A Girl Can Dream, Can't She?

I thought I would share a little bit about me…this blog is very one dimensional, and that is for a reason. It is my outlet, my ability to say and do things I cannot do in real life. But it is one facet of who I am. I get that people view me through the lens of what I post - it’s fine. But if you are interested in the person behind the posts, you can read on. If sexuality is all you are interested in, you can go back to my posts. Hey, I have fun writing them, so glad you have fun reading them. But if you are curious about the person behind the keyboard, I’ll share a little something.

If you knew me IRL, you would realize I am a woman of contradictions. Born in Ireland (to Irish parents), I am an all-American gal in every way. Conservative in my attire and well dressed, I am a closet nudist. Respectful of traditions – I also love breaking the rules. Soft spoken, yet I have no problem being blunt when it is called for. Practical, but also a dreamer. Private – but I love attention. Need quiet time to re-charge – yet need socialization too. Physically fit and health conscious – but bring me those deserts and a bottle of wine, lol.  And yes….as my blog will attest….I am married to a man but having deep, burning, passionate desires to be with a woman.

To anyone who knows me – that first part explains a lot. I was born in a very little town in County Clare Ireland, but my Parents came over to the U.S. when I was 6 months old. My younger siblings were born here. To this day, my parents still behave and sound like they are right off the boat, lol. My siblings and I are like everyone else who grew up in Eastern U.S. suburbia. But to me, my siblings are the U.S., my parents are Ireland, and I am….both! It’s an odd feeling, I don’t think one can fully appreciate it unless you experience it.

I enjoy running, and am very active in that – not races, just getting out and enjoying the world and the stress relief. I volunteer on a local civic board in my community, and often am involved in fundraising. My daughters are both involved in sports, and I am quite involved with that as well. I enjoy baking, and occasionally experiment and try new things. I love working my yard - it is very peaceful and soothing to my soul. 

So to answer questions and clarify assumptions people make about me based on this blog:

This blog is an outlet - this is for me to say and express things I can’t say in real life. I see a pic, and I caption it. But it is not indicative of how I communicate individually…. if you view me as your fantasy, I probably will bore you real quick in chat, lol.

No, my husband doesn’t know - and no, he would not enjoy it if he did. I am soooooo sick of men projecting themselves and their fantasies, and telling me how my husband would react. I know him best - he would not. 

I do not regret being married - life is about choices, and I am very happy and blessed with the choices I made. I love my husband, he is a wonderful person, generous, funny, kind, reliable, an excellent father and a great friend. I am very happy in my marriage. But there is also this side of me. 

No, I am not interested in talking to your wife - I love how guys always chime in with “Oh, my wife is just like you.” Really? Well if she is like me, she doesn't want you chatting to other women online!

Yes, I really am a closeted Nudist - God do I love being naked, and would love to explore it more!