welcome to my whump blog! Iâm Jay :) this is where iâll post my whump series, writing, art, and more! i have a few different sideblogs: @tiny-wyrmsfor g/t and if youâre an adult you can dm me for my 18+ blog
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My Writing:
đ§Ş The Last Lab Rat: Dew's relatively uneventful and ordinary life changed when he was kidnapped by a mad scientist named Anton, who planned to use Dew as his new human test subject for experimentation. Dew, who is scared out of his mind, now has to try gaining his captor's trust while he slowly plans his escape, all while enduring experiments that make him not quite human anymore.
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đЏBlood Runs Cold: Silas, an eccentric but alluring vampire with a hunger for human flesh and blood, feeds from the corpses that are sent to his morgue. Aspen, a strange but friendly human, dies and wakes up in that cold morgue, alive and well, as if he never died in the first place. Silas, now with access to an infinite source of fresh, delicious blood, decides to keep this immortal human as his bloodbag. But Aspen isn't willing to accept his new life, not without solving the mystery of his death first.
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favorite tropes (things youâll find a lot of here): carewhumpers, fear, begging, manhandling, kidnapping, captivity, drugging, restraints, gags, mind control, nonhumans (alien, vampires, werewolves, ghosts, fae etc.), whumper turned caretaker, sadistic whumpers, creepy whumpers, defiant whumpees, fearfully compliant whumpees, immortal characters, lab whump, tiny whump, medical whump, sci-fi and fantasy whump, nightmares, hurt/comfort, curruption and redemption arcs, gore, cannibalism, pet whump, dehumanization
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Heather was visiting Mary again, and she had agreed to take Jackie along with her. He had already found a metal pin yesterday, hidden under a table. Mackenzie-Clarke said she could pick the lock with it. It was an escape plan. He refused to call it by that name, but it was a cardinal sin either way, something he could never take back.Â
He was afraid. Of course. But he could not say anything. Heather was so oblivious. She barely even spoke to him as they left the house. He wanted to tell her. He wanted to shake her by the shoulders, to look into her eyes for the last time, to at least say goodbye.Â
He did not. Of course.Â
Heather and Mary and the rest were elsewhere. They had left him alone with Carter. But Carter wasnât taking him to the cellar. Carter passed by its door without pausing and continued down the corridor.Â
Jackie slowed down. The pin was still in his pocketâhe touched it, confirming its presence, holding it like a lucky rabbitâs foot.Â
Carter turned his head towards him. âNeed something?â
Jackie shook his head and hurried close behind.
For a while, the only sound was that of heavy, careless footsteps, as well as Jackieâs own pattered stride in his effort to keep up. Carterâs rifle rattled under its strap, still slung over his shoulder. It had been polished clean. The light rolled and curved on its surface as they passed beside a lamp and came to a stop.
Carter began shuffling through a set of keys. Jackie didnât recognize the room, although they were only a few turns away from the cellar. Carter found the right one and turned the lock. The door opened with a click. From where Jackie stood behind his shoulder, it was difficult to see any details, but he noticed a case of guns open on a table. There were steel-frame shelves, too, holding boxes of what were perhaps more weapons.Â
Carter entered the room, and gestured for Jackie to follow. He did. Carter shut the door and began sliding a few boxes off the shelves.
The smell of polish and acrid propellant coloured the room, as well as the lingering bitterness of smoke. It was a small area, made even smaller by the wares and tables and containers surrounding them. Jackie found a place in the corner to stand while Carter worked, beside a cabinet with its top drawers open.
From what he could see, Carter was taking stock and marking numbers down on a sheet. Jackie couldnât read them clearly. He could barely think straight. There was the smell of lubricant, too, warm like the smell of motor oil, and Jackie was sure that it was the reason his head was spinning.Â
A lighter clicked, clicked again, then sparked into flame. Carter walked over as he lit a cigarette. The smoke was curling over itself and filling the room. That bitter taste filled his mouth. Jackie coughed.
Carter exhaled. Silver plumed from his lips, in between his white teeth. âFuck, you really are tame. Didnât make a sound.â
He nodded. âCould Iâcould I ask you something? Sir?â
Carter gestured with the lit end for Jackie to continue.
âWhy didnât you take me to the cellar?â
âDunno.â He took another drag, exhaled again. Jackieâs eyes were beginning to water. âMary didnât want you talking to the blondie downstairs anymore. I didnât ask why. Unless you know something I donât?â
âI donât know anything else, sir.â His careful plans were all falling apart. Perhaps today was the day. He could stop thinking of Bunny, except as a lifeless body that didnât know any better.
âYeah, wellâŚâ Carter looked towards the table and shrugged. The idea of scrawling down numbers didnât seem to appeal to him. Then his gaze returned to Jackie. âMiss Rodriguez said youâll listen to anyone. Is that true?â
Jackie blinked, but only hesitated for a second, then nodded again.Â
âHm.â Carter leaned over him. His hand was propped up against the wall, so Jackie was trapped between Carterâs shoulders and the cabinet. His cigarette was still poised in his hand. The embers glowed red, speckled with black. âYou must know a couple tricks. Sit. Stay. Roll over.â
They were face-to-face now. Carterâs smile bared his canines and incisors, a grin like a nervous animalâs. With all these little vices, the cigarettes that seemed to be a habit, it was a miracle that Carter kept those teeth so unnaturally clean. The heat of his breath passed over Jackieâs skin.Â
A buzzing sound startled them. Carterâs phone was ringing. Carter stood up straight as he reached into his pocket and picked it up.
Carterâs brows furrowed. âYes? Oh. Okay, fine.â There was a long pause. âWait. I said wait, thereâs someone here with me. Wait a second.â All of a sudden he was walking out of the room, stopping just out of view of the half-closed door.
Jackie stared at the doorway. He couldnât guess who the caller had beenâit didnât matter to him, besides. The room was empty now. The case of guns was still there, open on the table.Â
He stepped towards it, his eyes darting over its contents. The handgun would work best. Easier to aim. Less heavy. There was a silver tin inside as well, which looked out of place beside all the matte-black metal. He picked it up with shaky hands and opened it. Several rounds fell onto his palm.
Carterâs voice was hissing outside. He couldnât make out the words. He couldnât think at all.
He had only ever fired a gun once, and that was many years ago, under someone elseâs instruction. Still, he had seen Heather use her pistol enough times that he thought he could do the same. It was an uneasy confidence, but he remembered the process almost exactly. He slid about a dozen rounds into the magazine. He slammed the magazine into the base and pulled the slide back, until all the moving parts ricocheted neatly into place. Metal clicked against metal, a sound that echoed in the small room.
The voice outside trailed off. It fell silent. He turned the safety off. Please work. Please don't let him catch me. Please.
Jackie shoved his full weight against the door. It slammed shut.Â
There was banging outside, then the rattle of the doorknob. The door was being forced open, slowly but surely. Jackie let go of it and staggered backwards. He hit a shelf behind him. Boxes rattled above him, and the steel frame shook. His hands slid into place, over the grip, centering the barrel. He aimed it where the light of the corridor outside was splitting wider, and wider, opening like a maw.
Carter staggered forwards, shoving past the shelves. Jackie pulled the trigger.
The sound was loud enough to make him flinch. The force of the bullet shuddered back against his grip. He screwed his eyes shut. Boxes clattered all around them, bursting open, spilling metal and rubber across the floor. He could almost smell the slight heat of the barrel. He could feel the handleâs warmth under his trembling hands.
Jackie exhaled. His ears were ringing. He opened his eyes. That is blood. What had splattered over his clothes, and what now dotted the wall. It was a familiar smell, much more familiar than tobacco and oil. He would recognize that smell anywhere.
The taste of smoke on his tongue had been replaced with salt and iron. His face felt wet. He wiped it with the palm of his hand, and it came away bright red.Â
Carter was sprawled halfway against Jackieâs legs, and halfway on the ground. With the shelves and things, it was a narrow fall. Half his head was blasted off. Exposed bone glistened pink-yellow, with the light dancing like crystals on his flayed skin, fat and muscle meshed into the same red mass.
 He stepped away the best he could and dislodged himself from the tangle of Carterâs limbs. The rifle had fallen beside his body. It wasnât so clean anymore. His white teeth were all stained, too.
He stared at the mess, breathing heavily. The hard part hadnât even started, and he was already feeling dizzy. But he needed to focus. Focus. This is important. This is crucial. What did Bunny say? Precise. Swift and precise. What now? Bunny. He needed to free Bunny, so they could leave. They would leave, and they would be fine, and they would be safe. I just need to keep my shit together. Weâll be fine.
The idea was already fully formed. He thought he could stomach a few more bullets. A knife was personal, and a blunt object was unnecessarily brutal, but guns were the weapons of war. He would be punished regardless. He couldnât change his mind now. Better to improve his chances and take a weapon, right? It couldnât hurt.
He glanced around the rest of the room. The cabinet was still standing. The open drawer was irritating him, the strangely sensible part of him that still cared about things like neatness, so he moved to push it shutâhe hesitated. His hand hovered over its contents.
It wasnât much. A few tins, a couple pens, and a small, silver key.Â
It almost glowed when its metal body caught the light. It could have unlocked anything, he told himself. But Jackie had seen it before, hadnât he? It was familiar, so painfully familiar, the same key that Heather used to unlock the handcuffs. It had to be. He remembered it so clearly that it seemed beyond memory.
He took it from the drawer and closed his fist around it. Before leaving, Jackie picked up the fallen rifle. He shoved some more bullets into his pockets and stepped back into the corridor.
This time, he didnât bother to move calmly. He tore down the corridor, as quickly as he could without dropping the guns, and rounded into the cellar door. He ran down the stairs. The steepness didnât help much. He thought he would trip and fall a few times, but he didnât, and then he reached the cellar door.
He opened it. âBunny! Bunny, weâre leaving. Now.â
âWhat?â Bunny didnât move, except to stare at Jackie. âNow?â
âThatâs what I said.â Bunny hadnât been informed of this plan, but hadnât she anticipated something like it? Swift and precise, without giving any time to recoil. Something like that. âHere. Take this gun.â
âWait.â Bunny took the bloody rifle, but it didnât ease her alarm. âJackieâI donâtâIâve never usedââ
âYou wonât have to use it,â Jackie said as he unlocked the handcuff. âItâs just so you look intimidating. Hurry! Stand up. We donât have time for this. Iâll explain whatever you want later, justâwe need to go.â
She stood up, a little overwhelmed under the weight of the gun.
Jackie gave her one final glance. âFollow me. Quietly.âÂ
Bunny nodded wide-eyed.Â
There were the stairs, and there were the railings, those features of the mansion heâd seen so often. Jackie ran his hand along the wood as they ascended. It was cool to the touch, turning red under his palms. The corridor was uncomfortably quiet.Â
And there was the lobby. The light of the chandeliers, glassy and strangely calming. Jackie exhaled. This could work. This would work. Everything would be fine. He needed to relax. He needed to keep his head clear. For his sake, and for Bunnyâs.
âBunny?â He glanced over his shoulder. âAre youââ
He did not have the chance to finish. That sound againâa single gunshot, temporarily distracting him from the pain. Still, the pain was definitely there, after the heat faded in his chest. He staggered backwards and clutched hisâstrangely dampâshirt. Distantly, he heard Bunny gasp, a strangled, choked sound, as the smell of burning powder flared in the air.Â
He looked up. Mary was standing there, pistol in hand. Her silhouette was blurred, out of focus, jittery. The muzzle was aimed dead-center of his vision.
He forced himself to not look away. He could not lose his grip now. Mary opened her mouth, about to say something. Jackie raised his handgun before Mary could speak and unloaded three more bullets.
Jackie leaned his shoulder against the wall. He didnât check to see her body. It had been point-blank. Too close to miss.
âJackie!â Bunny had rushed over and was now clinging onto his sleeves. Her voice cracked, went quiet. âNo. No, you can't.â
âHeyââ He swallowed the knot in his throat and tried to push Bunnyâs hand away, unsuccessfully. âItâs fine. Iâm fine.â
âYouâre notââ She blinked. âJackieâŚâ
There was a bullet in his heart. That was lucky. A bullet in the head might have slowed him down. The thought of being unable to protect Bunny was worse than the thought that he had just been shot. And the thought that he had just killed two people.Â
Jackieâs arms were sore from the kickback, so he lowered them. The muzzle of the pistol clacked on the wall behind it. âI killed them.â
âHey. Hey, listen. Look at me.â He placed a hand on Bunnyâs shoulder. âAm I dead?â
She shook her head.
âExactly. Iâm fine.â
Footsteps clattered down the lobby, along with the sound of gunfire. Bunny ducked. Bullets tore over their heads. One clipped Jackieâs shoulder, and another pierced straight through his eye.Â
Jackie turned around, and fired with his good arm. His first few shots missed and ripped into the wall. Then a bullet smashed into his sternum in retaliation. A perfect bullseye, dead-center. His vision was splitting in half. The sounds around him were becoming hazy.
He exhaled and aimed again. His last shot met flesh. Kate fell to her knees, buckling over her injured leg, then fell like a ragdoll on her side.Â
He stepped forwards and shot her in the head. Kate stopped moving.
Heather looked away from Kateâs body and towards Jackie. She kept a safe distance of a few meters, but he almost backed away.Â
âJackie,â Heather said. âPut the gun down.â
He almost did as she asked. Heather was unarmed, though. She had gotten too comfortable here. Slowly, he aimed his gun.
âDonât.â Her tone was commanding, but she still froze.
Wasnât that exactly what Jackie had said that day, so long ago now, that day before it stormed? Still, he didnât move his finger off the trigger, or lower the gun.
âJackie.â She had not felt the things he had. She was still scared to die. âDonât shoot.â
âIâll think about it. Beg.â
She stared blankly.
âBeg for your life,â he said, âlike a good girl, and Iâll consider it.â
âPlease donât shoot me.â She complied quickly enough. âJack, please. Don't do this. Put it down.â
He shifted the gunâjust a little, not anywhere near the pressure required to fire a bulletâbut she flinched like he had stabbed her. He could make her pay, make her suffer, for everything, for all of it.
âThatâs not begging,â Jackie said softly.
âPlease. Please donât kill me. I can'tâplease, I can'tââ
âSit down.â
âWhat?â
He gestured towards the floor with the gun. âSit.â
She hesitated, but she got down regardless, kneeling on the glossy floor.
âPut your hands in front of you. Donât move.â
She placed her hands in her lap. Her gaze no longer met his. She didnât know shame like he did. It still scared her.
âBunny.â He didnât turn around, or lower his gun yet. âTry to start the car. The butler has the keys, I think, if you can find him. Iâll meet you outside.â
Bunny set off towards the rest of the house, quickly. Her movements were loud in the pure, uninterrupted silence.Â
Heather blinked hard, wiping her eyes with her knuckles. Her shoulders had slumped.
âTheyâre dead, Heather. Itâs over.â
She said nothing, out of spite or grief, or an all-consuming terror that stifled her voice.
He knelt down to look at her. He took her face in his grasp and forced her to meet his gaze.
âDo you feel sorry now?â he asked. âDo you feel regret?â
Her eyes met his, flitting like they were searching for something in his stare, gleaming in the artificial light. âAre you going to kill me?â
âI want to.â He grazed the gunâs heated muzzle over her lips, just to feel her recoil under the metal. âWhat do you think it feels like? Did you ever wonder?â
She winced. He lifted the gun so she could speak. She said nothing, even then.Â
âNo. Death is too good for you.â He let the gun lower to her chest, pressed it there, above her beating heart. âI donât get it. I donât understand why. You didnât have to do any of it. You could have shot yourself, if you were so unhappy. Isnât there some small part of you that wants to die? Thereâs nothing left for us in this world. Youâll have to go on the run, if I let you live. You can't come back after this. I could kill you now, if you asked me to.â
He wanted an answer or an argument, but she didnât even respond to that. The horror of it had already overcome her. And the guilt of it, he hoped. He wanted another apology, at the very least. He could make her apologize. But that would not accomplish anything. How many lies had he fed her under the pressure of a threat? Those words were not real. Any regret she could spit out would not be genuine, and it would not make him feel any better.
âI guess itâs too late now.â The novelty of his revenge was wearing off. He just wanted to go home, and the silence was getting on his nerves. He shifted his grip on the gun again. âI donât know. There wasnât a reason, probably. Was there?â
She shook her head. Her hair blacked out most of her expression, hanging over her eyes and cheeks, strands fraying like old thread, a few slicked with tears on her skin.
âI still love you,â he said.
âIt doesnât matter.â Her voice trembled, but she spoke sharply. âYou killed them.â
âThat means weâre even now.â He stood. âGet up.â
She stood as well. Red and blue lights were flashing from a window behind them, shining on the wall. He could hear the wails of police sirens. Someone must have called them, perhaps the butler. He did not feel as relieved as he should have.Â
Jackie was exhausted and lightheaded. He couldnât see from his injured eye. The wound was still leaking down his face. Heather was much more composed, in comparison. It seemed as if she wanted to speak, but that moment of tension passed. Her gaze shifted away from him.
They didnât have much time. He couldnât know someone the way he knew her, never again, not like this. He wished that they could know each other once more, as better people, in a better place, without the silver threads that tied them to one another. Without the webs of silk clotting in their memory. Maybe in another life.
âI donât care if you need to leave this city or the country,â he said. âI donât care what you need to do. I never want to see you again. Iâll end your sorry life if I have to. Is that clear?â
âI understand," she said.
He lowered the gun. They stood motionless, as the lights continued to flash across her face.Â
"Just go." He spoke to break the silence. "I won't tell them where you went. I won't look for you. There's nothing else left to say. You can leave. What are you waiting for? Leave."
Heather was startled by that outburst. It was enough to sever her reluctance. She didnât wait any longer, not even to glance back at him. She was gone so quickly, through the corridor, unrecognizable in the darkness. There was only a secondâs grace, and then he couldnât see her anymore. He would never see her face again, what she looked like, the pitch of her voice, her eyes. Life would go on, forever.
As always, thank you for reading. These past two years have been absolutely amazing â¤ď¸ I'd like to dedicate this chapter to all the people who have been with me during that time, whether it was since the first chapter or the last couple of weeks. I've met so many people since joining the community and I couldn't have done any of this without that support. Whenever I lost my passion, seeing the comments or asks or fan art or likes as people binged my series would remind me why I loved making this series so much. And, if you're reading this at a different time, I'd like to dedicate this chapter to you too, for reading my writing all the way through. I hope you enjoyed the ending as much as I enjoyed writing it.
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She can't just let this happen, Jackie thought, his arms crossed, slumped in the leather seat. She doesn't own me. Iâm not something she can justâshe canât just hand me over to Mary because that bastard asked politely!
Although he had presented all of these excellent points to Heather, only one of them had won that argument, which was why Jackie was currently waiting in Maryâs car. The car actually belonged to Peter, the butler. Chauffeuring was apparently what he did all day, when he wasnât feeding peacocks and dusting the lobby.
Jackie was in the backseat. He didnât bother putting the seatbelt on. He restrained himself from banging his head against the windows, at the very least. Peter didnât seem to mind either way.
The butler cleared his throat. His voice was a proper baritone rumbleâand his words were eloquent, too, well-articulated. âWeâve arrived. I was told to follow you to the door.â
Jackie pretended not to hear. He had briefly considered asking Peter for help, but that was probably a bad idea. The truth was that Jackie was running out of ideas. He couldnât even leave the house without permission, and Bunny was still stuck in a cellar.Â
Peter left the car and reappeared, a few moments later, outside the backseat door. He held it open for Jackie to step outside.
âFine.â Jackie stood and stepped, a little ungracefully, out of the car. âLetâs go.â
âYes. We should hurry.â Peter turned away and started up the cobblestone path.Â
Coward. Canât even look me in the eye. Jackie considered making a run for it, but the gate was already locked, and Bunny was still inside. He walked forward. He was one bad thing away from putting that butlerâs head in a paper shredderâbut he forced himself to calm down and walk forward, one step at a time.Â
He came closer to the front entrance and saw the fountain again. It seemed distasteful in the broad daylight. He hated the carved siren, the mundane banality of it, how ugly that wounded expression seemed⌠He hated that mansion, not a home but a tactless display of wealth and power, disembowelled of all its grace. The sight didnât ease his anger.
Mary opened the door. Her dress was a plain faded-pink, and she wasnât wearing any makeup at all. Her hair hadnât been combed. Strands of it trailed on her cheeks like thistles. âHello, you two. Good, youâre on time.âÂ
âEvening, Mrs. Callaghan.â The butler dipped his head respectfully. âHow are you?â
âBusy,â she said. âA new client showed up this morning. And I havenât gotten anything out of that investigator yet. Itâs a whole mess. But enough about that.â She gestured dismissively. âCome in. Oh, and close the door behind you.âÂ
They entered the lobby. Peter discreetly side-stepped around them both and hurried towards the hallway, which Mary didnât pay any attention to. Her eyes were on Jackie.
Jackie didnât say hello. He wouldnât debase himself like that.
âDonât be so morose, Rockwell.â Mary nudged his shoulder forward. âWalk with me. We havenât had the chance to really speak yet, have we? Weâre both busy people.â
He walked forward, by Maryâs side, although it was a distinctly uncomfortable position. He knew what she had done to Angie, however sweet she wanted to seem to him. Still, it couldnât be any worse than what he had already gone through, he told himself. Mary didn't know about his immortality. Compared to Heather, compared to that collar, it couldn't possibly be worse.
âHow long can you hold your breath?â she asked him.
âWhat?â He wasnât really paying attention to her. At first, he had been disoriented, but now he recognized the path they were taking. He had been in this hall before. This door led to the cellar.
âTrust me,â she said, placing her hands on his shoulders. âIâm good at what I do. Youâll be just fine.â
He stood paralyzed as she pushed the door open.Â
Before he could take more than a step backwards, Mary came up behind him, blocking off his exit. âEasy. Youâre a skittish one, arenât you?â
Then, she stepped forwards, with her hands on his shoulders guiding him closer to the cellar door. Her shadow passed over him, spilling across the wall.Â
He waited for as long as he could. Then, reluctantly, he turned around and descended down the first step.
âThere you go.â Mary followed close behind. The door shut behind them.Â
This part of the mansion was quickly becoming a familiar sight. He realized, with a twinge of surprise, that the smell didnât bother him anymore. He associated it with seeing Bunny, and he probably always wouldâthat scent of stagnant, rotting wood and mold. It was almost pleasant. Which was a ridiculous thing to think, but he couldnât help it.
They came to the end of the stairwell and then eventually into the room where he had last seen Bunny. And Bunny was still there, sure enough; she rose to her feet as they entered. She had gained a few more cuts along her legs and arms, and she leaned slightly towards one side, taking the weight off her injuries. In the middle of the room was a small bucket of water.
Without warning, Mary took a fistful of Jackieâs hair and twisted his head back.Â
âGood morning, detective,â Mary said. âYouâre awake already.â
Bunny said nothing.Â
Jackie realized what was happening and remained quiet. His gaze moved between Bunny and Mary, at the edge of his vision. At least this wasnât really about him. If he was to be a pawn, at least he wasnât in Maryâs spotlight. And he could make this go easier for Bunny by keeping calm.
Unfortunately, Bunny was past being calm. Tough. She stared only at Jackie, those seaglass eyes now cutting into him. âLeave him alone. Heâs innocent.â
âIs he?â Mary cheerfully replied. âWell, you two are close. Friends, maybe.â She yanked Jackieâs head to the side, for effect. His scalp hurt now, but he was still composed. âPoor Rockwell, huh? Look at that sweet, trusting face. Such an innocent little lamb. If you cooperate, he doesnât have to come to any harm.â
Was she threatening to kill him? Jackieâs expression waveredâhe had to tamp down a smile before either of them noticed. But the threat had worked on Bunny. She was horrified. Poor Bunny, Jackie thought. I wish I could tell her. But knowing that would just make Bunny reckless, and she wasn't as bulletproof as he was. Â Jackie tried his best to look sweet and naive. He silently willed Bunny to accept Maryâs terms, whatever those were, to just give up.Â
âTell me who youâre working with,â Mary said.
âIâm not working with anyone.â But Bunnyâs face was too pale, and her eyes were still on Jackie.
Jackie was pulled forwards. Mary forced him onto his knees, her hand still holding on to his hair, and another securing his shoulder in place. He stared at the tub of water in front of him. It was just a plastic bucket, heavy and stable but still plain. It was full to the brim with clear water. He saw his own reflection in it, moving gently, warped by a slight splash as he placed a hand on its steady plastic rim.Â
âLast chance,â Mary said.
Bunny did not take advantage of it. Jackie couldnât help but feel disappointedâbut he wasnât hopeful, either way. Bunny would talk. She would sing like a bird.
Mary brought out some zipties and began securing them around Jackieâs wrists. But his hands were still in front of him, and they were flimsy, easy to break, so he gave it little thought. âCome on. Isnât this worth ratting for? Not even to save your friend? Your darling Jackie? Thatâs cruel.â
âIâll say it again,â Bunny continued flatly. âIâm not working with anyone. This is honestly childish. I donât think youâre capable of it, either way. I wonâtââ
Jackie didnât hear that last bit. Mary pushed his head down abruptly, shoved it into the water. He broke the surface like he was breaking through solid iceâcold, unbelievably cold, sharp as shattered ceramic, freezing the reflex to pull awayâbut as his lungs burned, and he made an effort to move upwards, he found that he could not. Mary held him under. Air bubbled from his throat. Water rushed into him, filling his chest and dragging him below, weighing him down, his vision churning with bright flashes of pain. He knew he was drowning.
Just as sharply and without warning, he was pulled back up. There was a snap, a ringing in his ears. He gasped and spluttered. Water ran from his mouth. He hacked uncontrollably. The zipties were not as flimsy as he assumed. He twisted against Maryâs grip but could barely do anything except continue coughing up his lungs. The room spun, and before it came to a halt, he was pushed back under.
It hurt, it tore his insides deeper than any blade. The force of the water and urge to breathe in was immediate, serrated as it sank into him, impossibly heavy. He could not suffocate, and he would not suffocate, but he could not think of anything above the need to survive, the need to breathe, piercing his chest. He thrashed blindly against it.Â
This time, when he was allowed to surface, he gasped for air before anything else. He felt hot and cold all over. White patches faded away from his vision, clearing up, but he did not look at Bunny, didnât even think to.
In any case, he could tell that Bunnyâs confidence had faltered. Her voice was shaky. âDonâtââÂ
âI wonât if you give me what I want.â Vaguely, he heard Mary speak, but Jackie did not care about this conversation anymore, and he made no effort to listen. âIt canât be worth watching someone die. Drowning really is a sad way to go. I know youâre lying, Mackenzie. Just make it easier on yourself. Youâre going to lose either way.â
Yes, Jackie thought, this was a pretty lose-lose situation. He rested his head against the plastic and tried to slow his breathing down, to no avail.Â
âIâI wonâtââ Bunny hesitated for a moment too long.
Jackie was pushed under again. It lasted much longer, this time, and he was too exhausted to prepare for it, or hold his breath. He was swallowing too much water. It was making him lightheaded. Nausea was coming over him in crashing, shuddering waves, buzzing underneath his skin, in his guts.
The world tilted again and he was pulled up. The feeling of air in his lungs was starting to hurt just as much as the water. He would rather just keep drowning, in all honesty. The sensation of being on a particularly unpleasant ferris wheel was not wearing well on him.
âHeâs not struggling anymore,â Mary said to Bunny. âI canât help him if he goes unconscious. You know that, right?â
âIâll talk,â Bunny said abruptly. âIâll tell you. Justâlet go of him.â
âIâll need a few names, first.â
âI spoke to Stevens. Andâand Thompson. They didnât approve of my coming here, but they were aware of Heffner. Please. I did what you asked. Iâll tell you whatever you want, justâŚâ
âOf course.â She let go of Jackie.
He collapsed and crashed into the side of the tub. He lay there, his shoulder leaning on the plastic and his head on the rim, still coughing, glaring at Bunny from the corner of his eye. He didnât care if this wasnât Bunnyâs fault, he was ready to crack someoneâs head open right there and then. The pain was all over his body, and it wasnât helping things. He could hardly see straight. He couldnât even speak. He felt it still bright and flashing, hissing and spitting inside him, coming apart like burning flesh, bitter and overwhelming and wild, caustic and raw.
âI don't know a Thompson,â Mary said. âStevens, you said? Not Richard Stevens, surely? I thought he knew better than that.â
âNo. Someone else. Theyâre not local police. Theyâtheyâre somewhere higher up, Iâm not sure exactly where. Thatâs all I know.â
âAnd the money? Do they know where itâs from?â
Bunny shook her head.
âWell. In that caseâŚâ She walked away. Her footsteps landed dull on the damp wooden floorboards. âSorry I canât stay for longer. Peter should be upstairs somewhereâheâll be back soon. Sit tight.â
The door slammed shut. It shook the tub, disturbing his reflection and spilling water over the side.Â
He didnât move for a while. Drowning was loud; churning water and the failing panic of a sluggish heartbeat, the intensity of sound that naturally comes with unbearable pain. This tranquility was nice. Breathing was still a little hard, but he was sure that would go away soon.
âIâm sorry,â Bunny said.Â
âI donât care,â Jackie said. âIt doesnât matter, anyway. You already gave her what she wanted. It doesnât make a difference if youâre fucking sorry or not.â
âI just made up some names. She wonât find anything.â
âYou couldnât have just made up some names any sooner?â
Bunny didnât snap back at him; she sank down the wall and sat in the corner and stayed silent, looking anywhere but at Jackie. Her voice had been shaky and unusually quiet, barely self-contained.Â
That was a mean thing for Jackie to say. They were both in a bad situation. Bunny wasnât in the best state of mind, either. It was worse to have people counting on you.
He stood up. He was in a steadier position now, so when he raised his wrists and brought them down, the zipties snapped in half like twigs. Then he kicked the tub of water over.
It banged on the floor and spilled its insides on the wood. The water splashed onto her face. Bunny flinched. She stayed tense as the tub stopped rocking and settled into place.Â
It wasnât nice, what Jackie was doing, acting out these savage impulses whenever the desire struck him. He didnât mean to scare Bunny like that, but he wasnât sure how to apologize. When was the last time he had slighted anyone like Mackenzie-Clarke, so sophisticated and tough, so hard to hurtâperhaps his sisters? But childhood was so far away; he didnât remember how he had been forgiven. It was easy to apologize to Heather. He just begged and rolled over and suffered through whatever she fancied until she forgot about it, or some bigger issue came up. Bunny was a lot more well-adjusted, however, so she probably had higher standards.Â
Besides, Jackie still had a bit of a headache, and that made it hard to think. He didnât want to stay here aimlessly anymore. Unfortunately, when he tried the door, it was locked. He rattled it a few times, then gave up and stood against the wall.Â
Peter the butler was nowhere to be seen. He felt sort of out-of-place now, standing around and waiting for someone to give him an order or herd him into another room. He couldnât stand Bunnyâs presence. He couldnât stand a silence like this. He needed to say something.
There was only one topic that ever made Bunny happy. âI thought I saw a few pins under a table yesterday. You said you could pick the lock, right?â
âYeah.â Bunny kept avoiding his gaze. âListen, Jackie. I donât want you to waste your time. Even if I have to die, you donât. You could still get out of here. You could tell everyone what happened.â
âYouâre not going to die,â Jackie said. âDonât be ridiculous.â
âThatâs not my point. You could put an end to this. With or without me. You shouldnât wait for something that will never happen. You shouldnât have to stay in a place likeâlike this. You deserve to be safe. Lauraâs family deserves to know what happened to her. Our families deserve to know.â
âHow would I even do that? What do you want me to do?â
âI want you to move on. Escape. You canât hesitate anymore. It needs to be precise.â
A clean cut was crucial. Swift and precise. That was important. But there wasnât any point if the detective couldnât come with him. The world outside would be just as cold and lonely as before. Jackie didnât have any real stake in these politics. He didnât have a family to worry about. He didnât care about the miserable state of this city. He didnât care about Angie or Matthew or any of those faceless names. He cared about Bunny.
It was true that they didnât have much longer. He needed to act soon. Living with this anticipation was worse than anything. Better to get it over with. Even if they got caught, and Bunny died regardless, Jackie would finally be free of this debt he owed. He wouldnât have to care after that. It wouldnât matter anymore.Â
The thought was heavy, nevertheless, settling like silt in his guts. It was a difficult thing, betrayal. It was unfortunate. But it was for Bunnyâs sake. Heather had already made her choice.
It would be a fitting end, at least. There was a certain closure in loss.
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It was the detective that was making him anxious. Although Jackie thought that was really very annoying. He had enough on his plate without caring about someone elseâs misery and joy.
It would be easier if he didnât care at all. There was nothing wrong with that, in his eyes. Life was cruel and short for no reason. It was the nature of things. Helping Bunny escape would be a surefire method to lose every comfort he still enjoyed. After all, kindness had led him to Heather. Kindness had driven him to accept her request on that fateful day, in the summer heat, that car with the trunk open.Â
He was so tightly wound that sleep seemed a distant dream and, if he did somehow manage to close his eyes, he would be startled awake by the slightest sound. Often, he found himself dwelling over the way his sister had died, the abrupt moment she had been snuffed out of this world, the lack of fear in her mangled face, the permanent silence that came over her. He wanted nothing more than to forget about Bunny, but his thoughts came back to that cellar like water spiraling in an eddy, thoughts of blood seeping into wood.Â
Bunny didnât deserve to die there. She was more selfless and honest than all of them combined. Jackie didnât want to live with that knowledge, that he could do something to save her if only he was less of a coward. Perhaps that was for the better. Perhaps it was a good thing. Without the heat of a risk, Jackie wouldnât have been able to keep going. There was no reason to, otherwise. If Bunnyâs life didnât matter, if nothing mattered, then why did he get out of bed? Why did he bother waking up at all? If he could help someone else, he thought he could live with himself. Even if he never got out. Even if Heather never changed.
That was all the justification he needed. It was not a question of if or should, but how. And⌠Jackie did not know how. But he would figure something out, sooner or later.Â
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The next time Mary invited Heather over, he was given permission to see Bunny. He stood there in the cellar again, wincing at the smell of the cellar but trying not to show it.Â
The detective was still alive, albeit less untouched than the last time Jackie saw her. The bruise on her wrist had started to fade, but there were patches of burned skin along her face and arms, and she also sported an obvious black eye.
It was an obtrusive shade of muddy purple, with shades of gray and green woven in, swollen around the right eye and nearly forcing it shut. She seemed to be doing okay, otherwise. She wasnât dead. The bar was low.
Jackie leaned against the wall beside her. âYou donât look too gorgeous, Cottontail.â
âNice to see you too, Jackie. Did Rodriguez tell you anything about the key?â
âNo. She said the cuffs were hers, but thatâs it. And I havenât found the key yet. It might not even be in our house.â
âOur?â Bunny echoed.
âI meanâher house. You know what I mean. I justâanyway, you must have other ideas. In case we donât find that key. You must have a backup plan. Right?â
âI could pick the lock. Though Iâd need a hair pin for that. Those small metal ones.â
âDo you have a plan that doesnât require me to find something for you?âÂ
âIf youâd prefer. Itâs a last resort, but even then.â She cleared his throat. âIâd been speaking with some officials while I was conducting the investigation. Individuals from the CIA. Iâm sure theyâve noticed Iâm missing by now. They might have already started the search. Chances are theyâll find us sooner or later.â
Jackie waited.
âThatâs it.â
Jackie didnât say anything.
âWhat?â
âYou are the worst private investigator Iâve ever met.â Jackie turned away, towards the cellar door. âOh my God. Youâre never going to escape. I give up. It's no wonder you got caught.â
âSuit yourself,â she said. âYou donât need to be involved in this. Go back to your master like the good lap-dog you are. Iâll escape without you.â
âHey, thatâs low, even for you.â He faced Bunny again, with as much venom in his voice as he could manage. âDonât try to make me feel guilty. Iâm helping you whether you like it or not.â
âIâm so grateful. How will I ever repay you?âÂ
âItâs okay,â Jackie said calmly. âIt was your dumb plan anyway. If you wanted to leave so badly, you should have come up with a better one.â
âI didnâtââ Bunny leveled her voice. âI thought it was worth a try. We might still find that key. Donât give up so soon.â
âYou should have asked me to find a screwdriver.â
âRight, thatâs definitely easier.â
âItâs still a better idea than yours,â Jackie shot back. âIt doesnât matter, anyway. We canât do anything until we open those handcuffs.â
They both glanced at the metal cuffs, which seemed to shine even in the cellarâs dull light.
Bunny was silent for a few moments, with that distant and calculating look on her face again. âYou still donât know where the key is.â
Jackie nodded.
âWellâŚâ She took a deep breath. âIt wonât be pretty, but we could always cut my hand off.â
âNo, the blood loss will probably kill you.â And the thought of such a weeping, open wound was disheartening at best. âBesides, we donât have any knives.â
âWe could dislocate my wrist.â
âNo.â
âWhy not?â
He tried to find a reason and found he could not. It was a bad idea. It just was. He knew it instinctively, without the need for petty reason.Â
âWell, youâve been captive for a year, havenât you?â Bunny asked. âHave you come up with anything? You must know the way these places operate.â
âWhat the hell is that supposed to mean?â Jackie said. âThese places donât operate. Itâs not as simple as you apparently seem to believe. Itâs not that easy. Itâs not something you can fucking predict. Iâd like to see you try and come up with anything when youâre beingââ
âI understand,â Bunny interrupted. âI get itâitâs hard enough to keep your head above the water. Iâm sorry for saying that.â
With his speech cut short, he fell silent, though he still looked at her with displeasure.
âWe should quit arguing about this.â And with those words, all the prior tension was gone from Bunnyâs voice. âIâve been less patient than I should be. I really am sorry. We'll never get out if we're always snapping at each other. So, from now on, let's not fight. We can find another way if we give it some time.â
âFine." He glanced towards the cellar door, but no one had come to open it yet. They had some time before he had to go. "What else do you want to talk about, then?â
âRight, that reminds me. I wanted to ask you about Rodriguez.â
He huffed. âWhat about her?â
âWhatâs her motive? I canât understand what she wants. Heffnerâs easy enoughâshe wants to avoid prison. And Callaghan finds this all fun, as far as Iâve seen. But Rodriguez⌠I donât understand why sheâs involved.â
Jackie shrugged.Â
âNo, really. Whatâs your relationship with her? I donât get it. Apparently youâre her captive, but she lets you visit me whenever you want, and youâre not handcuffed to anything. And then there's the injection she gave me. Iâm starting to think it did nothing at all. She seemed disappointed about it, tooâŚâ
âItâs her work. Her research.â
âWhat is she researching, though?â
âItâsâŚâ He couldnât think of an answer.
âAnd are you her prisoner?â
âYes. More or less. Itâs complicated.â Jackie searched for something appropriate to say. Anything he could say wouldnât help his point, though. âIâll tell you eventually. When we get out of this place. Iâll explain everything.â
Although curiosity was still bright and restless in Bunny's eyes, she didnât push it. âThatâs fine. I can wait.â
That day seemed far enough away. Maybe their escape would never come. If Bunny died, he thought dryly, then the issue would resolve itself. And if they ever got out of this charnel house, like the detective seemed to believe they would, Jackie would surely be ready to answer her then.
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Regardless of the uncertain future, the present had already arrived, and Jackie couldnât stand still and watch it pour down the drain. He had woken up before Heather, so he was forced to wait for her in the living room. Dawn was still a few hours away. The world outside was burning black under a starless sky. But it was fruitless to go back to sleep; Jackie couldnât sleep at all, lately.
When Heather finally came downstairs, startling him thoroughly, she just sat down on the sofa across from him and sighed.Â
Jackie swallowed. Bunny seemed to have it all figured out. Bunny, who didnât seem to realize the gravity of this task, who didnât quite understand the things Jackie was allowed and not allowed to do. It was easier to believe such fantasies when the detective was right in front of him, precious and tangible, pure with hope. Back in the cellar, he didnât have the heart to break the detectiveâs dream, but it was just that. A sweet dream that Jackie couldnât possibly carry out.
Heather leaned her head against her hand and her elbow up on the sofa. Under heavy-lidded eyes, she glanced at him. âDid you enjoy the party?âÂ
He nodded.
âDonât lie so much. Youâre not that good at it anymore.â
âOkay, fine, I hated it.â
âI see.â It had been three or four days since that dinner. The dates often blurred together in his mind, but he made an effort to remember now, over Heatherâs voice. âI expected as much. What did you think of Carter?â
âI thought Carter was annoying. All your friends are. He probably only cares about his guns. And heâs got an annoying laugh.â
âUgh, CarterâŚâ She closed her eyes for a long moment, in a coy gesture of exhaustion. âHe is kind of irritating, isnât he?â
âHe is.â
âMary is happy that we're getting along, at least.â She opened her eyes to look at him again. âYouâre up early. And youâre not hiding from me. Is there something you want?â
âIâI meanâŚâ
âIâm giving you permission. Go ahead and ask.â
He knew what he wanted. It was crystalline in his heart. Still, the right words wouldnât come out. âDid⌠did Mary⌠did you see anything in the cellar?â
âWhat did you do this time?â
âNothing! Nothing.â He cleared his throat. âI met someone. A prisoner, or something. I didnât ask that many questions.â
âYou mean Mackenzie-Clarke?â
He furrowed his brows. âYou know Bunny?â
âIâve met her, yes. And sheâs the reason Mary borrowed my handcuffs. Her real name isnât Bunny, though, is it?â
âI think itâs just a nickname. To keep her identity a secret, I guess.âÂ
âExactly, that's what I was thinking. Thatâs usually the case with detectives. Iâm certain sheâs not a professional, though. Not in this sort of business. I could tell she was in over her head.â
He nodded and said nothing else. All this pleasant conversation was going nowhere. Bunny, when they first met, had laid it out clearly for Jackie. Apparently, Carter had mentioned off-hand that the key to the cuffs was in a drawer somewhere. Jackie was supposed to convince Heather to divulge information about its location, and if that failed, he was meant to hunt through every drawer on Godâs green earth until he found it. That was all that was necessary on Jackieâs end. The detective would figure the rest out.Â
It wouldnât work, obviously. Heather would know. She would see right through Jackie. She would recognize the look on his face. Jackie just couldnât do it. The idea was all right in theory, but he knew better. He had learned his lesson. He knew what he felt in the basement, alone, or with her hands sliding up in between his lungs. He knew that feeling. It was pain, like a film of oil coating his heart.Â
He already knew what he needed to know. He knew that disgust he felt, he could name it, or he could put his hand over his chest where he felt it burn. Mackenzieâs words were just fantasy, the kind of dream that Jackie repeated under his breath over and over. None of those tender wishes actually mattered.
The dawn light was tearing, gradually, through the slats of the blinds. Heather was staring at him with curiosity. âWhy do you ask?â
âDo you think I could see her again?â He had promised Bunny something. Maybe not escape, but the comfort that Jackie had at least tried. It would be cruel to betray her without ever telling her why. âI want to talk to her before she dies.â
âSheâs going to die soon.â
Heather had said it without any emotion. He could not decipher any deeper meaning from her tone, and in the end it was not a real answer to his question.
âItâs fine if I canât.â He had tried. It wasnât his fault that Bunny decided to get her hands dirty with the investigation. âIâm not⌠Iâm not trying to⌠either way, Iâd do what you wanted.â
âI never said you canât," Heather replied. "I donât care. Mary will probably invite me over again, whether I want it or not.â
âOh. Okay.â
âI might try the test again, too. Itâs my only option, at this point. Maybe the blood wasnât fresh enough. I donât know. I might as well.âÂ
Jackie didnât understand what that meant, but Heather wasnât actually talking to him. She got up and walked away. After a moment, she was gone.
He was breathing heavily for no apparent reason. It was just another useless biological response, and he had learned to ignore that ache at this point.
Bunny is going to die, Jackie thought. It doesnât matter. Itâs not going to work.
Jackie exhaled, feeling the resistance of his heartbeat. Bunny would be happy to see him. He wouldnât say any of this out loudâhe would go along with whatever fantasy the detective liked. It would be nice to talk again.
Mary was nice about letting Heather come over, even though Heather didnât know how to ask nicely. Her parlor was always empty, Mary said, and Kate didnât care about visitors. Carter wouldnât be over that day, if that was what Heather was so worried about.Â
âSo?â Heather said quickly. She was leaning forward despite herself.Â
âType A positive.â Mary pushed the door to the stairs open absent-mindedly. âDid you want a blood sample?â
âYou tested it already?â
âDonât sound so disappointed.â Mary smiled and playfully tapped Heatherâs nose. âI was a nurse before I married Kate. Did I tell you that already? I told you, didnât I? I mean, if you really want to try it yourself, you could take a sample now. You have the tools for it.â
Heather was carrying a bag with both hands. Glassware was both heavy and delicate. She set it down for a moment and unfolded the coat she was carrying. As she spoke, she pulled the sleeves over her shoulders. âAre you sure the blood is positive? Beyond doubt?â
She scoffed. âYou scientists. Why are you wearing your lab coat today?â
âI want to avoid contamination. And keep my clothes clean.â
âWell, I certainly donât mind, in any case." Mary leaned in and placed a hand on the lapel of Heather's coat. "I always love to see a woman in uniform.â
âThen itâs the rightââ
âItâs the right type, honestly, do you think I check these things with my eyes closed?â
âFine. Sorry.â
âYouâre so sweet.â She glanced at the stairs. âShould I come down there with you?â
Heather looked back at Mary. âDo you think it would be a good idea? Is sheâŚ?â
âDangerous? Bunny? God, no. Sheâs quiet for the most part.â Mary gave her a pat on the back. âYouâll be fine. Go right on ahead. Meet me upstairs when you're done.â
It was clear that Mary wanted her to hurry, for whatever reason. After a second, faced with Maryâs expectant silence, Heather descended the stairs.
The dim lights were just barely enough to see by. Heather hadnât been down here before. The passage was narrower than she had assumed. It was less beloved than the other parts of the house, evidently. The smell of rotting wood hit her before she even reached the cellar.
She rattled the cellar door until it opened. There wasnât a lot inside. There were a couple of deep freezers. Opposite them was a metal table, which was thankfully a little cleaner than everything else. Heather set the bag down on its surface where it settled with a thump. Her new test subject was asleep in the corner of the room.
Heather came closer to survey the damage. There were several burns across her skin. Her wrist in the handcuff was ringed with bruises. But she was alive, yes, and breathing all the same. For Heatherâs work to have any chance of continuing, she needed a mortal like Mackenzie-Clarke. A new vessel. A suitable bodyâa living one, too, a human one, and not a mouse or a rat. The animals she used didnât take the injections well. Heather would have tested it on herself just as quickly, but Jackieâs blood would clot with her own. It was lucky that she met Mary when she did, and along with her, the unfortunate detective.
Even Heatherâs arrival didnât wake her up. She was practically unconscious. Heather put a hand on her shoulder.Â
âWhââ Her eyes snapped open. âWhatâwhat do youââ
Heather knelt beside her. âMackenzie-Clarke? Is that right?â
She blinked and scrambled up the wall, her back to the corner, not yet able to stand up and shake off the weight of sleep.Â
âI need you to answer a few questions,â Heather said. âFirstââ
âYâyouâre HeatherâHeather Rodriguez,â she stammered.
Heather stopped for a moment. âYou know my name.â
âI⌠somebody told me.â She exhaled. She put her hand against his chest, briefly, as if checking that her pulse was still beating there. âI was⌠I remember you.â
âNo, you donât. Weâve never met.â
âNo, we havenât.â She shook her head. Her hair was matted badly. It curtained over her eyes. âI just mean that IâIâve heard your name before. Heffnerâs wifeâI asked her about Lauraâor, Angie, whatever you call herâshe saidâaâand RockwellâŚâ But she seemed to run out of steam at last. She fell silent, just trying to catch her breath.
Heather waited for her to continue. It was apparent after a few seconds that she wasnât going to.
âWell,â Heather said. âSmall world, I suppose.â She had to admit that the detective wasnât handling captivity very well. She just hoped that it wouldnât interfere with her results. âThat must have been a while ago. Your memory is sharp.â
âIâve been told.â
âRemember one more thing for me, then. What did Mary do to you?â
There wasnât a response, just a weak attempt at a glare, and then the detective looked away.
âRight, in that case...â Heather stood up and surveyed the room. Mary said it was somewhere overâthere. Heather stepped over a stray power drill and picked the cattle prod up from the floor. The moment she turned it on, sparks of electricity came to life between the two prongs.
Her breath hitched. âIâIâll talk. Donât use that.â
âI might not,â Heather mused. âConsidering the burns, this doesnât seem like an effective solution. Iâm sure it would send you into cardiac arrest eventually. Now, the drill, thereâs blood on that one. Did Mary everââ
âI donât understand what youâre asking me for.â She managed to meet Heather's gaze, eyes narrowed. âMaryâs done a lot of things.â
âI mean, if I have to be specific, did she give you any medication? Anything like that?â Anything that affected the blood, anything that might prematurely kill the organism.
âI donât know. Probably not.â
âHow good is your immunity? Have you ever gotten sick before?â
âYes, I⌠I have. Iâm not sick right now.â
Then she really was mortal. Either way, someone who carried the organism wouldnât be in such a rough shape.
âGood enough. I trust your recollection.â Heather turned off the electricity and put the prod down. She didnât want to put any more strain on the detectiveâs heart. If her only chance at testing this ended up dying, she wouldnât be able to bear it. âTake a deep breath. This wonât hurt.â
After she opened the book bag and pulled on her gloves, she filled the injection with the vial of Jackieâs blood. When Heather approached the detective again, Mackenzie-Clarke didnât move, except for the slightest wince as the needle punctured her skin.Â
Heather stood up and dropped the dirty needle into a separate bag. âThatâs it. Iâll see you tomorrow. It should work by then.â
âWhat is it?â Her voice was low, scraping in her throat.Â
âOh, donât worry, it wonât kill you.â Heather slipped the book bag over her shoulder and turned towards the door. âIf it works, it should have the opposite effect. Weâll see.â
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The experiment was another failure, however. Heather drew a vial of her blood the next day, but the organism hadnât acclimated to her body. Even before Heather took it home to examine, she could tell. The detective's skin was still mottled with injuries. Heather was starting to think that it wasn't just the right blood that kept the colony alive. Professor Callaghan had been the most successful subject, managing to move in short spasms after rigor mortis, but even his body couldnât sustain itself for long. There was some other factor she still hadnât determined.Â
Besides, if Mary kept treating her captive that way, Mackenzie-Clarke would be dead within the week. Heather didnât have any interest in continuing this series of tests. It was out of her hands. The only recourse was to find a different mortal. The detective would be much less useful as a corpse, after all. All that work would go to waste.
content: brief description of a dead body, female whumpee
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It was not so late as to be dark out, but the evening cast a vignette over everything. The cicadas buzzed outside, but he couldnât hear their harsh songs inside the car.Â
Heather shifted the gear into parking, then glanced at Jackie in the rearview mirror. "âIt was important that we allied ourselves with Mary Callaghan. The fact is, Mary has more power and resources than we do. I killed a member of her family. I pose a threat to her. If she had decided to kill me in retaliation, you would be in her custody, and Iâm sure you donât want that. It was necessary to make some sacrifices. You want to ensure our safety, right?â
"Yes," he responded on cue.
"I need you to be polite at the party. Speak when youâre spoken to. Be social. Don't be rude. Donât drink, if it comes to that. Smile. Lie if you need to. Do whatever is necessary, so long as you don't embarrass me."
He nodded.
âI'm sure you'll manage." Her gaze returned to the front. She twisted the keys out from the ignition. "If you get lost, ask for help. If you get scared, pretend you're not. Don't cry..." She paused. "Actually, just don't cry in front of me. Don't die. That isn't acceptable, either."
âYou didnât tell them about the immortality.â
âOf course not. Nobody would believe that.â
Maryâs house was big, to put it mildly. Bushes of pink and white and yellow flowers lined the cobblestone walkways, curving around a sculpted fountain, which spewed out thin arcs of water into a wide cobblestone base.Â
All this scenery was viewed through a large gate, made up of black metal curls and engraved leaves, and narrow but tall bars in between. The property was fairly secluded as well, covered on all sides by a patch of pine trees, a forest even thicker than the woods on Heatherâs property.
The view was beautiful, and it was getting better by the second. A pair of white peafowl came strutting down the manicured lawn. This is just ridiculous, he thought. There was a peacock with an impressive kingâs-coat of a tail, trailing behind its reedy legs, and a less impressive peahen following close beside. He wondered who fed them. Or had time to tend the garden, for that matter.
A stately middle-aged man, wearing a formal suit, opened the gates. That answered Jackieâs question. The man could only be a servant. A housekeeper or the like.Â
Heather was already out of the car. Though Jackie was dreading this, he still followed her. It was evening already. The smell of roses and motor oil was making his stomach churn. He was not wearing the shock collar, thank God, but he didnât want to see Mary again regardless.Â
What he wanted was irrelevant, however. Heather had already started up the pathway with her hand around his wrist. He followed. At least Iâm outside. He could run. Past the bushes and the picket fence. Hilarious. Iâm sure Heather wonât mind at all. And when Heather didnât mind something, she locked him in a dark room for three months. There was nowhere to run to, besides, unless he wanted to starve to death in the forest. But there was the door, and they were already up the steps, and Heather had already rung the doorbell.Â
Even before the sound could fade away, the door swung open. There stood Mary Callaghan, her face bright and rosy in a full face of makeup, her eyes sparkling. Heatherâs previous expression of mild irritation switched in an instant, to mirror hers.
Mary tucked a strand of hair away, cleared her throat, and clasped her hands together. âHeather!â
âMary.â
âYouâre here!â
Heather seemed to falter now that they were finally here, on the verge of falling into uncomfortable silenceâbut she managed to push Jackie forward. âSay hello, Jackie.â
âHello, Mrs. Callaghan.â
Mary barely glanced at him. Her attention was fixated all on Heather, hook-line-sinker. âHis suit is so cuteâdid you buy that?â
Heather nodded.
âI have to show CarterâCarterâs here, did you know? And my wife. Katie!â Mary turned around to call her wifeâs name. âKate! Heatherâs here! Do come inside. The weatherâs awful out there. You can give Peter the butler your things. Heâll take care of it.â
So that was the butler. Peter the butler. Mary disappeared around a corner, and Heather stepped forward, but Jackie lingered behind.
He was studying the fountain. It was some sort of siren. Like a deer in the headlights, her marble surface was lit up by the manorâs bright glare. Water spurted from her eyes, from the arrow wounds in her neck and chest and her spiralled fishtail, from the stigmata marks carved into her palms. Her stone muscles twisted in agony. It was unlike any fountain heâd seen before, certainly, but it still held a degree of serenity. The sound of falling water was gentle under the harsh cicada songs. He could listen to that sound all day.
It was interesting, but he didnât have time to admire the architecture. Before Heather said anything, he hurried forward.Â
Inside, the mansion was even worse. It was absolutely gorgeous. The ceiling was way too high. And there were way too many chandeliers, three whole chandeliers in a row, and that was just the lobby. Two staircases curved up around the main hallway, the beginning of a double helix were it not for the last steps ending on the second floor. He was sure that there was a third floor, too, maybe a fourth. If Heatherâs house was the height of luxury, this was⌠this was really something, all right.Â
Peter the butler shut the door behind them. At the same time, another woman entered. Her eyes were dark and her tawny braids fell long and straight, down and over her shoulders. She wore a plain blazer, unlike Mary, who wore a ruffled dark-pink dress. Kate, probably.Â
Heather greeted the stranger, but Jackie wasnât paying attention. If this was the lobby, those rooms upstairs would be bedrooms, or guestrooms, or something similar. And forward, that would be a living roomâor whatever name rich people used for the main room. If this was a dinner party, then there was probably a kitchen and a dining room. The floors were shiny, smooth wood, nearly the texture of glass. The ceiling was high, like that of a chapel. Leafy fiddle-figs stood in large ceramic pots, arranged near the main entrance, waxy and oversaturated in green. The only practical piece of furniture he could see was an elegant-looking table, placed in the perfect center of the two staircases.Â
And this was just one room. He could not imagine living in such a place. It was far too open, for one thing, and it would take forever to clean. Poor butler.Â
This train of sympathetic thought was interrupted by a harsh creakâthe door swinging open. Someone entered the lobby.
The stranger lifted a hand in greeting. In his other hand, he was holding an assault rifle. âHello. Youâre Heather, right?â
The gun wasnât pointed at anyone. But it was an off-putting sight, nevertheless. Jackie backed up a little.
âYes, Iâm Heather.â She put a hand on Jackieâs shoulder so he would stop moving. âItâs a pleasure to meet you. And who are you?â
âThatâs Carter. My business partner," Kate said.
He gave a grin and a half-shrug. Which was all he could manage, because one shoulder was weighed down by the rifle. His teeth were an unnerving shade of white between his lips. âHey, whoâs that?â
âThis is Jackie.â Heather pushed him forward a bit. âHeâs my⌠friend.â
There wasnât any real word for it, but the implication was clear enough.Â
Carter studied him with a half-curious expression. Jackie decided that he hated Carter. So cheerful and easy-going, that blight upon the world. They were horrible, every one of them. He hated them all.Â
Already, this was too much. He was tired and he was irritated. The clothes Heather made him wear were scratchy and far too hot for the weather. He wanted to go home. That would have to wait, howeverâCarter spoke again.
âItâs been lovely, but weâve had enough chit-chat,â Carter said. âGo ahead. Heather and I will be just a second.â
Jackie watched sourly as Kate departed down the hallway. Mary trotted close behind, though she did give Heather a brief glance before she disappeared completely.
Again, he attempted to step away from Heather. This movement accomplished very little. She held him tighter. Carter hadnât noticed at all.
âSo,â Heather said. âI didnât know Kate had a business partner.â
Carter laughed. It was a high-pitched sound, like the scraping of metal. âI guess someone has to do the dirty work. Iâm not surprised she didnât want to mention it.â
âRight.â Heather settled for a small smile.
âYeah, well, thatâs how it goes.â Carter ruffled Jackieâs hair, rougher than he honestly needed to. âYour friendâs well behaved. Whatâs his name?â
âJackie,â said Heather.
âCute. Did you name him?â
âYes.â She cleared her throat. âI⌠did, actually. Name him.â
âHeâs different from Angie.â Carter, at last, leaned away from Jackie. âI can take him off your hands while you're here. The cellar locks from the outside. If thatâs okay with you?â
âThatâs fine,â she said. âIâll see you in the parlor, then?â
âSure. Enjoy yourself.â
Heather disappeared quickly enough behind the shadowed corridor. The lobby was bathed in hollow silence, and he was alone with Carter.
Jackie stared at him. He didnât have the choice to run, not here, but his posture was tense regardless.
Carter, on the other hand, had not shifted from his amused sort of expression. âWhat do you look so nervous for?â
That was an easy question to answer. The assault rifle was still poised in Carterâs hand. Magazines and handles stuck out at jutting angles, obsidian-black, and there was a rough fabric strap hanging down its side. The barrel was a slender stick, topped with a round muzzle, with the base braced against the handguard. Fine beads of dirt and grime dotted its surface.
He noticed Jackieâs staring, and held up the gun. âThis? Oh, donât worry. Itâs not for you. You can relax now.â Jackie did not relax, but Carter kept talking. âAnyway, I havenât got all day to waste.â He gestured down the hall, to a door on the right. âThe cellarâs that way.â
Carter started forwards and, when Jackie didnât follow, grabbed his arm and dragged him towards the cellar. Jackie reluctantly stumbled alongside him. The door led to a flight of stairs, leading downwards. They were built on a steep incline, but Carter walked quicklyâhe came down there often, Jackie guessed. Lights were studded along the ceiling in haphazard angles, but it was darker than the lobby, and the smell of mold and damp wood seeped through everything.Â
Carter put a hand on his back, ushering him forward through the cellar door. âThereâs a water bottle in the freezer. Someone will be here in a few hours. Donât break anything while Iâm gone.â
Jackie barely had time to find his bearings before the door shut, its latch screeching and locking into place. The damp smell was even stronger, now mixed in with something metallic and rusty and deeply unpleasant.Â
The floors were wood planks and the walls were wooden too, although they seemed off-colored and wet in places. The ceiling was comprised of wooden beams, closely fitted together until they almost formed a flat surface. The cellar door didnât look too well. It wouldnât break under pressure, but it wasnât pretty, not like the lobby doors. The wood was roughly carved and poorly fitted to the frame, and the metal doorknob seemed dull in the dim light. Nobody had tried to tidy this place up in a long time.
Which was really quite rude. If Jackie had to spend a few hours somewhere, he would at least appreciate a chair, or somethingâthe only pieces of furniture, he discovered when he turned around, were two full-sized freezers, a metal table, what appeared to be a toolbox, and a pair of oddly familiar handcuffs in the far left corner. One end was attached to a metal loop stuck in the wall and the other, he discovered as his stare drifted downwards, was attached to a wrist. The wrist was attached to a person. Not a corpse, but a living person, sitting down and attempting to gnaw the metal off.
Her head lifted so quickly that her hair, straw-blond and tied into a short ponytail, was thrown sharply backwards. She stood to face Jackie. She was tiny, only reaching his shoulder. There was a long moment as they both stared at each other. The strangerâs eyes were narrowed, and her irises were a blue so dark that they seemed waterlogged, not pale like Maryâs eyes. Her button-up shirt was mostly a clean white, save for a few places where the fabric was stained or torn, and Jackie didnât notice any injuries.Â
Jackie didnât come any closer. In the corner, shadowed by the freezers, the stranger was cast into near-darkness. The only lights were the reflections in their eyes, sharp and bright as sparks of flint.Â
A prisoner in the cellar. Nobody had mentioned this before. It was apparently irrelevant. Two captives and four killers walked into a mansionâit sounded like the start of a bad joke.Â
Jackie hesitated. When he spoke, his voice was quiet, as if any loud sounds would startle this sudden apparition. âAre you⌠Angie?â
âAngie?â The stranger didnât recognize the name. Angie was dead, anywayâit was a stupid question. âWho are you?â
âWho are you?â
âI asked first.âÂ
âIâm not the one handcuffed to the wall, am I?â Low-hanging fruit, but Jackie didnât trust her. âSpit it out already.â
Her eyes narrowed to slits, but she spoke. âIâm Mackenzie-Clarke, private investigator, currently employed byââ
âMackenzie? Is that your first name?â
âNo, but if itâs really that important, you can call me Bunny Mackenââ
âYour first name is Bunny?â
That must have hit a nerveâBunny, or so she was called, did not finish her introduction. She continued tugging on the handcuff, somewhat half-heartedly. There was one injury, actually. Her wrist inside the handcuff was ringed by a bruise, splotched purple and blue, turning green in some places like a rotted fruit. âDonât interrupt me.â
âMy bad.â He lifted his hands in apology. âKeep going.â
âNever mind. It doesnât work anymore. You ruined it.â
âI donât know. It sounded pretty impressive to me. Private investigator. Thatâs a cool job.â
Bunny took this the wrong way. She shut her eyes, perhaps to avoid looking at Jackie any longer than necessary. âIf youâre here to kill me, canât you hurry it up? I donât care to listen to you prattle.â
âA lot of people say that. But I really like your voice, actually. You have a nice accent. Ireland, right? Keep talking.â
âGo to hell.â Bunny Mackenzie-Clarke opened her eyes to size Jackie up, possibly ruminating on the idea of a physical altercation. âYou donât need to introduce yourself. It doesnât matter.â
âThatâs kind of nihilistic.â
Bunny had no retort. She glared with those deep, dark eyes and waited.
Jackie should have been panicking. He sort of was panicking, but it was a viscous sense of alarm, slow to settle in and slow to be noticed. He wasnât sure what to do. He never ever imagined such a day would come, finding another person in the same situation as him. Jackie, perhaps irrationally, assumed that he would always be alone here. There was something uniquely unlikable about his being that warranted getting locked in a cellar, and nobody else shared this quality. But here was this stranger, like a mirror-image, scrutinizing Jackie the same way Jackie scrutinized her.
Not the kind of meet-cute he was expecting, but another prisoner was an enemy of his enemy, and everyone knew what great friends those people made. âSorry. I wasnât trying to be rude. Iâm Jackie. Jackie Rockwell. How long have you been here?â
âThree days.â She glanced at the door. âI assumed Heffner would kill me herself. She doesnât usually leave it to someone else.â
âHeffner?â
âKate Heffner.â She paused for a moment, as her gaze shifted to meet Jackieâs. âYou do work for her, donât you?â
âNo.â
âWhy are you here, then?â Her hostile expression eased into something more gentle, something that might have even been hopeful. "Are you here to help me?â
âIf you want.â
âGreat. Unlock these handcuffs.â She shook her wrist for emphasis.
âI donât have the keys.â Jackie turned towards the two freezers. âDo you want some water instead?â
Bunny did seem a little disappointed, but she stopped glaring at Jackie, and the thought of escape seemed to cheer her up. She nodded.
Jackie opened the first freezer. It did not have any water. There was a garbage bag, wrapped around two arms, two legs, a head, a torso. The silhouette of a person. Proof for a client, perhaps. He closed it quickly.Â
âSay,â Bunny said, âif you donât work for Heffner, why are you here? You werenât expecting to see me. And that freezer seemed to have⌠surprised you, so you canât be a client.â
âNo shit, Sherlock.â He opened the second freezerâit was empty, except for a single half-frozen plastic bottle of water. âKateâs sort of like⌠a friend of a friend. Itâs a long story.â
âIâm not going anywhere.â
âItâs complicated.â He closed the freezer and tossed the bottle over. Bunny caught it, despite her limited range of motion. âSomeone asks me to fix their car, then one thing leads to another, and now Iâm locked in here. Itâs none of your business, anyway.â
âOh.â Bunny tilted her head to the side. âYouâre stuck in this cellar too.â
âI am not.â He tried not to look at Bunny, but it was a lost cause. Those eyes were like sea-glass, with their strange color and their hadal depth. âOkay, I am. But only for an hour. Donât think weâre in the same boat, Mackenzie-Clarke.â
âWhy not, Rockwell?â
âLet me guess. You went after the wrong person.â
âNo one is above the law,â she said. âThere is no wrong person, just criminals and those who are too incompetent to care. I have proof that Heffnerâs been keeping the police quiet. Thereâs been about four separate missing people, all in this area, and nobody investigated? Donât you think thatâs suspicious?â
 âYou think youâre so smart, donât you?â Jackie lowered his voice. âWell, I figured that out weeks ago! The police donât do what theyâre supposed to, so what? You got caught anyway. It was all for nothing.â
Bunny ignored his comments. âHow did you meet Kate Heffner, then?â
âI didnât. Thereâs a lot of criminals in Seattle. Thereâs a lady with freckles, I donât know if youâve seen her. Heather Rodriguez? Does that ring a bell?â
She shook her head.
âWhatever.â Jackie sat down beside the freezers. âWeâre never going to see each other again after this. I canât help you and you canât help me. You should just forget I was ever here.â
âMaybe so.â Bunny sat down as well. Her cuffed wrist was suspended at an odd and probably uncomfortable angle, but she seemed strangely confident, despite every piece of good advice Jackie had just given her. âHow would you describe this Rodriguez person? Iâm curious. Does she work with Heffner?â
âNo, sheâs just friends with Kateâs wife.â For all the times Jackie wanted to complain about Heather, he felt too shy in front of this stranger to speak completely honestly. âDonât ask me how that happened. Sheâs easily impressed. Youâd think sheâd have more self-respect, but they drink tea together once and suddenly they're all lovey-dovey. Itâs unbelievable.â
âSo what youâre saying,â Bunny said, âis that this Heather person is easy to manipulate. Easily⌠convinced.â
âI guess. I donât know. Sheâs just acting weird lately.â
âOnly recently? How long have you known her for?â
âI thinkâŚâ He counted back the months in his head. âAbout a year.â
âA year? Thatâs a long time. You must know her well.â
âI know enough about her.â
âEnough to, maybe, if you think about itâŚâ Bunny trailed off, trying to act nonchalant and failing miserably. âOh, I donât know, convince her to⌠let you visit me? And, you know, hypothetically, maybe this Heather person has a set of keys that unlock these cuffsââ
âForget about it,â Jackie interrupted. âIâm not going to trick her. Itâs not going to work.â
âWell, you can do whatever youâd like. I am going to leave this cellar, and I would really appreciate it if you found me the keys to these handcuffs.â
âHow am I supposed to do that? I donât know who keeps them.â And trying to escape never worked out in his favor. He didnât want to even entertain the idea. âBesides, itâs too obvious. Thereâs no reason Iâd want to come back to this place.â
âYouâre right.â She tapped her knuckles to her mouth and glanced down at the floor. âBut we need to communicate. If weâre going to come up with a plan, we should discussââ At once, she sat up straight.Â
âWhat happened?â Jackie asked, his eyes wide.Â
âI have an idea.â She gestured for Jackie to come closer. âListen. Itâs important. I overheard something yesterday, when Carter came down here. I need you to remember exactly what I sayâŚâ
A few weeks passed. Everything continued as Heather foretoldâback to normal, to the day-after-day. In the meantime, the heat grew to its highest crest, making the air shimmer and the flowers wilt.Â
Jackie still did not have the privilege of movement. The handcuff kept him tethered to the kitchen table. Heather returned to give him food and water often enough, and she briefly let him off the handcuff so he could wash himself. She kept him company, talking about the weather or about her work, about the failed experiments and the small successes. Otherwise, he was left well alone.Â
In the meantime, he occupied himself with the window. The woods, despite their lack of glamour, attracted a variety of birds. Funny, the things you notice when thereâs nothing else to do. Sparrows, finches, what he thought to be a woodpecker, and several other species he couldnât name. He was eventually bored enough to ask for books again, and he made it through a good chunk of the shelves. And he slept. It was all he could really do once the restlessness started, all he could do until Heather came back.Â
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The thought of Mary Callaghan had mostly left his mind. The afternoon he was reminded of her, Heather had been preparing dinner, while he read the same paragraph from a book over and over.Â
âJackie?â she said, still standing over the stove.
He looked up. âYeah?â
âWeâre going to have a visitor tomorrow. I need you to cooperate with her. Thatâs all.â
He already knew who she was talking about. Heather didnât know many people anymore.Â
âIn return,â she continued, âIâll take the handcuffs off once she leaves. Itâs been long enough. Youâre doing much better now.â
What she meant was that he wasnât bringing up things that annoyed her anymore. And he was eating a little. That part about the handcuffs got his attention. Sleeping on a chair was fine for a few days, but a few weeks was more than enough. She had offered to let him stay chained in her bedroom instead, but he refused to enter that place ever again. He didnât want to see the bloodstained rug, or the place where it had been before she had likely thrown it away. He missed the living room. The kitchen was uncomfortably hot most days.
Routine gave him the facade of safety, and this was a deviation from what he knew. It was difficult to sleep that night.
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Even then, Jackie managed to slip into dreams.Â
Day broke with a bright sun and a dry, dense heat. Cicadas were singing outside. The air was thick with their chirps and rattles and trills, although the sound was muffled by glass. He was sore but, even worse than that, he was thirsty. And where was HeatherâŚ? No sign of her in the kitchen.Â
Footsteps echoed down the hall. Two pairs of footstepsâwhat had she said? Something important was happening. A visitor.Â
Voices echoed down the hall. A voice he recognized, and one he didnât. Maryâs voice was high-pitched, like the tittering of wrens outside, the little birds that would flit from branch to branch. She and Heather had finally spoken, apparently. Although his apprehension was growing, he wasnât in a position to leave. Or to run, or hide. So he waited. The footsteps became louder, and the voices focused into clarity. The door openedâ
ââŚAnd thatâs Jack. Or Jackie, I suppose.â Heather ushered Mary through the doorway. âI donât usually keep him in the kitchen, but, you knowââ She laughed nervously. âHeâs awake. Thatâs good. Hello, Jackie.â
He didnât bother responding. Instead, he studied Mary. She was tall, taller than him, taller than Heather. She wore a pale-pink dress gilded with ribbons and ruffles and bows. Her nails were done. Her face was small and round, brown like the professorâs, framed by short black hair. Her eyes were a pale shade of blue. Her eyelashes fluttered as she looked back at Jackie.
Mary was holding a purse in one hand. It took him a moment to name the other object she was holding. A few moments later, though, he recognized the shape of it, the material, the buckles hinging on the loops. It was a collar, made of black leather.Â
He blinked. He imagined sleeping on something soft, somewhere other than this room.
âIt should fit him,â Mary said to Heather. âIt never fit Angie quite right, but I made sure to get it adjusted properly this time. Do you want toâŚ?â
âHm? Oh, yes. Sure.â Heather took the collar from her hands.Â
She approached him with the collar. Out of instinct more than anything, he flinched, recoiling before it touched him.Â
But her stare was reprimand enough. Some flicker of an old fear returned, a discomforting reminder. He stopped moving and let Heather put it on.Â
She fixed the collar in place. Heather stood over him, so close that her hair fell over his chest. He screwed his eyes shut. Her arm moved over his shoulder. He could feel the cold surface of her hands, grazing the back of his neck as she fastened the loops and catches.Â
It was locked on. She attached some sort of small lock on the back. He couldnât see it, but he heard the click and saw the tiny key she was holding, glinting in the corner of his eye. So tiny that it looked like a toy, a wind-up doll part. The collar itself was a little tight on his throat. Jackie could feel his pulse beating against its surface.Â
The leather seemed genuine. It was studded with gold rivets and buckles and loops here and there, with gold gilding around the punch holes. There was also something at the front, something he could not recognize or name. It sat right above his Adamâs apple. A sort of small, flat box. Not heavy enough to be uncomfortable, but there was a bit of weight to it. Behind the box, two metal prongs pressed into his skin.
âJackie,â Mary said, rolling the sound in her mouth. His name was foreign on her tongue. âHe doesnât have any heart conditions, right?â
âHe doesnât,â Heather said.Â
Mary nodded. Then she stepped closer to Jackie. He held still, not even daring to look at the stranger. He could sense her unwavering stare, though. It made his skin crawl.Â
Mary held her hand out. âShake hands.â
He took her hand and shook it.Â
It wasnât something to lose your mind over, but Heather beamed at him. He was still confused. He wanted to ask her what was happening, but he knew she wouldnât answer him now.
âFascinating.â Mary clasped her hands together. âHeâll do anything you tell him to?â
âYes, most of the time.â
Donât think about it. Donât think about anything at all. For one day, he could manage. It was easy, shaking hands and keeping quiet. Carrot or the stick, he supposed. Though it was mostly just stick, in this situationâhis reward could be taken away, but there was no limit to the punishment.
Mary was delighted, in any case. âReally? How did you get him so well trained? Mine would never listen to me.â
âI'm not sure. He used to act like that in the beginning.â
âThatâs the ticket, I think. Change takes time. Thereâs simply no other way. It honestly was a tragedy that I had to put Angie down so early. Such wasted potential.â Mary reached into her purse. âBut Iâm rambling. Weâre here for a reason, arenât we?â
Mary handed Heather a small remote. There was a short antenna at one end. When Heather looked back up at him, her gaze seemed distant, not entirely focused on his face.
His heart skipped a beat. Right above his throat, heat pricked his skin, crackling down his neck. A sharp jolt stabbed through his entire body. Pins and needles punctured through his every vein, playing like lightning on his nerves. Within a second, it was over, but his muscles were tensed long after the pain subsided.Â
A shock collar. He clasped the little box at the front. It buzzed underneath his touch.
Mary smiled at her. âWhat do you think?â
âItâs⌠effective,â Heather said. âI didnât expect it to work so well.â
âIt works perfectly. It took a few tries, but itâs flawless now. That was the lowest setting, by the way. Thereâs twelve more.â
Jackie swallowed. A warm, soft bed. Iâll be able to go wherever I want in the house. Carrot or the stick, carrot or the stick. Mostly just the stick. It was the smart decision, behaving. He wasnât a coward. This was not a matter of grit or morals, only survival.Â
Mary reached over and pressed the remote again.
He screwed his eyes shut and braced himself, but it didnât seem to help. He tried to speak, but it was impossible. Without his voice, Jackie was reduced to his body. Muscles and nerves, always receptive to the electricity. The shocks and the warm air and his teeth biting down on his tongue. The reactions of his biology. He could not change that.
His heart stuttered without rhythm. The heat was cooking him alive. It felt like his flesh was peeling off. Then, abruptly, the pain stopped, and he was left hunched over the table, trying to catch his breath.
âI do wonder how you came across him,â Mary said. âI bought Angie.â
âHow much?â
âA thousand or so. And you?â
âI just found Jackie. Lucky coincidence.â
From the edge of his vision, Mary nodded. âHow sweet. And youâve only had him for a year? Heâs made wonderful progress.â
âThank you. Itâs impressive how far a bit of discipline goes.âÂ
âI know Carter would think heâs the sweetest thing,â Mary said. âHave you met Carter? You should meet Carter, Heather. Heâs hilarious, youâll love him.â
Heather laughed, in that polite way she always had with strangers. He could barely look at her. Was the heat making his vision blur? The shocks started again before Jackie could even finish that thought. He got the odd feeling that he was suffocating. The kitchen spun out of focus.Â
He glared up at Mary as the electricity scorched through his bones. Crackling, searing, the smell of hot metal, muscle and hide and sinew. He hated their eyes, their stare. He didnât want to be seen like this. To be seen was painful. It was humiliating.Â
The voltage increased. It was all he could feel, all he could focus on. He gasped and put his head down on the table, curling into himself. His hands were shaking and rattling the metal cuff. He couldnât thinkâall thoughts were black and charred. All other memories, all other dreams. Unmade by the simple physics of wires.Â
âYouâre doing great." Was that Heather speaking? He thought so, but it was hard to tell. âYouâre taking it so well, Jackie. Get up.â
Death would be a mercy. Death was all he could ask for, the only sunshine.Â
Her hand pushed against the side of his head. She spoke gently. âHey. Didnât you hear me?â
What a grand kind of love this was. Still, he supposed he understood why this was happening. Cruelty for the sake of cruelty. Jackie hadnât done anything wrong. They just hated him enough to justify anything. They saw some repulsive thing in his face that he could notâthey must have seen something that horrified them.
The kitchen went bright white. People spoke, but their voices were so far away. Sounds without meaning, without weight.
âIâm surprised he didnât struggle.â From the corner of his vision, Mary pulled her sleeve up, and he caught the outline of a ragged scar before his eyes shut again. âAngie gave me such nasty injuries. See? Bit the flesh right out.â
âChrist.â Heather made a hissing sound, an admission of respect. âThat must have been painful.â
âRight? It hurt so much. I begged Lukas for some painkillersâbut you know him as Doctor Callaghan. My brother. My ex-brother, I suppose.â She tittered.
âAh. I suppose so.â
The shocks stopped, all of a sudden. Apropos of nothing. Jackie took in great, heaving breaths. The room spun in dizzying spirals, a white carousel, a lurching pin-butterfly. Tears were smeared on his cheek, where heâd been plastered on the table. Oh, fuck. Fuck.Â
âI asked, anyway, and he told me where I could put my request. He was always such a rude person, even as a child, always so arrogant. I do wonderâŚâ There was a wry tilt in Maryâs tone. âWhy did you kill him? I wonât judge. Get into all the gory details.
âOh, no, I couldnât. Itâs⌠itâs so embarrassing, you know. Itâs not even that exciting.â
âThat's fine. Anything you say is exciting, Heather.â
Heather relented quickly enough. âI guess I could⌠tell you a little, if you insist. Iâll give you the short of it. He⌠tried to kill me. In my own home, no less. And nearly succeeded. I got lucky. I always keep a weapon nearby.â
âSmart girl.â Mary sighed. âOh, well. Heâs dead now. Iâm glad for it. I get his manor, did you know? All the pretty stuff inside, too.â
Her candor was throwing Heather off, evidently. âSo⌠youâre not bothered that heâs gone?â
âNo, not at all. I barely spoke to Lukas. I didnât like him very much, if I can be honest.â
The shocks started up again. Jackie dry-retched. Bile heaved up his throat.
âSorry.â Heather turned the remote off and set it down, presumably. âI always fidget with things. Bad habit, I know. Forgot that was there.â
âIt happens to the best of us. Do you have tea, by any chance?â
âTea. Right, I do. Give me a moment. Iâll get the cups.â
His head was still spinning. Jackie looked up at the blurry shape he assumed was Heather, with all the energy he could muster. Which wasnât very much, frankly. He couldnât move for the life of him.
Ceramic clinked. Water was poured into cups. The aroma of lavender and lemon wafted through the room. He studied the white tiles of the kitchen floor underneath the table, the black cracks in between, as the nausea subsided.
âItâs an electric kettle,â Mary said. âThatâs nice.â
âYes, it works very fast.â Heather shiftedâshe was probably handing Mary the tea. âHere. I donât have any honey. Do you want sugar?â
âSugar would be perfect, thank you.â
Goddamn tea party in the middle of the goddamn kitchen. His eyes closed. Now Iâve seen it all.
âYou mentioned your brotherâs manor,â Heather began carefully. âI thought it would go to his wife.â
âHis wife died two years ago.â She sipped her tea. âThat means Iâm next in line.â
âWhat will you do with the house, then?â
âIâm not certain. I donât want to sell it just yet. Itâs rather spacious, and it has quite a few skeletons. I do love a good skeleton.â
âFair enough.â Then it was Heatherâs turn to sip tea. âAre the police still searching for him? In your letter, you saidâŚâ
âOf course not, silly. I bribed the police a long time ago. Havenât you wondered why it wasnât on the news? I paid them off. Things become much easier when you put cash on the table. Theyâve turned a blind eye to the name Callaghan. Or the name Angie, for that matter. Angie is short for Angel. I thought it was cute.â
âThatâs a nice name. How much money did you give the officers, then?â
âTen million.â She let out a small laugh.Â
âAh.â There was shock rattling around in Heatherâs silence. âTen million. How did you ever come across that amount?â
âMy wife Kateâs a bit of an entrepreneur, you see. We offer our clients certain services. They give us a target and we, well, get rid of them. Ensure their silence. Put them to bed with the fishes!" She cleared her throat. "We also take weapons across the border in the off-season.â
Heather was all wide-eyed, when Jackie glanced up. âYouâre⌠married?â Which he thought was really the least concerning part.
âI am. For five years now. Kate shares my interests. SheâsâŚâ Mary paused. âHow do I put this? Sheâs been in this business for a while.â
âReally?â There was awe in Heatherâs voice. And more jealousy than Mary noticed.Â
What a strange lady. She was worse than Heather, which was saying something. Then again, Heather came pretty close.Â
âIâve never met anyone like you before.â That was a new look on Heatherâs face: hopeful and glittering adoration. Perhaps she had come near it once, with the professor, but it was duller then. âI donât know what to say, really.â
âThank you. Youâre a fascinating thing, yourself. I would have never been able to synthesize a paralytic like that. And your idea with the basement! Iâm impressed.â
There was some heat to Heatherâs cheeks, and sparkles lighting up her eyes. âItâs always nice to meet someone with the same interests.â Heather extended her hand. âShall we call a truce?â
Mary took Heatherâs hand. âI have another dinner next Saturday. Carterâs going to be there. And Kate, too. Do you think you can make it?â
âOf course. Iâd love to see you again.â
 They had forgotten about Jackie, it seemed. Which was well enoughâthe pain was subsiding, but he was still feeling like mince meat. The sensation in his limbs had returned, so Jackie was able to sit up again, although he wasnât keeping his balance well.Â
Heather had noticed all this movement. âSo you havenât fainted.â
He winced. âSorry. Iâm trying my best.â
For whatever reason, Mary laughed at this. âHe loves to talk, doesnât he?â
âHeâs a real parrot," Heather said. "The hard part is getting him to shut up.â
âOh, heâs such a comedian. I do wonder how you keep him so cheerful.â She reached down to ruffle his hair. âYouâre such a cutie, arenât you?â
Cheerful was a stretch, but he didnât interject.Â
For a moment, Mary stopped her petting to glance at Heather. âIs it okay if I touch him?â
Heather nodded.Â
A sudden detachment fell over Mary. She began to examine his facial structure with cold clinicality. Turning his head this way and that, tilting it in the light. Ow. Her nails were sharp, and far too long, and they dug into his skin like talons.Â
âInterestingâŚâ She pushed his head as far left as it would go. Jackie let her move him without resistance. âThatâs a nice bone structure.â When she finally did release his jaw, she picked his hand up instead, rolling the joints. âHeâs a bit skinny, though.â
âHe is, now that you mention it.â She put her cup down on the counter. âItâs too hot in here, isnât it? We should go to the living room.â
Mary stood up again. âYes. That sounds lovely.â
Heather opened the door. They were leaving. It was over. He kept his composure. The door shut softly behind them.
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