greetings! i reblog things and then i lose them because i'm bad at tags. sometimes i have ideas, and since i have been blessed/cursed with free will, i share them here. you have been warned :D
tags + posts masterlist here because my tagging system is confusing. i don't understand it either.
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โฆ 80% marvel, 15% writing, 5% totally random things. those percentages are definitely not accurate because i'm not gonna go count, and also because i'm the opposite of tony "if my math is correct, and it always is" stark.
โฆ as for marvel: current hyperfixations-within-a-hyperfixation are stucky and the winter soldier, so expect a lot of that.
โฆ i like living in denial (aka my very delulu au), but i also like character studies and sometimes reblog mcu/character/fan critical fandom essays (most of these are tagged #mcu critical), especially about the bane of my existence, avengers: endgame.
โฆ when i'm not reblogging from my infinity queue, i'll post my own thoughts, as well as the occasional video edit or story drabble. as for the previously mentioned au... it's on the way, trust. haha don't actually trust me on that.
โฆ current favorite movie is a tie captain america: the winter soldier and black widow. i love these very much. i am very normal about them, and totally will not rant about them.
โฆ and my current favorite favorite characters (i have lots of characters i like, but these are just my top ones) are bucky barnes, steve rogers, and natasha romanoff. i love bucky's entire story, but i'm especially interested in the winter soldier era. i'm also very normal about these characters and totally will not rant about them.
โฆ team natasha, team avengers. or team "everybody needed therapy."
โฆ my ideal marvel universe is a mashup of the mcu, avengers assemble series, and the comics. the original avengers, new avengers, thunderbolts, and young avengers all work together and nobody is trying to kill each other!
i'm proudly delusional aka i'm proudly a multishipper. it's safe to assume i can get behind just about any ship a better question is just asking me what ships i don't ship XD, but i'll just name a few:
the actual frickin otp: bucky barnes x steve rogers โฆ barnes and noble
michelle "mj" jones x peter parker โฆ spideychelle
bucky barnes x natasha romanoff โฆ winterwidow
pepper potts x tony stark โฆ pepperony
may parker x bruce banner โฆ greenmay
peggy carter x daniel sousa โฆ peggysous
kate bishop x joaquรญn torres โฆ birds of a feather
(spiderverse) miles morales x gwen stacy โฆ ghostflower
โฆ you can call me zara, i am crazy, i'm really really bad at social interactions but i also like random asks. talk to me at your own risk. i don't bite but i may not answer you for a bit because i'm drafting a reponse in my head :D
โฆ PLEASE let me know if i ever offend or annoy you in any way, as i'd like to apologize if i did. i know i can come off as annoying or pushy sometimes.
โฆ i cry about fictional characters. it's a skill issue.
โฆ adhd disaster over here *finger guns*
โฆ "anything is a reference to your interests if you're insane enough."
โฆ you have located an endangered species, aka the only cishet girl on this website?! congrats, you now have a token straight person :3
โฆ enneagram four, you might take that as a warning too honestly
โฆ "i am both dumber and smarter than you think, never estimate me."
โฆ Christian โก โ (i'll respect your beliefs, please respect mine. i may talk about this occasionally and i will happily answer any questions if you have some!)
โฆ i'm a minor, don't be weird to me. if i get dms from someone i haven't interacted with i will block them.
โฆ "if i had a dollar for every fictional character i caught feelings for, then i'd be able to afford the therapy i obviously need" is the story of my love life, or lack thereof.
โฆ sometimes a writer and sometimes an artist. i suck at both, but my things are created with love and without ai.
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โฆ marvel, obviously. except for the parts i don't like about it. which is actually quite a lot. let's just say that i picked through the plot, kidnapped the characters, and ran off to write an au because i'm picky.
โฆ ice cream, birds, tea, yarn, other random things that make me happy.
โฆ history and conspiracy theories, especially of the world war two and cold war eras.
โฆ writing. except the part where i actually write. i love thinking about writing, and i love it when i finish a draft, but the in between? i'm crying on the floor, y'all.
โฆ writing includes whumping my favorite characters. that's the fun in between part, because i don't truly love them until i've put them on death's doorstep and gleefully watched them suffer. i am very much an angst girlie, apologies in advance.
โฆ books!! my favorite genres are historical fiction and dystopian-typa-things (i don't know if that's actually a genre). there's lots of books and authors i like, but some favorites are: the bell jar by sylvia plath, a tree grows in brooklyn by betty smith, the mysterious benedict society by trenton lee stewart, divergent by veronica roth, fahrenheit 451 by ray bradbury, lovely war by julie berry, and various books by lois lowry, gary d. schmidt, ruta sepetys, and alan gratz.
โฆ music!! all-time favorite artists are the lumineers (my namesake. i love their music so much. the lumineers cinematic universe/their music videos have wrecked me as much as the mcu), noah kahan, and phoebe bridgers. honorable mentions are gregory alan isakov, ac/dc, enya, taylor swift, ramones, the smiths, mazzy star, and olivia rodrigo. and probably some other people i'm forgetting.
โฆ as for art, i really like van gogh. almost all my favorite creators are depressed or mentally unstable. i'm reading sylvia plath's published journals and relating on a somewhat scary level. do with that what you will.
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i am terminally A Sucker for characters who have a towering and generally earned ego about their own ability and absolutely no self-worth about themselves as a person at all. intoxicating combo.
every time i comment on an ao3 fic i'm pretty sure it's incomprehensible gibberish. but if i can bring joy to one (1) author's day or make even just one author feel inspired, i am happy.
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it's like... this series of posts that tumblr set up for fun (???) back in 2019 that change for each person that sees it. if you go onto the blog and scroll through it it'll probably make more sense. but i have no idea how it works or why it exists lol ๐ญ
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He hugs scared children when he's out on patrol. He does flips because people ask. He shares his churros with the pigeons. He takes photos, helps tourists with directions, limps away from fight and waves off any help that is offered.
Once there was a little girl who was crying by the roadside just as he was starting his patrol. Seeing that there were no adults next to her, he swings to her side and sits by.
He asks if she was in trouble, if everything was alright. The girl nods through tears - not even fazed by Spider-Man - and says how she lost her pet.
Peter makes it his mission to find Ruby, the girl's ginger cat and he does it as comical as he can do that her tears would subdue. He does flips and shows her little tricks as they walk street to street.
By some miracle, Peter finds her cat sitting on a tree branch. Carefully, he gets her down to the little girl who immediately hugs it to her chest.
Peter crouches beside her, a smile forming in his lips as she giggles. Then is surprised when she throws her free arm around his neck in a hug.
She yells excitedly Thank you, Spider-Man and is already skipping away with her found pet.
Peter stares at the retreating figure for a while, a sense of contentment in him.
Attaching his web to a nearby building, he swings away after the figure disappears from his vision.
These moments kept Peter going as Spider-Man more than anything did.
And it became his only reason to continue even when everybody asked if he was going to be the next Tony Stark, even when his face was splashed with the headline masked menace now unmasked!, even when the world forgot the kid underneath the spandex.
Unbeknownst to him, a teenager named Aliya is now running a blog titled Spider-Man's defense squad with her ginger cat gently purring on her lap safely.
The world might have forgotten the person, but his actions continue to live.
