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I hate when I get in these moods of needing to feel wanted, because then I always wind up doing some dumb shit just to fill a void...only to then wind up feeling empty again afterwards.

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I struggle with ever feeling good enough for anyone. Especially when it comes to relationships. Men always leave me, and I’ve always had a hard time understanding why, but trust me I’ve devoted countless hours and days in trying to figure it out. At times I’ve even changed my appearance, personality, and habits to try and fit the mold of who they wanted.

It’s hard. People will tell you “you’ve got to love yourself first” and it’s like “ yeah I get it but why is it so bad for me to want someone else to love me too?”

I don’t know, I’m just thinking out loud and venting.

I'm going through exactly what you're saying. :l I feel like this woman I'm suppose to be dating is keeping me around for the wrong reasons and using me.

I don’t know your entire situation, but moments when I’ve felt like I was being used or not appreciated, I was usually always right. It’s like your instincts trying to warn you, and instinct is greater than the mind.

So there’s this guy I’m dating...we really like each other & things have been going great even through the ups & downs. He had to go home back to Chicago for a family emergency. He said his phone is broke & km kinda nervous that maybe my number didn’t go in his backups. I know if alternative way to get in touch but I don’t want to come off as if I’m stocking but more of trying to get in touch & make sure everything is okay.

I think you should try reaching out to him through the alternative method that you mentioned. You wouldn’t be stalker-ish for doing that. But it’s strange that he hasn’t attempted to reach out to you at all if his phone is broken. There are more ways to get into contact with people other than a phone.

Whitney ... what attracts you to someone? What would be the ultimate first date for you? Curious minds want to know

It’s hard to say. I’m attracted to different things in different people. I really like guys voices, lol. I’ve dated a guy before who had this cool raspy sounding kind of voice, and also another who had a really deep voice. I was oddly attracted to those things, lol. I know, I’m weird.

Ultimate first date for me is if we have deep conversation and get to know each other beyond a surface level.

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Do you have a type lol

Just need someone who I completely connect with. I have to feel inspired by him. I want us to be best friends & lovers at the same time, lol.

I used to be so giving of my love, so eager to express it

to the man that I loved at the time -- he left me feeling neglected

although it really isn't his fault, it was actually expected

but love can be blind when you're caught up in the essence

This gift is a curse. Deep down it hurts.

To know my love can't ever be expressed because I always think of the worst.

"What if he doesn't feel the same? What if I'm just wasting time?"

are the only thoughts that manage to cloud my cluttered mind

And at the end of the day I’m hoping love will find,

it’s way back to me.

Do you understand how unlucky it is to have someone look at you, but not really see you? To solely admire the physical, but refuse to look beyond that.

People wanna know you for the wrong reasons. People wanna keep you around for the wrong reasons.

People see me but they don't really see me.

It becomes harder to trust who's real, and who isn't.

A little bit of everyone I meet rubs off on me, from the way that they speak to the way that they dress. It's mostly something I never notice until after the fact that it happens.

That's why I see it as being so important to keep beautiful souls around me. I want the people I surround myself with to be better than me, because it will challenge me to be a better person. I want them to know more than me so I can be inspired to know more. I want them to teach me new things and help me learn more about myself as a person.

I want them to be loving in the way that they speak and in all that they do.

Essentially because I wanna be that way too.

It's so easy to lose yourself in this world…

through the expectations of your family, to the harsh opinions of your doubters, and the critical judgment of strangers. The severity of their words can engulf your entire existence, and not even the most positive attribute you have about yourself can surface. We allow others opinions of us to override our own. We give them permission to dictate the kind of person we are. And that is when we are lost…that is when we have misplaced our uniqueness, our individuality, in the hands of others. We do it as a desperation, as a call for help out to the world for acceptance in who we are. We need others to define us. We long to feel good about ourselves, but there's a way to do it without needing the approval of others, and that is through building up your own self-confidence, and knowing your own self-worth.

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I can no longer continue this front,

as if I’m okay.

The only thought that consumes my mind is how you walked away,

and how I didn’t beg you to stay,

how I allowed my pride to get in the way,

and never got the chance to say,

that I still need you.

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The guy that I have been dating is very cheap. It bothers me a lot and I just want to be treated, but I'm not getting it. I find it selfish of him and its really starting to turn me off. What should I do? Do you think this can be changed?

Lol, you know we all want different things and have different expectations when it comes to relationships, which is why compromise and communication from both people are so important.Bring your concerns to his attention, but word it in a way where you’re still considering his way of doing things, cause he may be completely innocent in his ways, you know? But also reevaluate if you’re being reasonable.

I need some advice. I'm kinda starting to feel like at the end of each year I find myself on these weird awkward dates kinda (mainly cuz I'm awkward) It's always with these guys that are extremely nice, but I'm not attracted to in any kind of way. Don't get my wrong I love nice men, but ones I'm attracted to. Cuz other than that I feel like they push themselves on me. How do you handle awkward dates with guys who really like you, but you just like them as a friend? I just need outside advice.

Hmm, do you mostly base your attraction to men off of how they look? If so, then you probably shouldn’t be dating these guys that you aren’t attracted to to begin with, because if the connection isn’t there it’s just not there and should never be forced.

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