Entry for Widow Wives Week day 1
Warnings: implied character death
âYouâre going to miss meâ
Yelenaâs voice is certain, and Natasha sighs, looking up at the younger girl. Sheâs standing in the doorway of their room, as if her smaller frame can block Natasha from leaving. But Steve needs her. She has to go back.
âOf course Iâll miss youâ Natasha replies, crossing the room and pulling Yelena into a hug, pressing a kiss to the top of her forehead. She feels the girl cling to her, even if she would never admit to it.
âYouâll get yourself killed, Natalia. Aliens...superheroes...thatâs not what we were trained for. Weâre spies. Assassins. Tools. Weâre not meant to save the worldâ
Natasha smiles softly, pulling back to look at her, smoothing a piece of wavy blonde hair away from her face. âIâm glad you have so much faith in meâ She teases, and Yelena looks away.
âNo...itâs not that. I just...we have the super serum. But weâre not Captain America. It lets us reach peak human capability. It doesnât give us super strength, or special powers, or a high tech suit. Weâre still human. We can still dieâ
âAnyone can dieâ Natasha reminds her. âItâs just a matter of when, and how. Iâd rather die protecting the world than watching it burn, knowing I could have saved itâ
Yelena looks miserable, but doesnât say anything. Just pulls her closer.
When Natasha leaves, she takes Yelenaâs vest.
The younger girl protests, standing in front of her as she tries to leave. âThatâs my favorite vest, Natâ she complains, her lip pursed in agitation.
Natasha smiles innocently, kissing her forehead. âExactly. Iâll miss you so much, I just need something to remember you byâ
âOr you just like stealing my clothesâ Yelena grumbles, rolling her eyes. âIf thereâs even the smallest bloodstain on it when you get back, Iâll kill you myself!â She calls after the redhead as she walks out the door.
After the snap, Natasha makes her way back to Yelenaâs apartment.
The door is locked, but she picks it easily, slipping inside. The place is dark. Not good. Natashaâs heartbeat speeds up as she makes her way from room to room, throwing open the doors.
âLena? Lena this isnât funny! Iâm not in the mood for hide and seek today! I brought your stupid jacket back, come get it!â
Her eyes burn with tears, finally spilling over her cheeks as she finds Yelena. Well...whatâs left of her. A pile of ash sits in the middle of the bedroom floor.
âLena...noâŚâ she sobs, crawling over to the ash. âNot you too...please not you...youâre all I have leftâŚâ
Yelena finds her jacket in the rubble of the Avengers headquarters.
Itâs torn to shreds as a result of the blast, covered in dust.
She shakes, clutching the vest until her knuckles go white, angrily wiping away her tears.
âI know I donât know you...but you should know that Natasha died a heroâ She hears a man speak, whirling around to see Steve Rogers standing behind her.
Captain America. Yelena used to constantly tease Natasha about it. She had gone straight from Russian spy to close friend of Captain fucking America. A bit of a jump.
âNo, she didnât die as a hero. She died as a tool. A means to her end. I tried to warn her, but she never listened. And now sheâs dead, sheâs not coming backâ
More tears spill before she can stop them, and she angrily rushes off, slumping to the ground when sheâs alone, sobbing into the vest.