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*panicking* please, it's too many too soon, two more people already I'm not for sure if one of them is dead but I miss my sib, I miss my friends, stop

Lots of people are hurting but people often say the people who smile the most or put one on are hurting inside

I wish my friends would stop dieing, I'm tired of crying, but I can't do anything except remember them and it hurts especially the most recent one, but you keep on moving anyways

Why am I sad, I shouldn’t feel sad right now

@/len-always--toocold, I know your still hanging on, I know your strong, you can keep fighting, even if your in a coma, e-everything will be ok, we’re all here for you, *crying* this is hard, you mean a lot to me, your my friend apart of of my family on here, I couldn’t imagine that this would happen, if you ever end up dieing, just know I’ll never forget you

*Sighs* ive calmed down from crying, once I start its hard to stop, cause thats me , anyways should not have said that Im so stupid, hes an important friend and part of my family he means a lot to me, one of the most important people, I still hope he dosent die and stays safe, I shouldent have gotten so mad, I really have to think before I speak if Im upset

The only thing that sucks about having so many moots is even though I do so much and I check on people, it never feels like I’m doing enough, because I have so many when I’m comforting someone it feels like there is always some people I can’t reach or help and that hurts sometimes :<

*Sighs* I hate when I get like this, i hate that im super sensitive, I hate negative thinking and I hate mood swings, I really need to take my pills when I get back home :<

i need to stop blaming myself for things, i just keep stressing myself out, I feel like throwing up 😭

I’m sorry, stupid anon!!!!!!! I’m sorry, please don’t die on me, *crying*

I’m not doing enough, I need to help others more, be there for others more, I’m not enough, I’ll never be enough, I’m sorry I’ll do more

Why am I so sad :<

If someone is struggling I need to help everytime I’m able too, not just sometimes or if I don’t know what to say to like the post, I need to help always

I love being on here and I’m never leaving and I know we all have different opinions and we’re all different people and we express emotions differently and that’s perfectly fine but sometimes I want to scream and cry, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO SEND HATE TO OTHERS THOUGH, I don’t care if it’s on anon or not, I get we won’t or don’t all get along, but just be A DECENT HUMAN, I love spreading kindness but everywhere there is just HATE, I love helping others feel better I’m just sick of people getting hate and sending hate and just so much :<