiping at one of the magpies with a claw-tipped paw.
It playfully swoops out of your reach just before contact, while the other takes advantage of your fall back to the counter, flying behind Mr. Qin and⌠trying to pluck one of his soft silver locks waving gently over his shirt collar with his wicked beak?!
Although Mr. Qin takes the assault in stride and elegantly ducks, causing the magpie to chitter gleefully and flit away again, you will not stand for this!
As the heinous bird swoops back in again for another go at Mr. Qin's precious hair, you leap onto his shoulder and with a vicious swipe knock the magpie away, triumphantly confirming that not a single silver hair was snatched in its vicious beak.
Slinking around Mr. Qin's shoulders, you drape yourself over the back of his neck to shield him from further insults to his person, growling menacingly as the magpies swoop and dive around you, squawking all the while.
Mephisto adds to the ruckus, cawing loudly, zooming back and forth at the periphery of your battle with the magpies in between dropping the ruby, catching it, and flapping up again with the glittering stone in his beak.
The magpies seem completely unfazed, chittering in amusement as they circle and divebomb, always just out of the reach of your razor swipes. A rumble shakes your body pleasantlyâMr. Qin is laughing.
"That's enough roughhousing for today. You're going to give Kitten here a stroke and we just got her." He waves the birds away. "Go get changed. I want an update within ten minutes."
Shockingly, they swoop back into the air in utter obedience, careening across the room and perching on matching atrocities behind a big black leather couch. You had first thought they were some kind of modern sculpture, but apparently the thrusting sculptures resembling ineffective coatracks are actually perches, similar to the cursed crow's perch in Mr. Qin's bedroom.
"I'm used to it, Kitten," Mr. Qin reassures you, reaching back to stroke tenderly along your back, smoothing the fur raised there. "They know exactly how far they can go before incurring my wrath. No need to protect me from my own men."
You purr under his touch, rubbing your face against his throat.
Tail flicking, you wish you could tell him, Men? What men. This is exactly why you need me around, and why you are not allowed to trim my claws. It's the open emergency exit all over again. Having your fur pulled hurts. I know from experience. Even in jest, they should pay you the respect you deserve. Wild animals like those birds can turn on you in an instant. As such an animal myself, I know this all too well. My captor insulted you and incurred your wrath, but from now on I will be your wrath for anyone who dares insult you.
But you can't tell him. Not in this form. And you can't remember any other form. Not really. When you think too hard about itâ
that wretched mewling that has been haunting you since you invaded Mr. Qin's territory rings in your ears.
"Kittenâ" the amusement leeches from his voice, and your whole body tenses. Has he found the source of that awful, pitiful sound? Is it another intruder, just like you?
You don't care how pathetic such a stray is, Mr. Qin belongs to you now. It's bad enough that you have to share him with several feathered abominations. There's no room for anyone else!
"Boss, the shipment's waiting for your inspection in the armory," a familiar voice pulls your attention to the couch where the magpies were previously perched.
A tall handsome man, nude, whose wiry muscled body is conveniently blocked from the waist down by said couch, grins at you and Mr. Qin.
"And the vermin are exterminated!" Crows another man, a mirror of the first, except one half of his face, neck, and lithe torso are ravaged by wicked scarring. He too is naked, and the scars that twist his grin somehow make him more, instead of less handsome. Like shattered fine china repaired with molten gold.
The men who killed all the assholes who knew you and Caleb were kept in abysmal conditions as cats, let alone as human beings, are the chaotic magpies.
They're hybrid shifters, just like you. You stare at them with huge eyes.
They don't have collars on of any kind. Their scent is gleeful, relaxed, eager. One of them has a buzzing, electric scent where the other smells more calm, mellow, but their scents mingle, morphâas if the electric energy of the one bolsters the other, and the serenity of the other tempers and soothes the first.
Something inside of you aches, recognizing the synergy of siblings who really care for each other.
You force your thoughts away from the ache, focusing instead on the bolstered certainty that Mr. Qin, despite doing business with men like your captor, is absolutely nothing like him. The easy admiration that his men, bird-human hybrids just like you are a cat-human hybrid, is all the testament you need, if you still had any lingering doubts.
No wonder Mr. Qin didn't concern himself with them taking their little game of trying to ruffle his feathers too far. They aren't just semi-tamed birds. And they genuinely love him.
"What part of 'go change' did you two misunderstand?" Mr. Qin rubs his forehead, as if infinitely tired. But his scent remains⌠amused. Contented. He's not actually annoyed with them, but there is a thread of something⌠bitter. Just a little, as he glances between your intense stare and the naked men who are clearly twins.
"What was there to misunderstand?" the unscarred one grins. "We wentâŚ"
"To the other side of the living room," continues the other, mirrored grin widening.
"And we changed into our human form!" finished the first.
"You knew perfectly well I meant go to your rooms and change not only form, but into clothes." Mr. Qin says calmly. "Begone, and take Mephisto with you."
Mephisto ruffles his feathers from his perch in indignation, but before you can puff up and threaten him into obedience, your vision is blocked by one of Mr. Qin's gigantic hands just as the twins are about to walk past the censoring couchâand before you can see anything really interesting.
You twist a little, gently nipping at Mr. Qin's fingers, but by the time he removes his hand, it's just the two of you in the room.
Well, being alone with Mr. Qin is even better than mirrored muscular-man butt. And they did take the cursed robot bird with them.
As Mr. Qin scoops you back onto your customary perch on his forearm, the bitter, possessive scent fades.
The rest of the night is spent in his armory, a yawning, warehouse-like space spanning an entire floor below the penthouse. He sets you down amidst the large packing crates with some of the cat toys he had bought for you earlier.
Snubbing them, you amuse yourself while Mr. Qin inspects the crates' contents with a joyful, almost aroused scent, by jumping from crate to crate, jostling the heavy weaponry packed into incredibly fun packing foam that you shred to your heart's content. It's like being at an indoor playground with ball pits and foam pits to jump into, with tubes to wriggle through, jungle gyms to crawl all overâthe kind you used to sneak into when you and Caleb were children, always through the back exit, propped open by haggard employees on their smoke break. The thought causes that horrible mewling again, but it quickly fades after Mr. Qin pauses in his examination of a shoulder-mounted rocket launcher with an embedded glowing protocore, dropping it carelessly back into the crate and rushing over to you.
He rocks your tiny body in his arms, your head tucked under his chin. His scent is thick and comforting around you, electric, sparking with rage underneath the soothing familiarity of his calm self-possession.
You have no idea where that awful, mournful, humiliating sound is coming from, but you don't snub the reaction it elicits from your savior. You would never admit it, but you don't dislike it at all. You don't understand why he's doing this for you. But you will forgive him anything, after he saved you. You will kill anyone to protect him, after his consistent care and attention to your needs, you who are just a wretched stray. And you'll let him do anything to you now, simply because you know he'll never want to do anything to you that hurts, after seeing how much his men adore him, and the way he uses those big, calloused hands capable of killing with a snap of his fingers to soothe you when that horrible mewling distresses you so. If it makes him feel better to snuggle you with such fierce tenderness, you'll allow it.
For now.
okay so i had a few people ask to be tagged: @mia-menaceinaction @valiantchaosvalkyrie @harmlesscouch @yokoyokai thank you for your interest!
thank you so much for reading and for all the love and support on the previous part of this story! spoiler alert: kitten!mc/reader is going to unintentionally wake up as human!mc/reader in the next part, after some more kitten hijinks, and I'm also hoping to finish it in the next part with roughly the same amount of words. i'm trying to post smaller chunks instead of marathoning the fic, so here we are. i only proof-read it once, please don't stone me for errors. i'd love to hear your thoughts and ideas on this one too in comments or in tags!
I have said it before on many occasions but it's worth reminding people that Sylus is a WHORE. And I love it.
He gives major fuck you in the bathroom on the first date before dessert arrives energy.
Think about it.
In his vampire myth, this man was ten seconds in from meeting MC and had every single intention to kill her and he STILL made out with her. Zero memory who she is, ready to impale her to death after bleeding her dry and has the audacity to be like âhold on, give me a kiss real quick,â LMAO!
In his dragon myth when MC was sneaking him, and she started acting like she was trying to fuck cause she feels bored did you see the look on his face? He was down!
I'm convinced if it wasn't for her hating his guts on sight in main story, because despite that she does admit he is hot as fuck so I KNOW he would have taken her amnesia having ass to base and slutted her out regardless. All she had to do was say when.
Nobody can tell me otherwise.
Sylus is easy. And I love that about him.
Fake sleeping so he can get handcuffed to his bed wearing nothing but a silk robe.
Just stamp the words âFuck me wheneverâ on your forehead Onychinus leader cause we all see you're about that life.
I saw this delightful post about cat!hybrid mc and then the next day i saw this painting called the intruder and my brain made this story. i'm planning on a part 2 (hopefully this week if work cooperates??) but i was too tired today to finish the whole thing.
edit: i'm so tired i forgot the summary.
Summary: You're a cat!hybrid living in captivity and sylus kills your owner in a business deal gone sideways. you decide to sneakily follow your savior home without asking for permission.
sylus x cat!hybrid reader/f!mc (she can shapeshift between full cat and hybrid cat forms). 4,701 words. Content: forced captivity, references to physical abuse, caleb's dead and haunts the narrative (a little, as a treat, i'm sorry caleb) murder (sylus is the murderer, bless him) the description always makes it sound worse than it is, i am trying to write a fluffy fun silly story, sylus is a fake nonchalant, mephisto is a snitch. The next part will be pure fluff and silliness.
The night is chilly, but you don't feel it. Your fur is thick, its downy softness insulating against the early spring night. Not that the seasons are that noticeable in the N109 Zone, where nothing grows, where perpetual gloom reigns. It's no place for a wild animal whose heart longs for the scent of green, growing things, for the safety of thick foliage, cover to hide in from the worst predators in existence: human men.
No, you don't feel a thing, here in this concrete jungle where the safest place you can be is locked behind the bars of your cage.
You don't get locked in your cage nearly enough, as far as you're concerned.
At least in your cage, you go unnoticed and untouched. It's harder to hurt you in there. You can shrink yourself, huddled against the back corner, just out of reach.
It's a small act of rebellion, forcing him to reach for the cattle prod in order to get to you. You take what you can get.
But tonight, you carefully feel nothing at all, inside on a chilly spring night, curled in the lap of the man you hate the most. The room is dim, dark-wood paneled. Heavy leather furniture and sound-proofed walls, the faded reek of cigar hanging heavy in the air and making it hard to breathe through your sensitive nose. A gentleman's club VIP room, not cozy or small, not expansive. Big enough to fit an insecure man good at feigning confidence, his overinflated ego, and enough lackeys to make him feel safe.
Tonight, his hands are deceptively tender as he runs his palm along your back, over and over. As he curls your tail around his finger, pulling gently, just shy of pain. A nervous tick, a self-soothing tell. The only one he gives, with his perfected poker face and preternatural stillness during high-stakes negotiations. Your soft fur, your forced compliance, in his lap every time he must make a dealâas your heart races, his calms.
One of the many reasons he keeps you.
Curled in his lap, you keep your eyes on the man sitting across from you and your owner.
Long legs crossed elegantly, huge body leaning back against the brown leather couch, arms spread wide against the backrestâhe's the epitome of relaxed nonchalance. And unlike your owner, he's not faking a thing. You can smell it. His genuine ease in the face of the men looming behind your owner, hands folded at their backs at false parade rest. False, as they keep their firearms tucked into their back waistbands and you know from experience that each one already has the pistol grip already fisted, ready to draw and fire.
The man smells⌠good. Like an oncoming storm. Exciting, powerful.
He smells like the safety of a burrow to shelter in once the storm hits.
You flare your nostrils delicately, trying to subtly inhale as much of him as you can.
You flick your ears. It's strangeâhe smells like ease, but his heart gallops as fast as yours. As if it naturally beats faster than a normal person's.
You suppress a shudder as his ruby eyes flick to yours, as if he can read your thoughts, your confusion, your fascination.
He's not a normal person.
His eyes not leaving yours, he lifts a thick, silver eyebrow. "Five mil was not the deal."
His voice, deep and bored, ripples down your spine. Its calm, dark notes eclipse the hand on your back, makes the hand bearable.
Your owner's hand presses a little harder as it sweeps along your spine, even as his voice remains calm. "It can't be helped. The Association has been sniffing around, exponentially increasing our logistics costs. It's a miracle that this shipment arrived on time, as promised. It's already a deal for you, considering the rarity of some of the items."
"I'm not interested in your shipping troubles." The man finally flicks his gaze back to your owner, but instead of being a relief, it feels like a loss. "Your failure to adequately plan for predictable complications is none of my business."
"If I accept anything less than five million, I will go under and you will lose your only reliable shipper through the strait. That is your business. Paying a fair price is part of any good business relationship." Your owner still sounds calm, as self-possessed as ever, but the building frustration wafts off of him in nauseating waves.
"You might be the last person I'd take relationship advice from," the red-eyed man drawls, shifting his gaze to you again before losing all interest in the conversation. He begins to examine his nails.
Your owner's frustration morphs into rage, with a curious thread of terror. You've never seen him so shaken before. It's like the more bored the other man gets, the more upset your owner gets. Clearing his throat, tightening his grip on your back, he struggles to maintain his serene facade. "No need for personal attacks."
The man snorts, the nostrils of his long, magnificent nose flaring in resigned amusement. "I find your reneging on our deal to be a personal attack. Two million, or I walk."
"We're both reasonable men," your owner coaxes. "I know for a fact that five million is a drop in the bucket for you while it is everything to me. It's a small premium to ensure our continued mutually beneficial relationship. We both walk away satisfied." His voice, and his hand on you, hardens. "If you walk, I go under. Do not mistake my patience with your diva behavior up to this point as weaknessâI will only tolerate it up to a point."
The man on the white couch, his sterling hair shining like polished silver under the soft lighting of the cigar lounge, goes very still before rolling his head leisurely, gaze drifting from your owner's face to yours. "The irony of being called a diva by a man stroking a cat like a B-movie film villain would be funny if it weren't so boring."
Your owner's hand stops. You tense. You know from experience that things are about to get ugly.
"This is your last chance, Mr. Qin. Look around. No matter how powerful of a man you are, you still chose to walk in here, unarmed and alone, while I have my the best members of my security force at my back. The deal is on: five million, last chance."
You stare at the man⌠Mr. Qin. He remains still, utterly at ease, a slight, disdainful smile lifting one corner of his full mouth. His scent remains the sameâelectric. It just⌠intensifies. The lights flicker, faintly. You don't want him to die. But you've seen this scene so many times before.
They always die.
It has been a long, long time since you tried to defy your owner. Nothing seemed to matter, after he killed your littermate. Your only family. Your last link to humanity. He had threatened to do it, and you called his bluff, thinking that your brother was too valuable, just like you, to simply dispose of.
You paid dearly for that gamble. In fact, it cost you everything. You and Caleb were caught by his lackeys, weakened from malnutrition and the evol-suppressing collars. That night, your owner dragged Caleb out of your cage by the tail and you never saw him again.
But something about the man on the white couch, with his lava-molten eyes, regal nose, and machine-gun heartbeat. You feel concerned about another person for the first time in years. Inexplicablyâor maybe as simple as instinctâthe idea of him being hurt fills you with the same terror that used to overcome you when your owner would punish Caleb for your defiance.
Mr. Qin grunts, derisive, and your racing heart sinks. "Two million, you throw in the cat as compensation for wasting my time, and then you've got a deal." Waiting a beat, he lets the provocation sink in. Then, mockingly, he echoes, "Last chance."
As always, a sense of desolate helplessness fills you. But for the first time in years, you can't just sit back and do nothing. You know what it will cost you. But maybe you can buy this strange, magnetic man enough time to do⌠something. Even if it's hopeless, maybe the grief will be bearable this time, because at least you tried to stop it, instead of running headfirst into it.
Keeping your eyes open, you deliberately dig your claws into your owner's thigh, as deep as you can, and then drag them through his flesh.
He screams, not used to being the one receiving pain. Reflexively gripping you by the scruff of your neck, he flings your small body off of his lap.
The lights go out.
Gunfire explodes, so many fireworks deafening and blinding you, forcing you to lay your ears flat on on your head, to blink in pain.
You land on your feet, as you always do, but something dark and sparking, something slithering, electricâsomething inexorable drags you to the couch at Mr. Qin's feet and keeps you pinned to the ground behind his legs. A swishing, wooshing roar competes with the gunfire, muffling the painful blasts in your delicate eardrums.
Sheltered in the swirling embrace of the inky force keeping you pinned, you feel safer than you have in years.
You lift your head, gazing up between Mr. Qin's long legs, no longer crossed but spread leisurely, as if the occasion no longer requires the decorum of his previous posture.
The gunfire illuminates him, strobelights revealing how calmly he remains seated. As he lifts one hand, palm facing forward. As bullets plink to the ground before they reach him, a curtain of leaded rain. Blinding light, pitch black, blinding light, as he lifts his other hand, snapping his long fingers.
You swing your head just in time to see your owner explode in a fine mist of blood, flesh, and ash.
The lights flicker back on, just in time for you to see the guns in the hands of the men behind him disassemble themselves and float in the air, nothing more now than gun schematics rendered in 3d.
"This is the power of Onychinus," a mischievous, mocking voice rings from over Mr. Qin's right shoulder. You look back and up again. A masked man whom you didn't sense at all drapes himself over the back of the couch.
"Surrender and maybe you'll survive tonight," a matching voice, over Mr. Qin's left shoulder, drawls. The owner of the voice wears an identical mask, its beak wickedly curved as if to personify the dark glee in its owner's proclamation. "Keep resistingâŚ"
"And join your boss," his twin finishes.
Each and every former employee of your owner lifts his hands into the air.
Mr. Qin gazes down at you, still crouched between his legs even though the force that was pinning you, now clearly visible in all of its scarlet and ink glory, slowly dissipates. "No. No mercy," he murmurs thoughtfully.
"Boss?" The man on his right sounds surprised.
Mr. Qin leans down and runs one long, elegant finger along the evol-suppressing shock collar around your neck. "They knew, and they did nothing."
"Yes, boss," the other man says, a grin clear in his voice.
Mr. Qin, with a tenderness that surprises you, calls forth that swirling mist again. As its electric current caresses your fur, causing it to stand on end, the weight of your shock collar fades into nothing.
Your neck is naked for the first time in years.
You can't tear your eyes from him, even though you're free, for the first time in years.
He stares down at you and his eyes glow like the sun through a glass of red wine. "Go on, kitten," he coaxes gently.
Ignoring his gentle order, you sit back on your haunches, waiting to see what he'll do.
"Suit yourself," he shrugs and then rises gracefully to his feet. "Exterminate the vermin, secure the goods, and report back to the base when it's done."
"Yes, boss," the two men chirp in unison.
Mr. Qin hooks his thumbs in the pockets of his dark tailored suit and saunters out of the room without looking back.
The twins duck, mirrored images as they lean behind the couch and each retrieve a bazooka.
You turn, tail high in the air, and scurry after the man who just left, not waiting to see the mirrored men heft the weapons onto their shoulders, nor hear the explosions and screams of agony that follow.
His scent is so strong. It hangs in the air, long after he's revved his motorcycle and disappeared into the night in a roar of growling engine and motor oil.
You follow it easily, winding your way agilely through the dark city, across its rain-slicked payment, through its neon-soaked streets. You stick to the sides of buildings, to shortcuts through alleyways, your nose guiding you unfailingly through the garbage and perfume, exhaust from vehicles, cigarette and weed smoke, concrete and despair.
It's been years, since you've been free. Your heart beats wildly with the exhilaration of it. With the grief of it.
Your littermate deserved this too.
Finally, you find the scent's destination. A towering skyscraper in the heart of the N109 Zone. Sleek, windows an impenetrable black as they soar into the sky and come to a vicious peak, hardly visible through the fog from where you are on the ground. You follow the delicious smell to an underground garage, slip underneath the boom gate, slink between the fleet of expensive vehicles, a mix of high octane modern sports models and antique muscle cars. You lose count of how many motorcycles there are. Finally, you find an elevator next to an emergency exit leading to the stairwell.
In this form, you can't reach the elevator button. Shockingly, however, the emergency exit door is ajar. Propped open with a⌠can of tuna?
You stare at it.
It smells really good.
Tuna in olive oil, not water. Nice and fatty.
Why would the leader of a notorious criminal organization have such lax security?
It's almost likeâŚ
You twitch your whiskers.
As far as Mr. Qin knows, you're just a normal cat. Your owner guarded the truth of your and Caleb's natures as his most valuable trade secret. He was paranoid about theft. Although you had rendered yourself functionally useless to him by refusing to shift between hybrid and cat form following Caleb's death, he kept you out of twisted spite. A good luck charm to viciously pet, to smugly parade under rivals' noses who had no idea what you really were.
The power of your evol. The strength of your hybrid form and its utility in a fight. Your value to medical science, military science. The exotic, twisted fetishes your true nature could indulge, if rented out at the right price.
No, no one outside of your owner's inner circle knows what you really are. There's no way this can of tuna is for you.
Maybe Mr. Qin just likes cats, and feeds strays. Or has one of his own. He did ask for you as part of the deal. Maybe he was looking to get another pet.
That's it. He's just a cat person.
A cat person who killed the motherfucker who destroyed your life. A cat person whom you instinctively feel safe with, now that you're free, reeling, without your brother and without a cage.
Since you're in your full cat form, you don't overthink it too much. Instinct drives you forward, and you don't question it further.
You pad across the narrow threshold, ensuring that you're inside the stairwell before turning again and shoving your face into the can of tuna. You devour it, not caring that the grease now covers your mouth and nose, drips from your whiskers. You'll clean it in a minute.
But first, you bat the empty tuna can out from between the door and the doorframe into the parking garage. Only after hearing the click and then beep of the electronic lock do you turn and hop your way up the seemingly endless stairwell.
Someone's got to make sure that the security of this place is tight if the owner himself can't be bothered, no matter how strong he seems to be.
Up, up, up you go. When you get tired, you pause for a moment, licking your mouth and whiskers, running your forepaws gently over them for good measure. No need to look sloppy, even if you don't intend for him to find out that you're here anytime soon.
You continue, following his scent trail as it once again grows thicker and thicker. You're dizzy with it.
Finally, you come to the top of the stairwell and can go no further. There is simply a black door, sleek and shiny. You see your reflection in it.
Huge golden eyes. Glossy black fur. Tufts of fur at the tips of your big, swiveling ears. Your body fur is thick and short, but your tail is fluffy, a silky bottle brush sweeping behind you, betraying your excitement.
This door, too, is slightly ajar, this time propped open by a gigantic black leather biker boot. The chains around the heel are shiny. You bat at them and enjoy the satisfying clink of the links.
Ahem. You will not let yourself get distracted. What is wrong with this man??! Anyone could walk in!
You repress the deep wish that your owner had been so lax with security, less paranoid, more secure. Maybe your life would have looked very different. You appreciate that Mr. Qin killed him, but you do slightly resent the fact that he was exploded so thoroughly that there was no body for you to mutilate afterward. You'd piss on his corpse if one had been left behind.
No. Not your owner. He was never your owner.
The fucker who kept you captive for years and tried to break you. He very nearly did, taking Caleb from you.
You step delicately over the big boot, pausing only for a moment to inhale its delicious aroma. Mr. Qin's feet apparently smell as good as the rest of him.
You follow the long, wide, dark corridor. Black marble flooring with gold veining. Ornate wainscotting along the dark gray walls. Your footsteps are silent, but if you were in your human form wearing shoes, your feet would echo. Flicking your ears back and forth, you follow his intensifying scent as faint music joins the trail to where he must be.
Something soft, classical. Violins. The smell of food joins the intoxicating smell of this place's inhabitant. Cooking meat.
Finally, finallyâyou peek around the doorway, eyes adjusting from the dim hallway to the slightly brighter open plan kitchen that spreads out before you, a dining and living area stretching beyond until the soaring floor to ceiling windows spill over the cityscape below. The pleasant scent of burning firewood in a huge open hearth fireplace competes with the smell of Mr. Qin and the steak he's apparently grilling on his fancy ass stove.
He doesn't seem to notice you. He's grilling in the same suit that he negotiated in, without an apron or anything, just the suit jacket removed and his sleeves rolled up to reveal his veined, powerful forearms. Like he's begging for stains, just like he's begging for an intruder like you in his house by leaving all the doors wide open. His forearms flex as he lifts the pan. The violins sing into the quiet room, blending with the hiss of the cooking meat, the crackling of the fireplace.
You take advantage of his focus on his task and slink around the edges of the room, sniffing as you go, noting the heavy, antique furniture, the atrocious modern art on the walls, the subtlety of the lighting in sharp-edged sconces along the walls and ornate floorlamps providing light from below. The music is coming from a record playing on an ancient-looking gramaphone. A sharp, metallic scent draws your attention to guns scattered across the hulking, ornately carved dining table, to bullets carelessly spread across the marble-topped coffee table between the sleek, black leather couches and lounge chairs of the sitting area.
There is a chaise lounge next to the windows at the far end of the room, as if the owner often reclines on it and looks down on the city below. You slip silently across the thick, ornate rugs softening the marble floors and slink underneath the chaise lounge. From this angle, you don't think you can be seen, but you have a clear view of most of the room, the fireplace, the man standing behind the kitchen island facing you, his sharp features flickering between light and shadow in the firelight.
You curl up in a little ball and watch him.
He hums along to the music as he cooks, causing your ears to flick back and forth. The vibration in his throat is more pleasant than the humming, but both manage to lull you to sleep.
When you wake up, you're still under the chaise lounge, but the gramophone is quiet, the lights are dimmed to their lowest settings, and Mr. Qin is gone. It must be sometime in the morning, although in the N109 Zone there's not too much of a difference between night and day. But the monotonous gray is paler than at night, and the gaudy, black and golden grandfather clock indicates that it's 11:00 in the morning.
You slip out from underneath the chair, sticking your tail in the air and stretching your spine as far as you can. It feels good to wiggle your toes, to let your claws come out. You then pad out of the room and follow that delicious scent that makes you drunk and lured you here to begin with.
Mr. Qin apparently sleeps with his door wide open, again as if he doesn't have a care in the world. His bedroom is huge, just like he is, just like the rest of his 'base' is, if this is the base to which he was referring when speaking to the masked men. It's lined with bookcases, more heavy leather furniture, sweeping windows now covered by blackout curtains. You stop, sniffing the books. Old paper. Old ink. A little bit of dust. The memory of his scent, from his hands on the pages as he held them. He's read them. The books in here are not for show, like the sterile, color coordinated library of your former captor. Maybe while he's gone you can finagle them off the shelves and do some reading. It's been a long, long time since you were allowed to read.
If you had lost your sense of smell during the gun battle last night, you would still know exactly where Mr. Qin is from the heavy snoring coming from the humongous, four poster, curtained bed at the far end of the room. He sounds like a chainsaw. You pad closer, closer, flattening your ears against the racket, and then jump lightly onto the end of the bed.
He's sleeping on his stomach, arms folded under his pillow. His broad, naked back expands, falls, expands with his relaxed breathing. You sit back on your haunches, flicking your tail thoughtfully.
He's beautiful. Like a sculpture. You would drag your littermate to art museums, back when you were free. Classical exhibitions were your favorite, with sweeping, carved marble sculptures depicting mythological stories. Where stone rippled like fabric under the artist's chisel. Where fingertips pressed into dimpled flesh, belying the cold marble.
This man, even at rest, looks like a god carved in stone.
A benevolent god, a brutal god. A god who, unbidden, saved you after you had stopped trying to save yourself. If you were in human form, you'd touch your throat with your hands, where your collar used to be. Instead, you just marvel at the lightness around your neck. The way your skin can breathe through your fur for the first time in years.
You're glad you're in cat form, and can't cry. If you started, you're not sure you'd ever stop. Over all the things you've lost. All the things that have been taken from you.
Intending to sniff at his feet through the sheets as a treat before slinking back into the dark, you rise to your paws and take a step forwardâ
when the most atrocious, unnatural-sounding screech splits the silence of Mr. Qin's bedroom.
"Caw! Caw! CAW CAW CAW!"
Sylus is dreaming. A lovely dream involving soft hands, a soft mouth, a sharp tongue, warmth and quiet, smug laughter. No imagesâjust impressions, smears of what felft like memory, the scent of flowers, of wine, of peace dripping with warm blood.
And then he is jerking upright up, gun heavy in hand, Mephisto's alarmed cries splitting his eardrums.
"What? What? I'm wake, what?" he slurs, disoriented in the darkness of his bedroom, in being jerked painfully from a pleasant dream.
"CAW! CAW! CAW!"
Mephisto sits on his perch next to his bed, flapping his wings in indignant agitation, screeching his mechanical head off, ruby eye glowing menacingly in the dim room.
Oh. Kitten.
Sylus turns, sweeping his gaze across his bed, finding the vicious, threatening, feline intruder whom Mephisto is snitching on. Sylus, still holding the grip of the pistol, rubs his eye with his fist. He was so annoyed about the tanked deal, the lack of sleep he's been suffering from recently, the shock collar onâ
In all the fuss, he forgot to program Mephisto to register that bastard's 'cat' as a non-threat before he passed out this morning.
The black cat's back is arched, her tail puffed up like a feather duster, and she's meeting each of Mephisto's screeches with a deep, menacing hiss and growl of her own, completely unintimidated by the big bird's aggressive flapping and snapping beak.
Sylus lowers his gun, tucking it back under his pillow, before leaning against the bed's headboard and watching the show in exhausted amusement.
The more Mephisto screeches, the more defiant the cat becomes. She boldly takes steps forward, moving closer to Sylus's feet, until Mephisto has lifted himself from the perch angrily and is about to shoot her with his eye lasers as he flaps in the air.
"Mephisto, stand down," Sylus orders, trying hard to suppress his laugh. Mephisto is sensitive to perceived mockery.
Squawking in protest, Mephisto reluctantly obeys, his eye powering down as he settles back on the perch. His feathers, however, remain puffed so that he looks twice his actual size.
Sylus contemplates the cat. As if to gloat about her triumph, she marches up to Sylus's foot underneath the silk sheets and plants her butt on his ankle, staring at Mephisto the whole time. It can't be comfortable for her, but she refuses to move, almost as if on principle.
"No need to rub it in, kitten," he murmurs, for Mephisto's sake. She looks at him with her bright, golden eyes and blinks once, slowly. "You're the intruder here, technically," he reminds her. She just swishes her tail, back and forth, back and forth, as if to say, And what will you do about it?
He can't help his smile. If he wanted to do anything about it, he wouldn't have left the doors open for her to begin with. Now, he simply intends to sit back and enjoy seeing what she will do. But he has a care for his bird's feelings, too. He was here first this time, after all.
She doesn't disappoint. She flicks those beautiful, amber eyes back to Mephisto and then marches up the line of Sylus's leg, stopping next to where his hip and ass meet the headboard. She turns in a circle, once, twice, three times before giving one last derisive glare at Mephisto and curling up in a tight little ball snuggled next to Sylus's ass.
Not for the first time, he regrets not killing her 'owner' much, much sooner, and much, much more slowly.
Hello I hope you enjoyed it! I want to write a similar length, maybe slightly longer for part two, but i'm so tired of starting stories and getting interrupted and never sharing them for fear of never being able to return and finish so I just decided to post part 1 already! @restinpurples left some really great questions about this fic idea in a reblog of the delightful cat!hybrid post and i'm hoping to answer a few of them in the fic by the time the second part is finished. hopefully. I'd love to hear anyone's thoughts in comments or tags if you feel like sharing!
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â. â headcanons for how the LADS the boys react to a clumsy, flustered mc. (based on this request)
â. â content: soft, wholesome, a little embarrassing (for you). tooth-rotting fluff.
â. â word count: max 600 each âĄ
Rafayel - The Paint on Your Cheek
Youâve been at his studio for an hour and youâve already knocked something over.
A jar of brushes, this time. They go everywhereâunder the table, under the couch, one heroic survivor rolls all the way to Rafayelâs bare foot and stops there like itâs surrendering. He looks down at it. He looks up at you. Youâre frozen with both hands clapped over your mouth, eyes huge, already mid-apology.
âOh no,â he says, deadpan. âMy brushes. My livelihood. How will I ever paint again.â
âRafayel, Iâm so sorry, Iâll pick themââ
âCutie.â He tips his head, and a piece of his hair falls into his eyes in that ridiculous way it always does, because it always makes him look pretty. âBreathe. Theyâre brushes. They roll. Thatâs their whole personality, donât even stress your head, okay?â
Heâs been watching you the whole time, which is half the problem.
You always get clumsier when he watches you. He knows this. He absolutely uses it. Heâll lounge on the couch with one knee up and his chin in his hand, just looking, and youâll lose the ability to operate a doorknob. Today heâs been sketching you in the corner of his pageânot the painting heâs supposed to be working on, the commission one, the important oneâand you caught him at it earlier and went so red he had to put the pencil down because his own face was getting warm.
He crouches down with you to gather the brushes.
Youâre both on the floor now, knees almost touching. He hands you one, and his fingers brush yours, and you flinch like heâs electric.
âYâknow,â he says, conversationally, lining a brush up on the tile, âfor someone whoâs been kissed by me a frankly impressive number of times, you still go pink like itâs our first date.â
âIâ I donâtââ
âYou do. Itâs my favorite thing.â He grins, eyes crinkling. âDonât ever stop.â
Thereâs paint on your cheek and he refuses to tell you.
You only realize it when you catch your reflection in the windowâa streak of pink swept right across your cheekbone, from when youâd rubbed your face earlier. You whirl on him. Heâs already laughing, that bright, unbothered laugh of his, head thrown back against the couch cushions.
âRafayel!â
âWhat? It suits you, cutie. Itâs my color. Youâre branded now.â
âYou let me walk around like thisââ
âFor at least forty minutes, yes.â He gets up finally, and crosses to you with that lazy, unhurried gait. His thumb comes up to brush at the paint gently, careful in a way his voice never is in moments like this. The teasing slides off his face for half a breath. âThere. Almost gone. Mostly.â
He kisses the spot anyway. Light. Quick. Like heâs signing it the way he signs his canvases, which you might as well be, at this point.
âThere,â he murmurs, and heâs smiling, but his ears have gone faintly pink and he wonât quite meet your eyes. âNow itâs mine.â
You hide your face in his shirt. He lets you, one hand settled at the back of your head, and pretends, for your sake, that his heart isnât doing anything embarrassing at all.
Zayne - When You Drop the Mug Again
He hears it before he sees it hit the floor.
The clatter of ceramic against the kitchen tile carries down the hallway, followed by the small, mortified sound you always make when youâve done something you wish nobody had witnessed. Zayne is in the doorway within seconds, still holding the medical journal he was reading, one finger tucked between the pages to mark his place. He takes in the chipped mug on the floor, the puddle of tea blooming around your slippered feet, and your wide eyesâand his expression doesnât change at all, except for the faint lift at the corner of his mouth that youâve learned, over time, is his version of trying not to smile.
âDonât move,â he says.
He goes for the dustpan, not for you.
Itâs a thing he does on purpose. He told you once, late at night with your face pressed into his shoulder, that he doesnât want fussing over you to feel like a verdict. So he sweeps up the shards in that quiet, methodical way he hasâsame hands that handle patient charts, same hands that tie his scarf for him in the mirror every morningâand only when the floor is dry and safe does he straighten up and look at you properly.
âFeet,â he says, and crouches.
âZayne, Iâm fine, it didnât evenââ
âFeet,â he repeats, in the same tone he uses on patients who try to lie about whether theyâve been taking their medication.
He checks for tiny cuts even though there are none.
You sit on the edge of the counter because heâs lifted you there, his palm warm at the back of your knee, and you can feel your ears going hot in that traitorous way they do whenever heâs this close and this serious. He turns each of your feet over in his hand like heâs reading them. Nothing. Of course thereâs nothing. He knew thereâd be nothing.
âWas it hot?â he asks.
âLukewarm. I let it sit too long again.â
âMm.â That single syllable contains an entire diagnosis. You forgot it on the counter because you got distracted reading. You always do.
He kisses your knee before he lets you down. Itâs quick. Almost businesslike. If you werenât paying attention youâd miss the way his ears go a shade darker under his hair, the way he turns toward the cabinet for a clean mug a beat too fast.
âIâll make you another,â he says, with his back to you. âSit. Donât help.â
âI can helââ
âSit.â
Later, you find the chipped mug glued back together on the windowsill.
He doesnât mention it. He never does. But that night, when you apologize again into the dark of the bedroomâIâm sorry Iâm such a mess, Iâm sorry, Iâhe sighs, pulls you closer by the waist, and murmurs into your hair, âStop apologizing for being someone I want to take care of.â
And you donât know what to do with that, so you just hide your face in his chest, and he lets you.
Xavier - The Counter Is Too High Again
Heâs half-asleep on the couch when he hears the stool wobble.
Xavier sleeps the way cats sleepâanywhere, instantly, with one ear still on the world. So even though his eyes are closed and his hair is a soft pale mess against the cushion, heâs already sitting up by the time the legs of the kitchen stool screech against the floor. Youâre up on your toes, reaching for the jar of honey on the top shelf, the one he keeps meaning to move down and never does because you keep insisting you can get it yourself.
You canât get it yourself. Both of you know this.
âWait,â he says, voice still rough from sleep.
You donât wait. The jar tips. You make a tiny, panicked noise.
Heâs across the room before the honey hits the counter.
Itâs the speed that always startles youâthat quiet, easy way he moves, like distance is a suggestion he chooses not to take seriously. One of his hands closes around the jar mid-fall. The other settles, warm and steady, at your waist, anchoring you on the stool so you donât pitch forward after it.
âGot it,â he murmurs.
âI almostââ
âI know.â
He says it without any of the I-told-you-so other people would lace into it. Xavier doesnât scold. He just notes things, the way someone might note the weather, and then he handles them. You look down at him from your slight height advantage on the stoolâa rare angleâand his hair is soft and rumpled and his eyes are the color of a sky youâve been trying to remember.
You go pink. Of course you go pink.
He tilts his head a fraction. Thereâs a slow, drowsy smile spreading across his face, the kind he only ever wears for you, the kind that makes him look about seventeen years old and very far from anything dangerous.
âWhat?â you whisper.
âNothing.â He hands you the honey jar like itâs a small, ceremonious gift. âYouâre cute when youâre embarrassed.â
âXavier.â
âThatâs my name.â
He doesnât let you climb down by yourself.
You try. He doesnât allow it. His hands come up under your arms and he lifts you down off the stool like you weigh nothingâbecause to him you doâand sets you on your feet so gently your slippers barely make a sound on the tile. His thumb brushes once, absently, over your hip before he lets go.
âYou couldâve just woken me up,â he says.
âYou were sleeping so well.â
âIâm always sleeping well. Youâre more important than sleeping well.â
He says things like that all the time. Quiet, true, unadorned. Like itâs nothing. Like he isnât slowly dismantling you sentence by sentence. You hide your face in your hands. He laughs softly, low and very fond, and pulls your wrists gently down.
âNone of that,â he says. âI want to see you.â
He makes the tea himself after that.
He moves you to the counterânot the stool, he gives the stool a small, suspicious look, like itâs personally offended himâand stands between your knees while the kettle heats. You play with the hem of his sleeve. He lets you.
âHoney?â he asks.
âYes, please.â
âMm.â He reaches past you without looking, gets the jar, sets it down. Kisses your forehead on the way back. âSee. Easy.â
You donât trust yourself to answer. He doesnât seem to need you to. He finds you adorable anyway.
Caleb - The Loose Step on the Porch
He warned you about that step three times this week.
The third one from the top. The woodâs gone soft from winter and he keeps meaning to fix it on his next leave, but his next leave is this leave, and he hasnât gotten to it yet because you keep finding more interesting things for him to do with his afternoons. So when he hears the small, surprised yelp from the porchâfollowed by the unmistakable thud of someone going down hardâheâs out of the kitchen before the screen door has stopped swinging.
Youâre sitting on the floorboards with one hand bracing behind you and the other clutching a paper bag of groceries that, miraculously, youâve kept upright. An orange has escaped and is rolling, with great purpose, toward the steps.
He stops in the doorway. He takes one look at the scene. His mouth does that thing where it tries very hard not to smile and fails completely.
âHoney,â he says, holding back a laugh..
âDonât.â you hiss.
âI didnât say anything.â
âYou were going to.â you huff.
âI was going to ask if youâre okay.â He crouches down in front of you, elbows on his knees, head tipped to one side. His hair falls into his eyesâthat soft, sandy brown he never bothers to push back unless you do it for him. âWhich step?â
ââŚthe one you told me about.â
âWhich one did I tell you about?â
âCaleb.â
Heâs laughing now. Quietly. Mostly to himself.
He takes the grocery bag out of your lap and sets it aside with care. Then he takes both your hands and turns them palm-up, checking for scrapes. Methodical, unhurried, all of his focus settled on you. Thereâs a small graze along the heel of your left hand. He frowns at it like it has personally offended him.
âStings?â
âA little.â
âAnywhere else?â
âMy pride.â
âWell.â His thumb brushes very lightly over the graze. âThat one I canât kiss better. The hand I can do something about.â
He does. Just a press of his mouth, warm and quick, against the inside of your wrist. You feel it everywhere. You always do. He glances up at you through his lashes and catches the color rising in your cheeks, and his smile goes a little crooked, a little pleased with itself.
âThere it is,â he murmurs.
âThere what is.â
âThat face you make every single time. The one where you pretend youâre not embarrassed and you go pink anyway.â He sits down beside you on the porch floor, knees drawn up, shoulder bumping gently against yours.
He retrieves the orange before he retrieves you.
Itâs almost at the bottom of the top step by the time he ambles over and scoops it up, tossing it once in the air and catching it without looking. Heâs wearing the soft grey t-shirt you stole twice last month, and he looks so much like home in the late afternoon light that you have to look away for a second just to remember how to breathe normally.
He notices that too. He notices everything. Itâs a problem.
âYouâre doinâ it again, pip.â he says, settling back down beside you with the orange in his hand.
âDoing what?â
âLooking at me like I just walked through the door after six months.â His voice has dropped, lost the teasing lilt. âIâve been home a week, sweetheart.â
âI know.â
âI know you know.â He turns the orange in his palm, smiling. âI just like that you still do it.â
He helps you up like youâre made of something breakable.
His hand is broad and warm at your lower back, and he lifts you mostly with that one point of contact, the other hand finding yours and not letting go even once youâre standing. You shift your weight tentatively. Your ankleâs fine. Your kneeâs fine. Everythingâs fine. The only thing thatâs not fine is the way your face refuses to cool down, because heâs still looking at you with that quiet, careful attention, like checking you over is something he gets to do now, like he gets to be the one who does it.
âVerdict?â he asks.
âIâll live.â
âGreat.â He bends, picks up the grocery bag, tucks it against his hip. The other hand stays in yours. âCause Iâm fixing that step tomorrow. First thing.â
âYou said that last week.â
âI mean it this week.â
âYou said that last week too.â
âPips.â He pulls you in by the hand until youâre tucked under his arm, and presses a kiss into your hair, and you can feel him smiling against the top of your head. âAre you tryinâ to start a fight with the man whoâs about to make you dinner?â
He does fix the step. Not tomorrow. That evening, after dinner, with the porch light on.
You watch him from the doorway in his soft grey t-shirt, sleeves shoved up, a pencil tucked behind his ear that he doesnât appear to be using. He whistles while he works. He glances up every minute or so, just to check that youâre still there, and every time he catches you watching him he grins like heâs won something.
You think, watching him, that heâs been home a week and the house already doesnât know how to be a house without him in it.
You donât say it out loud for him to hear. When he comes back inside, dusty and pleased with himself, he takes one look at your face and says, very softly, âI know, baby. Me too.â
And thatâs the whole conversation.
Sylus - You Spilled Wine on His Shirt
The shirt is black. The wine is red. The math is, frankly, in your favor.
You realize this approximately half a second after the glass tips, which is approximately half a second too late. The stem slippedâyour fingers were nervous because he was looking at you the way he looks at you, like youâre the only interesting thing in a room full of people heâs been politely tolerating all eveningâand now thereâs a dark patch of wine spreading across the front of Sylusâ very expensive, very tailored shirt.
You stop breathing.
He looks down. He looks at you. He raises one brow.
âSweetie,â he says, in that low, gravel-and-honey voice of his, âyou missed.â
He is, somehow, smiling.
Itâs the smallest version of his smileâthe one that lives mostly in the corner of his mouth and the slight narrowing of his red eyesâbut it is, undeniably, a smile. You can feel your whole face going hot.
âIâm so sorry, Iâllâ let meââ You grab a napkin. You grab three napkins. You start dabbing at his chest with a bit too much panic, even for your embarrassed state. âIt just slipped, I donât know why, my hand justââ
âMm.â He doesnât move from his spot. He lets you fuss. His hand finds your wrist gently, and stills it. âYouâre making it worse.â
âIâm sorryâ"
âStop apologizing.â
He says it the way he says most thingsâlike an order dressed up as a suggestion.
You go still. The napkin sits crumpled in your hand. Heâs still holding your wrist, his thumb tracing one slow, idle circle against your pulse point, and his eyes are doing that thing where they soften only at the edges, where youâd miss it if you didnât know him.
âItâs a shirt,â he says.
âItâs an expensive shirt.â
âTheyâre all expensive shirts, kitten.â His mouth tilts. âThatâs the point of having too much money. You get to be casual about ruining things.â
He plucks the wine glass out of your other hand and sets it well out of reach. A precaution. You catch the small, amused tilt of his mouth as he does it, and you go even pinker, if such a thing is physically possible.
âYou did that on purpose,â you accuse, weakly.
âI did.â His voice is unrepentant. âYouâre quite clumsy with stemware. Iâm protecting my furniture.â
âSylusââ
âAnd my floors. And my staff. Andââ he leans in, voice dropping low, just for you ââmy sanity, which you ruin nightly, by the way. In case you were keeping score.â
You make a small, strangled sound. He looks delighted.
He takes the shirt off right there.
Casually. Like itâs nothing. Buttons undone with that easy, practiced flick of his fingers, and then itâs draped over the back of a chair and forgotten, and heâs standing there in a plain black undershirt that does absolutely nothing to help your current condition.
He notices you checking him out. His smile sharpens.
âEyes up here, sweetie.â
âI wasnâtââ
âOh, but you were.â
He hooks one finger under your chin and tips your face up. His expression has gone almost gentleâthe version of gentle that only exists in private, the version most of the world will never see and would never believe in if they were told.
âBreathe,â he says quietly. âItâs a shirt. Youâre allowed to drop things in your own home.â
Your own home. Thatâs what undoes you. He always says it like that, like the question of whose home it is was settled a long time ago, and you simply havenât caught up yet.
Later, he absolutely tells Mephisto the story.
You hear him from the next room, low and amused, and you hear Mephistoâs offended kraa, and you bury your face in a cushion and you think, with a kind of helpless, baffled warmth, that you have never, in all your life, been this loved by anyone half this dangerous.
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I thought about requesting a 2nd review for the "mature content warning" âŚâŚI meanâŚâŚthere isnt anything REALLY out of the line? But I also wont say it`s not suggestive?? SoâŚfair? I guess?
I would just take this as a compliment and move on.
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(Bet you didnât see that one coming đ I was just feeling down lately and writing about Kethâraal always brings me joy đ missed you guys, hope you enjoy this one and canât wait for your comments as always đ¤)
You could feel his eyes on your back as you hurried around the kitchen, trying to throw together something quick. Kethâraal leaned against the wall nearby, massive arms crossed over his chest as he silently watched you move from counter to counter.
Your stomach had growled so loudly a few moments ago that you had practically launched yourself off the bed in embarrassment, rushing to the kitchen before he could start questioning the strange noises humans apparently made when starving.
âAre you hungry?â you asked, glancing over your shoulder to catch his relaxed posture as he studied you cooking.
âIâm okay.â The mechanical rasp of his vocoder answered.
You hummed softly, rinsing the lettuce one last time before chopping through it quickly.
âLetâs say you were hungry,â you continued, âcould you even eat human food?â
âNot really. Some fruits are acceptable.â He paused briefly, the translator crackling for half a second before continuing. âThe rest taste⌠off.â
That last word came delayed and you frowned slightly, unsure whether the vocoder had malfunctioned or if he had simply hesitated.
âWhat kind of fruit?â you asked, reaching for a tomato.
But you completely missed the shift behind you.
Kethâraal had gone perfectly still.
Three crimson targeting dots slid silently across the kitchen floor, settling over the tiny shape creeping near the cabinets. Before you could even notice, his form shimmered and vanished beneath his cloak.
Meanwhile, you remained entirely oblivious, still focused on your dinner.
âKethâraal?â you called after a moment, turning around with a confused blink.
He was suddenly back where he had been before, leaning against the wall again, though his head remained tilted slightly toward the floor as if he had been watching something there moments earlier. Then his gaze snapped back to you.
âWhat kind of fruit?â you repeated, smiling before returning to your cutting board.
âMelons. Star fruitsââ
âHave you tried grapes?â you interrupted quickly.
You crossed the kitchen in a hurry, opening the fridge before plucking a grape from one of the containers. Then you walked straight back to him, stopping close enough to feel the cold radiating from his armour.
He looked down at the grape between your fingers before slowly shaking his head, his thick dreadlocks shifting over his shoulders with the movement.
âCan you try one?â you asked, suddenly unsure whether feeding him random human food counted as a terrible scientific decision.
For a second he simply stared at you and then nodded.
His fingers hooked beneath the edge of his mask, slowly lifting it just enough for his mouth to show, his mandibles spreading open for you.
You blinked at the sight of him opening his mouth.
And somehow, even more unexpected than that, was the fact you were about to feed him. As if this was something normal between you. Something that had always been waiting to happen.
You had fought together. Bled together. Nearly died together.
But you had never shared something as simple as food.
You took a small breath, suddenly aware of how close you were standing to him. As if sensing your hesitation, his hand rose and wrapped gently around your wrist, guiding your hand closer to his mouth. Your fingers slipped carefully between his parted mandibles as he opened them wider for you, and then his mouth opened too, revealing that serpent-like tongue.
No matter how many times you had seen his anatomy, studied it, worked around it as an extraterrestrial biologist, it still fascinated you beyond reason.
But this was different from the lab.
Back then, Kethâraal had been wounded, restrained, unconscious half the time.
Now he was letting you see him.
Letting you touch him.
You slowly pushed the grape between his teeth before his mouth closed around it. Your fingers began retreating carefully, but halfway through, you changed your mind.
Instead, your hand settled lightly beneath his mandibles, fingertips resting against his chin. Your thumb brushed once, twice, over the cold texture of his skin before you finally pulled away completely.
A low sound rumbled through his chest as he chewed, soft and deep, almost like a hum.
Your eyes lit up instantly.
You recognised that sound.
Approval.
âGood?â you asked with a grin.
He pulled his mask back down immediately afterward, tilting his head at you.
âWas it good?â you repeated.
He stared at you for a second before nodding once.
âItâs tolerable.â
You burst into a quiet laugh, almost certain he had probably tried grapes before and disliked them, but couldnât bring himself to refuse you.
âYou donât have to try things if you donât want toâ you said, turning back toward the stove.
âI want to.â
Even through the distortion of the mask, the sincerity in his voice was unmistakable.
You were humming a soft melody now, a song you didnât even recognise and you felt truly at ease. The safety of your home wrapped around you, becoming warmer by Kethâraalâs presence nearby.
Then his voice broke the silence.
âWhy here?â He asked, still watching you as you moved around the kitchen.
You let out a soft, self-deprecating chuckle. âThatâs a good question, but I might disappoint you.â The memory felt strangely distant, even though it had only been two years. âAfter we escaped the lab, I ran straight to the airport. I didnât even have clothes with me, just the ones on my back. The first flight on the board was this one, so I took it. No real plan. I just needed to get as far away from that place as possible.â
âItâs quiet here,â he said, voice low through the vocoder. âIt suits you better.â
âI kind of miss the chaos of the city sometimes,â you admitted with a small shrug.
âI can take you there,â he offered without hesitation.
You clicked your tongue in gentle refusal. âIâm not going back.â You smiled, but there was no humor in it.
You really meant every word. You would never return to that life. Not while this quiet, remote island kept you safe from the world that had once tried to destroy you both.
This place, far from everything, had become your sanctuary.
You would only step back into noise and crowds again if it was for his safety.
âYou need help with that?â
His voice came from behind the mask as you shook your head immediately, still struggling with the can in your hands.
You had learned to adjust to little things like this over the years. Since your left hand never healed properly, you couldnât fully close it anymore, so even simple tasks sometimes turned awkward and frustrating.
But Kethâraal hadnât questioned it once.
Not a single pitying look. Not even curiosity.
As if he didnât see it as weakness at all.
Only an injury earned surviving beside him.
He had offered to help once and when you refused, he respected it without pressing further.
âIt didnât heal all the way,â you said casually, still working at the can. âI canât fully close it anymore, but honestly? Thatâs a pretty small price considering your injuries.â
His posture shifted slightly against the wall.
âDid it hurt?â
The question caught you so off guard you almost laughed.
An alien built like a tank, with battle scars all over his body, asking about your pain.
âLike hell,â you scoffed softly, finally managing to open the can before reaching for another grape and tossing it into your mouth.
âBut I couldnât stand the thought of you bleeding to death. I meanââ you gestured vaguely with one hand, almost laughing at yourself. âAre you kidding me? Iâd go through that pain again if it meant you survived.â
Silence followed for a second.
âYou are too selfless.â
The vocoder sounded unusually serious this time. Lower somehow. Heavier than before.
You shook your head quickly.
âI donât feel selfless. I just acted on instinct.â You glanced back at him with a small smile. âYou would have done the same for me.â
You turned back toward the stove, completely unaware of how deeply that smile settled into him.
âYou were ready to get captured again if it meant not leaving me behind,â you murmured after a moment, quieter now as the memories resurfaced. âTalking about selfless.â
âI was selfish back then,â he corrected immediately. âI did not listen to you. I was stubborn.â
A soft laugh escaped you.
âI was stubborn too.â
Your movements slowed as the memory hit harder this time. The final shove forcing him out of the lab while you trapped yourself behind instead.
âYou were.â
His voice came closer now.
Closer than before.
But you didnât turn around.
âAre you mad at me?â you asked quietly.
And honestly, you werenât even sure what you meant anymore.
Mad because you forced him to leave?
Mad because you never found him afterward?
Or because fear had kept you frozen for far too long?
You didnât even know yourself.
âI was.â
His voice came from right behind you now.
You felt the change in the air before you felt him, the coldness of his body somehow making the space around you warmer instead, charged like live wires stretched too tightly.
âFor the first hour.â
His longer dreadlocks slipped over your shoulders as his head lowered, resting carefully against the crook of your neck.
Heavy. Helmeted. And somehow still careful, touching you with just enough weight to remind you he was there without ever truly pressing down on you.
Maybe everything about Kethâraal was softer than he wanted the universe to believe.
Or maybe you simply could not see him any other way anymore.
âWhat happened after the first hour?â you asked quietly, remaining perfectly still beneath him.
You barely even breathed.
One wrong movement and the moment might break apart completely. He might retreat again, hide behind silence the way he always did when he felt you hesitating.
A low sound rumbled from deep inside his chest, thoughtful and rough, something instinctive in his language before the translator could catch up.
âI wasâŚâ another growl-like hum vibrated against your shoulder, ââŚdevastated.â
This time you heard the word beneath the vocoder too, his real voice slipping through the helmet from how close he was. Deep. Guttural. Honest enough to make your chest ache.
His hands settled on the counter beside yours, caging you, his chest pressed carefully against your back as if he was still learning how much of his weight you could carry.
And when you finally breathed again after holding it for far too long, you felt him exhale too.
The tension slowly left his body, his shoulders easing as he let himself lean against you properly now, almost like exhaustion had finally caught up to him the second he realised you were truly here.
His breath warmed the space near your ear.
One of his hands flexed against the counter before relaxing again, restless fingers curling as though he wanted to touch you, hold you, make sure you were real.
âKethâŚâ His name left your mouth softer than you intended.
You wanted to say something else.
Anything else.
But the words dissolved before reaching your tongue.
His hand made of metal and artificial flesh rose first, gripping the edge of his helmet before slowly pushing it upward just enough to expose his mouth. His mandibles spread open in silence and your eyes fluttered shut instantly, nervously.
You felt the brush of his mandibles against the crook of your neck.
Your head tilted slightly, giving him more room without even thinking about it.
The moment you felt a talon hook beneath the collar of your shirt, dragging the fabric lower to expose your shoulder, a shiver ran violently down your spine.
Cotton gave way beneath the sharp edge of his claw with a soft rip.
He didnât stop until your shoulder was fully bare beneath him, exposed, sensitive.
And then nothing.
No sudden movement.
No aggression.
Just the feeling of his unmasked face resting there against your skin.
Cold skin brushing yours carefully.
Feeling you.
You heard him inhale deeply against your shoulder, the sound dragging straight through your nervous system.
Your jaw clenched immediately, forcing yourself silent before any sound escaped that you wouldnât be able to explain afterward.
His hand settled on the counter beside yours, close enough that the heat of his palm traveled over your skin. His mouth hovered just above the curve of your neck, breath ghosting warm across flushed skin. Even though his body ran cooler than a humanâs, the sheer presence of him wrapped around you like a furnace. Or perhaps it was only your own temperature rising, blood rushing hot beneath your skin in a dizzying fever.
You couldnât see him. That alone made the moment feel like one of the half-remembered dreams that had haunted you for two years.
His voice, his touch, the solid wall of his chest at your back, but never his face. The image of him had blurred with time. Yet this was real. He was here, his claws shredding the front of your shirt open, inhaling your scent like a predator savoring prey he had no intention of harming.
You tried to turn, desperate to look at him, to convince yourself he wasnât another cruel dream.
But his bionic hand rose swiftly, the synthetic skin warm and startlingly lifelike as it covered your eyes. You shivered and obeyed, lashes fluttering shut and with your sight stolen, every other sense sharpened. The slow rise and fall of his chest, the faint metallic scent of his armor, the low thrum of his breathing through the vocoder.
âIf you look at me with those eyesâŚâ the vocoder murmured softly, âI do not know what I will do.â
Your breath faltered.
Only then did you realise he must have lowered the mask again just enough to tell you that himself. Not through distance. Not safely hidden away in his native language.
Close enough for you to understand he was struggling to get the words out.
âWhat do you want to do?â you whispered, barely audible.
His free hand slid over yours on the counter, claws barely grazing your skin while the artificial hand continued shielding your eyes.
A low sound vibrated in his chest before the translator finally caught up. âNo language I know can describe it.â
Beneath the translatorâs flat tone, you caught the real sound of him, rich, guttural, layered with clicks and that rough accent that made your stomach flutter. You almost smiled.
âYour voice has changed,â you murmured.
âYou sound⌠older.â
âI am older,â he answered, matter-of-fact, yet the low rumble of it felt almost suggestive against your ear.
You swallowed. âWhat did two years change for you?â
Instead of answering immediately, he lifted your hand from the counter and guided it upward. Your fingertips brushed the thick, rubbery dreadlocks that framed his head. You caught one gently between your fingers, stroking the strange, smooth texture.
âWhat didnât change,â he said, voice dropping lower, âis how desperately I wanted to see you again.â
Your smile faltered. Heat flooded your cheeks, a deep, embarrassed flush that spread down your throat and across your chest. You took a small, shaky step backward, pressing yourself fully against the hard plane of his torso, letting his slow breaths guide your own breathing. His hand remained over your eyes, protective, possessive and just a little teasing as his thumb brushed lightly over your temple.
How could he admit something like that so easily? After two whole years apart, how could he lay his heart bare without a trace of reluctance?
Then again⌠this was Kethâraal. He wasnât just a tease. He was the most brutally honest being you had ever known. Once something took root in his mind, he pursued it with the focus of a hunter who had already marked his prey. Unapologetic. Assertive. When he wanted something, he claimed it.
âYouâre here now,â you breathed, voice small and trembling.
His bionic palm slowly lifted from your eyes. You wondered what he would do next, but you never expected what actually came.
His hand slid down, talons grazing over your throat before his fingers wrapped around it with soft pressure. His thumb settled over the front of your throat, right where your pulse beat wildly.
âSay that again,â he whispered, voice rough and low. The translator barely masked the desperate click beneath it, the begging tone of his voice. And when you stayed silent a second too long, his thumb pressed a little firmer, coaxing.
âNaâkai.â
You swallowed against his palm. âYouâre⌠here now.â
The moment the words left you, his thumb stroked slowly over your throat, savoring the vibration of your voice against his skin. A deep, rolling purr rumbled from his chest, followed by a series of soft, satisfied clicks right beside your ear.
âKethâraal,â you whispered, your own hand drifting up to cover his. Your fingers traced over his knuckles, then higher, until they found the cool steel of his mask. Your nails dragged down the metal with a slow, scraping screech that made his grip tighten for a second.
âAgain,â he demanded softly, hips moving forward in a slow, impulsive roll against your back. The movement pressed you more firmly between his body and the counter, an invisible and undeniable pull drawing you together.
You closed your eyes on purpose this time, surrendering completely to sensation. His heavy breath hissed through the mask. His dreadlocks brushed and tickled across your bare shoulders. The heat of his torso burned against your back and the firm press of his hips made your thoughts scatter. You said his name again, slower, letting the vibration of your throat caress his palm like a secret you had decided to share only with him.
You could feel the war inside him, the desire to keep you trapped like this, safe between his chest and the counter, your voice singing against his hand forever. His thumb brushed one last time along your throat before he finally released you, claws trailing lightly down your collarbone.
But beneath the heat of the moment lingered a heavier tension, one you werenât ready to face. Not yet.
What could possibly exist between a human and a Yautja? Was something like sex even possible? How would your bodies fit? And if you tried, how would heâ
A loud crack from the living room stopped your spiraling thoughts.
Kethâraalâs shoulder cannon was already tracking the sound, red lasers cutting through the darkness. He didnât speak. He simply stood there, ready and lethal as always.
You turned back to the kitchen counter, heart hammering against your ribs. The ghost of his body still clung to you, his solid chest at your back, the low click of his mandibles, the possessive weight of his hand wrapped around your throat as he drank in every vibration of your voice.
Swallowing hard, you picked up the knife and tried to focus on the vegetables, but your hands wouldnât stop shaking.
His heavy footsteps moved away, giving you space. You heard him lean against the far wall, arms folded across his broad chest as he watched you again.
âWhat is that thing wandering around your home?â The vocoder made his voice sound dry, almost skeptical.
You kept your eyes on the cutting board.
âWhat thing?â
âThat black thing.â He lifted a clawed hand, pointing toward the shadows in the living room.
âThatâs Keââ
The word died in your throat before you turned back toward the counter and resumed mutilating the poor lettuce for what had to be the tenth time.
âKe?â Kethâraal echoed, the single syllable low and curious.
âKelly!â you blurted, forcing a bright, fake laugh. âHer name is Kelly.â
You could feel his gaze burning into you and you knewâknewâthat damn biomask was feeding him every spike in your heart rate, every degree of the blush crawling across your skin.
You prayed he wouldnât connect the dots.
âWhat is Kelly?â his voice asked through the vocoder.
And somehow, despite your spiraling panic over almost revealing you had named your cat after him (well, after âKethâ) the innocent question caught you so off guard your panic subdued immediately.
A laugh escaped you for real this time.
âSheâs a cat,â you said, finally turning to face him with a shy smile. âA small Earth mammal. She lives with me.â
And you didnât notice.
How could you? Your back was turned as you finished plating your food, completely unaware of the way Kethâraalâs clawed fist rose and struck his own chest once, hard, as if trying to punish his heart for pounding too fiercely against his ribs. The smile you had given him had hit his insides harder than any blade he had ever faced. He would remember that moment long after you forgot it.
âAnd why do you keep the mammal around?â he asked as you carried your plate to the table. âDoes it protect you?â
âNo,â you replied softly, setting the plate down. âSheâs just for company. Humans get lonely quickly.â
âYou were lonely?â Kethâraal asked as you sat down at the table.
The already-torn shirt he had ripped open earlier slipped further, exposing the curve of your shoulder and the top of your chest. You yanked the fabric back into place quickly, but Kethâraalâs gaze never left you.
You risked a quick glance at him before dropping your eyes to your plate again.
âWere you?â you asked, voice barely above a whisper. âLonely?â
He gave a small nod, his dreadlocks barely shifting with the motion.
Your stomach twisted into a tight knot.
You pushed the plate away and stood, drifting toward the couch in the living room. You didnât need to ask him to follow, his footsteps were already right behind you, obedient and inevitable.
He surprised you by sinking to his knees in front of the couch, bringing the two of you eye to eye. At this height, he didnât feel quite so overwhelming.
âHow did you manage?â you asked quietly.
âI didnât,â he admitted, voice low and steady through the mask. âI simply kept moving. Fighting whatever stood between me and returning to you.â
Your chest ached at the sincerity. You reached out, fingers threading gently into his thick, rubbery dreadlocks, pulling him a little closer. He leaned into your touch without resistance, a soft purr rumbling in his throat.
âAre you in trouble?â you asked, concern painting your words.
Another quiet purr.
Yes.
âI wonât bring trouble to your door,â he promised.
âI donât care if you do,â you answered quickly. Your hand slid down to his chin, gently lifting his masked face so you could look straight into the dark voids of his mask. âI donât care⌠as long as youâre here.â
The moment stretched, fragile, tender, until your stomach gave a loud, embarrassing growl.
Kethâraal tilted his head. Without a word, he rose to his full height, retrieved your plate from the table and returned. He knelt once more, offering it to you with a small nod, silently urging you to eat.
He was adorable in ways no one would ever believe, naive in his curiosity, yet impossibly sharp. Lethal beyond measure and still so gently protective. Kethâraal was a walking paradox and you wouldnât have him any other way.
He watched you eat, head tilting one way every time you lifted the fork to your mouth, then the other when you swallowed. You didnât tell him to stop staring, even though the weight of his gaze made your cheeks warm. You understood that look. He was studying you the same way you loved studying him, trying to memorize every small habit, every tiny detail.
âHow did you find your way back home?â you asked after swallowing another bite, your eyes lifting from your plate to meet the steady glow of his mask. This was the question you had carried for two long years.
Kethâraal gave a slow nod, silently encouraging you to keep eating as he answered. âAfter I recovered my ship. Its last recorded destination was my planet. I was meant to return there, right before the humans captured me.â
Your fork froze halfway to your mouth. A heavy wave of grief and guilt settled over your shoulders, pressing down on your chest. It wasnât you who had taken him. You had been just as much of a prisoner in that lab as he was. Still, in this moment, you felt the full weight of humanityâs sins resting on you alone.
âWhy didnât they accept you back home?â you asked, your voice dropping softer on the next question. âWhat about your brothers?â
You werenât sure if you were allowed to ask about his family. You wanted to respect whatever invisible boundaries existed, even if he had never drawn any.
Kethâraal remained silent for a long moment. The vocoder crackled once and then fell quiet.
âMy homeworld was eradicated,â he finally said. âA new King has seized control of our planets. Iââ
The translator cut off. You blinked, realizing he had hesitated.
âItâs okay,â you said quickly, setting your plate aside. âYou donât have to talk about itââ
âIf there is any being in this universe I wish to speak with,â he interrupted, âitâs you.â
Then, slowly, he lowered his head until it rested on your lap. Your eyes widened in shock. This was the first time you had ever seen Kethâraal look truly exhausted.
Not when you had fought xenomorphs together. Not when his arm had been severed. Not even when both of you had been bleeding out, clinging to life. None of those moments had left him bare like this.
But now, kneeling before you with his head heavy in your lap, the weight of years of loneliness and loss seemed to crash down on him all at once. His broad shoulders sagged. A deep, tired exhale left him, mandibles clicking faintly beneath the mask.
You placed your hands on his head without thinking, fingers sinking gently into his thick locks. You brushed through them slowly, until you found the nape of his neck. Your warm fingertips pressed against the cool skin there, right along the faint blue line you remembered from your time in the lab. You rubbed slow, soothing circles against the sensitive spot.
âI have no family left,â Kethâraal continued, voice quiet. âAnd those who survived no longer consider me one of their own. I wasnât there to fight beside them. I was still trapped in that lab while my world burned.â
âIâm sorryâŚâ The words left you in a broken whisper. The guilt settled heavy on your shoulders, humans had stolen his last chance to defend his home.
His head lifted slowly from your lap, dreadlocks sliding off your knees as he tilted his masked face toward you.
âIt was never your faultââ
âBut humans did this to you,â you insisted.
âYou helped me escape. You saved my life, Naâkai.â His large hand rose, cold fingertips brushing your cheek, tracing the honored mark he had once given you. âYou are not like the ones who captured me. You were as trapped as I was.â
Your throat tightened. âBut now you have no home to return toâŚâ
âI will find a new one.â The mechanical voice sounded softer somehow, almost tender.
âHalf of my memories from those years are gone anyway. What remains⌠is mostly you.â
You glanced at him, then quickly looked down at your fidgeting hands. âHow? We didnât even know each other for that long.â
âI knew you,â he said quietly, echoing the confession he had made back in the lab. âI remember the hours you spent examining me. Talking to yourself. Taking samples. I was sedated, but not fully unconscious.â
You had been fascinated by him, his alien physiology, the striking power of his body, the silent strength in his eyes even when weakened.
Every day you had whispered apologies while drawing blood and tissue, watching him grow frailer under your hands.
Seeing him now, vibrant, powerful, muscles full and skin glowing with health, filled you with relief.
âI couldnât understand your words,â he continued, âbut you were always gentle. I never thanked you for that.â
âDonât,â you breathed, shaking your head. âI spent every session apologizing for what I was doing to you. Thereâs nothing to thank me for.â
âRemember the days you werenât assigned to me?â he asked. âBecause I do. No one else was gentle. Only you.â
âKethâraalâŚâ His name left your lips like a plea.
âWe are both here because of you,â he said firmly. His hand moved to your shoulder, pressing it gently until you finally met his gaze. âAnd I am grateful for that.â
You nodded, even though the guilt still sat like lead in your chest. No matter what he said, you werenât sure you would ever fully forgive yourself for what you had done to him in that lab.
Kethâraal lowered himself back to the floor, kneeling in front of you once more. His large hand came to rest on your knee, feeling warm despite the coolness of his skin. For a while, neither of you spoke. The silence was comfortable, natural. You let out a long, slow breath and allowed your body to relax into the quiet you had dreamed about for two years, his presence beside you, his gentle nature no longer just a memory.
His fingers began to tap a slow, rhythmic pattern against your knee. You had no idea he was matching the beat of your heart, but he did. He always knew how to calm you down since the beginning.
âSo⌠you didnât have anyone back home?â you asked, avoiding his gaze by pretending your half-eaten salad was suddenly fascinating.
âYou mean a mate?â he replied without hesitation, his masked eyes fixed on you, never letting you dodge.
You nodded, fidgeting with your fork.
âIs that what you mean, Naâkai?â he pressed, a clear tease in his tone.
âWhy do you want me to say it if you already know?â you groaned, reaching out to push his face away in embarrassment.
âBecause you react like this,â he said simply. âAnd I like it when the blood rises to your cheeks.â
Even without sweet words, the honesty made your heart jump inside your chest. He enjoyed your shyness. After years of survival and violence, your softness must have been something entirely new to him and it did make you feel special.
âDid you have a mate or not?â you asked, faking an exaggerated sigh before stuffing another bite of salad into your mouth.
âI donât remember,â he answered. âBut I wasnât blooded when I was captured, so I assume notâ
âAnd what about those two years you were travellingââ
âSurviving,â he corrected.
âRight, sorry. Surviving.â You set your fork down, food completely forgotten now.
âWhat about those years?â he asked, even though you were almost certain he already knew exactly what you were asking.
You kept your eyes fixed stubbornly on your plate. âDid you meet anyone?â
A soft clicking sound came from beneath the mask, almost amused.
âI did not have time to bond with anyone.â
âOh.â
âNor did I want to.â
Your fingers tightened around your fork.
âOh,â you repeated quieter this time.
Kethâraalâs mask tilted. âWhere is your mate, then?â He made a show of looking around the room before his maskâs eyes returned to you.
One of the maskâs lenses flashed white for a second, almost like a wink.
You stared at him. âDid you just wink at me?â
âNo.â
âYou absolutely did.â
âI am asking a question.â
You snorted despite yourself, shaking your head before mumbling, âRelationships are complicated these days. Who has time for that?â
But he clearly wasnât satisfied with your answer.
âSo you didnât bond with any humans?â he pressed.
âI went on a couple of dates, butââ
âDates?â He rose from the floor in one fluid motion and settled onto the couch beside you.
âYeah, itâs when two people go out to see if they matchââ
âDid you match with any of them?â His voice dropped lower as he tugged you toward him. Your torn shirt slipped again under the pull of his hand.
âThey were⌠niceââ you started, but the words vanished as his fingers caught the edge of the ripped fabric and lifted it higher.
âNice?â he echoed, the single word sounding dangerously unimpressed. Before you could protest, he pulled you smoothly onto his lap, your legs curling against your chest as his massive arms caged you against him.
âYeah, they were okay,â you shrugged, fingers
finding one of his dreadlocks and rubbing the thick, rubbery tip. âBut they didnât have⌠that something I was looking for.â
A low rumble started in his chest before he quickly silenced it, pretending nothing had happened. But you noticed. The way his body tensed beneath you, the subtle change in his breathing. And you were surprised by how much you enjoyed this side of him.
âThey werenât tall enough,â you added.
Kethâraal tilted his head. âBut youâre rather smallââ
âI like them massively tall, okay?â you interrupted, faking annoyance even as a smile tugged at your lips. He still wasnât catching the very obvious hint.
âAnd they were too⌠soft.â
âSoft?â He sounded genuinely confused. âAre you not all soft? Youâre huââ
Realization hit him mid-sentence. The vocoder couldnât hide the knowing click that followed.
âYou like them rough-skinned,â he murmured, tilting his head to press the side of his mask against your cheek. You burst into quiet giggles as he continued, âAnd tall.â His fingers pressed lightly into your ribs, making you squirm. âMaybe even green?â
A deep, thrumming purr rolled through his chest, the Yautja equivalent of a chuckle. In one smooth motion he dropped you onto the couch, your back hitting the cushions as he climbed over you. The furniture groaned under his weight. He caged you between his powerful forearms, dreadlocks falling around your face like a dark waterfall.
You nodded, biting your lip to hold back a grin.
âHmmâŚâ The low sound vibrated through him as he stared down at you. âWhere are you going to find a mate like that?â he teased. âI donât see anyone on Earth who matches your⌠specific preferences.â
âI donât mind if theyâre not from Earth,â you said, smiling up at him sweetly.
âYou are a very open-minded human,â he replied, nodding slowly. His clawed hand rose to cradle your cheek, a talon grazing your skin.
âDo you have anyone in mind you could introduce me to?â you smirked, tugging on two of his dreadlocks.
Kethâraal lowered his body instantly, pressing you deeper into the cushions. His mask hovered inches from your face.
âYou shouldnât play with a Yautjaâs locks,â he warned, voice dropping into a rougher tone.
âWhy not?â you asked, surprising yourself with your boldness.
âBecause,â he murmured, bumping his mask gently against your forehead, âI can feel everything.â
Your hands froze.
You knew his dreadlocks were sensitive, but you hadnât fully understood until now. The way his breathing grew heavier above you, rougher, more strained, made the realization sink in. Every touch had affected him far more than he let on.
You released his locks immediately. He exhaled sharply, as if you had been holding his very life in your palms.
Slowly, his forehead dropped to your shoulder, his massive body enveloping you completely. His arms and legs caged you on the couch, yet instead of feeling trapped, you felt safe. Exactly where you wanted to be.
âWhere is your hair ring?â you asked softly, remembering the single ornate bead he used to wear on one of his locks.
He lifted his head, bringing you eye to eye with the dark voids of his mask. âI took it off after my clan rejected me. But I keep it safe.â
âIt was your only memento,â you murmured. In the back of your mind, a quiet thought started forming. Maybe I could give him a new one. Something to come back to. Someone to belong to.
He didnât belong on Earth⌠but perhaps he could belong with you.
The thought made your heart miss a beat. What are you even thinking?
âCan IâŚ?â you whispered, hands rising hesitantly toward his mask. Your fingers curled around the edges. The lenses flashed red for a brief second , startled, before you gently lifted it away.
The mask dropped to the floor with a heavy thud.
Without it, his mandibles flexed and parted, the vibrant green of his eyes finding you. They were stunning up close, intense and strangely vulnerable as they searched yours. You whispered his name and his eyes fluttered shut. A soft series of clicks escaped him as he pressed his forehead to yours.
âDaâto thwei,â he rumbled in his native tongue, the words low and intimate. His hands cradled the back of your head, talons carefully threading through your hair as he rubbed his forehead gently against yours.
He seemed lighter without the mask. Freer. As if speaking without the translatorâs barrier allowed him to finally breathe. His body relaxed fully against yours, native clicks and rumbles leaving him effortlessly.
âIf youâre saying you missed meâŚâ you murmured, unaware of the true weight of his words, âI missed you too.â
In his language, however, he had already claimed you. Completely.
âCan you stay longer?â you whispered. âThereâs so much I want to tell you.â
But Kethâraal was already reaching for his mask.
âNo, wait, please.â You caught his wrist. âI donât have the courage to say this while you can understand me . I⌠I want you to stay. I want you to come back to me after every hunt. I want to be yourââ
His hand moved quickly, pressing two fingers gently against your lips, silencing you. He slipped the helmet back on and shook his head, the red glow of his lenses steady on you.
âYouâre not going to tell me what you just said, are you?â
âNo,â you breathed, a small, shy smirk tugging at your lips. âNot yet.â
âAre you going to tell me what you whispered in Yautja earlier?â you continued.
âNo.â He pulled you up from the couch with, your hands resting in his open palms.
âThen weâre even.â You smiled brightly up at him. His head tilted at the sight, as if wanting to commit this moment to his memory.
âYou will tell me eventually,â he said, his thumb brushing beneath the scar on your cheek.
âYouâll have to come back to me if you want to find out.â
âIs that so, cunning human?â A deep chuckle rumbled through his chest.
You shrugged playfully, âdonât underestimate me. Humans evolved by outsmarting bigger predators like you.â
âSo youâre tricking me into coming back?â
âExactly.â
Kethâraal let out another amused click. âI would return even if you didnât want me here. I need to check on the soft humanââ
âOw!â He feigned pain when you slapped his arm, rubbing the spot dramatically.
âDonât talk down to a blooded warrior, Kethâraal.â
âMy apologies,â he replied, the translator somehow making the words sound anything but sorry.
You plopped back onto the couch, crossing your legs and folding your arms.
âSo youâre a marine biologist now?â Kethâraal asked, settling on the floor across from you. He mirrored your posture, head tilting slightly to the left in that familiar, curious way.
âHow do you know?â You raised your eyebrows in mock surprise. âWere you stalking me?â
He didnât miss a beat. âYour robe has it written on it.â He smoothly avoided answering the stalking question.
You glanced at the white lab coat draped over the chair and muttered, âRightâŚâ
Something hot erupted in your chest at the thought that he might have been watching over you these past two years, keeping his distance for your safety.
âIâm just a junior researcher,â you continued, âbut I like it. Itâs quieter. Safer.â
He nodded slowly, absorbing every word.
âI mostly work with marine mammals right now. Orcas, specifically.â You shifted on the couch, stretching your legs out with a soft sigh and leaning back against the armrest. The tension in your shoulders finally began to ease.
Kethâraal rose from the floor without a word. The couch creaked in protest as he sat at the far end, his big frame taking up most of the space. You started to pull your legs back to give him room, but his hand caught your ankle gently, tugging you toward him until your legs rested across his lap.
Your breath caught.
His large hand settled warmly on top of your thigh, his thumb brushing slow, absent circles against the fabric of your pants. You froze for only a moment before scooting closer. When his arm lifted in a quiet invitation, you leaned into his side, resting against the cold wall of his torso.
It felt almost too natural.
You knew Yautja werenât like humans. They werenât supposed to crave gentle touch or closeness the same way. And yet here he was, initiating the touch, pulling you closer, offering the exact comfort you hadnât realized you had been starving for.
Or maybe⌠he needed it too.
He had always been proud, sometimes even arrogant about his strength and skill. But this was different. This wasnât pride. This was quiet certainty. He knew you wanted to be closer. He could read every racing heartbeat, every change in your breathing and he gave you exactly what you needed without hesitation.
It was pure confidence.
And it made your stomach twist with something like pleasure. You bit the inside of your cheek hard, fighting the sudden, overwhelming urge to ask him to claim you the way only a Yautja could.
Your time in the lab had taught you far more about Yautja than most humans would ever know, their traditions, their rigid hierarchy, even the brutal reality of how they reproduced. That last part still made you nervous.
Yautja mating wasnât simple or gentle. It was a ritual. The strongest were chosen and the much larger, more dominant females left scars on their mates, breaking their spines before carrying their children. Kethâraal had quietly admitted earlier that he had never been claimed. Never gone through that rite. Which meantâŚ
He was untouched.
The realization sent a fresh wave of heat rushing to your face. The arrogant, reckless young hunter you had met in the lab had been all bluster and show. But this version of him, calmer, quieter, radiating confidence, felt entirely different. He wasnât showing off anymore. He simply knew his worth. He knew what he wanted.
And he knew he could have you.
Kethâraalâs finger curled, the cool tip gently brushing your flushed cheek. His head tilted in silent question: Why are you blushing again?
You let out a nervous laugh and quickly changed the subject.
âYou know, when I started here, I never expected to end up studying orcas,â you said, eyes fixed on your fidgeting fingers. âIt felt like the universe was pulling a prank on me.â
His thumb kept tracing circles over your knee as he listened.
âOrcas are the apex predators of the ocean,â you continued.
His head tilted further. âYou have a favorite?â
You blinked.
That was his question? Out of all questions?
âWhat if I do?â you asked, fighting back a grin.
âTell me where this orca isââ
âIâm joking, Kethâraal,â you laughed, pressing your lips together to keep from bursting out. His masked gaze stayed locked on you, clearly expecting a real answer.
You reached out, resting your left hand on his broad chest. âI canât communicate with them the same way I do with you,â you murmured, rubbing gentle circles over the hard plating as if trying to calm the heart you could feel beating faster beneath your palm.
You were fighting a losing battle with yourself, the urge to tease him just a little more, to push until you drew out those frustrated growls from under his mask.
You wanted to see the beast he kept so carefully leashed.
He stayed silent after that, still, as you continued rubbing your hand over his chest.
Yet his arm slid around your shoulders, his large hand stroking protectively down your arm while he searched for words.
âI have some books on orcas I could show youââ You started to pull away, but his grip on your arm tightened instantly, tugging you back against him.
You yelped, the sound quickly turning into a suppressed laugh as your lips twitched with a smile.
âKethâraalâŚâ you called softly.
No response. Not a tilt of his head, not a single click. He kept his gaze lowered, arm still wrapped around you like a steel band.
You whispered his name again, tapping his chest. When that earned you nothing, you decided to make a bolder attempt to get his attention. Lifting your legs from his lap, you turned and straddled him fully, knees sinking into the cushions on either side of his massive thighs.
His fists clenched and unclenched at his sides, as if he didnât know whether he was allowed to touch you or not.
Your hands settled on his broad chest. Only then did the full weight of your compromising position hit you, sitting on his lap, straddling him like this, with nothing but thin fabric between you.
A nervous chuckle escaped you as you tried to climb off, terrified by your impulsiveness.
But before you could, his bionic hand caught your thigh, squeezing once, making you gasp.
âI thoughtââ
âDonât leave,â he said, voice rough through the mask. His hand slid from your thigh to your lower back, claws grazing lightly over your clothes. Your already torn shirt slipped further down your shoulder and you quickly tugged it back up.
âYour face,â he murmured, his knuckles brushing your burning cheek. âItâs all red again.â
âItâs just⌠hot in here,â you exhaled, fanning yourself weakly.
âHow do humans usually cool their skin?â he asked, sounding genuinely curious, though the way his other hand joined the first at your lower back, locking around you, felt far from innocent.
âSweat⌠or by taking a shower,â you answered, slowly allowing yourself to sit fully on his lap despite the burn under your skin.
âHow do you produce sweat quickly?â His thumbs stroked up and down your back, sending shivers across your spine.
âExercise, mostly. If we move fast and long enough⌠we sweat.â
âRightâŚâ he rumbled. âIâll keep that in mind.â
Then he finally lifted his head and looked straight at you.
And for a moment, you forgot how to breathe.
Your eyes stayed locked on the dark voids of his mask, every sense heightened to the point of a meltdown. You were somehow still straddling his lap, your thighs spread wide and your backside pressed against his crotch. His body was solid and cool beneath you, pulling you in like a moth to freezing flame.
You couldnât help yourself but imagine his arms locking around you, holding you while your mouth found the exposed skin of his neck, tongue tracing lines as he fought not to make a sound. Your heart hammered wildly in your chest, loud enough that you knew he could hear every beat. He could read you so easily, it was almost unfair.
You drew in a shaky breath and forced yourself to climb off his lap.
This is insane. Heâs a Yautja. You donât belong with him. A bond like this isnât even possible⌠right?
He let you go without resistance this time. His hands slipped from your waist, leaving your skin colder than before. Only then did his chest begin to move again, as if he had been holding his breath the entire time you were pressed against him.
âWant to know why I chose marine biology?â you asked softly, offering him a small smile. You crawled a little closer and pressed a quick, shy kiss to his bicep before pulling back.
Kethâraal glanced down at the spot you had kissed, then lifted his head to stare at you.
âIt was the closest thing to alien biology I could find,â you admitted, eyes dropping to his lap. âSomething that⌠reminded me of you.â
A long second of silence passed, as if registering your words before he spoke.
âI kept your voice in my helmetâs audio log.â
Your mouth fell open, the sudden confession hitting you harder than anything you had just admitted. You stared at him, stunned into silence.
He kept recordings of me?
A series of soft, uncertain clicks escaped him. He looked down at his lap, almost⌠shyly.
You tried to speak, but no sound came out. Your mouth simply stayed parted, heart racing as the weight of his words settled over you.
He had kept your voice with him? This whole time?
Kethâraal drew in a deep breath, exhaling roughly through his mask. âWe use recordings like that to lure prey,â he admitted, almost to himself. âBut I kept yours. I listened to it⌠sometimes.â
He didnât elaborate further. He didnât need to really. The honesty behind the words was enough to steal the air from your lungs. You had a thousand questions, when had he recorded you? How often did he listen? Why did he listen⌠but you didnât push. Not tonight.
âIt gets lonely,â he continued, his voice quieter âwhen the whole galaxy is hunting you.â His arm slid behind your back, fingers splaying possessively over your waist as he pulled you closer.
âCan I hear it?â you asked, settling against him.
He let out a short, rough sound, almost a scoff, clearly amused and shook his head.
âMaybe some other time.â
âSo there will be another time,â you teased, tilting your head. âWhat is this? Are you trying to convince me to see you again?â
âAs if I need to convince you.â He lowered his head until his masked forehead rested against yours. âI still have things to settle on your planet.â
âMmm? Like what?â you murmured, hands instinctively rising to cradle the sides of his head, pressing your forehead firmly to his.
âMuch more⌠urgent things.â His actual voice bled through the mask, rough and strained.
He pushed you back slowly until your spine met the couch cushions for the second time tonight, his massive frame hovering over you. His hands captured your wrists, pinning them above your head.
Well⌠that was a first.
His dominance was smooth yet quiet, making you melt under him.
âSo you missed me so much,â he rumbled, amusement clear even through the translator, âthat you started studying something that reminded you of me?â
âRoughly,â you countered, biting back a smile. âNothing compares to real alien biology. Itâs one of a kind.â
A deep chuckle vibrated through his chest. âWe are one of a kind.â
âYou think youâre special?â you challenged, tugging at your wrists just to be difficult.
He held them firmly above your head with one hand, pressing you deeper into the couch. âAm I not?â
âYouâre more arrogant than I remember,â you huffed.
âOr maybe I simply know what I mean to you now.â His voice dropped lower, with that calm, unshakable confidence.
âYou canât possibly know,â you protested. âIâve never told you.â
âEven without the translator, I would still know how you feel about me.â
Your heart pounded hard once before it went back to normal. âAnd how do you feel about me?â
Kethâraalâs head dipped closer, his masked face hovering just above yours. As he leaned in, the braided necklace around his neck slipped free from the edge of his armor. The emerald green stone swung gently between you, catching the lamplight and gleaming with a soft, inner glow. It looked strangely⌠earthly. You werenât sure if it actually was, but the color and polish made you curious.
He didnât bother tucking it back. Both his hands were occupied pinning your wrists and he clearly had no intention of letting you go.
His broad chest pressed heavier against yours as he let out a slow breath, the cool stone now brushing lightly against your sternum with every small movement.
This was it.
After two years of waiting, of wondering, of aching, this was the moment you had been waiting for.
How do you feel about me?
But then his gauntlet shattered the moment with a loud, insistent beep.
You gasped before you realised, Kethâraal was already on his feet, lifting you with him as though you weighed nothing. His arms wrapped around you, crushing you against his chest in a needy embrace. He rested his helmeted head atop yours, whispering a low apology that vibrated through you.
Before you could speak, he lifted his mask just enough to expose his mandibles. He guided your hand upward, pressing your palm between them. His hot breath ghosted over your skin as he inhaled your scent deeply.
The intimacy of it had you staring because this wasnât just a gesture. It felt like a kiss. An actual one. The one you would read on old fairytales where the knight presses his lips to a royaltyâs hand to show his devotion.
Your skin burned where he breathed you in and just as quickly, he lowered the mask again. His hands rose to cradle your face, thumbs stroking tenderly beneath your eyes as if memorizing every detail. You didnât need to ask if he had to leave. It was written in every urgent movement, every silent apology.
Your eyes stung, your throat tightened as you desperately tried to hold onto the moment, the way he felt, the faint tremble in his hands as he fought not to hold you too hard, the rough exhale that sounded like it physically hurt him to let you go.
âKeep this for me,â he said quietly.
He reached behind his neck and tore off the braided cord with a single sudden tug. The emerald stone dangled from it and when you opened your palm, he didnât drop it there. Instead, he pressed his closed fist against your chest, right over your heart. Only then did he slowly open his fingers, letting the necklace settle against you.
It didnât feel like a simple gift. It was heavier than that. Deeper. More like a promise. A piece of him he was leaving behind for you to guard.
You covered his fist with your hand, holding it there against your heart.
And then he was gone.
Months passed before you saw him again.
And when he finally returned⌠it felt like the last time you ever would.
a/n: itâs always so lovely coming back to you guys, hope this one compensates for my absence đ Iâd love to hear your thoughts on this cute little chapter! Also Kethâraal acting all jealous wasnât in my plans but I just love imagining him all grumpy and bothered because of his feelings đł and the way he held mcâs throat to hear the vibrations of their voice??? still not over đŤŁ)
Metahuman with super healing powers whose entire job is that once a week they go to a nearby hospital and are put into a medically induced coma for 24 hours while all their organs and blood are harvested, and kept there until they've healed up again.
They get paid a small stipend by the Heroes Council for this, and they live off that.
No crime fighting, no obvious heroics, and they only took a Super Identity because it's technically hero's council policy. Nobody's ever seen them in a cape.
Every so often the Heroes council will release an official report to the public, and there'll be another bunch of news articles wondering how some unknown super calling themselves 'Meat Factory' somehow consistently holds the record for most lives saved across the city.
It is essential to my vision that they are not at all sanctimonious about this.
Like, they regularly act like they're getting away with something. They joke about how they get to earn money in their sleep. They show up to their hospital visits in deliberately ridiculous disguises, on the excuse that they need to 'protect their identity'.
Part of their employment contract is that they get served the same post-operation vanilla ice cream that they normally hand out on the childrens' ward. Also a sticker. Their overnight bag is covered in stickers.
Okay, Meat Factory is awesome and hilarious, but if they're being harvested for and regenerating absolutely everything, may I suggest an alternative super name: Theseus.