Sep 7, 2023
I gained so so much weight. I feel awful. Please make me feel worse in the comments. Make me feel like the pig i am. I’m so sick of myself. Jealousy to my old self is all I feel. Meanspo is the only thing that will make me get through this shitty hole. It’s killing me slowly. I am going to try to starve myself as much as I can. I want my pretty face and body again. I want to feel skinny again. I want to feel the hunger as a reward. I won´t let this sh1t make me fatter. I am going an a trip this weekend with my boyfriend. What can I do??? I do not want him to notice that I want to lose all this fat weight again. I am a pig.
