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My fav movie is Sociedad de la Nieve and I luv the tv show the terror, and tbf, I also have a gripe with that. Mainly the fact that they had to make a monster when they could have made it a regular polar bear but have the inuit interpret it as a spirits actions etc… I digress, Every single Chernobyl show is just as fake as it gets, and it pisses me off so bad… same issue with the three christs of Ypsilanti, I want a good movie, but there just isn’t. The only one thats ever been released, despite having an awesome cast, sucks so much ass as a historical account. I understand the want for a show that is dramatic or engaging and something the viewers would like but…. I just want something that shows the horror and drama of the historically accurate event. Mostly because all of the 4 million historical topics I want movies for are already horrific and perfectly dramatic, but its just not enough for the film industry…

Mr. Craig, I totally didnt fuck the entire story, Mazin is the best I’ll ever get and unfortunately, none of it is close to true because he framed it around the false soviet propoganda instead of the science of the incident which imo is WAY more horrifying. All I want is more movies like my fav, more shows like my fav, yknow? Im a history major, its interesting shit thats always told in a boring or false way…. Im not a filmographer, I cant do this, I need the film industry to pick up its act FOR me.

Ive had birds die in my arms before but this morning I had one of my family’s favorite birds die in my hands and it was more violent than anything Ive ever seen. She suffocated on ascites fluid that had penetrated into her lungs and at first we just were all kinda laughing at her like what are these weird ass sneezes youre doing girl? Then I noticed the liquid and it all went downhill…. I wont mention details but just having her in my arms trying so desperately to help but I cant do anything, and then having her die incredibly violently in my lap? Jesus fuck man. New trauma unlocked.