Heavy winds blew along with the hard pellets of rain that smacked the ground aggressively, stinging Yena’s skin as she treaded the steep road that led to Chaewon’s house. She had been in an on and off relationship with Chaewon for three consecutive years but it suddenly ended when Yena found Chaewon sleeping with Jennifer Huh on the night of their anniversary. That night she found herself in your arms crying her heart out, as she blames herself for falling for Chaewon so easily.

“I should’ve left her like you told me to y/n” she sniffled.

You did your best to comfort the woman, rubbing her back gently, “don’t blame yourself, duck you did nothing wrong” but when you saw how quickly her eyes changed from soft doe eyes to sharp and murderous, you had got a chill down your spine.

“You’re right.” she said in a monotone, “I did nothing wrong. And I should let Chaewon know how I feel” without another word from her or you she robotically got up from the couch and made her departure.

I Just killed my ex…

not the best idea…

killed her girlfriend next…

how’d i get here?…

You hadn’t seen Yena or heard from the duck since her breakdown two weeks ago. So when she appeared in front of your door in the middle of a thunderstorm covered in blood, dirt and rain, your heart completely sank. “Y-yena…” you were speechless, “wha-what happened?” she slowly looked up at you with a blank face before whispering,

“I killed them…I killed them both” you didnt know how to respond to her confession, instead you just hurriedly grabbed her a towel and covered her up before leading her inside the house. You let her wash up diligently and gave her a change of clothes, while you stuffed the evidence of death in your fireplace before deep cleaning everything she touched.

Yena emerged fresh out the shower, her hair back to its normal jet black and her face white as snow from her adrenaline coming down and her coming back to her senses. “Yena what happened?” you finally decided to ask her again.

Hours before

For a while now Chaewon and Yena had long broken up, it was a messy break-up that had both women in heartache for months, but for Yena a year. She thought she was fine until she heard about Chaewon’s new girlfriend Huh Jennifer. Hearing the name and seeing the constant post of the two women together made her furious inside. ‘What did Jennifer have that I didn’t have?’ Yena often thought to herself.

Yena walked up the stairs to Chaewon’s house before pressing in the passcode letting herself in hearing her ex having a blast with her new girlfriend. She pulled the long blade out of her jacket, creeping up to the bedroom door where she heard their giggles that soon turned into horrifying screams as she ended the cuteness.

After cleaning up her mess she then started to feel mixed emotions and everything started getting to her head, which is how she wounded up on your doorstep.

Present time

You stood in shock as Yena finished telling what had happened not leaving any crucial details out. You didn’t know whether to cry about the loss of your friend or hug the woman who just admitted to murdering two women not even three hours ago.

“w-where are their bodies…Yena” you asked making sure to watch what you said not wanting to be her next victim.

“That’s information I cannot give to you.” she smiled faintly. You could see the pain and sadness behind her empty eyes and forced smile. Out of nowhere she jumped up at the roar of thunder and started crying.

“I killed my ex and her girlfriend! What am I gonna do! No…Yena you did the right thing. Chaewon deserved it. She hurt you and felt no remorse so I did the same to her. I hurt her and I feel no remorse.” Yena started talking to herself as she paced the living room, hands in her hair on the brink of ripping strands out piece by piece.

You stood up slowly and placed a hand on her shoulder trying to not scare the girl. “Yena. Please calm down. Lets sit and think about what to do, yeah?” You gently walked her back to the sofa where she sat on ur lap, head buried in your shirt, finally feeling a sense of comfort for the first time in hours.

You sat in the lecture hall staring at the back of Yunjin’s blonde head, losing focus on what you were supposed to be doing. “For your final project you will partner up and write and compose a song about anything and turn it in two weeks from now. Everything is posted online as well as the list of partners I chose. Good luck and email me if you have questions.” the professor announced. Out of nowhere, Yunjin’s big brown eyes met yours, your soul jumping out of your body as you quickly looked down. But sooner or later you felt her presence next to you.

You sat in the lecture hall staring at the back of Yunjin’s blonde head, losing focus on what you were supposed to be doing. “For your final project you will partner up and write and compose a song about anything and turn it in two weeks from now. Everything is posted online as well as the list of partners I chose. Good luck and email me if you have questions.” the professor announced. Out of nowhere, Yunjin’s big brown eyes met yours, your soul jumping out of your body as you quickly looked down. But sooner or later you felt her presence next to you.

“Can I help you?” You scoffed at her presence. She rolled her eyes before cutting her brow at you, “I hate you just as much as you hate me, trust me I don’t wanna be your partner either. As a matter of fact, how about I do all the work and you just sign your name on the paper so that way we spend as little time together as possible. Deal?” she suggested but it came off more as a demand.

If there was one thing you’d absolutely refuse to let happen, it would be Huh Yunjin taking all the credit of something you could’ve pitched in on. “No. no deal. I will be helping. Meet me in the 4th vocal practice room at 7pm tonight. Don’t be late.” You demanded before standing up and packing your things leaving her stunned. Inside you couldn’t help but bounce around with glee as you were finally the one to demand something from The Huh Yunjin.

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7 o’clock rolled around and you were inside the practice room sitting at the desk quietly humming along with Open Arms by Sza. You were too engrossed in the song that you didn’t hear when Yunjin had entered the room until she spoke, “you listen to Sza’s new album too?” she asked softly catching you off guard. That was the first time she has ever spoken to you without yelling, teasing or demanding anything. It was weird, throughout the songwriting process she was giggling, kind, and her eyes met yours softly unlike the hard glares she given you any other day. You felt yourself slowly falling for this Yunjin.

“Ahh lets take a break for a while” she yawned as she leaned back in the chair, stretching her arms. Questions, a lot of questions filled your head as you wondered why she hated you so much. Your intrusive thoughts finally won when you blurted out,

“why do you hate me?” the air got silent but loud at the same time. Yunjin’s eyes never left yours as she stared in them deeply. “You would never believe me if I told you the reason why I hated you so much” she whispered.

One word caught your attention causing your brows to furrow in confusion, “hated?” you questioned. All she did was nod. If there was one thing Yunjin loved the most, it was beating around the bush. She didn’t say anything as if she was also thinking about why she hated you so much. What felt like hours but were actually long, silent minutes, passed when Yunjin softly said,

“I like you, y/n.” You felt your heart throb painfully against your rib cage. You spun towards the short blonde who sat in the chair next to you, who now all of a sudden couldn’t make eye contact with you. You placed your hands on her face causing her to look up at you. All that could be heard was the loud breathing the two of you shared before you pulled her lips onto yours. Her arms found their way around your neck, while yours pulled her up on your lap by her waist. You held on to her as if she was gonna disappear, the rhythmic movement of her soft lips on yours, the way her hands played with the baby hairs on your neck, the way her forehead rested against yours when she pulled away. You loved Huh Yunjin.

“y/n.”

“y/n?”

“y/n!”

You gasped as you woke up looking around your surroundings finding the you had fallen asleep in the practice room waiting for Yunjin to arrive. You flipped your phone up, looking at the time seeing that it was 8:06pm and of course Yunjin was late.

“Hey sorry I was late. I had some things on my mind.” Yunjin apologized and it sounded genuine.

“Of course you did.” you mumbled. The aching pain in your heart was more prominent after finding out it was a dream. Of course The Huh Yunjin would never like you nor confess to you. She would never speak to you with care and love, and she most definitely would never embrace you with Open Arms.

Gotta let you go, gotta let you go

I gotta let you go, I must

The feeling of her soft, plump lips on yours when you were both occupied in a make out session in the middle of the day, leaving you both breathless and panting but you wouldn’t change it for anything. The way her lip gloss stained your lips and trailed down your neck, leaving you breathless in the moment, grabbing onto her shirt for support as you slowly lost yourself in her gentle touch.

You missed it all. The goofy moments she would have while washing her face in the morning, the way she was always jumping on your back asking you to carry her and you being wrapped around her finger, you would carry her. “Wanna cuddle?” she asked one day, walking into the bedroom with your hoodie on that basically swallowed her up. You held her arms out for her to crawl into, laying her head on your chest.

You missed it all. The goofy moments she would have while washing her face in the morning, the way she was always jumping on your back asking you to carry her and you being wrapped around her finger, you would carry her. “Wanna cuddle?” she asked one day, walking into the bedroom with your hoodie on that basically swallowed her up. You held her arms out for her to crawl into, laying her head on your chest.

You felt a sharp pain in your heart never noticing the tears the stained your notes as you sat in the deserted library being that it was close to closing time. You got zero things done due to Chaewon tainting your thoughts for hours as if she were your assignment. ‘Why did she leave me?’ you thought. You sniffled as you wiped your eyes dry enough that your vision was no longer blurred before packing up and exiting the now dark building.

As you walked the snowy path through campus you saw a familiar small figure, sitting on a nearby bench, watching the snowflakes fall. “Chaewon?” You whispered out loud enough for her to hear. The air was so cold that you could see your breath in the atmosphere when you exhaled. The short raven-haired woman looked up at you with sad eyes, never breaking contact. Her skin glowed extra white as the moonlight and snow hit her skin making her look like an angel in the snow. She looked unreal…

Winter

When you had sneakily kissed Winter while walking through the park, her face immediately turned red and her body froze. “We’re in public~” she whined, “and theres kids watching, we’re at a park! Aishhh~” she pouted embarrassed by the sudden affection. “You’re so cute Minjeong-ah” you pulled her body closer to you as the two of you continued to walk.

Giselle

As much as you thought Giselle wouldn’t really care about public affection, you were right. Whenever you gave her a kiss in public or while she was busy doing something she would just continue doing what she was doing or start talking about random things as if the kiss never happened. But of course there are many times when she will randomly kiss you in public and then run off giggling.

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