all the asks from the angelic ask game pretty please !!
Of course, my angel!! I love you more by the way <333
halo : what would you classify your love as (e.g. protective, possessive, dependent, manipulative, self-sacrificing, or something else) ? which trait of yours is the strongest, and which one do you usually try to suppress infant of your darling?
•I would say it's a mix of several of those, but mainly protective. Certainly my strongest trait is being extremely clingy and dependent on my darling, and I try to suppress my possessiveness towards him. I don't want to creep him out ;)
cherub : In what ways does obsession distort the way you interpret your beloved’s actions?
• Surprisingly, it doesn't affect how I interpret him. Of course, I overthink a lot and don't think I'm good enough for him, but I tend to analyze people's tones and actions, so I know very well that everything he says is genuine and comes from the heart. I love analyzing this man so much :)
gospel : what is your philosophy on love? is it destiny, earned devotion, mutual choice, or something you take and guard all for yourself?
• Poetically speaking, I think destiny is truly lovely, but I strongly believe in earned devotion. In fact, it was my darling who stalked my blog first, not the other way around—I don't think I could have interacted first.
holy : if your beloved stopped loving you, would you accept or resist it?
• I hate to say this, but I would definitely resist it. Send him like thirty messages in a row and try to convince him to stay with me. I'd cry a lot, I don't know how to deal with losses well to be honest..
altar : do you present yourself as innocent or harmless to get closer to your darling or are you genuine ? how much of that persona is genuine versus intentional?
• No, I truly present myself as I am. I might hide a lot of my possessive traits, but I could never lie to him. All he knows about me is who I am, so I'd say 90% genuine, because there are things I'm apprehensive about him knowing.
ascension : do you have personal moral limits when it comes to love? what actions would you take?
• That's an intriguing question. Everyone has personal bondaries so I would only do what my darling wouldn't be uncomfortable with. I have a sense of what's disrespectful, and I would never be extreme; I'm such a soft yandere when it comes to love.
divinity : how deeply do you analyze your beloved? do you memorize patterns, preferences, routines?
• I analyze him intensely; I think it must be my love language—analyzing every trait, every pattern in his behavior. Obviously, I do, but not as much because unfortunately we're in a long-distance relationship, so I can't memorize patterns and routines exactly, but I know his preferences and I love to please him.
afterlife : does loving someone make you feel elevated and better, or smaller and more desperate? which version of yourself shows up most in relationships with said beloved?
• Neither of them. Loving makes me feel whole; it's everything I've searched for my whole life. Our love is calming and unhurried, even though we're unhealthy obsessed with each other. I tend to be softer only with him, but in general, I'm very genuine when it comes to feelings.
saint : in your ideal relationship, how much independence is allowed? do you imagine merging lives completely, or maintaining separate identities?
• If it could happen, I'd want to be less independent as possible. Totally merging lives if that was to his liking, of course. I don't want to be away from him at all.
fallen : if they slowly drifted away, would you chase, change or even let yourself silently accept the ending?
• I would chase him relentlessly; I can't be without the person who keeps me going. He's my best friend and everything rolled into one, I love my angel unconditionally and I just hope he never leaves me.
It was really interesting answering this ask game, I like to write so it was perfect for me and I'll love answering more of these, my angel. ꒰ঌ(˶ˆᗜˆ˵)໒꒱
