Magic Isn't Something You Choose

“don’t take it personally” how would you like me to take it then? professionally? romantically? academically?

And what if I never needed their souls to be 'intertwined by fate'? What if all that I needed is for them to love each other because they have known and understood and shaped each other for so long? And what if I never cared about them ‘finding each other in every universe?’ What if all that I wanted is for them, in this universe where the odds were so stacked against them, to choose each other?

I love that cats don't meow at each other except as kittens. they talk to us exactly like we talk to them, like stupid babies it's fun to annoy. the human equivalent of a meow is "ohh who is a little furball with one brain cell"

dead wife montage but it's a henchman reminiscing about da boss after he got put six feet under. picking flowers before hiding the bodies, wiping cocaine from your nose after a big night, that long drive down the beach to find the bookie who squealed. where did the days go

you shouldnt have to pay for the dentist. the dentist should pay me for satsifying their weird fetish

it’s so special to me that so much of fan culture is textual analysis for the love of the game. like thank god there are people in my phone who are also thinking about this thing i love so much that they are writing transformative fiction as character studies and setting clips of the show to music with theme-relevant lyrics and writing long text posts analyzing every line of dialogue like!! yay!!!

*hitting my brain with a rolled up newspaper* I am allowed to be annoying! I am allowed to be wrong! I am allowed to take up space! Not! Everyone! Has! To! Like! Me!

someone please hit me over the head with this post every day for like the next week thanks. a mention, a reblog with text, a message, something.

You must understand that perfectionism isn’t striving for excellence, it’s a crippling fear of being flawed and therefore worth abandonment or punishment. It’s a kind of psychological avoidance. You’re avoiding fear and failure , not embracing the thing you want to do bc if it was about the thing you want to do you’d be fine with partial victory.

you’re capable of doing hard things, you have already accomplished a lot, and survived all your previous hardships and there is so much merit in that. I’m sorry things haven’t been easy, but you’re still capable of doing things even if they are difficult and the unknown feels scary. you are capable of doing difficult things.