I need the pain to be gone

Me: ✋ ✋✋✋✋✋✋✋

I dont know who is going to read this but i just need it out somewhere and feel less alone with this. A week ago I found out that I suffered from a chronic disease, Its been really hard to accept that I will never get better and it is so hard to talk about it with the people I love. I dont want them to worry and when I talk about it they just cant understand or they say ´you should be happy it could be worse, at least its not cancer, etc´ ofcourse I know it could be worse but no matter what chronic disease you have when the docters tell you about it, it feels like the floor underneath you just slips away. Im only 17 and ive been told that I will be sick forever and that shit hurts and it is very hard to accept when you see everyone around you living the life you had dreamed of, it is isolating and it makes you feel so alone. for anyone out there who has been diagnosed with something, youre not alone and if you need to talk you can always message me.