talkin bout' college man the grass ain't even cut

I haven't been here at all and I realize that this community isn't much my taste anymore, sadly. Which means the odds I'll be posting much here anymore is super slim. I don't get any business, nobody cares anymore, I'm out of ideas, and the excitement and happiness I had coming here has faded severely. I can't enjoy it anymore. I know there's a few here who do care about me and that means a lot! But I'm sorry I just don't think this is for me now. I'm really sad because this isn't something I'd feel like I'd need to say, but I don't want this account just laying dead without you guys not knowing why. If you wanna keep in touch, I'm very active on my Instagram account, @oddqang , feel free to follow me there. I'm not really comfortable giving out numbers as of right now but should I leave entirely I will message those that I trust. I apologize for all this but I just feel like a brick in the wall here.

People name calling/dissing me for my recent work; and my whole blog out of 739 people has been dead and nobody is active anymore

Yknow ive had this blog for awhile now and the fandom has kinda,, bored me. Y'all claim to love it and my art so on so forth, but not even half of you are active. I feel really under appreciated as well as the content I put out, and to add to it this fandom has gotten so toxic to the point that it's taken a toll on my mental health. I want to come here and enjoy my experience but unfortunately in the course of 3 months it's gotten very gross, and I don't really wanna continue tbh?? Idk. I just wish you guys were active and at least pretended to care, but as of the recent days I just feel I've been shamed and ignored. If you really wanna stick around, hit up my ask box or whatever. But idk if I will :/

I AM ACTUALLY