♔ ; q u e e n .

So you know how there was that huge “adult content” purge a few months ago (probably? my concept of time is screwed to hell)? Well I finally got around to logging in on an actual computer to curiously browse if anything was flagged (spoiler alert: it was but none of it made sense so clearly the system is working flawlessly).

Well, obviously that got me on here for the first time in almost two years.

I spent two years on this website, spent a year in limbo, and have pretty much put this chapter of my life behind me.

Don’t get me wrong, I still think about this place sometimes. It was.. fun while it lasted. I wish I could’ve avoided all of the self-inflicted pain that came out of my time here, but c’est la vie.

If any of you are curious, I’m close to graduating from college now. I’ll be getting my journalism degree - something that has not come easy, trust me. It took some serious fighting and willpower to stay on this course.

My plans after that? I’ll probably be going into local news for a few years. I interned at a fantastic place that I really feel I fit into. It’s hard work, but from what the ladies told me (all of the reporters are women, and there are two anchors who are men out of four, so hurrah for girl power, yeah?), it’s worth it.

Anyways, I felt compelled to post this after logging on. I can’t say I entirely know why I was.

Best wishes to anyone who cared enough to read this.

wait ur not dead?

my course schedule makes me wish i was dead half the time

i spend about 9 hours a week working on a writing class that i’m getting a 51 in

also i spend too much time focusing on politics so that also makes me wish i were dead

that’s literally the only thing I actually miss

icebreaker meme? was that what it was called?

                      the second she felt the painful prick of the sunlight on her skin, she knew something was amiss. retreating quickly into the shadows, she soon heard an annoyingly familiar voice that would have made her groan any other time if it didn’t make her simply more furious. a low growl escaped her and she looked toward the heretic culprit. 

"Are you alright?"

"Can you open this for me?"

"Where am I?"

"Who are you?"

"It's freezing out here!"

"Can you show me where the nearest store is?"

"Have you seen my pet anywhere?"

"How did you find me?"

"Can I hide here for a few minutes?"

"What are you making?"

"Help! Someone help me!"

"I'm lost..."

"That smells delicious!"

"I can't do this!"

"I think this is your mail."

"Is that mine? I've been looking everywhere for this!"

"Run!"

"That was close..."

"How did you find this place?"

"Is this yours?"

"I think you dropped this."

"I've been robbed!"

"Thank you so much!"

"Is this your home?"

"Step into the light, so I can see you..."

"It's dark in here!"

"It's so hot outside!"

"Is that fire?"

"Happy Unbirthday!"

"What's that?"

"Why am I here?"

I’m bored. 

why is it when I’m not bored I have things like replies or something to do that I don’t feel like doing because, I’m, well.. not bored

and when I’m bored