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•illi who you met at prep school is the sweetest girl ever

•you instantly became friends after a group project

•she knew all your favourite horror movies (but didn't like most of them)

•she would bring you to her home to hang around, to read comics (which you didn't particularly love) and watch movies

•she would always compliment your looks and tell you how pretty you looked on her wornout band shirts

•you slept over at hers every once in a while, chit chatting all night about this and that

•the first time you caught her struggling with dysmorophia was during one of those nights, when some dumbass from her class said shit about her looks

•you always thought she looked cute

•you held her in your arms while telling her how amazing, talented, beautiful and special she is

•you both fell asleep while hugging each other and, the next day, illi made you pancakes for breakfast

•after that something shifted inside illi, but she wouldn't tell you what

•you'd catch her pretty hazel eyes glued to you in the most random moments

•when you yawned

•when you were about to fall asleep in class

•when you rolled your eyes at frank's awful jokes

•when some stupid guy hit on you at a party

•and parties where pretty much a big no for her, even if you insisted a lot

•illi hated crowded places and hated even more having to share your attention with anyone else (she would never tell you that)

•illi also disliked going shopping, but she'd make exceptions whenever you said her opinion was important

•one of those days, while you were in the changing room, you also caught her staring

•it didn't feel weird, matter of fact it kinda made you blush

•her beautiful hazel eyes ran up and down on your body while you were trying a black dress way too tight on your hips

•she told you how hot that made you look (in an absolutely dispretentious way) and you felt all the warmth of your body run right to your cheeks

•you told her to try it as well, in a size that fit her better since she was slightly taller and more curvy than you

•she felt totally out of place in a dress like that, it made her feel fake, disgustingly big, you couldn't disagree more

•the way the color contrasted her pale skin made the greenish color of her eyes even brighter

•she looked great

•you felt the air in the small space grow thicker and realising how illi had absolutely no idea how much you were staring (drooling) made you feel guilty

•when the next party came, the one you had bought the dress to, illi suprisingly said she'd tag along

•after a few drinks both of you were laughing, dancing and singing to anything they'd play

•illi's eyes were prettier than ever

•that was the first time you actually felt like kissing her

•meanwhile all illi could think about was you and how the dance floor lights made you look alive

•she was drunk enough to blame the alcohol when she first touched your waist, so gentle and so insecure that you couldn't help but smile

•it was enough to make her body shiver, painting her face red

•illi came a few steps closer and your bodies bumped to each other

•all she could think of was how small and warm you felt, so easy, so right

•the song you were dancing to had just ended but the tension built was still there, so strong you didn't think what you were doing when you whispered "how about sleeping at mine tonight?"

•when you got home and locked inside your room, too wasted to realise how loud both actually were, you silently thanked the universe that your parents weren't home that day

•illi was obviously too drunk when she said something about a guy flirting with you, wearing the weirdest expression as she laid on your bed, unaware of how sweet she looked

•"i don't like those kind" you said

•"what kind do you like then?" she asked

•the room grew heavy when you simply smirked at her and whispered "the fragile, hazel eyed, awkward, stupid kinda girl"

•it went silent for a moment

•that's when she sat on the edge of your bed and touched your right hand, pulling you slightly closer, staring straight to you

•illi would blame the alcohol and being drunk if none of what she understood was actually accurate, but she couldn't miss the chance cause god you looked so beautiful

•you walked closer and pressed her body unto your bed, getting over while getting a glimpse of her flushed cheeks

•"you look so beautiful" she said

•you laughed loud as you fixed the hair string that fell on her face, getting even closer, so close you could feel her breathing

•"that's you, illi. you always look painfully lovely to me"

•her heart skipped a beat

•now or never

•"can i k-kiss you?... or is weird? i totally get if you think is weird i just-" illi got lost in her own words

•you hated when she over thought

•you ended the thin space between you both in a fast move, finally getting a taste of her

•god she tasted so good

•you tasted exactly what she'd fantasized

•the warmth of your tongue and the taste of beer and tabacco made her lose her cool, so much that she'd let soft moans scape from her mouth every now and then

•god it felt so good

•her hands were running around your waist and hips over and over and over and over

•you could feel how hard she'd gotten right below you, which made you whimper in between kisses

•you ran your hands under her skirt and felt the earth collapse when you touched her over her panties and she let a strong solid moan fill the room

•the piece of fabric under your black dress went soaked as you slowly stroke her hard cock

•she wanted you badly and she was willing to show

•her hands went straight to your butt, feeling you, desiring you

•"please, let me fuck you" she said "even if is just for tonight, please"

•sweet illi was under you, hard as fuck, face gone red, absolutely horny, begging to fuck you

•there was no way you'd say no

•you took off both of your panties, fixed yourself over her and moaned as you felt her tip touch you, warm and wet

•"how much do you want it, illi? hm?

•"a lot! please let me feel you, please"

•"you look so pretty when you're needy"

•you let her whine and beg a few more times before slowly setting her inside

•it felt so god damn right you wondered why you haven't done this before

•you felt so fucking delicious around her cock it made her want to cum right away

•the heavy needed moans filled the room

•illi never felt this horny, never felt this good

•"you feel so fucking good" she said

•at some point all your clothes went missing and both of your bodies were crashing into each other, making it impossible to keep it quiet

•"you're gonna make me cum, illi. be a good girl and give it all to me, hm?" you whispered on her ear

•she groaned and switched positions, getting over you and stroking inside so hard you saw stars

•she didn't take half a minute to finish, letting it clear that you were in sync since the first kiss

•the world felt heavy and, as you could breathe again, the room went silent

•you turned around to take a look on her

•cheeks so red red it made her feel humiliated

•"i think i'm in love with you" she said