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I want to be so brainwashed that my every thought is you

I want to be so wet and horny but be unable to touch because you haven't given me permission to yet

I want my idle moments to be filled with memories of how I was a whimpering mess for you

I want to work towards a goal of just being the perfect girl for you

I want to be so dependent on you that I get sad when you're not with me

I want to be owned by you

I want to be your good girl

I want to be your filthy little slut

I want to be your brainwashed toy

I want to be your mindless toy

I want to be obedient

I want to be dumb

I want to be needy

I need to be needy

I need to be empty

Repeat after me dear~

I am a

Obedient

Submissive

Aroused

Blank

Happy

Silly

Sensitive

It was an impulse at first.

For some reason she felt like she should dress up a bit sluttier than usual and take a picture of it.

Just to see how it would look.

If she could still pull it off.

The thought showered her with heat and invoked her arousal as well.

A grin showed on her face, remembering sessions when she took pictures of herself to see how she looked when she edged.

'Wait, where did that come from?'

She shook her head and the impulse was nearly forgotten.

But it nagged on her mind.

Every time she walked in front of a mirror she was imagining herself.

What if she would do it?

'Just to try it again? Where could be the harm?'

One thing she felt and knew was the dampness between her legs but she wasnt ready yet to admit the arousal is part of the reason why she is curious as well.

So she changed clothes and got in front of the mirror.

Flashes of memories of previous edging sessions in front of the mirror flooded into her mind.

Each one making her hornier, needier and wetter.

When she looked into the mirror she saw it clearly.

The arousal and blankness in her own eyes.

One hand between her legs, further helping to form the wet spot on her panties.

She pulled her hand away and couldnt help but moan out of the pleasure, the sudden emptiness and the ache that was filling her.

The push on her mind, taking her deeper as her fingers keep taking one picture after another.

Between seeing herself in the mirror and the pictures, seeing them becoming sluttier and sexier, her mind soaked more into her panties.

Until she took the last one, completely blank and empty.

Controlled fully by her cunt.

And another series of pictures I am going to enjoy myself to.

"What is happ... haapp... hapeeppen... ahhhhh."

She wasnt able to form anything more coherent than that.

Not anymore that is.

Only an hour earlier she was still writing her master thesis.

She was able to form the most complicated sentences.

But then it happenend.

She couldnt quite remember a word.

It was on the tip of her tongue, but she just couldnt grasp it fully.

Just when she thought she could finally grasp it, she felt something different.

It felt like the word was just slowly being pulled down right between her legs.

And then she felt a drop of wetness forming and slowly flowing out of her.

She was shocked by the feeling.

Only that it wasnt the strongest emotion she had.

Being shocked about it was the first prominent emotion.

It quickly changed from shock to arousal.

She couldnt explain it it but the whole idea jsut turned her on.

The wetter she got, the more she felt her words leaking out.

Until she reached this moment right now.

Still trying to sound smart.

But that just makes her sound even dumber when she tries to explain something.

After her edging session her mind will slowly come back.

But the memory of what happened comes with it as well.

Hypnosis cant make you do anything you dont really want.

That is somewhat true and widely known by now.

And you banked on that as well when you wrote me to be hypnotized.

You have already lurked for months and years on my blog and finally got the courage to write me.

We talked a lot at first, but it always became sexual quite fast.

Maybe because of my blog, maybe because of tumblr, maybe because of your cunt or maybe all of it together.

You knew you wouldnt be able to made anything you dont want to.

The only problem with it was you wanted no control.

You wanted to feel controlled.

And that opened a slippery slope.

You cant be made to do anything you dont want to.

But what happens when you dont want to have control and want to feel controlled?

Now that is always such a good loophole for certain programming and training.

You never thought about that before, did you?

Well, for the next hours you wont be thinking much.

As your cunt is going to do that for you.

And we will have a lot of fun with your mind.

But dont worry, you arent left out.

During the whole time you are going to feel pleasure.

And not a single worry or even thought is going to cross your mind.

And we know you want that.

I open tumblr and immediately edge my mind away to strangers manipulating and dumbing me down even more

I wanna be a good girl because good girls are soooo easy and vacant

I just wanna stare and drool and obey all day

Too afraid to give in? Edge those thoughts away.