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~ where nicholas and euijoo finally get some alone time after being on tour for months…

cw: romantic nichojoo, fwb, oral sex, dry humping, switch ncej, kei & other members hear them, lmk if i missed anything !!

ps: this is the first oneshot i’m ever posting so i hope u guys like it !

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late at night, byun euijoo always caught himself thinking about his best friend, wang yixiang, or better known as nicholas. his mind would wander, the possibilities endless… however, deep down, he knew that nicholas would never let him do any of it… right?

all of his sensual, intimate, after-dark fantasies consisted of reoccurring patterns: nicholas letting euijoo have his way with him; turning the tables to let ej relieve some of the tension he’d been building up for months, his hands tangled in nicholas’ hair…

truthfully, euijoo has had a wet dream about nicholas for days on end, almost every other night, and there’s no cure to them other than to actually carry them out. and, yes, it might have been the only thing on his mind for weeks, but euijoo has never been the type to make such a bold move before knowing how the other person feels.

but tonight, that all changes.

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for a few months already, &team has been on tour, and this time, all 9 members were forced to share 2 rooms between themselves as they were only staying in paris for one night. knowing this, euijoo knew that he would most likely have to either keep quiet, or suppress his perverted fantasies as a whole for the entire night, hoping none of the members he was sharing a room with would suspect or hear a thing. and while he did feel just a little guilty deep down for not trying to push down his desires about the person he cared about the most, he also secretly, desperately hoped that nicholas felt even slightly the same way about him.

euijoo was sharing a room with 3 other members—fuma, kei, and nicholas, and at around 11pm, fuma and kei had decided to go out for food with maki and yuma, leaving nicholas and euijoo alone, with jo, harua, and taki in the room next door to them. ej scrolled aimlessly on his phone through video after video of the same nonsense he most likely wouldn’t remember watching in about 2 minutes. nicholas also lay in his own bed across the room, watching some boring youtube video about god knows what. suddenly, he turned off his phone, putting it down on the bed and discarding it there. he stood up, walking slowly over to the bed in which euijoo slumped in.

he saw nicholas out of the corner of his eye, turning to look at him in a suspicious manner.

“what are you doing?” euijoo chuckled softly, letting out a groan of discomfort as nicholas crawled onto the bed and lay on top of him.

“agh- you’re heavy,” he scoffed playfully, huffing as he placed his hands on the back of nicholas’ head, holding him closer.

“i’m just glad that we finally have some alone time,” he replied, wrapping his arms around euijoo’s waist and clasping his fingers together against his back, nuzzling his cheek onto euijoo’s chest.

“mhm? how come?” ej asked, moving one of his hands to play gently with the boy’s pastel pink hair, almost petting him like a cat. it was as if they fit perfectly together like puzzle pieces, and the warmth between the two felt oddly enticing.

nicholas took the invitation, lifting his head up to look into his eyes, their brown irises glistening in the dim, warm light of the hotel room.

“why do you think, juju?” nicholas chuckled in disbelief, being surprised that he hadn’t realised yet what he meant. he rested his chin back on euijoo’s chest, giving him a slightly suggestive look as if to indirectly tell him what he wanted.

after a few moments, euijoo finally caught on.

“nichooo…” he replied in an annoyed whine, realising what he meant. he sighed, reluctantly answering in a quiet voice. “i thought we said we weren’t going to do this again…”

“i didn’t say we were going to do anything.” nicholas smirked, chuckling slightly at how euijoo’s ears flushed at the idea. he could tell that the suggestion made him shy, and unusually more shy than any other time they’d flirted in the past month. it intrigued nicholas more than usual, too.

“yeah, but you suggested it…” euijoo huffed, looking back at nicholas’ smug expression, his hungry, needy eyes being a dead giveaway of his intentions. a subtle blush crept upon euijoo’s cheeks, and the way nicholas looked at him made his head spin. sure, they flirted here and there, but this time felt different.

something more intimate, more tense filled the atmosphere between them, their gazes alone speaking louder volumes than their words.

nicholas simply smirked, feeling entranced by the boy’s flushed, round cheeks and his reddened ears. the way euijoo’s eyes darted around the room—anywhere but into nicholas’—made him giggle, slowly remembering how shy and nervous he would get when flirted with like this.

nicholas spoke up, amused by euijoo’s embarrassed demeanour.

“can i kiss you, juju? please?”

his eyes widened, cheeks flushing hotter still. no matter how many times they might’ve kissed already, it still made euijoo timid at the mere thought of it. he nodded, his fingers still twirling strands of nicholas’ pink hair nervously as he waited. he sat up slightly as nicholas propped himself up with his hands on either of euijoo’s shoulders, their faces barely a few inches apart and their noses almost touching. looking at each other from eye-level somehow felt much more intimate than before, and it awoke something in the two that felt nearly indescribable. whatever it was, the heat burned within them, their breath quickening as euijoo’s lips brushed against nicholas’.

ej grasped the back of nicholas’ neck, fingers tangled in his pastel hair as his other hand cupped his cheek, pulling him closer and melting into the kiss, lips intertwining, their movements slow and their touch hungry. nicholas desperately reached out for euijoo’s face, holding either side of his jaw with a slight grip. he shuffled forwards to straddle euijoo’s hips, almost laying him down by accident as he sat comfortably in his lap. their hands were somewhat frantic in their dazed, worked-up state; nicholas’ slender hands snaked around euijoo’s slim waist, running his fingertips against the soft skin and pulling him closer as they deepened the kiss, still suppressing any kind of whimpers or noises they didn’t dare to let out. or at least not yet.

“ah.. nicho…” euijoo sighed between kisses, his hands gripping the long, pink hair on the back of nicholas’ neck to stop himself from getting too overwhelmed. his heart was racing and his cheeks burned so hot that anyone would’ve assumed he had a fever, as did nicholas’—his heavy breathing slowly turned into what sounded like a whine as his outgrown nails dug slightly into the warm skin on euijoo’s back, his forehead forming beads of sweat already.

“fuck, juju…” he groaned, subconsciously moving his hips in euijoo’s lap as he tilted his head even further, their noses bumping against each other in a desperate manner. euijoo whined softly, moving one of his hands to nicholas’ hip, and slowly shifting it across his lower back to hoist him closer by his ass. nicholas’ legs were now wrapped around euijoo’s hips, leaning onto him as they sat chest to chest with no room between them. his hands were large in comparison to where he grasped tightly at euijoo’s waist, and it made nicholas’ legs tremble slightly, getting worked up from how hot euijoo’s skin was against his palms, and the small area of his figure in his firm, possessive grip.

“a-ah— weno, please… i- t-too much…” euijoo whined, calling nicholas the nickname he would use when he wanted something from him. his grasp grew tighter, firmer even, on nicholas’ ass in an attempt to hold him even closer, sitting up properly to make more space between them that they could close.

despite ej saying that it was ‘too much’ for him, this was exactly where he wanted to be, and he had no intentions of stopping nicholas from doing whatever he wanted in that moment. it was filthy—the way their lips lingered on each other’s for a little too long, the way their breathing became heavier and quicker, the whimpers they would let out when the friction between them became overwhelming—it was so intimate that even their clothes felt like they were intruding.

nicholas fumbled with the loose fabric around euijoo’s torso, struggling to pull it up as they separated their lips. ej chuckled, becoming amused at the desperate sight unfolding in front of him.

“slow down, nicho,” he smirked, caressing his cheek gently, before lifting the shirt off by himself and tossing it on the floor, discarding it as it quickly became forgotten in the midst of their tension. nicholas’ hands roamed eagerly over euijoo’s abdomen, up his back and across his chest. nicholas was utterly entranced as if he’d never seen him shirtless before, and it thoroughly entertained euijoo. he felt praised, worshipped even, and it only aroused him further.

a wide grin spread across his lips as he watched nicholas, seemingly putting on some kind of show for his juju; only they were allowed to see each other this way.

“god damn, juju…” nicholas muttered under his breath, his voice soft and desperate. he looked at euijoo as if he was bowing down to him, as if he owed his life to him. it made euijoo chuckle, slightly embarrassed at the sudden admiration, but he wasn’t complaining, especially when he had nicholas wrapped around his finger like this.

euijoo held nicholas’ jaw, forcing himself to meet his gaze, looking into his eyes as if he were prey.

“you look so pretty right now…” euijoo huffed, smirking as he met the boy’s flushed expression.

“take your shirt off,” he insisted, already toying with the hem of nicholas’ shirt by the time he’d asked.

nicholas did as he was told, quickly discarding it on the floor near to where euijoo’s already forgotten shirt lay. he leaned in for another kiss, his lips desperately longing to feel ej’s again—you would’ve thought he’d been touch-deprived by the hunger in his actions.

euijoo whined slightly, then pulled away from the kiss, catching his breath.

“nicho—…” he giggled, highly amused at the boy’s desperation to be touched. nicholas opened his mouth to speak up, but ej quickly shushed him.

“shh-shhh… let me take care of you, yeah?” euijoo tangled his hands in nicholas’ hair, leaning down so that his nose brushed against his neck, pressing his lips gently against the warm skin.

“is this okay?” he whispered, earning a whiny ‘mhm’ from nicholas in response. euijoo smirked against his neck, chuckling softly before peppering more light kisses, being careful to not get too eager too quickly. nicholas wrapped his arms around euijoo’s waist once again, finding a slither of comfort in the close proximity between them in the middle of such an intimate, personal moment.

euijoo leaned down even further, his hand resting on the crook between nicholas’ neck and shoulder as he lowered his head to begin pressing firmer pecks down nicholas’ torso, his other hand caressing his thigh. ej whimpered, the tension between them almost suffocating as his head lowered further, dangerously close to the cause behind this whole situation.

“are you always this needy, or is it because we haven’t been able to do this in a while?” euijoo smirked, teasing slightly as he pressed his last kiss on nicholas’ lower abdomen, looking up at him to catch a glimpse of his swollen lips and rosy cheeks. god, that was a sight to see.

nicholas groaned, getting frustrated from being pent up, and because of ej’s teasing.

“juju, please… i need—…”

“need what, hm?”

“…you,” nicholas whined, his breath shaky with frustration.

“ask nicely, weno.”

“…please, wiju. please?”

“unbuckle it.” euijoo quickly demanded, his hands stuttering as he tried to remove nicholas’ belt, ultimately failing. nicholas complied, swiftly pulling out the belt from his jean loops, tossing it on the floor and starting to unbutton his jeans, quickly pulling down the zipper as euijoo helped him to pull them down his thighs and off of his ankles.

“lay back,” he insisted, kneeling on the bed between nicholas’ parted legs. “you okay?”

“mhmm,” he nodded, his voice trembling and whiny already.

“god, i haven’t even touched you properly and you’re already this worked up? impressive…”

“shut up and take my boxers off, juju.”

“hm.. doesn’t sound like a polite request to me, weno.” euijoo teased, prolonging nicholas’ already tense, aroused demeanour just to get a reaction out of him.

nicholas scoffed, sighing frustratedly at his attempt at teasing when he was already so pent-up.

“ask nicely.” euijoo insisted.

nicholas was hesitant, but replied accordingly anyways. he knew he wouldn’t get what he wanted if he denied.

“…please, wiju?”

euijoo licked his lips, biting them. “show off for me, first. then i’ll give you what you want.”

nicholas huffed, sounding annoyed even though he was quite the opposite; the idea of touching himself with somebody—his juju, especially—drove him crazy just thinking about it. he obeyed reluctantly, caressing down his own torso from his neck, then slowly down from his chest to his hips, stopping at the waistband of his boxers. euijoo’s breath hitched, practically in a trance as he sat back and watched the show that nicholas put on for him.

“fuck, nicho…” he murmured, becoming slightly breathless and shy at the sight before him. he shifted where he sat, his pants growing tighter by the second. the soft breeze from the open window also didn’t help his arousal, only made it worse, sending shivers down his spine as the hairs on his back stood up.

“you still want me to…?” he asked, his demeanour having shifted from confident and demanding to slightly more shy.

“please.” nicholas whined again, spreading his legs wider for him. euijoo crawled down the bed toward him, settling on his stomach with his head between nicholas’ thighs, trembling hands caressing his hips. he lowered his head to press a nervous kiss to nicholas’ tip, his lips still slightly swollen from kissing earlier, his peck feather-light—just enough to make nicholas squirm, resting his head back on the pillows as he sighed, a wave of relief rushing over him.

after a couple more gentle kisses, euijoo finally tightened his grip on nicholas’s hips, sinking his head down to throat his length. the sudden sensation made nicholas gasp, a soft moan passing his lips subconsciously. he was already dazed, pupils already blown out from one quick stroke, grasping ej’s hair to not only ground himself, but to push his head down further, earning a choked whine from nicholas.

“ah- o-oh my god, jju…” nicholas gasped, grabbing fistfuls of ej’s soft, brown hair as his head bobbed up and down, small whines leaving his mouth every time he lowered his head. euijoo hollowed out his cheeks, making them both moan, nicholas’ legs beginning to tremble; euijoo held them down in an attempt to ground him, wanting him to feel as comfortable as possible.

“jju- juju— fuck, i-i’m gonna— ah— juju, oh my god—“ nicholas whimpered, letting out a hiccuped moan as he came, holding down euijoo’s head subconsciously. ej lifted his head up, panting as he looked at nicholas’ flushed, wrecked appearance, sure that he looked almost the same; his hair was messed up from how hard it was gripped, his cheeks rosy and flushed, and his lips glistening in the dim light.

nicholas was still catching his breath as he spoke up. “fuck, juju… t-that…” he huffed, panting slightly as he looked down to see euijoo’s reddened face and ears. it made him giggle softly, a little breathless in whatever he did; the sight of each other being so wrecked after barely one round amused the other, both of them chuckling shyly as they made eye contact—no matter how many times they do this, they will always get shy after each round without fail.

“was that good?” euijoo questioned, his voice a little timid even after what he’d just done.

“you’re teasing me.” nicholas smiled, suspecting that he was joking around. “please tell me you’re kidding, juju. ‘cause that was probably the best i’ve had in a while,” he nudged euijoo’s arm playfully, before hoisting him up so that ej could rest his head on nicholas’ chest, cuddling each other as their eyes drooped, both of them growing a little tired. they both giggled softly, euijoo nuzzling his face into the crook of nicholas’ neck.

“god, you’re so hot, weno.” ej sighed, cuddling closer to him. nicholas chuckled, replying quick-wittedly even when tired.

“i also think that was probably the hottest thing i’ve ever seen you do… but i’ll take the compliment, too.” he huffed, holding euijoo against him by his shoulders.

“shut up.” euijoo whined against nicholas’ neck, feeling a little shy still about what they did. lifting his head up, he asks, “do you think anyone heard us?”

“eh, maybe… but so what? let them hear.”

“nicholas!!”

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the next morning, they were still cuddled up to each other, yet clothed this time.

however, as nicholas woke up first, he opened his eyes to see kei sat on the bed beside the one him and ej lay in, scrolling on his phone.

“ah, good morning…” nicholas groaned, still greeting kei even in his half-awake state.

“looks like you slept well,” kei teased, referring to the sleepy brown-haired boy who remained lay beside nicholas, ej’s head resting on his chest. he gave a tired ‘mhm’ in response, not realising what he was talking about as the words went in one ear and out of the other when he was this sleepy.

“y’know, i actually didn’t sleep in here last night,” kei carried on, seeming to nicholas that he was trying to go somewhere with his comments. kei smirked, knowing exactly what he was getting at.

“hmm? how come?” nicholas questioned, still oblivious to kei’s blatant teasing. he looked over, and only when nicholas caught his smug expression did he start to realise where he was going.

“you weren’t exactly that quiet, nicholas.”

his face immediately flushed, quickly catching onto his hints, although he pretended not to understand.

“ah- w-what?”

kei chuckled. “don’t play dumb now, nicho. we didn’t stay out for that long, so when i came back to the room and heard you guys from outside, i knew it was probably best to leave you guys to it and sleep in the other room.”

all nicholas could do was groan in frustration and embarrassment, covering his face with the hand that euijoo wasn’t laying on.

“maybe don’t tell juju about that… i don’t think he’ll ever recover from knowing that we could be heard from outside.” he practically begged kei to keep it from euijoo, knowing how embarrassed he would be by it.

“was it just you who heard?”

kei smirked, shaking his head as he looked back at his phone.

~ where, even during taki’s birthday live, they just can’t keep their hands to themselves…

cw: romantic ncej, fwb, oral sex, top!nc, bottom!ej, dry humping, semi-public sex??? i think, k and taki hear them, lmk if i missed anything!

wc: 3.6k

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a long, long week and a half of promotions, performances, and fanmeets had exhausted them. it wasn’t often that they got like this, not even after their debut comeback—but this time felt different. the schedules were jam-packed with activities and filming and even hosting shows, all with very small breaks between them if any at all, and, to say the least, they definitely all had some stress to release in one way or another.

and nicholas and euijoo seemed to have similar ideas as to how they could relieve their stress.

the way that they always did.

however, it’s not just that they were simply touch-deprived, it’s that they were desperate. desperate to get even a slight taste of each other even if it meant almost getting caught.

both of them knew they shouldn’t be doing this. they were idols, after all. all this touching, kissing, and whatever else they wanted, they knew that they shouldn’t be indulging in this—in each other. but they wanted it so badly; so badly that they just couldn’t help themselves.

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nicholas and euijoo had just finished up an 02z live in one of the small rooms which are designated specifically for lives, only furnished with two chairs and a single computer, and were finally able to let their guard down. it was just them now—all alone with nobody watching anymore. no audience to perform to; even though they adored luné, they could only be truly themselves in each other’s presence, and were now able to get their hands on each other instead of locking fingers in the dark beneath the desk, trying their best to not get caught.

in the small time frame between each schedule they had to attend, they simply couldn’t stop themselves, and in feeling the heat of the tension between them, euijoo swiftly sat himself in nicholas’ lap, shuffling into a comfortable position atop of him. he discarded the second chair on the opposite side of the room—they wouldn’t be needing it.

“hello to you too,” laughing, nicholas teased him, taking euijoo’s face with one of his hands as he toyed with the longer, soft brown-coloured strands of hair on the back of the younger boy’s neck, his other hand snaking around his waist in a possessive manner.

“hi,” euijoo replied, giggling alongside him. he was usually giddy during their more intimate moments, but not as smiley and flushed as he was in that moment. he caressed nicholas’ back, holding him closer so they were chest-to-chest.

“a little eager, aren’t you?” another teasing laugh came from nicholas, finding amusement in euijoo’s unexpected and already worked-up state.

their hands wandered wherever they pleased, more than hungry to feel the warmth of each other’s skin against their palms. as nicholas hoisted euijoo closer to him, both hands on his ass, euijoo huffed slightly as he lay his head on nicholas’ shoulder, his overwhelming and heightened emotions stirring deep and desirous in the pit of his stomach.

euijoo contemplated his response before giggling again, burying his face into nicholas’ sweater as his cheeks flushed purely out of embarrassment.

“maybe i am, but i can’t help it… especially not when you’re so obviously teasing me on live, being all smart while knowing there’s nothing i can do about it.” he sighed, whining, clinging onto the toned arm which held him by the waist. after scoffing playfully, nicholas responded.

“i also can’t stop myself from teasing you when you’re constantly acting up and being so adorable infront of luné.” he chuckled, caressing the soft figure of euijoo’s slim waist through his jacket, feeling his rising body heat against his palms. “i also think you might’ve had too much to drink, juju.”

euijoo shuffled in nicholas’ lap as he lifted his head, cheeks blushing an even deeper shade of reddish-pink, similar to the colour of his ears after drinking. “i only had a few drinks… and so did you!” he exclaimed, scoffing as he pretended to act annoyed, and then, only once, lightly punched nicholas’ arm.

“ouch!?” a flustered giggle escaped from nicholas’ mouth as his grin practically spread from ear to ear, nudging him back. “you don’t wanna do this, juju.” he teased, playfully warning him.

“what if i do?” euijoo snickered, nudging nicholas’ arm a second time in an attempt to frustrate him. and, oddly enough, his subtly flirtatious demeanour must’ve made nicholas realise something—something that trapped his words in his throat as if they wouldn’t dare to escape, and directed his glances to wander to euijoo’s lips more than they usually did. something clicked—something that made the air between them feel impossibly thicker, a blanket of tension wrapping around them. stuttered words, slurred thoughts, stolen glances at each other’s lips as a tongue darted out briefly to wet them as if in preparation for something. anything.

euijoo’s breath hitched slightly at the mere sight of nicholas’ now glossy lips, unable to divert his gaze away.

“you want something, juju?” nicholas cooed teasingly, almost making fun of him for being so easily tempted. his eyes darted briefly to euijoo’s quivering lips, before meeting his eyes; the gaze he was met with was simply primal and hungry. hungry for more.

the only indication that came from ej was a soft hum of agreement and a shy nod of his head, and nicholas’ cocky tone became more prominent, more confident through euijoo’s unprovoked submission. he was basically nicholas’ to toy with however he pleased, however he saw fit.

there was no remaining lighting but the dim haze from the forgotten computer screen, their secrets hidden in the dark, their desires buried in the shadows; the only place where no one would ever find them.

they slowly leaned into each other, feeling warm breaths linger on the other’s lips and their foreheads press together; the faint drone of slow, almost sensual music unironically playing in the background only fuelled their needs more as their lips collided in a shared state of desperation and touch-starvation, pent-up frustrations and a need to put their hands on each other’s bodies.

nicholas’ hands snuck beneath the fabric of euijoo’s camo print zip-up in wanting to feel his soft skin against his own calloused palms, the gentle touch making ej shiver. the tension between them only made things worse, the sensation becoming quickly overwhelming for someone as sensitive as euijoo as he quickly broke the kiss, panting slightly and whimpering under his breath.

“fuck- nichol, i can’t-…” he whined, his voice embarrassingly high. he rutted his hips against nicholas’, desperate for even the slightest bit of friction.

“aw, c’mon, juju… you can do it, can’t you?” nicholas cooed once more, his voice the opposite of euijoo’s, having dropped an octave. his hands caressed ej’s warm skin, and his attempt in getting him to submit had happened surprisingly easily, so he really didn’t have to do much teasing to get an amusing reaction out of him.

nicholas lifted euijoo up by his rear, hooking his legs around his waist as he stood up and propped him onto the desk, standing proudly between his widely open legs.

“you look so pretty right now,” nicholas sighed, his voice slightly whiny; he was easily smitten by even the tiniest change in expression on euijoo’s face, and it was a clear indication on how horrendously down bad he was. he placed his hands gently on ej’s thighs, spreading them wider and feeling them twitch faintly under his teasing grasp.

all euijoo could do was huff, sigh, and whine in a silent protest (which he knew he didn’t really mean) of nicholas’ smug demeanour and an equally flushed expression. no matter how ‘in control’ he may have usually acted when they were alone, euijoo also knew that, deep down, nicholas was truly just as, if not even more, taunted and teased by the often predicaments they would get themselves into, finding the memories lingering for slightly longer than they should have.

euijoo’s thighs twitched helplessly once more and his pants began to grow tighter by the minute, nicholas’ words and soft touches affecting him more than he thought they would.

“oh, you like that, don’t you?” another soft, teasing coo came from nicholas. “you like it when i tell you how pretty you look, hm?”

his attitude remained cocky and neared pride in how easily he could work up euijoo; it was almost like he was silently boasting about it, a consistent aura of heightened self-esteem surrounding him.

“nichol, stop teasing… please,” practically begging, euijoo looked down at the older boy with glossy, wide doe-like eyes as if to plead without using his words. he shifted uncomfortably against the desk, his inner thigh brushing lightly against nicholas’ hip and, in return, making him quiver, a high and pathetically desperate whimper escaping as he took his lower lip between his teeth.

without another peep, nicholas swiftly leaned in, their lips locking messily and colliding over and over in a desperate manner, hands grasping onto anything in reach—any clothing they were somehow still wearing.

euijoo’s thighs tensed around nicholas’ hips, his frantic handfuls of freshly-dyed black hair pulling nicholas closer to him, consequently making him knock his shoulder against the computer, accidentally turning the screen on and displaying the time.

“fuck—“ nicholas mumbled between kisses, opening his eyes partially and catching a glance of the time. “jju—juju,” he patted ej’s thigh to get his attention, pulling away from the kiss.

“hm?” euijoo mumbled, still a little dazed, his eyes slightly heavy as he licked his swollen lips, chasing the taste of nicholas on his own mouth.

“juju, we have to go,” nicholas told him, his voice having softened from before. “kei and taki are expecting us.”

he quickly snapped out of his daze. “o-oh shit, yeah— what time is it?”

“just past 8pm, so we’re only a little bit late,” nicholas reassured ej, caressing his cheek gently before speaking up. “but we don’t wanna be any more late than we already are… otherwise they’ll get suspicious again.”

nicholas stepped back, pulling out his phone to double check the time and if anyone had messaged him.

three missed calls from kei, two missed calls and four messages from taki.

fuck, he thought.

“i have about 1000 missed calls—we need to go, like right now. and don’t be obvious.”

“i should be saying that to you.”

however, that’s exactly what they did—be obvious. two long hours of sneaking glances, holding eye contact for just a second too long for it to mean nothing; hands brushing against the other’s, not moving away as quickly as they should; seats positioned almost intimately close, playing off the small, possessive gestures as if it were something platonic, something that friends would do. it was almost painful, having to pretend neither of them were even the slightest bit affected by one another’s subtle yet obvious teasing.

as they shared glances, one would giggle, the other scoffing. they couldn’t believe that, even during their friend’s birthday live, they still couldn’t behave normally around each other after all this time. and by the end of it, they were far gone, far, far beyond simply wanting, but needing to feel each other—needing to feel skin against skin.

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as they found their way back to an empty room in a random hallway of the company building, all that followed was primitive and purely instinctive, the thirst for lust and release overwhelming the two. euijoo was slammed back against the wall behind him, whining against the plush of nicholas’ pink, already swollen lips. his hands were fevered in their movements, grasping tightly onto the silken skin of ej’s waist as if he were going to disappear.

their bliss was indescribable.

long, passionate kisses trailed down euijoo’s neck, peppering small bruises on the soft surface of his nape as one hand clutched onto nicholas’ lower back, the other pulling slightly on his hair as if to indicate his pleasure through the gaps between his gasps.

“fuck, nichol…” euijoo whimpered lowly, caressing the boy’s hair as he pulled his head closer to his neck, savouring the sting of nicholas’ careful nip at his skin. the taunting was drawn-out, and the sounds escaping from either of their mouths could only be described as erotic. their breathing paced faster, tension rising as nicholas lifted his head to meet euijoo’s gaze, both of their expressions already dazed.

“please, let me… let me please you, juju?” practically begging, nicholas stared longingly into euijoo’s eyes, already heavily half-lidded with arousal. with one hand caressing his face, he nodded, letting out a soft ‘mmhm’.

“please, weno…” he whined pathetically, more desperate than ever to chase his high with the help of the pretty boy in front of him—his pretty boy.

nicholas carefully unzipped euijoo’s jacket, draping it over his shoulders before tossing it onto the floor beside them. he slowly began to drop to his knees, taking his time while unbuttoning his jeans, almost in a means to taunt him to the brink of tears.

“nichol, please— please, i can’t wait any longer,” euijoo mewled, his breath shaky. he ran his hands through nicholas’ hair, watching as he positioned himself comfortably onto his knees as he brought his hand to his cheek, stroking the boy’s face gently with his thumb.

“i know, i know, juju.. just be patient for me, okay?” nicholas reassured, assisting ej in shuffling his pants off from around his ankles, before hooking his fingertips beneath the waistband of his boxers, subtly mocking him by tugging lightly at them.

euijoo frustratedly whimpered, his legs trembling slightly. “weno…”

and before he knew it, his boxers were pooled around his knees as nicholas gripped his hips, pulling him closer by his pelvis and letting his hands slip onto his rear.

“pull up your shirt.” nicholas’ tone was demanding as he let his hand grasp the base of euijoo’s already twitching length.

breathing heavily, euijoo did as he was asked, his shirt bunching up at his waist as he stared intently at the boy beneath him, his eyes boring into the top of his head.

slowly but surely, nicholas pressed his lips against euijoo’s tip, before sinking his head down fully, throating him with a moan.

euijoo gasped, exhaling with a whine as he took a fistful of nicholas’ hair in his hand, pulling his head further down onto his length as a pleasured sob passed his lips. his head rested back against the wall as both of his hands were now nestled in his hair, wanting to feel him impossibly closer. nicholas let out a choked moan, bobbing his head at a slightly faster pace in an attempt to send ej over the edge in the span of mere minutes. he knew he would be successful.

he batted his eyelashes as he looked up, meeting euijoo’s dazed expression as they locked eyes. as nicholas continued, soft lips stroking the skin of ej’s length, his eyes dared not to rove, but stayed fixated on his lover’s, simply infatuated with the way his face contorted in pleasure. the way his eyes rolled back and his nose scrunched up would stay burned into his memory forever.

unbeknownst to them, the room they had entered in a frantic state of arousal was actually a recording booth, the microphone still hooked up loud and clear to the computer in the neighbouring room, the wall surrounding the comparatively large window and the dark lighting being the only thing shielding them in such an intimate, personal moment.

and with another 5 missed calls from kei and taki, they had resorted to searching.

eventually, they stumbled across the room that nicholas and euijoo resided in, walking into the producer’s room without a second thought from either of them.

“hello?” taki called out, barely making out the figure of somebody through the window.

“kei… can you hear that, too?” he asked, turning to look over his shoulder at his oldest member.

“i mean— maybe? a little bit,” he cocked his head in confusion, slipping past taki as he made his way further into the room, picking up the headphones as he dawdled past the desk.

“it’s coming from here, i think— listen,” he beckoned taki over to him, passing over the headphones. “you hear that, right?”

and just to make matters worse, while the soundproof padding on the walls was effective during a recording session, they surely weren’t soundproof enough to mask the desperate whines of byun euijoo and wang nicholas through the thin wall—the only thing separating them from their members. although muffled, they could clearly make out the dictation of moans, and quickly decided along themselves to swiftly head out in fear of interrupting whoever was in there, abandoning their curiosity.

“fuck— fuck, nichol… ah… oh my god…” euijoo groaned, the sensation growing too much—all too quickly for nicholas to even realise what had happened, ej’s legs shaking slightly as he came. nicholas slowed down before lifting his head up, feeling that his face was thoroughly flushed, just as euijoo’s seemed through the dark lighting surrounding them. ej looked down at the boy kneeling before him, and seeing his lips and his chin glisten in the low light made him shudder.

“you okay, juju?” nicholas asked, his voice softer than usual as he stood up, caressing euijoo’s face as he stared fondly into his eyes.

“mmhm,” euijoo nodded, weakly chuckling and still catching his breath, breathing heavily.

“you sure?” giggling, nicholas licked his lips, before ej reached out to brush his thumb over them in a sleepy attempt to wipe his mouth clean.

“don’t worry about that, juju, i’ll take care of it soon.” he reassured, pressing a small peck to his lips. euijoo let out a small ‘hmph’ in protest, pulling back from the kiss.

“eugh… i can taste it on your lips.” he scoffed playfully, wiping his lips with his palm.

“oh, be quiet, jju. i know you like it, deep down.” nicholas teased, nudging ej’s arm. as he leaned in to give him another peck, he felt his phone buzzing repeatedly in his pocket.

upon picking it up, he read the contact name ‘yudai-kun’ with a green heart next to it.

he answered the phone, shushing euijoo before putting it on speaker. “hello?”

“where the hell are you?” kei asked from down the line, his voice filled with confusion.

“uh— why?”

“we need to go back to the dorms, nicho! hurry up, wherever you are. and tell euijoo to hurry up too.”

the two boys stifled a laugh, composing themselves as nicholas answered him and euijoo did his best to stay silent.

“ah— okay, will do. is the car here yet?”

“yes, we’re waiting for you. hurry up!” he replied, hanging up the phone. euijoo burst out into a giggle after holding it in for so long, his hands grasping nicholas’ waist as if he was subconsciously grounding himself, still a little shaken from his high. nicholas followed, pressing his forehead against euijoo’s chest as he chuckled, slightly embarrassed. he pondered for a moment in his presence, then spoke up, lifting his head up to meet his eyes.

“by the way… was that good?”

“good?” euijoo huffed, a little surprised at the question he thought had an obvious answer.

“if i did the same thing to you, you wouldn’t be asking if it was ‘good’. you’d be praising me,” he laughed, smirking widely.

“shut up…” nicholas blushed, diverting his gaze in further embarrassment.

“anyway, we need to get going, or kei will probably kill us.”

“oh yeah, i almost forgot about that— we’d better go.”

with that, they quickly pulled themselves together, briefly cleaning up and swiftly making their way to the car.

“took you long enough,” taki chuckled, observing the way their hair still stuck up in various places and their cheeks remained blushed.

“well— we’re here now, aren’t we?” euijoo responded, buckling his seatbelt without sparing even a glance to either of the two members sat in front of him and nicholas. he wasn’t particularly annoyed, just distracted. his mind was clouded with memories from mere moments ago, the sounds that escaped their lips replaying in his head over and over. his imagination run wild, making him space out as the car began to move; nicholas reached out to hold his hand, snapping him back to reality.

“you okay, juju?” he asked, slightly concerned. euijoo nodded, giving him a fond smile in return as he grasped his hand tightly, stroking it with his thumb.

“so…” without realising, kei abruptly stopped their little moment, speaking up to ask a question that had been lingering in his mind. “what did you two get up to after we finished the live?”

both of their faces began to subtly flush, unsure for a moment of what to say.

“ah, not much…” nicholas sighed, and in his attempt to act nonchalant, his voice wavered ever so slightly. “just hung out, listened to some music in one of the live rooms…”

with his excuse, kei and taki exchanged glances, both chuckling in disbelief as they looked away from each other. between concealed laughs, taki spoke up, teasing them. “must’ve been fun, huh?”

without fully catching onto their demeanour, euijoo hummed a small agreement, still lost in his daydream of nicholas as his grip tightened in his hand.

the two chuckled again, mostly in disbelief at their obliviousness. taki spoke up again, only teasing them further.

“y’know, i was thinking… in my next episode of ‘thanks for waking me up, taki’, maybe i won’t come to your guys’ rooms.”

“oh— how come?”

“well, who knows what i might see,” he stifled a laugh.