Be careful on youtube

Hello. My name is Carson. Some of you might remember me from when I came out about my rape and abuse/manipulation I suffered at the hands of the youtuber WhatTravisSays (Travis Neumeyer). When friends and family began invading my privacy and grilled me on posts about my recovery and mental well-being, I deleted my original account that had a lot of messages on it. Travis saw this as an opportunity to post a very vindictive video, attacking me, calling me a liar & making it sound like I’m a crazy ass bitch. My inbox immediately flooded with death threats, threats of sending ME to prison, and just general posts threatening violence. I even received messages saying I should just kill myself because I don’t belong on the Earth alive. I posted a video pretty much immediately after I was informed of this; I could barely speak, and as much as I tried to wipe my tears and speak relatively calmly, I was just too much of a wreck to focus on… well, anything, really. I’ve been to the hospital three times in the past year, and the way things are still going, I’ll probably be “checking in” again. I will make another video on this, and this time, I will be able to speak much more calmly about this. In the meantime, here are some screenshots of conversations we had on Facebook when we were together. Not asking for sympathy, I just REALLY feel like it’s important to keep this conversation going, cause I’m sick and tired of people threatening me with death and violence, and to speak for the 20+ other minors who have contacted me. Girls, PLEASE BE SUPER CAREFUL ON THAT SITE, there’s a whole lot of fucked up shit happening behind the scenes, more that the abusive relationship we had, and I’m not just saying this from personal experience; he has fucked and toyed with a lot of people’s emotions, and has used several 13-16 year olds for sex, telling each and every one of them that he “loves you” and “you are the only girl I’m talking to.” So here you go, check it out, and stay tuned for a video.

He is keeping his potential predators in the dark and at this rate he is going to get away with it and probably do it again considering he is currently interacting with high schoolers. Please don’t let that happen.

MAJOR TW FOR PEDOPHILIA AND INCEST

Anyway, at this point I get the feeling he thinks most of his [ 20,000 :( ] viewers will never hear about this if he just ignores it and carries on. I really don’t want that to happen.

But whattravissays aka Travis Neumeyer has now begun sending me harassing messages via Twitter for “creeping on his profile”. He was obviously put off by things I have retweeted, but I don’t care. He’s a creep. I sat back and watched while he fucked around with 3 of my friends at the exact same time (names withheld for obvious reasons), making them very upset and uncomfortable. I hate him, and he can’t stand it.

It’s alright, don’t worry, talking it through is part of recovery. I’m incredibly sorry about your girlfriend, I hope she is recovering well with less bad days than good. My heart goes out to you and your girlfriend, and I thank you for being there for her all the time she’s been on this crazy ass roller coaster ride. Tell her that I’m proud of her strength and that even if she doesn’t know me, I love and admire her.

Serious serious massive trigger warning for rape, abuse, incest, bestiality, and just pretty much everything.

Made a video for the first time in two years. It’s about how to make consent a habit in your daily life so you won’t feel so confused about consent in your sex life. It’s also a bit less obviously about how I believe Carson over Travis because of the way Travis failed to seek consent from me, or disregarded my “no"s and “please don’t"s in less violating situations.

Rumors were started here on Tumblr about a youtuber named Travis of WhatTravisSays. They were bad rumors that made Travis seem like a really bad person, and these…

hopeonatenspeed weighed into the conversation about how he tried to manipulate her, and how she realized it quickly, but he tried to tell her that he hadn’t done anything jerky. Not only were they pals, but you can hear her start her Youtube boys get me hot song with a lyric about him. You can also see him everywhere in the comments of that video, and if you listen long enough, you’ll hear her mention FizzyLimon, Justtubed (@thejealousone) and ckXcore, all friends from that skype call.  Justtubed didn’t have any personal uncomfortable interactions with Travis, but I used to chat with him about things years ago and will back me up about the ways in which Travis made me feel uncomfortable, or like he was being shady.  Fizzylimon has been replying in this thread, but he’s spoken about his friendship with Travis, which was formed before either of them really had much of a youtube following. You can read his account of why he’s no longer friends with Travis here.  I’ve posted a ton about this (I’m @Chateauofadoubt). He’s been deleting or hiding my comments on his video on youtube. Here’s a link to a video where you can find, in the description, a link to a comic I made him for his birthday about him making partner, and letting me know about it first. Here’s how I recounted my time with him after seeing Carson’t tumblr post a year ago, before digging up old texts / emails / skype convos. Here’s an email I sent to him, in response to a voicemail he’d left me, after a fight we had on the phone waayyy after he went off the grid, and way after I decided he was a lying, shady dude. 

I’m a bit confused as to the part where you both don’t believe the people with accounts about his mistreatment but also feel bad for them, but if I’m going to be very straight forward, I did not engage with you because I think you are in a select position, but because I think that general folks that would get behind your taking an action like writing “support Travis” on their arm deserve to hear another side.

Wow, I’m sorry you had to suffer through him also. Thank you for sharing!

Rumors were started here on Tumblr about a youtuber named Travis of WhatTravisSays. They were bad rumors that made Travis seem like a really bad person, and these…

hopeonatenspeed weighed into the conversation about how he tried to manipulate her, and how she realized it quickly, but he tried to tell her that he hadn’t done anything jerky. Not only were they pals, but you can hear her start her Youtube boys get me hot song with a lyric about him. You can also see him everywhere in the comments of that video, and if you listen long enough, you’ll hear her mention FizzyLimon, Justtubed (@thejealousone) and ckXcore, all friends from that skype call.  Justtubed didn’t have any personal uncomfortable interactions with Travis, but I used to chat with him about things years ago and will back me up about the ways in which Travis made me feel uncomfortable, or like he was being shady.  Fizzylimon has been replying in this thread, but he’s spoken about his friendship with Travis, which was formed before either of them really had much of a youtube following. You can read his account of why he’s no longer friends with Travis here.  I’ve posted a ton about this (I’m @Chateauofadoubt). He’s been deleting or hiding my comments on his video on youtube. Here’s a link to a video where you can find, in the description, a link to a comic I made him for his birthday about him making partner, and letting me know about it first. Here’s how I recounted my time with him after seeing Carson’t tumblr post a year ago, before digging up old texts / emails / skype convos. Here’s an email I sent to him, in response to a voicemail he’d left me, after a fight we had on the phone waayyy after he went off the grid, and way after I decided he was a lying, shady dude. 

I’m a bit confused as to the part where you both don’t believe the people with accounts about his mistreatment but also feel bad for them, but if I’m going to be very straight forward, I did not engage with you because I think you are in a select position, but because I think that general folks that would get behind your taking an action like writing “support Travis” on their arm deserve to hear another side.

Rumors were started here on Tumblr about a youtuber named Travis of WhatTravisSays. They were bad rumors that made Travis seem like a really bad person, and these…

I’m glad I have this digital record to remind me how I felt about everything at the time.

This is text-emails from before / after a falling out fight about his lies and his off-the-grid time.

carson deleted her original blog with all the resources but honestly hes a disgusting person and if you watch the video its basically him saying “it didnt happen” which is a fucking lie 

found an old email we exchanged when we first began this awful relationship. this was the beginning, and as i read through the emails, I realized how much of a red flag this shit was. He immediately made it a point that he hardly ever reaches out to his fans (which, if you saw my Skype screenshots, you’d know he lets me know the same thing over and over). I fangirled over this, of course, and I was so deep in my depression that I honestly didn’t give a fuck that this relationship was extremely toxic. I had my age right on my tumblr page, and he asked me anyway, and once I emailed saying that I told him that if he was uncomfortable talking to someone under 18 he could stop talking, but as you can see, he didn’t give a fuck, either. I have some old texts, too, and I’ll take some screenshots and post them here, too. Once we’d both essentially said “Fuck it, let’s just do this thing,” he let me know how hot it was that I was 16 & underage, we exchanged numbers, and that’s when it all started going downhill.