As the world rolls

I’m almost 29 now, things are a bit better.

At the end the day I just have to know that people are only ever going to want me in one capacity. I also have to come to terms with the fact that most people are going to let me down at some point

I’m over it at this point.

This is the lowest point I’ve hit in a while

I gotta stop getting my hopes up.

I’m in a dark place again.

Days like today really suck, for a lot of reasons.

Whelp, now I’m high and depressed.

This is such a weird feeling for me. I just want to feel okay. I need to live in the moment.

I can’t put up with this stuff for much longer. I shouldn’t be this unhappy with everything. I feel myself falling again.

Why am I like this...?

I just want  consistency

I feel like certain people only ever hit me up when they need or want something from me.