take me to the sky

I really am just living for the hope of it all

i am so so tired of being this lonely. it feels like a slow death.

(me ever since I was 12) okay I actually need to get it together now

Ich weiß nicht was ich fühle. Ich weiß nicht was ich denke. Ich weiß nicht was ich möchte. Ich weiß nicht was ich will. Ich weiß derzeit halt einfach gar nichts.

sometimes it feels like I should just shut up forever and not do anything at all

I’m not sad, just empty in a way that doesn’t go away.

I think one of my favorite feelings is laughing with someone.

Whenever I miss you, I have to remind myself that you had a choice, and you didn't choose me.

being self-aware doesn’t stop the spiral, it just means i get to watch it happen and hate myself for it.

I feel like I'm stuck in life. Everyone moves on, and moves further with their life. Except me. I can't make this world work out for me.

Some of us are just not made to exist.