You're so soft and sweet

I can't see you through these lines

Through the lies

Don't remember how we met

We were lovers before friends

Would you kill a high kid living?

I broke you

Been on a white diet So i’ll be quiet Till right now Since u started a fucking riot Gonna see some blood Like the red down the bone “Call 911!” “No put down the phone” You’ll only hear more groans Soon it’ll be an apology on the stone If you wanna know what i think it’s the same reason i drink The kids in my town can’t yell “stop! don’t shoot!” Without hitting the ground Then the blue is crowned Yeah i’m not like you I don’t look like you I'm not blue Not blue

Free Write #111

I miss the days of us laying in bed Laying on top of me and kissing my head Hoping that one day I can begin again Skipping meals and laying in bed Yelling at my heart that I can love again It's beginning to become familiar with you The feelings aren't new, that's the truth But with you it's a new feeling A sound in my heart that keeps beating

You control my thoughts You roam and I breath Breathing in While you walk in my mind Strolling through Just to see what you can find And once you do Then it's just me and you Together at last For you are not beside But within me

Spent so much time in my head Wondering if I could be doing something instead Dropping my thoughts and picking up action Is the only thing that will give self-satisfaction Appreciating myself inside of my mind Is something I just dropped behind I feel so much better now Now everybody giving me the highbrow Because I’m different than most Don’t mean to boast but now my family is giving me a toast “Congrats on being artistically successful” Thanks but work is work It will always be stressful But with all this wanted money I am feeling bounty full Now I have to go But the message still stands “Grant yourself the idea of forgetting oneself and spread the word without putting it on the shelf”

I dream about nights ahead I look for your heart in my head Hopefully it stays there till I’m dead Even then I’ll publish my thoughts, Just so it can be something you read Fingers on the pages turn to red Flipping through Without realizing it was the lots of love we bled I want to fall into us Without asking you for much I want to hold you For just long enough I want you to kiss me Just let it become love

I now know she is the one I want to spoil With respect and love I can treat her like royal Even when I’m in sickness You can take me out of it with a kiss Even when I’m in health I wish to be with you after death Kiss me on the cheek Make my brain go weak How could I give all this up? How could I say this isn’t enough? You have me And I have you Thanks again For making me feel whole again

Yeah I live in this white skin And I’m in this world grinding For a feeling rather than fighting I can't help but describe what I'm writing So therefore I'm describing what's happening in my life So I'm here for the blood that spills down our skin No black white or Cuban, we all human And if someone says it's all about the man Then you're all Trump is gonna ban All of us deserve the love we give And don't tell me you're feeling indecisive Love will bring us together And hate will bring that bad weather

I think I’m starting to open my heart again I think I’m gonna keep her as my princess Beautiful and responsible for what I felt It’s not lying if I say I have missed love Because now that time has passed I wish to see how long we last I love the way you move with me You give purpose to dancing You make me believe I can sing Singing about your heartwarming laugh How it lifts me up in the sky Cuddled in the clouds Hold my hand through the crowds Because if I lose you, whew How could I find another that I can stick to So what I’m trying to say is, thank you Thank you for reaching out Thank you for making us workout Thank you for knocking me out Falling for your laugh Falling for your smile Falling for your feel This is all feeling surreal You can truly heal a heart With you, it will never come apart

I like the color of your eyes And she opens them wide And what I seem to find Is a mirror in my eye I see the same beauty, of you and I We keep them open, till we start to cry See what I do with mine Is I change the pupils size It’s like watching the moon in the skies She likes me, likewise We have a better connection than the wifi’s