The crystal turns, night becomes day, a brief respite.
I've reached Mereldar in Hallowfall, the fight with the Nerubians and followers of some dark master brought me here. I took the time to restock my supplies, sharpen my blades, and grab a drink at the local tavern. Those like me, those from the surface, are scattered about the town here. Some merely seeking to aid the people here, others searching for lost loved ones from Dalaran or the various battles that have ensued since arriving on the Isle.
I am an outsider on both fronts, no one lost, no skin in the fight, merely here because the surface held no answers for me.
The Empire's Edge is packed as I take a seat with my mug of something the Innkeeper called Blessed Brew. All that mattered to me was that it was cold and the drink would muddy and blur some of the images in my head from the battles that brought me here. One of the servers brings me another mug, setting it on the table before I've finished the last gulp of the first. I can feel a warmth begin to spread as I gulp down the second mug and finally relax against the back of my chair. My eyes wander as my thoughts return to my completely blank slate. I still don't know who I am, though given my ears I assume I am some sort of elf, I've seen others like me but no one looked at me as though they knew me so I didn't bother them with my problems.
I sigh, just about ready to get up and explore the town when another elf sits at the table next to me.
"Hi there!" She was quite cheerful given the grim path it took to get here. "I haven't seen many of us down here, I'm Romassi, but everyone just calls me Roma. What's your name?"
I contemplated just walking away, but the way she said us piqued my interest. "Lio, just Lio." I force a smile that seemed to appease Roma as she smiled back.
"Boy my wings are tired, having to fight those flyers so they stopped swarming the fighters on the ground nearly wiped me out. Is that any good?" She pointed at my mug.
I was a little confused by her words, I remembered seeing odd creatures, something of a mix of dragon and humanoid, flying about the skies and battling the winged Nerubians. But she neither looked like one, nor did she have wings. Perhaps she took a particularly nasty bump on the head. I was just about to start inspecting her for any head injuries when she spoke up again.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" She raised a brow, tilting her head as her hair parted from the shift to reveal a broken horn at her hairline. "Are you well?"
I stared, I admit it, not in a creepy way, but in a way that Roma apparently found funny as she started to laugh.
"You know, not that I am complaining, but compared to most of our kind your visage is somewhat plain. Beautiful in its own way, don't get me wrong. But plain. No horns, hardly any jewelry, no scales. It's like you said I want to be pretty but boring and instead your look became pretty boring." She continued to laugh.
"I'm sorry.. what? Visage? What are you on about?" I couldn't quite wrap my mind around what she was saying, was she calling me boring? Ugly? Dull? I don't think I've heard those words used to describe me. Before I could dig through my head to decipher her meaning two things happened all at once. Where a lovely elven woman with a broken horn, and laugh that was beginning to irk me, sat one of those humanoid dragons now did, their wings folded beneath their neck like a leathery, scaley cloak. And I fell out of my seat.
Nearly the whole tavern turned their attention to us, some craning their necks around those at their table to get a look at what was happening, but I seemed to be the only person shocked by her sudden shift in appearance.
"I.. you.. wha-.. huh?" I swore I knew how to speak, honest, but the words just tumbled out of my mouth and they weren't the ones I wished to use.
Roma chuckled and shook her head, her crimson scales catching the lamplight in an almost mesmerizing way. "What's wrong with you, Lio? You act like you've never seen this before."
"I haven't." Well look at that, chose the words, spoke the words, and they were the right words!
Roma appeared confused, though it was harder to tell with this face than the elven one she had only moments ago. "Surely this is some kind of joke?" From my place on the floor I could see her tail twitching, the spiked, club-like end rolling back and forth behind her seat. "You.. haven't? I.. aren't you.. I mean you have to be, aren't you? I can't be wrong. Aren't you?"
"Aren't I.. what?" I may as well get off the floor now, this conversation felt like it was taking a serious turn and me getting up might stop people from staring.
"One of us?" She leaned forward, glowing golden eyes searching for something in my own.
"You mean.. can I turn into something like that in the blink of an eye? No. Just an elf, sorry to disappoint. Nearly a month ago I woke up on some ship during a storm, crew said they found me in a wreck. All I had with me was a satchel and a book, Lio was written on the inside cover so I took it as my name." I looked over to the innkeeper and gave them an apologetic look for the scene I'd caused and tossed a few coins onto the table. "Anyways.. this has been fun, but I should get going. Best of luck with.. well.. whatever you're doing."
I didn't spare her another glance, the look she'd given me stirred something dormant inside me and I didn't like it, it made my skin crawl. I'd barely made it out of the door, one foot on the path when I felt hands wrap around my arms and hoist me up. Only.. the up just kept going..
"Stop squirming! I don't want to lose my grip!" Roma shouted through the rushing winds as she flew higher and higher.
"ARE YOU INSANE!?" The ground was rapidly getting further away and all I could think about was the soldiers I'd seen being dropped by the flying Nerubians exploding against the ground like sack of meat and bones. "WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS!?"
"Just proving a point!" She yelled hovering in place.
"And what point is that?!"
"This!" And she let me go.
Looking back this was sheer insanity, not knowing who or what I was, no proof beyond whatever crackpot idea she had in her head about me. Was she hoping an instinct that had yet to surface in my entire fight down here would suddenly come? All I knew for certain in that moment was that I was about to die and there was nothing I could do about it but hope she came to her senses before I hit the ground like some sort of nightmare water balloon.
"FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!" I tried to flatten out in vain, hoping to slow my rapid descent to no avail. "FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU- "
Something stirred once more, this time stronger, I felt it reach into my very core and rip away the shackles of fear. It was instantaneous, one second I was falling to my certain death and the next I was leveling out and just missing the rooftops before banking left and coming back around towards the tavern. I could see her crimson form at the entrance, wings spread, arms pumping in the air. She looked happy. Did she not know I was coming? Did she not sense the approaching danger?
I crashed into her, slamming her to the ground, my momentum sliding us both several yards and nearly a foot deeper into the ground. "I should kill you!"
Black and silver scaled hands with curled black talons closed around her throat and through her struggles for air she managed to squeak out. "See... I.. told.. ya..."
I let out a growl of frustration as I released her, staring at these odd hands and arms that moved when I moved them. Standing up and inspecting myself further, I found that these scales covered my entire body, wings curled in, hooking together under my neck, something dragged behind me as I continued to examine every inch I could see, bringing my attention to my tail. MY TAIL! I HAD A TAIL! AND WINGS! I was one of those.. one of those THINGS! Unlike Roma's tail, my own was like a long and bladed spearhead that carved furrows into the dirt and clanked against the cobbled path as I turned.
Consider the shock I must have experienced, one moment thinking I was an elf, one moment thinking I was about to die, and the next.. I am something else, something entirely different that I'd believed myself to be all this time. I wasn't an elf, no, like Roma I was a Dracthyr, and the form I'd thought was just me was merely a visage. Take that in for a moment. Good? Great.. let's get back to it.
Again, remember.. this was a shock to me, okay?
"Calm down! You can't tell me you didn't know this was who you really are, Lio." Roma chuckled as she got to her feet. "I've never heard of any of our kind not knowing." She gave me a once over. "Though the visage is starting to make more sense.. wow." Roma recoiled as she took in my form.
"I.. didn't.. know.. and you.. you.. y- ARGH!!!" I tackled her again. "WHAT IF YOU WERE WRONG!!?"
"HEY! KNOCK IT OFF!" The clank of armor and the song of drawn steel snapped me out of it as the guards approached.
I didn't wait to face the guards, I thought about being away from here and pushed off the ground suddenly finding myself hurling through the skies with Mereldar disappearing behind me.
"HEY! Wait for me!" Roma had followed me. "Come on! Let's touch down there!" She soared beside me, pointing to a nearby cliff overlooking the water.
I wanted to tell her no and fly away from her but I figured she'd just keep following me so I turned and began circling the cliff, slowing myself down before attempting a landing. I will admit, not my most graceful landing, but I did land on my feet, sort of, and Roma landed beside me a moment later.
"You really didn't know?" She asked, concern, the same expression she had at the tavern etched her scaled face.
"No. I didn't." I searched within, trying to find a way to turn back. I was about to give up when Roma placed a hand on my shoulder.
"I'm sorry.. I thought you were pulling my tail." She paused briefly before continuing. "Focus on the image in your mind, hold it there, and push it towards the front of your mind. Do you have it?"
I nodded, struggling to keep my thoughts on the face I'd seen in the mirror so many times before today. I felt the stirring, only instead of breaking free, this felt more like bundling up..
"There you go.. not so hard, right?" She clapped me on the shoulder. "Of all the things you thought you were.. I bet this was the furthest from your mind."
I couldn't help but smile as I opened my eyes, seeing she'd returned to her visage as well. "This wasn't even a consideration."
I finally knew what I was.. but the question of who still remained. Was Lio even my real name? Was it short for something? Was I good? It would be a long, long time before I learned the answer to who I was, and how it came about was not in a way I'd ever thought of. But I like to think that it was moments like this that helped shape me into something better than I was. Because knowing what I know now.. there's no telling what kind of monster I'd have become.