Hell's infectious spread has consumed Earth as we know it. Humanity lives on, holding on just barely, thrust down to the bottom of the food chain and stuck in an endless war against the hordes of evil. God has abandoned His creations. The Heavens have locked their gates long ago.
Nobody has seen one like Auden in over a century. The Fallen are highly sought after as they are defenceless, weak and precious. They aren't meant to survive, and Auden doesn't expect his life to go on for much longer either. Fortunately — or rather unfortunately, — it appears someone special has taken a liking to him, and will not let him go so easily.
Character refs/exploration/lore/fun facts: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7
Art:
Grim and Mori have a little snack together :)
Playlists: Grim I His Majesty
General cw: creepy/intimate whumper, sadistic whumper, carewhumper, angel whumpee, demon whumper, deity whumper, nonhuman whumpee/whumper, gore, torture, abuse, blood, manipulation, death, power dynamics, cannibalism (?), religious undertones and fucky headspaces related to God and such, (fantasy) medwhump, tiny whump, collars, slavery, dehumanisation, gay ass deities, suicidal ideation, self-loathing, I'll add more as we go
0. The Prelude - Auden's fall
1. Mercy - Auden arrives in rather rough shape to the Dragon Queen's manor, where he finds himself being taken care of by a seemingly gentle enough demon healer :3
2. Thoughts of Resentment - direct continuation of Mercy, we meet Miss Thu'lin
2.5. Chess - written after Foreboding Intermezzo, but happens right before Grim shows up at Miss Thu'lin's. tiny whump, gore, introducing someone special :)
3. Death Comes Knocking - cont. from Thoughts of Resentment, Grim introduces himself in a rather dramatic fashion, the Doctor dips
4. The Shepherd Wolf - cont. from Death Comes Knocking, Grim takes a basically catatonic Auden 'home' as the angel boy tries his damnedest not to have a meltdown, and fails!
5. Mori - cont. from The Shepherd Wolf, Auden meets a friend :)
6. A Lesson in Selfishness - cont. from Mori, Auden learns how to eat things! :) definitely nothing else happens
7. Bloodhound - after A Lesson in Selfishness, Grim's pov
8. Brazen Arrogance - direct cont of Bloodhound, we finally meet some humans, His Majesty is not happy
9. Foreboding Intermezzo - Mori and Auden get some time to themselves while Grim is away
10. Abhorrent - Grim and His Majesty are being gay in public, also some people die
11. Blasphemy - Auden in his panic calls for Grim after Mori passes out, Grim and Auden have a nice pleasant little conversation! :D
11.5 Limbo - our favourite angel boy seems to be losing touch with reality somewhat, but not to worry, Grim is there to ease all his worries :3
12. My Dear Old Friend - part one of auden meeting his new master, His Majesty
13. The Raven - second part of auden meeting his new master, His Majesty, tw grims sadomasochism
14. Introductions — "Welcome Home, Auden."
14.5 — ??? (Wip)
(cont. under readmore)
Oneshots (as in anything that doesn't (yet) fit into the clean chronological list at the top 👍)
Pearls of Maroon - his majesty punishes some poor servant in front of an audience (cont. in Phantasmagoria)
Lapdog - poor Mori being bullied for being so very pretty and submissive and good at their job :(
Mice - cont. from Lapdog — Mori is a little bit too scared and unstable, Grim is a little bit too tired to deal with it all.
Phantasmagoria - cont. of Pearls of Maroon; our poor clumsy little servant boy's punishment
Giftwrapped - Grim has a gift for Mori <3
Soulsearching - mori and grim do some introspection together
Mistwoods — One of the Doctor's little lab rats escapes. His Majesty and his hounds go out for a little late night hunt :)
In-Character Responses
~ What do you think about Auden? (Mori)
~ Do you hurt the Reaper often? (His Majesty)
~ Do you ever feel guilty for how you treat Mori? (Grim)
~ OUGHH I NEED TO PET THE LITTLE CREATURE (labrat whumpee)
~ hello doctor how are you i miss you… (the Doctor)
~ What do you miss most about heaven and your life before you fell? (Auden)
~ What do you do in your free time? Anything you wish you could do? (Mori)
~ I loooooveeee Mori! (Mori)
Related
Sickeningly Sweet Ichor - an angel boy with a demon owner [this is older, but moved from my main masterlist to auden’s, im sure theres no reason for that dont worry about it]
My little mortal — a lonely deity takes in an annoyingly persistent mortal they grow to like, promising to give it exactly what it wants: divine attention (/malicious >:)) [another older one-shot moved to this masterlist, surely this has no narrative importance, dont think about it too long :-) ]
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10666 words... (._.)
Introductions are in order! (for real this time) Direct continuation of the last chapter!
CWs: usual blanket cws for this series (slavery/pet whump, religious themes, nonhuman whumpee/-ers, deity whumpers, creepy/intimate whumper, power dynamics, humiliation, torture, gore, captivity), Auden's general self-esteem issues and suicidal ideations, possession (or something similar), manipulation, blood, death, referenced and off-screen torture, asphyxiation (brief), nudity (mentioned, non-sexual), abuse, fear, crying, mutilations (mentioned), general cruelty courtesy of our resident Reaper and his enabler, His Majesty
these lists get longer every chapter...
Once Auden is past the screeching hinges of the destroyed gates mocking him with their shameless noise, it all makes a little more sense. In this circus, the audience looks down from up high at the stage below, passing judgement upon all who come to entertain, who dance like ants under the gaze of a magnifying glass.
What lies at the end of the darkened hallway is a wicked theatre decorated wall to wall with echoes of screams past — the throne room.
The chamber itself is an incredible width in all directions. The floor is smooth, polished stone; the wallpaper smells of cream and wax. Silken curtains, carved pillars, golden embellishments, divine ornaments — lavishly decorated yet tasteful, with a morose, crimson undertone that presses down on the shoulders with a uniquely unavoidable weight that is hard to ignore.
Just like the rest of this palace, every inch of every surface is decorated with such unimaginable patience and thought, taken to such impressive lengths in search of perfection, that to step inside and exist between these sculpted columns of excellence is to accept becoming a part of the decor itself. The warning is unspoken yet clear — perfection is all that is allowed here. Anything less will simply stick out, and the host certainly cannot allow such disrespect.
In another life, where evil wasn't so pervasive, and good intentions were something a demon may possess, and the expression of such intentions were even nearly as prevalent as the expression of impure intentions were — in a life where Auden wasn't about to be given away as a slave to some demonic overlord — he may have found it in himself to appreciate the impossible eye for detail the being reclining above him possessed. As things are, however, the angel’s stomach feels to have been flipped inside-out, and the taste of bile will not allow any words to press through, so his praises will have to be uttered at a later time. Fortunately, it isn't his place to speak anyway.
“So, she was not aware,” — the demon-thing muses aloud, drawing patterns unto the armrest of his seat with one finger. The form he takes is something human enough, although a little too slim, and a little too tall, with a few too many horns adorning his veiled head, and claws far too sharp to be considered nails. The dark robe he wears covers most of himself, only highlighting the cascading golden jewellery adorning his body. Bracelets, rings, chains, gemstones — Auden wonders if he picked each of them himself or if they are just part of this most recent form he chose to take. He chose to wear them either way, the angel supposes.
The Reaper sits not too far from Auden, having plopped down without a word as soon as it was clear that Auden wouldn't dare take a step out of sight without him. A couple velvet sofas are placed off to the sides with a round table in front. They look very comfortable, but despite how he lounges, the same cannot be said about Grim.
“And the maggots beneath the earth still writhe,” — he sighs in witty response to his god-friend, staring off towards the ceiling. — “Truly earth-shattering things we are learning today.”
“The sarcasm I could do without, Reaper.”
The two have been bickering for a while, though their words elude Auden. It's all so loud, and big, and confusing. Every syllable is another shard of ice melting into his brain, losing its shape and disappearing by the next flicker of that flame to his right. There is a candle that is nearly out, needs to be replaced, in the holder second from the left of that candelabra. The fire is blinding white; the wax is red, oozing.
Neither of the unholy deities are looking at him, but there are many eyes on him still, reflecting a thousand flickering flames in them. Even the ones in the corners of his vision glow like embers, and stare. Wide, weary, weathered, hooded, ashamed, glazed. So many of them. How can there be so many? Under one master?
Stone stairs lead to the throne, and upon those stairs are… so many of them. Slaves. Half of them bare, the other half wearing nothing but jewellery themselves. They lie about the vicinity of the their master's seat, tethered to it in one way or another. Some are chained by their ankles or necks, others are huddled up near the monster like they will burst into flames if they crawl too far. Abuse is clear on each of their flesh. The whole room stinks of honey and despair.
It's hard. It's so hard, just standing here, waiting, observing the utter inhumanity on display in front of him. He can count the ridges of that one’s spine from where he stands. He can see another one’s back hitching; they're quietly sobbing into the carpet, covering their face. One of them hasn't stopped looking at him since he entered, their eyes wide and filled with awe. They look at him like he is some sort of messiah, here to save them from this hell, and personally fly them off to Heaven. His knuckles are slowly turning blue.
Miss Thu’lin’s name has come up a few times. Auden perks up a little bit every time, noticing something familiar and blindly clutching at it like a mole in quicksand. The way the two deities talk about her seems mildly disrespectful. Apparently she did… something? Or she didn't do… something. Traitor, disrespect, punishment… All of it says very little to Auden, no matter how hard he tries to follow along. His attention floats about like a speck of dust — sticky, and inconsequential to everybody else.
More light shining on him from above — chandeliers assembled from bones and crystal. It's unbelievable how large they are. Tiny bones mended together; who has the time to craft something like this? How many people died to make it? How many more to make the rest? Who do the bones belong to? Hopefully they were corpses already, because otherwise they were fleshed alive. Picked apart, screaming, guts spilled onto the floor…
There are at least a dozen skulls that Auden can count on just one chandelier before he breaks out in a cold sweat. Oh. Oh, there are cages hung from the ceiling. Small ones, almost like bird cages, just large enough to force a person into. Auden realises with great horror that the bars are spiked, and that not all of them are empty. Let's look somewhere else.
Flowering bushes to the sides, not a single petal on them wilted. Surely the aspects of beauty this demon accepts only reach as far as his sadistic urges. Perhaps he delights in forcing his slaves to painstakingly water and replace every bouquet along every hall each day, punishing them harshly for the smallest failures. Maybe the flowers are poisonous. Evil.
As it fades back in, the demon’s voice feels like rocks piling on top of Auden's head; — “I presume her lack of direct involvement hadn't given you much trouble in your hunt then?”
There is a certain depth to that timbre that is hard to bear, almost inexplicably so. It permeates in such unfettered fashion as the very air that enters his lungs, tasting like sweet venom… Auden can't stop picking at his own wings curled about him. Wretched, disgusting, tainted, weak. It's starting to pile up under his nails.
The Reaper's voice is pleasant in comparison, if only since Auden is somewhat familiar with its unavoidable chill by now. Smooth, eerie, quieter since their altercation, but by no means easily ignored. — “Oh, just the opposite. She was wonderfully helpful.” — A layer of wit remains.
A short pause skitters across the floor. — “…She helped you?” — the demon asks, his brow raised. Auden can feel the whole room tense.
The Reaper picks at something under his nails absentmindedly. It looks like he won't reply. — “ She did,” — he hums in the end, and does not elaborate.
There it is again; that suffocation in Auden's lungs. Subtler than before, much subtler, but present all the same. A single wrong word, one dangerous moment of silence, and the demon’s presence opens its maw to poison the angel's sanctified body.
Nobody pays him any mind. The servants ignore him. The slaves shiver, but duck their heads and bear it soundlessly — Auden would have begun doubting his own sanity again if they had not reacted at all. The Reaper in particular seems to deliberately distance himself farther from his sacrificial lamb, and slides off the couch cushions, crossing the floor in a rather languid manner. Now Auden is left standing in the middle of the room by himself, since he doesn't dare follow along.
There are levels to the room, divided each by a few steps between them. The angel stands at a small distance from the first set of stairs, the longest, widest part of the chamber. There are massive pillars to the side, fire burning in braziers, and a single continuous deep crimson carpet leading from the busted down doors behind him all the way to the throne at the other end. A little higher up is the second platform, some tables, places to sit, plush chairs and sofas, and a large open middle section where the servants may scurry about, and visitors may kneel to greet their host. Nobody sits in any of the seats provided; Auden has a feeling they are for accommodating honoured guests only. Servants are stationed on each side, some of them busy, others standing like statues with their backs ramrod straight and their hands held behind them. Butlers, maids, tidy looking uniforms.
The third platform is quite a bit further up, and holds the throne itself, along with the demon overlord and about a dozen or two of his pets scattered about in various conditions. Most of them are awake, some just barely, but there are a couple who don't seem awake at all. All are leashed to their master. They are silent, not looking at each other, not saying a word — mere living decorations.
Chains clink and drag with Death's approach. Tortured bodies scramble and shrink. The slaves spread about the vicinity of the throne along the steps now crawl as far as they are allowed. Those busy with chores or awaiting orders who find themselves in the way of his approach part with the momentum of a canyon carved into being. They whisper amongst themselves — Auden can't make any of it out, but it is clear as day that the Reaper's presence unnerves them. He can't exactly blame them for such a reaction; the deity is prowling around with the demeanour of a restless predator.
Upon arriving at the table he chose, Grim reaches forward, causing a maid to drop the tray she was about to pick up like it burned her. It clatters loudly, summoning tremors to the pitcher of water on the table and her own hands both. With hunched shoulders and her head bowed, clasping her nubby fingers in front of her, she respectfully flees from the Reaper’s gaze, along with everybody else that was organising that table. Her Lord’s eyes narrow at her clumsiness, but she may as well have not existed with how little attention Grim paid her.
There are a hundred and one plates of all manner of delicacies in front of him and yet none if it appears to entice him very much. He reaches for a slice of cake, only to pluck the fruit off the top of it. Rolling it between his fingers, he stifles a yawn. — “Why do I sense your anger rising again, my Lord?”
The answer isn't immediate, but just as curt. — “She helped you,” — the demon repeats, no longer a question. — “Do you expect me to believe that? You made her.”
“I saved her,” — Grim corrects. The skin of the fruit wrinkles and splits where he squeezes it. — “Spared her from your wrath, your highness. Truly unlike me, I know.”
A tense beat. — “My wrath.”
Auden watches the Reaper lift the morsel closer to observe the juice of it bleeding out from the wounds he has created. Something in his gaze leaves the angel uneasy. — “Well, I figured it would have been such a shame if I had to rip out the Dragon Queen's spine for treason, conspiracy and her thousand insolences for which she should have been disciplined long ago, so I mercifully agreed to convince you that she had nothing to do with the rat, and that ‘she always has and always will be loyal to only you,’ — as she had requested.” — The claw of his thumb slips into the flesh slowly, rounding the pit. The sensation of scraping along it fascinates him in a sickly deep manner, so he only belatedly adds; — “she has paid in advance.”
Slowly, yet somewhat suddenly, the bizarre purr of the demon’s power lifts, and Auden breathes a little easier again. One of the slaves is pulled closer by their leash, the master's hand settling to rest upon their head. They make a sort of low whine that both breaks Auden's heart and tickles the Reaper's fangs, an involuntary sound of terror.
Their master’s hand is gentle on the pitiable creature’s scalp. They remain huddled close to the arm of his throne, motionless, their eyes closed to the humiliation and their brows furrowed in anxiety. During this short pause, the demon lord's lips curl into a chilling smile; one that is not returned by the Reaper. — “Ah. Now I am starting to understand. You just cannot help yourself, can you? I suppose it truly was my mistake, assuming you would not find a way to punish her irregardless of if she was wholly cooperative or not. You would not have agreed to see her otherwise.”
Whether humour or mockery, it isn't mirrored in the Reaper's demeanour, and he graces his friend with no reply, simply continuing to stare at the progressively less recognisable fruit between his fingers as if he hadn't even heard a word. In the ensuing silence which appears in lieu of any meaningful response, Auden watches his shepherd-god place the fruit back onto the edge of the plate, roll it around a little, and then finally squish it like a bug under his thumb.
Its insides are then used to draw a vicious streak along the rim of the plate, carelessly painting it red with its blood. It looks the part, but that's all. The way it sticks to his claws is not so similar; its smell could not be further from the warm sweetness Grim is used to. If he tasted it, his tongue would curl in disgust. Still, he cannot help imagining it.
From the temple, over the scalp, down to the nape of the neck. Such repetitions tend to untense, bringing a sense of warmth and safety to mortal souls. Under the demon’s guiding hand, the tormented one begins melting before long. Noting Grim’s absentmindedness and sour mood, he only smiles and takes it upon himself to change the subject, gracefully manoeuvring some softness into his tone as he curls a lock of hair around his finger. — ”By any chance, could that payment she provided be the stray Fallen you have brought to my home?”
Auden's breath stalls all at once again. He feels eyes on him, appraising him from afar. He can't help crossing his arms in front of himself to defend against the ruthless gaze.
Stray — like a dog. Down here that is all he is, after all. Some lost mutt.
“So you do see him. I was beginning to think I was only imagining the little bird,” — Grim mumbles, sounding apathetic, far away. His friend appreciates an answer nevertheless.
He tightens his hold over that lock of hair and pulls on it, forcing the slave to lean back and bare their throat. They make a noise, some muffled, staccato whine, and the Reaper's pierced ear twitches again, freezing his gaze on a particular point on the floor.
Now, there is quiet. The Reaper isn't moving. The demon is waiting. Something is happening.
It all goes deathly quiet, quieter still than before, every soul shrinking in on itself as the Reaper's presence seems to roar, a consistent, low growl hushing all nearby. His eyes float about the room like a storm cloud, shadowing the humble candlelight and sending the hairs on the servants’ arms standing with static.
As opposed to the gently-forceful oppression of the demon lord’s confusingly enticing power, all that Death’s presence brings is unimaginable, carnal terror. It sits on the precise edge of a cold blade, under the point of a wolf’s canines, the depths of the sea, the fog of the forests. Animalistic, instinctual, pure fear unsoured by twisted guidance; a mouthwatering delicacy for demonkin and all like them. Though not quite a demon, Grim's teeth itch all the same at its scent. It sweetens blood like nothing else — and oh, he cannot help himself.
The pulse quickens where his gaze locks onto. — “Pardon me,” — he says, and Auden only figures out the darkness beneath the deity's eyes a second too late.
“Nh-no, no, no please, please, mercy — !”
It takes no time at all. The way in which the Reaper takes hold of the servant is as nonchalant as it is to push down on a handle once one's hand is on it. The screeching muffles into a gurgle as soon as his teeth sink into the throat, and their body's struggles die down as soon as he tears it right out, splattering everything nearby with warm, sweet, delicious blood. He moves in greedily, his hunger perverse in the way he moans into the twitching flesh of the half-corpse he's latched onto. He pins them like they had any chance of fighting their way out from under him, bones cracking under his claws. What fight they had does not make it past his inhuman iron grip.
Auden looked away as soon as the splatter of red shot through the air, but the sound of the dying mortal choking on their own blood is all the more unbearable like this. Thankfully, the two deities are too focused on the pitiful last flail of a twitching corpse to notice the angel’s horrified gasping sob as he lurches to hide behind his wings from the gruesome scene. Plugging his ears makes him feel like a child, but it does help muffle the noise.
The servants look away, a numb discomfort between their brows. A couple of slaves flinch at the initial ripping of flesh, cower, crawl a little closer to their master, but they do not show much surprise besides that. A normal occurrence, then. Ordinary, how the Reaper mauls people nearby on a whim. A known thing, his preference for the blood of the living. The relief on their faces once its clear his hunger has been sated tells Auden all he needs to know.
“Any better, my Reaper?” — the demon inquires warmly, watching him feed like one would watch a small child play. Evidently, losing one of his waiters does not inspire any particular displeasure. On the contrary; it appears the show has lifted his mood quite a bit. Which part, Auden wonders. The gore? The lust? Perhaps the fact that he was the one to thirst the Reaper into this state.
Nevertheless, the restless beast pacing around inside Grim's guts appears satisfied for now.
“Mmh…” — Hair curtaining him, a well of satisfaction, Grim pulls away with a lazy momentum that sends his head hanging back, panting up towards the ceiling. His smile returns unhurriedly, and it's vicious, dripping gore. His breaths dance giddy; puffs of black cascade like waves over the corners of his mouth. The air cools on the angel’s skin where he almost feels Death's wet, vile breath on himself. The morose thought enters his mind unbidden — the Reaper could have latched onto him instead, if he so wished.
Between each column, his elation echoes, shamelessly permeating the air. Ecstatic, chilling laughter. The colour has returned to his voice, and his flesh appears to shimmer with the wetness of viscera, steaming crimson. — “Utterly detestable, your Majesty.”
The corpse — the mortal who was alive not two minutes ago — is discarded without care, left to fall to the side once he lets it, skull shattering as it slams into the floor, weeping what is left of its blood into the carpet underneath. — “Now then,” — the Reaper says, licking his fingers clean as he steps over his leftovers to allow the rest of the servants to take care of his mess, a new rush of energy putting a pep in his step. — “Auden, darling. Your master awaits. Why don't you come introduce yourself?”
The ground could open up and swallow him right now and he would take it as the most benevolent mercy he could ever receive. The two deities look to him, expecting him to walk forward, to move at all, but how could they expect such a thing from him? There is a streak of gore in-between him and the rest of the room; it's an uncrossable border before his sanity.
Ever smaller — that's what he is becoming. He knows they are staring at him, he knows he needs to move, his own mind is screaming at him to obey, but his feet are glued to the cold floor below him. Grim tilts his head, expectant. Far too cheerful, with all that blood tainting his cloak, his hands, his lips.
That demon watches still, leaning his head onto a fist. Dark, unreadable eyes pin Auden. He waits a few more seconds to see if the angel will come to him of his own volition; then, addressing the Reaper, he pouts. — “You have frightened the poor thing. Look at him. Barely standing."
The Reaper finds himself agreeing, his eyes ashine with amusement, and vibrantly red with fresh blood. A servant brings him a handkerchief to clean up with. He takes it from their trembling hands without looking. — “Easy to frighten, this one. But his fear; is it not just delectable? Taste it.”
Angel terror — an outstandingly rare delicacy. Few get to taste it in their lifetime. The Lord felt it before, of course, so he does not hesitate to indulge this time either. He inhales deep, savouring the aroma.
Every being tastes a little different. Angels taste purer than spring water, and sweeter than any dessert. They are special creatures that do not feel much misfortune in their lives; and so when misery does befall them, it feels so much more exquisite than any mortal pain. This angel is no exception. Then again, it is not ideal to savour from so far away.
Leaning forward on his throne, the demon puts out an inviting hand, smiling at Auden encouragingly. — “Your feet have carried you this far, little one. There is no need to be shy.”
Seeing as Auden does not find it any easier to obey… He sighs. It cannot be helped. The order is spoken, not unkind.
“Come, let me see you.”
With that, Auden's mind goes silent. No thoughts, no will; they have been replaced by devotion and obedience. He has been replaced. Now he is a perfect subject, a willing sacrifice. His feet move before he could tell them to, rounding the pool of blood the Reaper had left without even looking where he steps. They bring him over, right over to where the two await him. His knees buckle at the bottom of the stairs where he looks up from below, where he feels an uncontrollable urge to fall to the ground. He crawls the rest of the way.
Step by step, he soon drags his trembling body up to that hand — outstretched to him like the Father's once was; gentle, kind, waiting. Must be soft, and warm. He wants to touch it, needs to lay his head onto it. Has to, has to. It feels like a choice, but it equally doesn't. He needs to obey, and he wants to. Disobedience is not a thing that exists, and why would he not do as he was asked anyway?
Those dark eyes scare him. Unholy, divine eyes that look right into him as if they are seeing his very soul, all of his darkest secrets, rendering him naked and defenceless. He feels at home caught in them. An unnatural golden glow in a sea of void — like the Reaper's; must be like the Reaper's. There is safety in that dangerous glint. Auden is so scared. Terrified and mesmerised in equal amounts. His lungs are about to crawl out of his chest. The need to vomit up his own heart and place it into that palm rises in him. If he knew how to, he would do it.
The demon’s palm catches him like a cradle. His thumb finds a tear, and then another; warm, shimmering drops of sorrow that quiver like Auden's body. The angel doesn't realise he is shedding them. He has fallen boneless in his Lord’s hold, having placed his chin onto his palm like a dog, not an ounce of defiance in him. Most angels are like this. — “There there,” — the demonic deity rumbles, clicking his tongue. — “All better already. You have no reason to weep, little one. You are safe here.”
His influence does not smother fear. Fear is an important tool. It is most useful when superseded by the urge to obey. It teaches wonderful obedience. Like this, despite the slight encouragement needed, as well as the angel’s natural, albeit a little exceptional affinity for obedience, his touch does not reach unfeared. Where his claws explore, the angel's body rejects him instinctually, flinching away without meaning to. It isn't the result of conscious thought, but it does amuse the one holding him.
The scent of divinity is still present on the Fallen's body. It has long left the demon’s own. The thorny nostalgia that it brings both elates and irritates.
“What a young little dove you have brought me, Grim.” — Slender. The skin soft, nearly unscarred. The flesh is healthy, untainted. Those eyes glimmer in a precious purplish hue. They shine with innocence. As he gets to know the little angle like this, the poor thing only stares at him frowning, not understanding why he feels the way he does — helpless. — “He could fall to pieces in my hand,” — he praises, — “delicate as crystal-glass.”
Where he is caressed, he burns. What he is, where he comes from, what he is used to — it all stands in unbearable opposition to the demon's very touch. Skin buzzing, stomach churning, breaths shallow; and yet he doesn't even think to pull away. Somewhere in his mind he comes to the conclusion that this is wrong, but that thought never evolves, never reaches his limbs. This unholy burn, the muck upon his soul, the cursed thoughts that do not sound like his own — none of it means anything. The Lord holds him now. There is nothing else that matters.
“Small, isn't he?” — comes the Reaper’s voice from somewhere behind Auden. It sends a shiver down his spine, this leering ogling from both sides. His throat lets a whine slip, but the demon’s gentle hush relaxes him right back into thoughtlessness.
“Indeed,” — he says. — “A Guardian?”
Grim only grins. — “No doubt about it.”
He must be. The shape of his wings is wide and thick; made to shield. Although his posture is of a weakling’s, there is great potential in those unused muscles and sturdy bones. The deity runs his palm over the angel’s chest, who physically recoils at his touch. That soul is alight with a sense of protection, mightily bright. Its shape is one easily recognisable.
Yet such a small, meek one. One must wonder why he was created so. — “How sweet. A vehement sense of duty you must have then, to have been chosen still despite your stature.”
Grim laughs a knowing, cruel hum. — “As I have said. No doubt.” — Auden can only stare with eyes swimming. The terror in his heart melts a drop of honey on the back of the demon’s tongue with every beat. Angel terror…. A sweetness unparalleled. Thoughts are already emerging. What sort of torments would bring out the shrillest cries and most delightful flavours, he wonders idly, playing with Auden's charred hair.
“Why have you brought him to me?” — he inquires instead.
“I thought he would flourish under your care.”
A none answer. Anybody would flourish under the Lord’s attentive care. — “You like him?”
“Very much so.” — Upon the delicate bones of the angel’s wing, Grim’s talons draw a fretful shudder. — “I find him hilarious.”
“Hm.”
At last, he lets Auden’s head fall and allows his influence to quieten. This clears the angel's mind somewhat, allowing him imperfect thoughts, but even then, he dares not move an inch from where he is. His breathing becomes a little louder, a little more erratic. The endless confusion and innocence in his eyes is endearing, the tremble to his lips enticing.
His claws draw a grating rhythm against his throne. — “The first Fallen in over a century…” — he ponders, — “Miss Thu'lin had finally managed to capture herself a Fallen — a dream of hers that she had kept since before Dawn — and you went and took him right out from under her nose, right after massacring half her castle’s staff. I fail to imagine a scenario where she gives it up so easily.”
Grim scoffs. — “Though I painted up a fair trade anybody else would not hesitate to accept as a mercy, you would be right in your assumption.” — The Reaper’s tone turns sinister now, though his lips still curl. — “She had tried to impale him as we were leaving. That I did not tear each limb out of its socket one by one should be commended in itself. You would not find a crumb of guilt for it in me.”
A low rumble deep within the demon's throat. The warmth in it should inspire safety, but all Auden feels is fearful puzzlement at what exactly he found so funny about what the Reaper said. — “Bold…” — he muses, sounding nearly impressed.
“Rat,” — Grim spits in return. The taste of the queen's disrespect still sullies his tongue. Auden flinches at the venomous hiss. It surprises him, this genuine distaste. Death had only ever been utterly unbothered since the angel met him; he almost thought the deity would be unshakable in his sinister joy no matter the circumstances. Dare he say, it seems nearly unbecoming of a being like him to have a filthy mouth — though Auden doesn't know why he expected this bringer of disease and destruction to be pure and void of hatred and spite.
Auden’s attention sticks to a particular detail near the bottom of the throne. Between the other two like this, he is frozen. Turning away to seek help from the Reaper seems utterly dangerous to do right now, so he turns his gaze downwards and tries to, as discreetly as possible, shuffle away to put some sort of distance between him and the monarch as they chat above him. A few careful inches should not warrant any sort of retribution.
A servant of some kind approaches from the side. It is hard to tell if they were always hiding in the shadows, or if they appeared out of a rift in space just now. They move in complete silence, head bowed, face concealed under a veil. A tail drags on the floor after them. Seeing their master busy, they move to kneel nearby and await his attention, but as if he had heard their very thoughts, he gestures for them to come closer. He lets them lean in and whisper their secrets to him — at the same time, his eyes never leave Grim. — “It does amuse me just how much a simple mortal can get under your skin.”
The Reaper grins back, a mischievous glint in his cutting eyes. — “Your mercies always end in bloodshed; I only wish to make certain that she is no exception to that rule.”
Over the burning of the braziers and the miscellaneous little noises the servants are making as they work, the veiled informant’s hushed murmurs come through easily. They speak in a way that makes Auden's skin crawl. Their voice lilts strangely, using a language he doesn't know. Once they finish, their demon lord hums, and they scurry back off to wherever they came from with haste. Just like that, they've already disappeared.
“But you have not hurt her,” — he says then, belatedly continuing their bickering conversation. — “As I have said. I only visited her,” — Grim replies.
“And slaughtered her entire castle staff,” — the demon adds.
“And had my guts emptied for it before I could even properly explain myself, with just the same level of frivolity,” — Grim retorts, utterly disinterested in this topic by now. His old friend surely knows that well; it's precisely why he keeps bringing it up. — “Cease boring me.”
Auden flinches at a sharp cry. He only sees animal legs scraping against the floor in the corner of his eye. The one the demon was petting; a horned, hoofed, meek looking creature hangs from Grim’s claws, holding its own steel collar so as to leave some space for jolting gasps to wrangle out of its throat.
The demon’s neutral expression quickly turns displeased. — “Not that one,” — he begins to warn, but Grim cuts in. — “Sh-sh-sh-shhhh… let them choose.”
Auden turns to look, and it puts ice into his bones to see the slave essentially hanging by their leash, legs barely scraping the floor. Its body is covered in sickening bruises, its hands are missing fingers. The Reaper stretches it backwards by the throat and its legs can't help buckling, growing limp as he leans down to investigate the slave’s scent.
Grim has already snapped the leash snug around its throat, forbidding the slave from breathing entirely. The husk of his voice scrapes against its eardrum. — “Nod, and I will let you go.”
It's looking at its master with pleading, watering eyes, visibly shaking hard enough for Auden to see. A frown makes its way onto its master’s lips, but he doesn't seem too concerned, and only watches, awaiting its answer. The angel switches between looking at the two deities, feeling his sanity slipping with every second spent in the silence filled with nothing but the aborted gurgles of the innocent creature in front of him. In the end, barely a moment before Auden could begin begging in its place, the choice is made; though it wasn't a fair one. Between agreeing to entertain the Reaper or allowing him to suffocate them unconscious but remain leashed to its master, it nods, instinct winning over loyalty, and the Reaper severs the chain with one rapid swing, letting the slave fall back to the floor to splutter up a lung. — “A splendid choice,” — he exclaims, grinning wide.
The demon growls something low in his throat, but says nothing, disappointment more than clear in his eyes alone — if only to the poor thing trying to look sorry enough to be forgiven. To Auden, and perhaps to most who aren't well-acquainted with the demonic overlord’s mannerisms yet, his expression seems neutral enough. It is notable however, that wearing an expression like that in a situation where one is witness to such casual cruelty is anything but natural, and in fact scares Auden nearly as much as the Reaper’s obvious, glowing, sadistic glee.
As Grim collects his prize, he fixes the demon with a sly smirk. — “Oh, don't look so disappointed,” — he tuts, — “plenty of opportunities to make up for our shortcomings later. Isn’t that right, little one?”
The creature in his hold doesn't dare look into its master's eyes, but it nods, then does so again with a bit more vigour when Grim shakes it a little, and with an apology that can only scrape its way out of its abused throat, it turns to follow the Reaper, hobbling towards a plush sofa waiting to be bled on. The slave’s pulse is drumming under Grim’s fingers, ready to be spilt; it's singing to him with its terror. Those velvet cushions will make a perfect surface to pin it to.
If his Lord thought he would keep his hands to himself with such a delectable little critter in his presence, — after having been bled famished at that! — he really has nobody to blame but himself. Not to mention, he knows better than anyone that there are no accidents when it comes to His Majesty. It is likely a punishment for the little slave, or a learning opportunity, or a test that it failed. He would have stopped him if he really wanted to. Grim doesn't really care. He thought to do this only to entertain himself.
“Apropos little ones.”
At his god-friend’s words, the Reaper pauses. — “Hm?”
“Where is your little deerling?” — his Lord asks curiously. — “They were with you not long ago. You made them cry; I could hear from the other side of the courtyard.”
Auden's blood turns to ice. Mori, Mori, Mori. He meant Mori, didn't he? If there was any doubt, it is squashed with the Reaper's chilling laughter. His eyes find Auden; those sharp, knowing rubies pin him like an insect. His brows lift, the very picture of mocking pity, talking to Auden as he answers. — “Ask your new Fallen, your Majesty. He spoke to them last.”
The lump in Auden's throat only grows with the ensuing silence. Without another word, saunters over to his chosen sofa with the unfortunate slave where he callously pushes it forward so it falls onto it, then climbs on himself, effectively leaving the conversation and fully focusing on the quivering bundle of limbs under him instead.
He spares not a glance more for Auden. The angel feels all alone once again.
“You are being outstandingly well-behaved.”
Soul-crushing fear is all that is left. Abandoned, kneeling, scared, judged — it all feels utterly familiar. Even the timbre of the demon's voice sounds just as sharp as the Council’s. Aimed at him alone, it feels like a ray of swelteringly hot light illuminating only him, while allowing everybody else to remain invisible in shadow.
‘Nowhere to hide now,’ — the voice hiding between his thoughts supplies unhelpfully.
“I see blending into the background is something you have practised a fair bit.” — He's smiling, a flawless, spotless thing that Auden is certain only hides evil. — “You are so unassuming it would not surprise me if the mirror omitted your reflection when you looked in it. The candlelight itself could forget you're here.”
Auden doesn't say anything. He can't. If he opened his mouth, his soul would leave his body. Some hidden, ocean-deep part of him wants to feel proud of himself for remaining quiet — to believe there is a drop of defiance left in him, some bravery, some dignity. However, he knows that in reality it is none of those things. It's all just cowardice. It has only ever been cowardice.
The demon tilts his head at him, slides a finger over the armrest. Back and forth, slow and smooth. Auden's eyes can't help following those horns. Not just a pair; a crown of them surround his head. They grow straight outwards, and then curl up towards the sky. They remind the angel of a lonely circle of trees in the middle of a burnt-down forest. Some sort of witches’ circle. The entrance to another world.
Another world… What a thought. Auden wishes he could have been sent to another world. Any other world.
The air is becoming heavy again, waning along with the demon's patience. His cursed power swells. It seeps into Auden, weighs on his clammy skin. When the unholy deity shifts, Auden cannot help the panic coursing through his heart. — “I know you are not mute, angel, “ — he says, leaning forward. — “And while I do love a fun game of pretend, I feel obliged to warn you…”
In front of him, right in front of him, with no warning, the demon changes in such a way that is indescribable. His very form shifts, the shape of his body twisting wrong, infinite, unnatural, like something unfit to exist. His eyes are a thousand different colours, his face resembles every person Auden has ever and has never met, he becomes unquantifiable in size — from a stranger to a horror, all in a split second.
“You will never beat me at it.” — And all the while, his voice remains the exact same formless thing that worms its way into the angel's mind in a way only the Father's ever has, demanding attention, yet always underlined with the shadow of sympathy.
The harmless face of a mortal smiles down at him now, eyes crooked, but so pleasantly flawed. No claws, nor tail, nor crown of horns. An immaculate disguise — or perhaps not a disguise at all. Just one shape, fished out from as many as there are stars in the sky. The form of a kind young man, with tousled hair and a mole on the side of his neck, a dusting of freckles across his shoulders. His canines grew sharp, but not in the way beasts’ do, only in the way some humans’ do, where they are only sharp enough to cut their own lips and look a little silly.
Imperfect, but perfect all the same. There is nothing human about the glint in those eyes however. Such a form feels manufactured worn by this creature.
“Auden, was it?” — asks the cordial-looking man. Auden hesitantly nods. — “What a sweet name. Are you aware of its meaning?”
Auden thinks for a moment, seeing if he could guess it, but he gives up on it quickly enough when not a single thought finds the space to materialise beside the screeching terror in him, so he slowly shakes his head. The man’s eyes crinkle with the lifting of the corners of his lips. — “‘Old friend’, if I recall correctly. Trustworthy and loyal. Beloved. It fits you well.”
A small flicker of disagreement peeks out from behind Auden's frozen stiff features, ruffling his brows. There is nothing trustworthy about him, and loyalty is not something he excels in either, as he came to find out recently. Most certain of all, he is nobody's beloved. It is possibly the least fitting name he could have been given —
Unless the man is just calling him a dog. Again.
It's hard to tell if the mirthful hum is in response to Auden's troubled look or the tormented wail crackling out from under Grim’s hands. The unmistakable sound of a sudden obstruction in the throat cuts it off soon enough, but it still echoes around inside the angel's skull. Distress growing, he moves to shield his ears, then his entire head. Pitiful sounds escape him, his eyes shut tight, and the single most childish instinct takes hold of him, urging him to hide.
He can't do this… Angels aren't made for this, Auden wasn't made for this! For a while it was okay, if only because he had no business around danger, but stuck in this pit, all that ever occurs is danger. There is no seraph to guide him, no light to ward him, no wings to fly him away. Just a voice to mock him, Death to lead him, and a couple useless feathered weights hanging off his back. Among all this, how is he expected to bear it?
He isn't. He is expected to die here. Perhaps the best option then would be to curl up and speed up the process. Surely this demon thing won't hesitate to end him for such consistent refusal to entertain him. A drop of dignity may remain in him before the end this way.
Puzzlingly, it appears the walls are beginning to fade. Auden blinks, confused. The furniture melts out of focus, the servants disappear. It doesn't take long for the noise to muffle, then fade completely, replaced by heavenly silence that is much different from the silence he has become used to since he fell. This silence doesn't fill him with anticipation, doesn't echo between cold walls and corridors, doesn't hold evil intentions for him inside it. This silence is peaceful.
He uncurls from his fearful little ball to search for the source of this sudden peace, and sees only the man remaining, alone himself in the dark, still that same perfect-imperfect smile on his lips and imposing throne behind him. He stands. A morsel of a word finally manages to slip through the angel’s locked up throat, breathless. — “Wh-, what, what is —”
“You were cast out,” — the Lord states, cutting in. He stares into Auden's eyes like he can see behind them, his gaze intense, but unreadable. The distance between them has become much too short, just far enough to fit a couple breaths, but not much else. — ”Just a couple or so days ago. They saw no use in you, so they felled you.”
His voice doesn't echo like how Auden thinks it's ought to in this massive chamber. It reaches him, and only him, settling onto his skin like a layer of snow. There is nothing else to see, nothing else to hear. Auden watches, silent, as the demon before him becomes the only thing that exists.
His head tilts, that kind smile quickly turning pitying. — “Soft-hearted and weak. Lonely, desperately so. You are small, sensitive, unfit to guard, but your soul was made with purpose, so you cannot help your sense of duty flaring up.”
It hurts to listen. It hurts to believe it. His fingers curl into the slave gown where it pools in his lap. It doesn't stop there. The demon keeps going; his pace rather unhurried.
It begins sounding much too exact. The demon says; — “you saw your Dependant, a mere mortal, as your only friend — how heartbreaking.” — He clicks his tongue, the very image of ruth, watching Auden’s cheeks glow pink with shame. — “They didn't even know of your existence; not until the end —is there anything more pitiful than that?"
That's… impossible. How does he know about that? Some sort of dark magic. Possession? Auden rubs at his arms, searching for a way out of his own skin, lurching when the man reaches forward towards him. He lays his palm to cover Auden's eyes until he sees nothing at all. There is nothing else but the demon's touch. Strangely enough, the pressure makes breathing a little easier. The violation resumes.
“When your human turned out to be as sinful as any other, you thought you knew better. You disobeyed divine order.” — He says this almost surprised, some glee finding its way into his voice. — “Your seraph was disappointed in you. Your kin never understood you. They turned their backs to you without hesitation.”
A pause… then he chuckles, as if coming across a particularly humorous paragraph in the written story of Auden's life he's reading aloud. — “Right before you fell, you were despairing over the fact the one you call Father wouldn't even wish you farewell.”
Auden's breaths shimmer fragile against his lips. Whatever sort of cursed magic allowed for the world to disappear and subjugate him seems to flicker with his rising distress. So it isn't a forceful spell; it allows for resistance just like water allows for air to rise to the surface, opening up, then consuming him again. Just as merciful as needed, but cruel all the same.
Blind, but the thought of raising his own hands to remove the demon’s does not even come to exist in his mind. It's safe to say that to run, to fight, to resist in any way is outside of the angel’s purview at the moment. The demon's voice turns yet quieter, accusatory, fond in a way that makes Auden's skin crawl with nausea. — “You are a mistake. Unfit for the purpose you were assigned, sent down here to reside beside the rest of the world’s imperfections, branded, exiled and left to be consumed alive. This sentence is especially severe, is it not? Utter humiliation, for a sin that is innate.”
Every word drills into his heart, taking root, growing into pulsing, festering pustules that sear and poison. The skin on the man’s palm must be getting clammy now, catching Auden's sorrows. It's tiring, feeling like this. Another mortal experience he hasn't felt before — wishing for a final breath.
“There is no need to weep now…”
From under the shade of melancholy, Auden feels the demon take his hand. The touch is warm. It grounds him, demands attention. For a moment, he forgets that he is under the preying eyes of a hellbeast. That moment keeps stretching farther, farther still, and forgets to end. Behind the wet haze of misery, those eyes may as well be pebbles glimmering in the rain.
“What fortune it is that Grim chose to bring you to me,” — the pebbles murmur, and smooth a tear across Auden's cheek. — “Your kin may not have seen your value, but I do. I could mould you into something magnificent. I could do what nobody else would.”
He takes hold of the angel’s chin now, clawless, human fingers settled against him. Those dangerous eyes pin him. It could only be the wetness of his reddened own, but some of that kindness fades as the man observes him. — “I could help you become perfect,” — he promises, a dark whisper, a cold appraisal.
The smell of wax and despair. Braziers, columns, plush sofas. A dozen tortured bodies. It all echoes once more. The spell ends, and it feels like Auden is pulled out of the depths of the ocean all too suddenly. His quiet sniffling isn't so quiet anymore, and his frozen limbs awaken with momentum, sending him — away, away, away! Away from this unholy creature!
Trembling fingers give little hold, the carpet slippery beneath the angel's hands. He can't believe he let the thing touch him like that. He can't believe he is so rotten. There was pressure, or a vacuum maybe — it's hard to tell, but it is no excuse either way, because it was something he wanted, if only briefly: he wanted to he held. Auden wanted this demonic monster to mean the things he said about him; about how he could fix him, about how he is perfect…
Despite how vehemently Auden tore away, the demon does not stop him, nor does he retreat him or subdue him. In fact, it appears as if he never even moved, his monstrous body still reclining on his throne, still smiling that uncanny smile of his. Both his and Death's smiles are unnerving, Auden finds, but for different reasons. The Reaper's grin scares him because it is filled with sharp teeth, blood-lust and a palpable excitement. His cruelty is honest and clear. The demon's, however — it shows nothing at all. It's just a mask. There is no telling what hides under it.
Now, the monster is waiting. He must be expecting a torrential wave of questions, or maybe some real defiance. Some yelling or disrespect. Auden has none of that. Oh, if the Father’s divine touch reached so far down here just to smite him, he would welcome it.
The demon watches one more moment before he lets a thoughtful hum shake the angel’s lungs. — “Curiosity oozes off of you like warm pudding,” — he coos, amused. Reaching for another chain, he pulls closer another slave, beckons it none-too-kindly, and watches it scramble to him. His attention remains on Auden as he continues. — “Yet you won't say a word. No need to be shy. Grim may bite, but you needn't worry about me. I have already fed.”
The pet prisoner kneels, forehead touching the floor. Its face is lifted, cradled, and then the chain anchoring it to its master’s throne is severed in a flash where the rest of the cold steel melts into the air like a puff of smoke. — “Go,” — he breathes, and the servant runs off. It limps down the stairs, disappears off to somewhere where it won't be in the way anymore, and only once far enough away where it thinks its master won't hear does it let the sigh of relief leave its lungs.
“Yh… Y-You…”
It starts off broken and wan, and it ends prematurely where it seems like the angel really won't be able to wrangle a single word out of his own throat. Hearing his own pitiful, quivering voice is enough to make him never want to open his mouth again. The back of his neck burns with shame, but… The demon is listening. There's no backing out now; he already went for it. Once again, Auden steels himself, scrapes a little more bravery out of his bones, and tries again.
“H-How did you-u do that?” — comes the breathless whisper, just barely peeking out from behind Auden's teeth.
The demon's brows raise, certainly entertained by what could only be described as barely a frightened squeak of a most innocent question; the first words of a lamb still finding its footing. — “What in particular, my dear?”
“You, you said… Y-You knew about my…“ — Words fail him. There are so many things he wants to know, so many things that have happened recently. His mind is a whirlwind, an imponderable mess leaking through his eyes. — “H-How, do you-u, know… me? How do you know all of those things, about me?”
Humour is clear in the deity's tone. — “It's written all over your face,” — he remarks drolly, — “I'm just a good judge of character.”
This answers nothing. Auden has never met a single person who could read somebody's entire history, down to their innermost thoughts, just from looking long enough into their eyes. Who could pin the Grim Reaper against a wall in half a millisecond. Who could make him feel any way he wants — scare him, calm him, make him revere on command. The way he bends Auden's very spirit in any way he desires, with as little as a spoken word or a wave of his hand — but not just that! Auden’s entire reality, and even the demon’s own form only seem like playthings in his hand, and aside from it stealing the breath from his lungs and chilling him to his bones, it's also frustrating.
It's frustrating because Auden cannot help the sickly familiarity that vexes him. The demon’s presence, his touch, even his voice all seem so twistedly reminiscent of something he knows; and surely it's a trick, a way to help him lose his mind that much quicker, because there is no way this thing would share even the smallest fraction of anything like the supreme divinity of the Father.
“…I can see you are overwhelmed,” — the wicked thing says after another unpleasant pause. His body shifts, and his captives shudder at once, surely expecting him to call on them at any moment. — “Perhaps a treat would help ease your mind.”
At the casual wave of a hand, a golden shelf of desserts floats gently over to his left, narrowly avoiding hitting one of his pets’ head as they perk up one by one. They watch with curious eyes as he sets it aside and flips through the rotating variety. — “Partial to chocolate or fruit? I myself prefer fruit, but our head pâtissier makes some darling petite fours. I'm certain you will find something you fancy, though if you have something particular in mind, I am certain she will be delighted to make it.”
If it is because it hasn’t been so long since he last ate, or because terror has filled up his stomach with its voidless acid, the angel isn't sure, but really, the cakes are not what interest him. In the bend of the demon's long fingers, in the easy rest of his shoulders, in the unique angle at which his lids veil his dark eyes, all the angel sees is someone he knows, yet has never seen before.
In reality, there is only one question in Auden's mind: just what sort of ungodly being is he supposed to call his master from now on?
He finds the words to form the question he wants answered most — needs answered. — “Who are you?”
As it has become a bit of a habit between the two of them, his words are followed by an ensuing silence. In that silence, there is a strange sound that emerges from somewhere behind Auden, emerging from dripping red cushions. It's a little muffled noise, like a strangled groan that’s gone in an instant, except it happens again, a little louder, and rather quickly it becomes obvious what it is when the Reaper lifts his head from the writhing pleasures beneath him and begins cackling to himself with great mirth.
He is far enough, but the silent air allows for his laughter to reach Auden's ears nevertheless. His blood covered claws come up to hide his fangs, not out of embarrassment, more so out of some twisted, meaningless decency. He provides no explanation for his joyful outburst, so once the angel grows anxious listening, he turns back around to the demon, expecting to see him watching the strange display with some sort of puzzlement or displeasure — only to find that the deity doesn't seem concerned with the Reaper in the least, and in fact only stares at Auden, an absolutely unreadable look on his face. — “Pardon?”
Auden blinks. The tone aimed at him and the Reaper's reaction both signal that he may have said something insulting or out of place again; shockingly so, but he not only did not intend for that, he couldn't even begin to guess what was so insulting about what he had asked. It is hard to concentrate like this — between the Reaper watching from afar, excitedly waiting for Auden to speak again, and the demon’s pointed, expectant silence and relentless gaze, it is no wonder his throat locks itself up tight once more, refusing to let a single breath pass. — “I-, I mean… S…sir…?” — he attempts. The Reaper's snickering he muffles into his knuckles. Maybe the problem wasn't impoliteness after all.
“Who am I,” — repeats the demon, leaving space for Auden to reconsider his question. It would be wise to, and yet it seems the angel is not in any hurry to fix his misstep. Stranger still, the Lord looks at him, searches his terror-stricken face, and finds nothing he was looking for.
Those horns tip to the side again, haloed by candlelight in such a way where they cast claw-like shadows over Auden. The angel shrinks at the demon's measured words; — “You truly do not know?”
Mouth dry, all Auden can offer is a shake of his head. Such arrogance could only be found here. It should not be much of a surprise to anyone down here that an angel would not know of them, no matter how powerful. Yet this one seems almost taken aback, near sceptical as he ruminates on this fact. His eyes say nothing, but his silence unnerves just as well. Auden finally begins thinking of a way to apologise his way out of this act of disrespect, reminded that it doesn't matter what he finds appropriate. Whether here or back upstairs, when it came to how he felt about something, he was never on the correct side. — “Ah, I-I —”
He gets cut right off, and perhaps that is for the better. — “I realise you are merely a fledgling, but is this not a bit much?” — The rhythmic clacking of his claws quickens, then it stops and he sits up, an intense curiosity overtaking him. — “Do you not possess even the most basic knowledge? Look at me.”
Shame wells again. Auden wants so badly to scream at the world that he knows, he knows he is useless and pathetic and stupid, but it isn't his fault he is like this. He doesn't know many things, and he isn't very strong, and he is a sinner, a Fallen, a failure, and he deserves it all, he knows, he knows, he knows, but it hurts, and he doesn't know how to fix it —
The floor slides out from under him, his throat suddenly locked under the cold grip of bruising chains, and for a couple seconds all thoughts are suffocated out of him. His elbows catch him; his hand flies to the leash that was not there a moment ago. He follows the rigid links up, up to a gaze focused solely on him, petrifying him. The pull has scraped open his knees, but aside from the slaves who are emaciated enough to drool at even the scent of fresh blood, nobody dares to even think too loudly, lest their master hear them.
“You would do well to learn sooner rather than later: I do not enjoy repeating myself,” — the demon growls. There is no mistaking the warning laid out on his tongue.
Once more, the candles flicker quieter. The world turns hazy, but doesn't disappear fully. It is so easy to become lost in the kaleidoscope of the demon's eyes. There is an unspeakable warmth in them, but it is merely a matter of perspective. Frost burns just the same as fire. Fire is loud and bright and honest and wild. Nobody expects it to behave. The cold, however — it is deceptively peaceful. The stillness of it hides blades, and could roar into a storm at the drop of a hat. Auden cannot tell which it is — a tamed flame, or boiling ice. Inhuman. Impossible.
The fierce hold on his chains loosens, allowing Auden an inch of give he is too scared to take, and the demon sits back a bit. — “No wonder you are so clueless. You were taught nothing at all.”
Something simmers under his skin, clearly bothered by the prospect of the Heavens not teaching ones like Auden about hellish beasts like him. It makes no sense to Auden — why should they? They barely mentioned the Reaper. Then, his eyes drift to the monster's palm where those chains emerge like sentient ink to wrap him and force him to obey so suddenly, and he starts wondering along with the other on why exactly he was never told about a creature so wicked. This thing is a friend of Death, and holds power that smells just like a twisted version of Heaven's Will.
The demon huffs a sigh, now considering Auden again. There must be just enough genuine fear in the angel's expression, because the deity allows a chuckle for himself in the end, and releases Auden. In just the same manner as before, once Auden finds the rhythm of his breaths, he smiles that empty smile and pretends to know what kindness is. — “Allow me to brighten your view then,” — he hums, a cheerful, innocent tone, and stands.
“I am called many names,” — he says as he approaches, his form towering. — “I go by many titles. You need not remember but one, however.”
Auden twists to jump to his feet and flee, no longer shackled by demonic power, but roughened hands keep him still. The slaves, they are holding him down, and no matter how much he struggles, there are more hands, more weight at his limbs. He begs them to let go, but they just stare, eyes lifeless, their bodies living restraints around him in place of chains. They do not need to hold him long — as their master approaches, the angel feels the unbidden urge to kneel rise in him like the ocean, cold and suffocating, beckoning him deeper. The monster only places a hand onto Auden's head, and introduces himself as he hasn’t needed to in millennia; —
“I am god, of Hell and Earth. ‘My Lord’ will suffice.
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Whumper purposefully fitting their Whumpee with a collar just slightly too tight. Making sure they feel it. Making sure they're very, very aware that every breath is a gift Whumper chooses to grant them <3
LISTEN! I am CRAVING whumpee and whumper who have history together 💓 Like, I don’t want them to be strangers. I need them to have yearssss of baggage between them 😏
I want them to have been childhood best friends, or old war comrades who survived the trenches together, or ohmygod, former lovers?! 🦋
whumper knowing exactly what whumpee’s breaking point is because whumpee confessed it to them over late-night whispers years ago when they still trusted them.
whumpee reflexively leaning into whumper's touch seeking comfort when they're hurt, only to flinch back and remember a second later that whumper is the one who caused them pain.
whumper gently wiping blood off whumpee's skin with the exact same tenderness they used to use when brushing hair out of their eyes.
"please," whumpee sobs, using that nickname no one else has ever called them, that name they haven't heard in years. And it tugs at whumpers heartstrings, makes them weak at the knees.
Orororor whumpee who, as much as they hate themselves for it, still loves whumper despite it all. Is so hurt, and angry and terrified - but they still care for whumper.
just... I'm actually chomping at the bit for the sheer betrayal of looking up at your captor/tormentor and realising it’s the person you used to feel safe with. The person you used to love.
I am so normal about this. (i am not normal about this at all and must consume this immediately).
Always thought your username was "whump-tits-then"
A little disappointed it isn't 😞
Common misconception! My name is whump-it-is-then, for the uninitiated. Though perhaps whump-tits-then would be a great name for a fellow whumper of ladies <3
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Let's see the difference between my art from 2024 and my art from now using this beautifully hurt whumpee <3
"You're lucky I indulge you so much. There aren't many who would stick with a broken ashtray, but I have faith I can fix all your faulty traits eventually."
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