sad

WHY DO PEOPLE SEE YOU HURTING AND DECIDE TO PSYCHO ANALYZE U? UR NOT MY THERAPIST AND I HAVE NEVER ASKED U FOR ANYTHING. I AM NOT BLIND TO MY OWN PAIN AND MISERY AND HOW ITS AN EVIL CYCLE I CONTINUE UNWILLINGLY; I AM CRIPPLED BY THE SCARS LEFT IN MY BODY MIND AND SOUL AND THAT IS WHY I AM LIVING THE WAY I AM. I DO NOT NEED MORE PEOPLE TO POINT OUT THE LOGIC BEHIND MY THOUGHTS I CAN DO THAT ON MY OWN VERY WELL. I AM FUCKED UP AND I KNOW. NOW FUCK OFF.

some lonely nights like these where i realize how fucked up i am and how much easier and peaceful it would be to just end it all instead of struggling like this. theres so much pain n im trying so hard to be strong for myself but it sucks and i want to give up and i want people to feel bad that they ignored my cries for help but idk maybe im just feeling lonely and spiteful.

my classmate was talking abt her big friend group n i jokingly said i ahve no friend cus laughs right but no she was like oh...... (awkward moment of pity and whatnot)??????

i dont even have ONE (1) friend in real life lollllllllllllllllllllllll if anyone wants to ahve a laugh pls laug hat me i hate myself) 

dude did everyone go to twt WHERE THE SAD SHITPOSTS!!!!!!!

i cant even distract myself from it anymore 

no one truly cares. everyone likes to pretend they will be there for u but theyre always the first ones to turn on u when ur at ur lowest. and i realize how alone i am every time. 

anyone else open up abt their mental issues to friends/family just for literally nothing to change ? Not even an attempt to understand u. lol