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This weekend I went on a trip to ny cousin's wedding out of town. I ate out every single day and ate big feasts at beautiful restaurants. As I'm laying in bed back home feeling scared of how much I ate im remembering why I ate it. I was celebrating a beautiful life changing moment for one of my loved ones. We feasted together first as separate families and then again as one bigger happy family. It was ceremonial, delicious, and exciting. In my religion feasts are important in celebrating life itself whether it be a wedding or the change of seasons. It felt good to not hold back and to eat with my family and not count ANY calories all weekend. Feels like a good kickstart to getting out of this recent relapse. Love you all thanks for reading 💖

Hey guys I haven't been doing too good but I'm trying to turn that back around and I'm going to try to use this even though I don't have a meal plan. Going back to school made me so nervous that all I did was go to class and eat small snacks and ended up with a new lowest weight. I can't tell my family or boyfriend so it's all up to me to keep myself healthy so I can graduate and live my best life!