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being mentally ill is just being fed up with your own shit 24/7 like oh my god are we really going to do this again can I have like one hour of peace just one fucking hour oh my god p l e a s e

I feel like neurotypical ppl tend to underestimate MI ppls level of self-awareness abt our disorders. Like, believe you me, I am well aware that my brain is a rampant shitshow. That doesn’t mean I can make it stop doing shit though.

can’t wait to be making breakfast for my wife while she sits on the kitchen counter in my sweatshirt and underwear

And there will be nights when your life will fall apart and no one will notice the mornings you spend putting it back together.

give me the look that says “just wait until we’re alone”

they was talking real shit back then and i took it as a joke