Whoosh

Sometimes people accidentally trigger my grief with random stuff and I want to hit them with a "thanks for reminding of my dead not alive gone forever dad" but I contain myself because I know it's mean and irrational

I consider all stories to be fanfiction anyways because I don't believe in originality

As a wannabe artist who often struggles with feeling like I lack skill and envies more skilled artists, it’s honestly nice to see artists with insane technical ability make really impressive pieces in art styles that I find ugly. Like, all that skill for what? They could be doing something so much better with that talent but they aren't, and that’s kinda comforting to me. Also goes to show that you can be objectively great and still have haters. Universal appeal is unachievable, so rejection isn't inherent proof of failure.

I want to do so many things that I freeze and crash like a computer and I end up doing nothing