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Fees Must Fall. The 2016 Reboot.
Last year, I wrote a little about Fees Must Fall when it was still in its early days (I suggest reading it after this to avoid the impression that all my views are quite so cynical). There was also a follow-up piece, which is less relevant here. A group of us later drafted a document with broad ideas on a way forward.
And here we are again. Well, kind of. I donât know if this yearâs movement is different, or if, in the intervening year, my perspective has changed. Itâs likely that the imminent possibility of finally graduating is also skewing my perspective. I suspect itâs a combination of these things that has affected my outlook. Whatever the case, Iâve started typing, and I hope this goes somewhere. As with the first post, Iâve added in some images and GIFs to relax it a bit.
A section with links to some good articles (and other stuff) on the topic has been added at the bottom. Take a look.
Nzimandeâs Announcement
As you are likely aware, the Minister of Higher Education and Training made an announcement on Monday 19 September consisting of the following:
A recommendation that fee increases at universities and colleges do not exceed 8%
A subsidy (via NSFAS) for all students with an annual household income of less than R600,000, effectively reducing the fee increase for these students to 0%
Whatever your overall position, this is clearly a step in the right direction, particularly for the so-called âmissing middleâ. Of course there are some details missing, like whether he was referring to gross or net income, but R600,000 equates to a monthly income of R50,000. Furthermore, if that R600,000 was earned by a single individual, it would place them in the top 0.08% richest people in the world.
Where this announcement falls short is in addressing access for those disadvantaged students unable to pay the current fees, let alone an increased fee. Students with an annual household income of R160,000 or less are eligible to apply for NSFAS, but that doesnât guarantee it, there may still be additional contributions, and it is often said that the means test is flawed (although I have no good source for this). On top of this, NSFAS is a failing system, which Iâll address a bit later.
And yet, there is one further perspective to add. Things cost more every year. In fact, in degrees such as mine, costs increase well above the changes in the prevailing CPI for various reasons, including fluctuating exchange rates and technological advancements.
Still, if we imagine that university costs increased by 8% a year, fee increases stayed at 8% as well, and that these increases were consistently subsidised down to 0% for the poor and missing middle, this equates to a halving of the real cost of fees for these students in approximately 10 years. I donât know if this is too slow, or if this is quick. Itâs just something to think about.
{Yes, I know that there are some necessary assumptions, and some big variables. One big one is the fact that family incomes donât tend to simply increase along with inflation. The concept still holds}
Access to Higher Education
Recently, there appears to have been some confusion about the Bill of Rights. As I mentioned in last yearâs piece, itâs very clear about Basic Education, which is why we spend a lot on it. Itâs a lot less clear on "further education, which the state, through reasonable measures, must make progressively available and accessibleâ.
I have no idea what that means. The state has made further education progressively available and accessible, and âreasonable measuresâ is incredibly vague. Proportional to our GDP, the minister acknowledged last year that we under-spend on Higher Education, but perhaps this should be considered along with how much more we spend on Basic Education.
At the same time, we must think about the whole of Higher Education. On one hand, we have the more privileged saying things like âI mean itâs not all about university. The job market is saturated with people with degrees. We have a real skills shortage.â On the other hand, we have those of a less privileged background under the impression that a university education is the only way to break a cycle of poverty. What these parties seem to have in common is the condescension with which they look upon forms of higher education other than university education.
I, personally, am a big believer in formal education as a whole. (While youâre reading this, I might as well punt a thing I wrote about it). Still, while I donât have any references to back this up, I expect that someone who studies Engineering-based courses, plumbing or computer skills somewhere like Central Johannesburg TVET College (which, by the way, receives public funding too) is more likely to be a significant economic contributor than someone who studies something like a BA with Honours in Drama Therapy.
I donât mean to belittle the field, or anyone in it, and yet, particularly in a discussion around the use of public funding and public upliftment through education, one needs to think about the economic impact very carefully, on an individual level as well as a societal level, especially in the context of a developing country with a stagnating economy.
Proposed Solutions
It occasionally seems necessary to point out that there is no such thing as âfreeâ. Someone has to pay for it. Currently, there doesnât seem to be anyone managing to get a full-formed solution forward. There are a number of ideas on how to get the funding, and, while I wonât include all of them, here are a few that have popped up:
Reducing Corruption Losses: This one is mentioned time and again. We donât actually know how much money is lost to corruption, despite some happily citing an inaccurate figure of R700bn in the last 20 years. Still, we can safely say that itâs a lot and, sure, if the corruption issues were solved, it could theoretically be redirected to funding university fees in future. Even if that figure were true, it wouldnât be the relevant amount, since that money is already gone. Either way, public pressure could, theoretically make government address corruption and redirect the surplus funds. Theoretically.
Reducing Funding to Under-performing Entities: In our proposal document last year, we mentioned under-performing SETAs and SEOs, and very little seems to have changed since then. For example, simply typing âsaa â into my search engine suggested âsaa bailoutâ, and, while they donât make the headlines, there are frequent reports of SETA mismanagement and corruption.
Raising Company Income Tax/adding a mandatory contribution: The logic is that, seeing as companies benefit from university graduates, they should pay for these graduates. What this line of thought neglects is that companies already do contribute, firstly in the form of existing tax and secondly, by paying these university graduates salaries. In fact, increased expenditure could reduce the number of graduates hired. That said, from what I understand, the suggestion of an additional corporate contribution at a recent Business Leadership SA meeting wasnât as controversial as one might expect.
Raising Individual Income Tax: Our VC recently mentioned a theoretical 1-2% increase in personal income tax for the rich, and, on the show where he did so, the host pointed out that the increase would need to be more significant. I canât seem to find his source, but I expect heâs right, seeing as our tax base is puny. On top of this, fiddling with tax rates can have all sorts of unforeseen economic effects, and I can already imagine the people popping out of the woodwork brandishing their Laffer Curves.
Tiered Fees: The idea that oneâs fees are based on their household income is an interesting one, and seems palatable to a number of people. Of course, this idea would need to be carefully considered. Without adequate government funding filling the gap, the wealthier students would be expected to contribute a disproportionate amount, which would likely drive them to other institutions, collapsing the system. The idea of âpay-what-you-canâ is kind of working in the healthcare, so maybe it could work here too.
Redirecting Existing Money: Last year, an venture capitalist at one of the mass meetings, and others on other occasions, made mention of redirecting funds from things like the defence budget, unaware that defence spending has effectively been cut, and that itâs actually an underfunded area. More recently, a well-written, but economically misguided document with some faulty maths by one of our medical students made mention of mineral resources. among other things. And yet, the declining resources sector aside (despite profitable resources like manganese, chrome, platinum, etc.), it represents a misunderstanding of ownership and where revenues go. Of course, this could bring us to the nationalisation debate, which is beyond the scope of this piece and which, despite what some may think, isnât simple. For now, what the government receives from this is already allocated and used somewhere.
Itâs likely that there are people and groups with fully-formed proposals. As far as I know, Business Leadership SA had one, which was proposed to government representatives as well as national student representatives not too long ago. I donât know what happened beyond that, but I donât know of any communication to students on the content of this proposal.
The SRC approach, so far, has involved shutting universities down, gaining public attention through media outlets and disrupting traffic, using all of this, ostensibly, to throw down the gauntlet to government to find a solution which, admittedly, is strategically sound. Reassuringly, on a TV panel discussion, the Wits SRC SG did mention a proposal which should be released in the next few weeks. The other student approach seen at some universities seems to be the age-old tactic of setting things on fire. Iâm not sure how effective that is, although Iâm well aware that it was effective when the TUT students did it last year.
Last year, there was a lot of talk about the 2012 report by a working group which seems to contain a feasible model for funding free university education for the poor. In fact, Prof Habib mentioned this report and questioned governmentâs reluctance to act on it during the TV show mentioned above. The report makes mention of a few of the options I mentioned above, but with a lot more detail and a lot more context. The full text is well worth the read, and can be found here.
âBut that money could go somewhere elseâ
This is a common response for people who have little else to contribute. Theyâre not entirely wrong, but it depends entirely on which source of funding one is discussing and, for the people Iâm talking about, itâs usually when on the topic of money lost to corruption or under-performing entities. Which is where the problem lies. These are, for the most part, not people actively trying to get this lost money allocated to causes they consider more worthy. These are people choosing to be apathetic except in the current situation, where they feel personally involved. So sssshhhh. If youâre going to say this, add more to it, get some numbers, perhaps explain why one matters more than another, and work on getting the money directed there.
What Iâd Maybe Do
âUgh. Nobody asked youâ you say. And youâd be right. And yet here I am writing it, and here you are reading it.
I'm quite proud of the document we drafted last year. You can tell because I mention it too often. It was drafted at a time when the student voice was united against a fee increase, when there was less confusion about our aims. I only read the working group report some time later, and as you can see, our document pales in comparison, to say the least, in terms of detail and number-crunching.
Still, hereâs a vague outline of how Iâd approach the issue moving forward:
Allocate a significant extra bolus amount for the next few years to NSFAS
Top it up with funds redirected from failing SETAs and SEOs, and wherever else there might be excess fat. Perhaps some of the mythical corruption money weâre going to recover can also end up there
Increase the threshold for NSFAS loan qualification to include everyone up to the missing middle, perhaps based on the household income up to R600,000 (or perhaps not. It seems an arbitrary figure). Other components of the existing means test could perhaps be incorporated if necessary, and would be more justifiable with the higher household income brackets
Provide NSFAS loans at sub-prime interest rates with government as the guarantor
Surprise plot twist: collect NSFAS debts effectively! Allow up to twice the length of the degree funded for full loan repayment, and restructure NSFAS so that its administrators are able to properly collect debt
There are a few things to note from my suggestion. The first is the mention of the large NSFAS bolus for âa few yearsâ. This would depend on the number of years necessary to get repayment of a few yearsâ worth of graduates. Once it has this base amount, it should be able to fund subsequent years with far lower government contribution. In fact, if it were allowed to build up a surplus of sorts, this could be invested in other avenues, to partly make up for the losses due to inflation and the sub-prime returns.
NSFAS debt collection needs to be drastically changed. Theyâre currently unable to do a good job of recovering debt, and when they start to, they seem not to try very hard. Quite frankly 3%-8% of oneâs annual salary is far too low. To put it in perspective, a person earning R30,000 a year would be expected to make an annual contribution of R900. This would mean that the principal for an imaginary 4 year degree costing R50,000 a year would take 222 years to repay.
I donât seem to have the calculations available, but the allowance of twice the length of the degree funded was calculated as being reasonable last year, and allowed for periods of unemployment in between. Of course, this makes things a bit more difficult for those choosing to go into fields that arenât as economically productive, where employment is less available and pay is lower. Sorry about that. Alternatives include different fields of study (university and otherwise) and different sources of funding.
Lastly, notice how NSFAS bursaries are not mentioned, because, from my perspective, they are simply a loss of capital that could be used to fund another deserving studentâs loan.
But you didnât mention free university
Correct. I didnât. Iâm thinking intermediate term. The working groupâs report highlights the possibility of âfee free university education for the poorâ. In fact, one of its big shortcomings is its focus on the poor, its difficulty in defining this group, and the resulting exclusion of massive swathes of our population not falling into this category.
Instead, I wouldnât provide free university education in the near future. If the aim of university education is to attain gainful employment, then a portion of those gains can reasonably go to repaying the source, and providing similar opportunities for others. Of course, the specifics such as the duration for repayment, and how interest would work could be entirely different, but repayment makes all the difference. And as I mentioned, âfreeâ isnât free.
And while I berated some for saying this just a few lines ago, money that could be used to fund âfreeâ higher education could be better used elsewhere. Poverty is rife, basic services and infrastructure are lacking to many, and we have a behemoth of a health insurance scheme coming soon. âFreeâ university education isnât the panacea some seem to believe. Apart from these issues, money needs to be available to build and expand universities to better address the access issue.
Instead, it seems far more reasonable to me to massively increase access with cheap, recoverable NSFAS loans in the manner mentioned above, with the aim of stimulating our economy (which, as I mentioned above, is stagnating), and expanding the tax base. Once we have more than 5% of the labour force contributing 50% of the tax revenue, and enough funding has gone to infrastructure, grants and health care, we can look to more optimistic ideas.
The Law
I wasnât there last week when the teargas, stun grenades or rubber bullets were used and so, it is unwise for me to comment on specific incidents. I was there when they were used last year, and I am vaguely aware of the university interdict which, from what I understand, still applies, and of things like bylaws in general. I also tend to trust reports of police and private security sometimes using disproportionate force, which must be condemned in the strongest terms and addressed by police and security hierarchies respectively.
And yet, while I tend to disagree with many of his writings, as well as a lot of this piece, David Benatar makes two very good points in it:
Asking that the law be obeyed applies both ways. Just as disproportionate use of force is illegal, so are disobeying the interdict (as far as I understand interdicts, which are said to enforce rights) and obstructing roads
The law is ultimately backed up by force, be it within legally defined limits. This tends to involve escalation from verbal requests
The Majority View and Ethics
I donât know what the stance of the majority of students is on the current state of affairs. Those who are against the movement assume it comprises a minority, largely based on the faulty assumption that only those present in person support it. At the same time, the SRC representativeâs recent refusal of the suggestion of a referendum by the VC on TV shows that they are, at best, unsure themselves and at worst, in a minority.
I am no ethicist. Of the few ethics lectures I attended, I think I napped in most. Still, there is room for an interesting discussion here. Some of those associated with the movement speak and tweet (some very telling tweets deleted) implicitly of things like âthe greater goodâ, often in spite of being a possible minority.
Firstly, we can briefly address the idea of the greater good (and again, I am no ethicist, so I have likely oversimplified this all). If one were to think like Kant, one would think something similar to his famous quote, that âMan, and in general every rational being, exists as an end in himself, not merely as a means for arbitrary use by this or that will: he must in all his actions, whether they are directed to himself or to other rational beings, always be viewed at the same time as an end.â To the consequentialist, however, the greater good matters more.
If we accept the currently defined goal as the definite greater good, there are two assumptions being made. The first is that it is worth the sacrifices made by (and forced on) students and others (often reduced to âinconvenienceâ to appease consciences). The second is that the action is the most effective way to bring about the goal. These are both huge assumptions.
This all gets a bit muddier once we have to figure out who decides what the greater good is, what the reasonable sacrifices are, and whether these result in the good outcome. On top of this, we have the mess of clarifying the mandate of those elected (well, kind of) to represent us. Personally, I find this all a bit confusing, and worry for anyone who doesnât. Iâm not one to take the lead from religious leaders, and statements like this donât help me much at all.
In any case, the university is calling for a sort of referendum involving students and staff this week, potentially overseen by the IEC. Itâs a very smart move because if, as they expect, the majority decision is to resume academic activities, theyâll have public sympathy in âaddressingâ protesting students, or at least, those preventing others from continuing their studies. Of course, if that isnât the majority decision, I have no idea what will happen.
The End. Finally
Iâve written a lot. Probably too much. Definitely enough to upset some people. As with the ethics discussion above, I generally donât know how anyone can be certain about any of this. Nevertheless, Iâve written a fair bit of what I think, which helps me think a bit more.
To summarise everything (as I did with my first post):
Nzimandeâs proposal wasnât enough, but it wasnât nothing. It included a way toward an effective halving of fees in 10 years. Kind of.
The constitution isnât too clear on how accessible university education should be by now. Also, donât be condescending about other forms of higher education.
A number of ideas have been vaguely mentioned, and the most concrete proposal is the 2012 working group document.
Just saying âthat money could go somewhere elseâ doesnât contribute anything to the conversation.
Personally, Iâd fix NSFAS, and grow it, using it as a low-rate loan scheme for low and middle income students. I am no expert.
Low rate NSFAS loans with long repayment terms seems more reasonable than immediate free education, partly because of its potential to bear economic fruit and partly because we have plenty of other pressing expenses.
The law works both ways.
What is the greater good, who decides what it entails, and what happens to individual agency?
Iâve left a lot of my thoughts out. Some of them I covered in last yearâs posts (yes, thatâs another punt) from which my perspective doesnât seem to have changed as much as I thought. Some of them Iâve deliberately left out (such as those on the wider impact of the shutdowns, the rise of self-appointed leaders in certain vaccum-type arenas, decolonisation vs âdecolonisationâ, etc.). The rest has already been said, either better elsewhere, or just ad nauseum.
Whatever your stance, thanks for reading this. The discourse recently has been dominated by an us-vs-them mentality, where people on both sides, trapping themselves in echo chambers in person and social media, are quick to attack or dismiss those who donât share their exact ideology. Itâs a dangerous, fruitless approach to an issue as big as this. As always, Iâm happy to discuss these things using various media, as long as youâre willing to engage instead of simply hurling insults or rhetoric. Iâm particularly interested in discussing solutions, or building on my vague one.
Thanks
Faheem :)
PS: I mentioned it last year, but Habib is probably not the enemy. While he does represent the structure for most, heâs just a man walking the tightrope between doing his job and being relatively pro-student. Iâd like to remind you of this piece he wrote well before FeesMustFall 2015, among others. It is, as it was last year, unacceptable that his home was approached and that entry was attempted. See above regarding the law.
Some articles (and other things) worth a read
*This section will be moved to a separate post, as per multiple requests to do so*
Throwback to that time I had to speak to the 2nd years and thought if it was awful I'd at least get a decent profile picture with a podium, then didn't :( Link: https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/my-advice-new-second-year-health-sciences-students-faheem-meer #tbt #speech #hashtags #podium (at Wits - University of the Witwatersrand)
Maybe it's time to get the keyboard out again :) Here's an old (underwhelming) piano cover of mine https://m.soundcloud.com/faheemmeer/mammoth-instrumental-cover
This is going to be disgusting. Keen! (@robin.m.andrews.31, @naked_brendan and @djmitchmd )

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Wits fees must fall. Part 2 of My uncertain thoughts.
The other night I wrote a thing about #WitsFeesMustFall, and some things I thought about it all. I didnât have conclusions, and certainly not answers. I also added a brief segment to it last night. Recent developments have prompted me to write a second, hopefully shorter (not 4300 words!), piece. Think of it as an addendum rather than a standalone post. Letâs see what happens. Again, Iâll be using headings and maybe bullet points to add some structure.
A luta continua
Yes, there should be a space there. The refrain of Mozambican independence, one which has garnered popularity well beyond Mozambique. And made its way into a lot of statuses and tweets, I guess because itâs kind of cool to say âthe struggle continuesâ. Nobody minds if you forget the space, because Google will probably translate it correctly in any case.
However, a friend of mine very aptly pointed out the other day that those who use the former rallying cry forget the second half, the reply. You see, âA luta continuaâ is often met with the response of âA vitĂłria ĂŠ certaâ, âVictory is certainâ. And I think it apt because, while itâs fine and well to maintain the struggle (âlong live the spirit of defiance, long liveâ), there is no struggle without an aim, and without an aim, victory is impossible, let alone certain.
Initially, the protests were in favour of no fees increases. Then some felt that fees should be free. Then some felt that now is the time to piggyback further transformation issues onto the cause. That was followed by pegging insourcing of workers onto the memo. And thatâs not how it works.
Itâs certainly possible to tack on a few causes, in the aim of using the atmosphere of change and the opportunity to negotiate to bring matters up for discussion. Except that they canât be contradictory. We canât ask simultaneously for no increase, no fees, and insourcing of workers (which, as I mentioned, would purportedly necessitate an additional 15% increase). Weâve established the role race plays in fees (this might help you get a good idea too), and studentsâ response to the recent events, and yet it canât be used in a misguided attack on medical school. Quite frankly, it makes no sense. Itâs also important to consider the issue of the free turd.
What appears to have happened, in promoting the spirit of defiance, in ensuring that the struggle continues, is that the struggle has come to overshadow the cause. The purpose has been lost amidst the fervour of protest and revolution, amidst the potential to bring about great social change, amidst the impassioned (unreasonable) speeches, amidst the great mass of people all passionately united in the moment.
*While it doesnât exactly fit here, Iâm going to add it here because itâs too short to add anywhere else. I was born in 1992. As such, I didnât experience direct effects of Apartheid during Apartheid. Still, I would like to say the following: To the few who are comparing their struggle to what was experienced during the height of Apartheid, how dare you? How dare you compare the few incidents that have occurred to the experiences of those who were detained, exiled, kidnapped, arrested, beaten and tortured in numbers? Like who the actual?! What you are doing is important, and you are relevant, but get some perspective*
Who is responsible, and how do we hold them accountable?
Iâve acknowledged the wrong that the university management has done in the previous piece. Their response yesterday (Monday) was also wrong (thatâs a massive understatement, in fact). And yet, there are matters well beyond their control which play a far greater role in the fee increases. As established in the previous piece, a lot more blame needs to be laid at the feet of government.
Except that we are face to face with the university, and government is a sort of distant, segmented entity, sometimes more an abstract concept than a physical âthingâ. How do we get the issues addressed seriously by government? How do we get them addressed by âThe Honourableâ Mr Nzimande? I donât know. Pierre de Vos suggests that universities havenât done enough, settling for closed-door meetings instead of taking a united stand. The SACP suggests that holding Nzimande accountable, or at least stating that he should be, is âliberal neo-fascist scapegoating, opportunism and malicious slanderâ
What I do know for sure is that Blade is our Minister of Higher Education and Training, not âMinister of Higher Education and Training AND Traffic on Empire Roadâ. I donât mean to make light of yesterdayâs terribly reported events (?attempted murder and attempted murder?), but this is another example of the struggle eclipsing, and possibly nullifying the cause.
I know also that, just because itâs easier to confront the university because we are familiar with it, because we can access it easily, doesnât mean we should ignore the bigger culprits. I wonât pretend I have any idea how. I donât. Government has become this huge, inaccessible behemoth, and E-Tolls and dangers to freedom of the press provide good examples of issues being taken out of the hands of the people. But not knowing how isnât an excuse. Where are the big movements? Where is SASCO? Where is the ANCYL, or DASO, or the EFF Youth Wing? We donât need your focus on universities, we need it on those responsible for the issues! Perhaps youâve forgotten that because itâs easier to shut a university down than work towards solving the root problems.
Stop complaining about Med School
Medical School got a lot of criticism this past week. A lot of it was deserved. Medical School is isolated, âapoliticalâ when itâs convenient to be so, and a poster yesterday was almost correct in calling it a âfortress of white privilageâ. Not almost because of the misspelling, which one can overlook, but because it really isnât that simple.
Medical students (and I can only speak for med students, not all of those in the Health Sciences), are an odd breed. They live in this sort of bubble, where they have some lectures, go to hospitals, go home to study, and repeat. At least, a lot are that way. A lot forget thereâs an outside world. A missed tutorial is the worst thing to happen ever. Itâs not an excuse, but itâs a kind of explanation. We donât not see injustice. We do every day in the hospitals. But Medical School is kind of disconnected.
At the same time, privileged students do get to go to Medical School. For many, money meant better schooling, tutors, and other education. It affected the ability to get a part-time job, or do some âcommunity serviceâ, or score well on the NBTs. And these are some of the reasons Medical School is âthe way it isâ. Maybe thatâs why our favourite unofficial bigot was there complaining about it today, in vague terms. Except, if you donât know what youâre talking about, maybe keep quiet, and listen to someone who does.
Unless you can:
Explain in detail what the old admission criteria were, and why they werenât enough
Explain in detail what the newer admission criteria are, and what those changes mean
Explain the motivation behind the multi-month, multi-discipline, evidence-based, conscientious task teamâs decisions, in absolute detail
Gauge the difference it has made, not just in terms of simple demographics, not just in terms of marks, but in the quality of students we admit, or at least explain how it might be gauged
Unless you can do all of the above, Iâd suggest you STFU, especially if you arenât our elected leader. Hereâs something to start with, although itâs lacking some detail.
Where do we draw the line?
Iâve already mentioned what seems to be the cause being forgotten in favour of the struggle, which has escalated well out of control. Here are some issues Iâd like to address directly:
Donât complain about the Dean of your faculty without having bothered to even Google who he is before meeting him. Donât ask him for answers and shout him down when he is trying to answer them. Donât wear some profanities directed at him on your clothing when you have no idea what his positions, beliefs or actions have been, now or in general.
Itâs completely unacceptable to drive a family out of their home, as has been done with the VC and his.
Itâs completely unacceptable to obstruct healthcare workers in the execution of their duties. Just as we asked, when that man tried to run students over, âWhat if it was your sister on that road?â, we must ask, âWhat if it was your grandmotherâs tumour biopsy in that specimen bottle?â.
No violence is acceptable. Iâm not talking about the motorist incident. Iâm talking about the stick-wielding fools who block entrances, and donât just have them for show. Freedom from violence is far more explicitly covered in the Bill of Rights than âfurther educationâ.
I donât think itâs fair to extend action to the extent that students have to repeat a year, as is still a possibility. A R20 000 increase is far less than a R50 000 year for a student in their second last year, and this needs to be considered. Some families are scraping their meagre resources together to pay for these fees.
Why what I wrote about free university in the last thing isnât so simple
Brazil maybe isnât necessarily the example we should look to, or rather, maybe we shouldnât just compare ourselves wih Brazil. Inequality is still a massive issue there, and free university in Brazil doesnât necessarily fix anything.
Many people have been sharing that article about Germany, but I donât think thatâs sensible. To compare, while their tax rate range isnât too far off ours, their GDP is about 3,5 times ours, and, because they are generally better off than us, have fewer other expenses.
Still, our government allocates a measly 1.4% of its GDP to education, which is relatively low, especially when compared to other developing countries, and our president thinks itâs too much. Thereâs definitely middle ground between free and unaffordable, and weâre not at it, unfortunately. However, as I mentioned in my previous post, the cost of my degree is far less than it is for a comparable degree in another country. Still, this is a matter of exclusionary cost, not value, and cost matters.
The Proposal {Ongoing}
You may have noticed that my writing petered out toward the end, and it might seem a bit distracted. Thatâs because Iâve started watching ENCA. I might update this a bit later, but:
A 6% cap seems excellent. In fact, it doesnât seem financially viable for the university or government, but Iâm not complaining. Itâs only proposed for the coming year,
Iâm incredibly glad that our favourite populist bigot isnât present at this meeting. Tebogo is handling himself extremely well, I think.
Nzimande is being extremely evasive.
I dunno. Iâm just going to watch for now.
Whatever my position on the proposal, our ACTUAL OFFICIAL REPRESENTATIVES should be negotiating for us, not Dlamini.
These negotiations should, where possible, be extended to include Student Councils, Student Forum, or at least the AFC. We need wide consultation, not a megalomaniac making personally-motivated decisions.
Itâs plain sense to not simply accept the first offer. Long-term solutions also need to be proposed, instead of the âweâll cap it at 6% for now only, and will work to find solutionsâ, because thatâs not very helpful.
Faheem :)
Wits fees must fall. My uncertain thoughts.
I'm going to start this off with a few disclaimers, because I expect to be disagreed with from all quarters, and maybe get called various contradictory things:
As the title indicates, I'm very unsure at the moment. Granted, I tend to be unsure about things in general, but in this case, my opinions have changed and expanded as developments arose, and Iâm confused beyond mere reason.
I'm privileged. My fees are taken care of, as are my living expenses, etc. As such, I can't pretend to understand exactly what it's like to be unable to complete my degree for financial reasons.
I struggle with race-relation issues. I've always considered myself relatively enlightened in this regard, being raised in a household with a certain ethos, and having had various remarkable people to look up to growing up (people who could casually talk about spending time in solitary confinement, or being beaten by police). That said, I'm not an objective judge of how 'relatively enlightened' I actually am. My main issues aren't so much around recognising the problems, as much as they're around the approaches to solving them. To be clear I don't subscribe to that "I don't see colour" or that "it's been 20 years" bullshit.
This might upset you if you're for or against the #WitsFeesMustFall movement, and that's partly because I'm still trying to figure it all out. I'm happy to talk it out, be informed etc.(itâs quite possible Iâm wrong about many things), as long as I'm not faced with nonsense like "you don't understand", "you're wrong just because", "shut up you're privileged" or "[insert various expletives/labels]". If you don't want to actually converse, that's fine. Leave me alone.
This might end up being a long read. Iâll use bullet points and headings to add some structure, and some people donât like that. It might also be boring. weâll see.
I havenât included references for everything Iâve written. Some are included as hyperlinks, though. This isnât academic writing, but I have made an effort to be factual.
Iâm no expert, and am not involved in formal âstudent politicsâ, so donât be surprised if Iâm missing some current insights. That said, I keep my ear to the ground.
I tried adding some GIFs to make it a bit lighter, but they donât seem to want to work work, so thatâs that.
On Tuesday, when things were still heating up, I responded to a tweet at me about #WitsFeesMustFall with a few of my views in a long reply thread. Things were a bit clearer to me then, and it seemed straightforward. Pretty much everything I said there and a lot more will hopefully be covered here.
The way the fee increases were proposed was unacceptable
I use the word âproposedâ lightly, because they werenât proposed, they were stated. We were given the figures (were we? I donât remember any official communication with the figures), and that was that. In the past (or at least in 2014), things worked very differently. The heads of all student councils were invited (and required) to attend a presentation by Prof Kupe (DVC: Advancement, HR and Transformation), at which we were provided with the proposed increase figures (ranges, for degrees like my own) and the basis for them, and all present were able to interrogate the proposal and its intricacies. This process was arranged in conjunction with and overseen by the SRC of the time. Some of us came in our numbers, ready with questions and our own figures and statistics, while others were unprepared and disinterested.
While I donât remember all the details of it, and my notes from the time were in a file that has since been lost, there are some relevant things to note from that meeting:
The CPI (pretty much a measure of inflation) was about 2 points higher at the time than it is now. I know because I went to the meeting prepared to argue using it (unsuccessfully). As is the case this year, government funding wasnât kept in line with inflation.
There were some big new expenses, some as a result of government changing the rules about VAT. I was aware of the impact it had, having seen it from the other end, at Faculty Exec, WHSL Board etc.
The MBBCh and Dentistry proposed increase was 12%, ostensibly because we had to pay for âtechnological advancements in the fieldâ, to which we took strong exception, because what even.
The growing NSFAS issues were discussed at length.
The university loses out on a lot of funding because of its high rate of converting students from undergrad to postgrad (who bring in better funding).
It was confirmed that the upfront fee would not increase. At least.
Later that week, student councils negotiated fee increases with faculty designees, with the MSC representing one or two other councils at their request. The process was largely for show, but things got heated at times, and inroads were made, although we left feeling disheartened. The process was more or less rigged.
The âproposedâ increases were crazy high
Having not had any presentation, discussion or negotiations, we have no idea where the increase figures came from. Here are some things to think about though:
As mentioned above, CPI is 2 points lower, or thereabouts.
We have no idea where this money is going. There is no transparency, and, while things do take time, we donât see many improvements to facilities, increased capacity, or these âtechnological advancements in he fieldâ.
The CPI is sitting at about 4.5%.
In MBBCh, a lot of the teachers arenât paid university employees, and do in fact work for the Department of Health, NHLS, etc.
In MBBCh, our fees are subsidised more.
Textbooks cost a crapload. Borrowing from the library isnât necessarily the answer either. Iâve done it for some blocks, and itâs hard to get the right book consistently because itâs in demand, and you know youâre depriving someone else of access to it. On top of that, the VAT issue led to a situation in which the WHSL had no budget for print books, apart from an MSC donation.
If you work it out, 12% equates to about a doubling every 5 years. A doubling.
Things that cost money that we do, in all fairness, have to think about:
The accelerated transformation process involved reallocating R45 million.
Insourcing of all workers would have necessitated an additional increase of 15%. Personally, I donât think all employees need to be insourced, if it can be ensured that theyâre not exploited, the same way that we can avoid buying clothes made in sweatshops if we make an effort. That said, Iâm not completely informed on this issue.
Running a university, including staff, facilities, teaching resources, research equipment, air-conditioning, maintenance, etc etc etc. Still, we have no idea how much this costs and where our money goes. We donât even know if the university is sitting with a surplus or deficit.
Because we have no idea about a surplus/deficit, we canât know if a 0% increase (as some expect) is remotely feasible. Probably not, because maths. (See the CPI above).
The quality of the MBBCh degree is worth far more than what we currently pay. I genuinely believe this. That doesnât mean the fees should be higher.
One thing to add here, which was put very well by my friend Creaghan Eddey, and which I will now paraphrase: this isnât about the value of the education, itâs about the cost of the education.
The fee increase hurts the poorest students and the middle class students. Many middle class students, often not eligible for bursaries, have to fund their degrees using family resources, student loans, part-time jobs and any other means they can get their hands on. More fees means more debt, less family financial freedom and more work, and this isnât always enough to cover the cost. For many, this is an expense on top of accommodation, supporting a family as a breadwinner and daily living expenses.
The poorest students canât afford the fees at all, without bursaries. Bursaries are few and far between, and the NSFAS crisis this year hit students hard. And bursaries arenât the panacea they might seem, especially for Health Sciences students. Many of us register in the first week of the year, well before bursaries have paid out, and the upfront fee needs to come from somewhere before registration. The 2015 upfront fee (R9340) is about triple, for example, the South African minimum wage for a domestic worker. Adding 10.5% to that is another R980.
Itâs clearly exclusionary, and, to put it simply, you canât change something without changing something. Iâm less worried about future students, and more worried about existing students, ones who have spent so much time and money, only to suddenly find their fees unaffordable midway through their degrees. I admit that thereâs no contract, but itâs a bit like doubling (see the part about doubling above) the price of taxi ride halfway through the journey, except that if you get off, you end up where you started instead of halfway there. (Thatâs a pretty useless analogy, but maybe it works).
âGet a job! I did.â
Round of applause for you. Itâs impressive. It really is. You managed to find a job, one that paid enough, and one that allowed you enough time to study. It is admirable, and apart from the applause bit, this isnât sarcasm. I have a LOT of respect for students who are able to do that.
But maybe you canât find a job. Maybe the job you found doesnât pay enough to fund your university fees. Maybe your job has to also pay for groceries, accommodation, a siblingâs school fees, a parentâs medication, for transport and for textbooks. I have a part-time job, and Iâm perpetually bordering on broke, despite not paying for for fees, textbooks or groceries. Iâm incredibly fortunate in the way the company I work for operates, so I can work at times that suit me. It must be near-impossible to consistently attend part-time work when your unit is on call every 4 days, or you have exams going on.
Of course, I do encourage students from all walks of life to get a job if they are able. If you donât need the money, contribute to a bursary fund.
âEducation is a rightâ
Yes. The Bill of Rights enshrines the right to basic education. Tertiary, not exactly. You see, when it comes to âfurther educationâ, all thatâs a given is that itâs something âthe state, through reasonable measures, must make progressively available and accessibleâ. I donât know enough (anything) about constitutional law, so I probably shouldnât be saying much here. But that seems vague, and I donât know where to find specifics.
There are two main concepts to be taken here. Firstly, logistics. In 2014, 36 843 matriculants qualified for Bachelor studies. Wits has space for just over 30 000 students, and UJ close to 50 000. But they donât just take in students straight out of matric; AND not every province has a functional university; AND, because Wits is an excellent university, it attracts students from across the country; AND we have a number of international students. I havenât gone and checked the total university capacity for the country, but it seems like the number of places is a big limiting factor.
Secondly, the responsibility of providing access to âfurther educationâ. Iâm not sure what âfurther educationâ includes. We donât know what âreasonable measuresâ are, or if the state has made it âprogressively available and accessibleâ. Somehow I doubt it. Apart from the occasional #BladeMustFall hashtag, why isnât the government being held accountable? When I asked this somewhere the other day, a very informed lady told me that the university will most likely be used as a means of communicating with government in a more formal, direct way. I hope this is true, and would really like that to be made known.
University education should be free
From the get-go, Iâd like to state that there is no such thing as free university education. Unless we find some altruist who will build and maintain the university, and some staff who will teach for free, there is no such thing. One canât have something out of nothing. It has to come from bursaries, government or other studentsâ fees.
As things stand, a fair bit of money comes from bursaries, and scholarships made available by the university itself can be considered, indirectly, to be paid for partly by studentsâ fees. So maybe government is the answer. Government already does fund the university, although we know it doesnât provide enough. We also know that the Bill of Rights explicitly states that it is the responsibility of the government.
We assume itâs impossible, because it would require a lot of money. But Brazil, a country whose GDP isnât that much higher than our own with comparable tax rates, manages to. It also makes economic sense. Ask Finland. So what? We have the solution? We can stop now? Not exactly.
Itâs possible, perhaps, but it would take a lot of planning. Weâd need to make sure the government, in order to save money, couldnât just cut costs, thereby dropping our standard of education. I tweeted something about this the other day, in fact.
Also, weâd need to get the government to do this in the first place. Considering we are the electorate, itâs up to us. Despite this, it doesnât seem to be considered a politically popular move. Weâd need to make government do it, and do it well.
Again, it comes down to government. The money is there, sort of. At least, some of it is. If we pretend the average annual fee is R50 000, the cost of Nkandla could pay for 4120 students. Iâm in no way saying that the university is blameless, and I think Iâve made that abundantly clear, but, the Bill of Rights says it is the responsibility of government, and government could maybe do it, so why are the majority of us blaming the university entirely?
âWhy does this have to become a race thing?â
I tend to avoid discussing race on social media. I prefer to do it with individuals, and even then, not often. Partly because direct discussion isnât always helpful (and indirect information is) and partly because I find it bloody scary. This isnât a post about race, and I doubt Iâll ever do one, and as such, I wonât be getting into any measure of detail. There are some things we can take as a given:
The people who say they âdonât see colourâ are either lying, or, if they arenât, are actually being counterproductive. Shut up.
20 years isnât a very long time at all. The fact that your grandparents couldnât attend university affects your chances of attending and paying for it. If I nod when you exasperatedly say âItâs been 20 years!â, itâs because youâre right, it has only been 20 years.
Black people are poorer. White people are richer. Iâm leaving other races out for simplicity. A lot of the more well-off black people have still been raised in an environment from which they can better empathise with a cause like #WitsFeesMustFall.
Black people arenât entitled or lazy. Iâm sad I even had to type that sentence, but some people seem to need to be told. Itâs very possible that our generation is, but itâs also possible that previous generations were, at some stage i their lives. I donât know.
I donât know if it has to âbecome a race thingâ, but I can see why. Different priorities, mainly. Different perspectives. Itâs the reason the faces at the forefront of the movement were black, while those complaining the most about being inconvenienced were not. Also, the past weekâs events have brought a lot of white and Indian racists in particular (blatant and subtle) out of the woodwork.
Iâve sort of spoken about actual racism and racial prejudice in one brief go, but Iâm leaving it that way because this thing is already long. Iâd like to encourage more white students to become more involved or supportive, and Iâd like the more confrontational students to put aside their angry responses to welcome these students, but maybe thatâs too optimistic.
One last thing Iâd like to add into this section is the word âmilitantâ. Iâm sick of it. Iâve been known to use it myself, and probably still will in the future. Still, I think the term tends to be racially biased. The colour of your skin can often determine whether youâre âpassionateâ or âmilitantâ. How convenient.
If youâd like to tell someone they sound racist, hereâs a helpful video.
While weâre on the topic of labeling people, donât just label people as âliberalâ. The word used to have a meaning, but itâs been bastardised by parties on both sides for various gains.
âMy marks alone arenât good enough. I have to be rich to get into universityâ
This exasperated sentiment has been used a lot recently. I canât find one of the well phrased ones now, but thatâs the idea. Iâm not a huge fan of it, to be honest. Iâve already stated that I consider the high fees exclusionary, but consider the above statement counterproductive, although I can only speak froma health sciences perspective.
Having been part of the team deciding the revised MBBCh admission criteria, I came to understand the link between income (and therefore race) and high school academic performance. As you might suspect, thereâs a strong positive correlation. Strong enough that admissions based just on those results would shock you (or would shock me, at least). Of course, there are some exceptions to this pattern.
Except there is little evidence that good high school (or NBT) marks above a certain minimum significantly impact performance at university. Even if they did, we need to ensure the system supports those who need it, to achieve meaningful (this word is here on purpose) transformation.
While weâre on the topic of university performance and transformation, there are a few other things to add:
Students donât just fail/repeat years/units/modules because they donât enjoy studying. Students get ill, and sometimes canât access good healthcare. Studentsâ family members die and they have to arrange funerals, take care of siblings, and find second jobs.
Language is a massive barrier to education. The Bill of Rights makes mention of accessing education in your home language where possible, but sort of implies that itâs kind of too difficult. Itâll be ages before we have the expertise (and vocabulary base) necessary for anything like this, and even then, weâd need to have the discussion about its value in a global context. Still, it needs to be acknowledged that a language barrier adds a whole new level of difficulty to oneâs studies, and that much more can be done to address this (see this excellent âpaperâ by a parent of one of our students if youâre interested in this, and a lot more about it).
The events of the past few days have impacted some adversely, but a few days off for something this important isnât the end of the world. Stop patronisingly saying âif they donât stop protesting and start studying theyâre going to have to pay fees for an extra yearâ.
âWho we choose to lead us doesnât matter nowâ
(This section wonât be based in any fact, just opinion.)
It does to me. It does a lot. It was wonderful to see the current and previous SRC presidents, two very capable, inspiring young women, take positions of prominence in everything that happened. I didnât stay long enough to see everything on Friday happen in person, but I managed to catch the rest on TV, and follow it on Twitter. It upset me to see them sidelined, to see their rightful roles be taken by someone who no longer represents me in any way, shape or form. This will unnecessarily upset some people so Iâll leave it there. I would just like to clarify that I am in no way represented by an unofficial, populist anti-semite, who appears to me to serve no agenda but his own, and clearly has a score to settle. There have been all sorts of âleadersâ popping up, having no clear idea of what is going on or what they would like to achieve beyond a few cheers. Luckily, there are certainly some insightful students, within the SRC and without, who can hopefully provide more direction and reason.
âHabib is the worst person everâ
No. He isn't actually. Iâll be brief about this, so here are some points about him:
Whether or not we like it, itâs because heâs quite so in favour of student rights and willing to engage with students that this weekâs events went the way they did. Thereâs a bit of irony there, I guess.
He happens to hold the office during a period in which the winds of change have approached gale force nationwide.
He wasnât sitting in his office one day, thinking about how much he hates students when he suddenly cried, âAha! Iâll increase the fees because I hate students muhahahahahaha!â The man is clearly no puppet, but that doesnât mean heâs the cause of everything bad (and, somehow, none of the good) that happens at the university.
While we know there was no violence, it took real balls to go in and face the students in order to meet their needs, and a lesser VC would have dealt with it VERY differently, and could have. Instead, he humbled himself and showed a lot of trust.
He didnât deserve some of the nonsense he got. Being shepherded to the bathroom, getting permission to phone family, having his family harassed, and infuriating tweets like this horrendous one. (What does that even mean?! Itâs demeaning, and nonsensical.)
It seems to me that he honestly believes in similar ends, and has given it a lot of thought and put it to sound strategy, instead of the myopic views sometimes shoved in our faces. For example, this surprisingly appropriate piece shows a lot of foresight, and I expect a lot of people havenât taken the time to read it, because itâs easier to have strong opinions and someone to call an enemy. His suggestion about using the NSFAS funding as collateral for student loans is something I consider particularly interesting, and, if I understand things correctly, keep interest rates for them down.
No, I havenât been paid or anything for this part :P. I think itâs quite fairly written.
They werenât held hostage
The members of council werenât held hostage. Habib said it himself. Carolissen, said it too, and had private security leave. They went there of their own accord. I do believe that. At the same time, having your movements and activities monitored, and being told that you arenât leaving until matters are resolved to another partyâs satisfaction doesnât sound quite so âfreeâ does it? And the agreement reached? A refusal to leave until demands are met sounds like duress to me. The students are key stakeholders, and should have a say in the university management, and be able to negotiate, but unilateral decisions are bad for the university and, ultimately, bad for the students. I donât necessarily think this was the case here, but it could easily have become so, and some points of Saturdayâs agreement imply a very one-sided perspective, instead of a service-provider negotiating with those who access its services.
The agreement
A bit surprising, to be honest. As I said above, parts of it seem unilateral. It doesnât seem like the result of negotiation at all. Still, we canât predict what will happen next. My hope is that itâs not a matter of simple progression, of meeting one sideâs wants each time, simply because I cannot see that being the long term solution. My hope is that what has been happening is the very important, and very strategic process of:
Disrupting
Reframing the conversation
Fixing the power differential
Negotiating fairly
And it seems things may go this way. At least, I really, really hope they do.
Conclusion
I donât really have one. Iâm still far from sure about anything. Anyone who is probably doesnât know how life works. A few things I do know:
The fee increase is massive. It hurts poor and middle class students the most.
The way it was handled by the university was inappropriately furtive and one-sided.
Donât tell people to get a job. Except hippies. Iâm fine with that.
Donât be a racist wankhandle.
Tertiary education isnât exactly a right, but it isnât exactly not one either.
Thereâs no such thing as free education, really.
Government should be held far more accountable. It is an instrument of the people, and the people forget that too easily.
It is sort of âa race thingâ. Donât take it personally, whichever side youâre on.
There was a need to be forceful, and it was achieved remarkably without being violent. There wasnât a need to be quite so disrespectful, or misdirect the anger.
What happened this week was amazing af. It was history happening right before our eyes, and in our ears, and on our screens. Let us hope it bears fruit, and that it results in real solutions, not appeasements.
See you tomorrow at Main Campus.
PS. This was longer than I thought it would be, and I left a LOT out. As it is, some people will think I have too many opinions. Iâm open to chatting, especially to the many people I know who are better informed, more involved, and a lot more empathetic than I am :)
Thatâs all for now
Faheem
Update [19/10/2015]
I fixed the typo. Some commenter I couldnât reply to pointed it out.
I also have a few brief bits to add following todayâs events, some of which arenât universally palatable:
Senate House was not âstormedâ today. A bit of glass seems to have been broken, but everyone walked in quite calmly. The change of venue was not part of the agreement as far as I know.
While it was in no way right, it was a strategically smart play on Councilâs part to simply not arrive. They conceded far too on Friday night/Saturday morning (see above regarding the not-hostage scenario), and, faulting the protesters on a technicality (if this venue and âstormingâ nonsense even qualifies as that), they had an excuse to not show up, however weak it may be. Not arriving tipped the students over, and chaos ensued, which works well in terms of their image, kind of. Thereâs more nuance to this, but Iâll leave it here.
Shouting âyou are privileged!â at someone is not helpful.
Feminism does matter, even now, and boy (girl?) are there some sexists out there.
While I made my position on the whole âGet a job!â nonsense clear above, this doesnât mean that a sense of entitlement is a non-issue. Iâve been saving the concept for another post which I havenât got around to writing yet, but Iâm concerned that itâs a generational issue. Today I was reminded of a late family member who managed to get to India to study (wasnât allowed to here, of course), having been supported in part by his younger sister who had to drop out of school to cook and sell food at a market, and he, while studying in India, worked loading and offloading ships on the docks to pay for tuition and accommodation. It seems stories like that are becoming rarer. Of course, thatâs easy for me to say, having my fees paid without difficulty.
That guy should not have tried to drive over students, and the reporting of that, along with the âstormingâ phrasing, has shown a media bias for the most part. There has been reporter bias from the other side too, but from far fewer sources.
Lying on the road is not an effective means of holding those responsible accountable. As I implied above, weâre cutting government too much slack, and blaming the university too much.
Donât claim to be entirely non-violent then blockade entrances while wielding large sticks. I had a slight confrontation with a chap sitting on a turnstile today, and it didnât work out very well for either of us.
This is an important struggle, but donât compare it to anything previous generations had to endure in a misguided need to find purpose.
Still no idea what the objective is? Not sure how much quality youâd like to sacrifice for price? Thatâs a problem.
Faheem :)
PS: A few days after this was first posted, a few of us drafted a proposal with broad suggestions regarding how increase halts and fees could potentially be funded. We got some positive feedback at some public meetings, and we passed it along to a SAUS delegate, but nothing happened beyond that. Iâm under no illusion that we had some sort of Panacea, but I really hope there are others out there who are willing to do some investigation and solution-building.
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Maybe
Maybe we spend so much time trying to figure this whole life thing out because it's confusing. Or maybe we keep searching because we don't like the conclusions we come to, and keep looking in the vain hope of finding an answer that suits us.
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I heard them giggling and screaming like mindless . . . what? No, they were nice. They weren't like grown-ups and parents. They laughed. Things were funny. They weren't afraid to care. There was no sense to life, to the structure of things. D, H. Lawrence had known that. You needed love, but not the kind of love most people used and were used up by.
Charles Bukowski
Bara special :)
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Make mistakes, fools!
I actually wrote this a while back. I didnât post it because I wasnât happy with the style and structure. Iâm less worried now, because Iâd just like to get my point across.
I recently heard some âexpertâ on the radio talking about how âwe should encourage our children to make mistakes, because itâs the only way theyâll learnâ. Of course, I promptly changed station. As you may have noticed, Iâve lost my patience with the people who constantly shovel these glib commandments upon us.
I remember a period in my life when I was taught repeatedly to learn from my mistakes, and I agree with this wholeheartedly, even if my application has been less than stringent. The message, however, seems to have changed.
As far as I can tell, there are three major ways of learning: instruction, experimentation, and experience. Notice how I placed âexperienceâ last. Boldly stating that one only learns by making mistakes (a statement I hear echoed quite often these days) is wholly misinformed, or, in the case of these people, often under-informed.
Iâve never burned myself on a hot stove. Iâm careful around hot stoves. Firstly, because Iâve been warned that Iâll get burned if I touch one. Secondly, because, having been told that, Iâve placed my hand near one to get an impression of the warmth. Resultantly, advice and experimentation have helped me learn that hot stoves are (wait for it) hot, and that touching them is a bad idea.
A trend toward encouraging mistakes is wholly misguided. Mistakes can be extremely harmful, often dangerous. âYes, weâve irradiated a million people but it was a mistake and thatâs good because weâve learned something nowâ is far from sound reasoning.
Iâve made a number of mistakes in my life, many of which Iâd gladly have avoided if I had received advice specific to those situations. In fact, many of the mistakes Iâve made clearly havenât taught me very effectively, because Iâve made them repeatedly, but the number of problems Iâve avoided through reasonable advice is immeasurable.
Another very important point to consider is that we donât have to learn only from wrong decisions. We can also learn from correct decisions. Quite simply, if you make a life-altering decision and everything doesnât go to shit, itâs probably the better alternative. If you make such a decision and you end up happy, even better.
Iâm not saying mistakes cannot be viewed as learning experiences. We make them, and when we do, they can teach us a lot. Iâm just saying that they shouldnât be encouraged, because thatâs stupid. Stop searching for absolute truths that can be bandied in casual apophthegms, and instead, letâs stick to the idea that we can learn in many ways and we should try to when we can.
The following video isnât entirely relevant. Thatâs fine, because it comes from someone whose views I hold in high esteem, David Mitchell. Watch it :) http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fdYe2w8pwsM&autoplay=1
But doctor...
I've written the piece below with very little attention to style, and apologise in advance for its matter-of-fact nature: I'm not a doctor. I've been told that, chronologically, I'm just over halfway to being one, but I struggle to accept it. It doesn't feel true, except, a bit, when I'm speaking to people who have absolutely nothing to do with the healthcare field. It's always scared me a bit that, for close to two thousand years, up until about the mid-nineteenth century, humoralism (or 'humorism' if you prefer) was the preeminent mode of treatment for disease. Well I'm not scared by that fact so much as that, for those many, many years, the belief - and the consensus - was that it was correct. And that's just one example. As such, I've always (for the most part unknowingly) subscribed somewhat to the philosophy of pessimistic meta-induction. Basically, it's the idea that, seeing as so many scientific concepts of yesteryear were wrong, it's quite likely weâre wrong today too. It's a highly debated, not entirely accurate theory, because science tends to progress in a honing, exponential manner. Nevertheless, it's certainly something to keep at the back of our minds, because it encourages us to question science and, more importantly, the conclusions derived from its findings. This is, without doubt, necessary, particularly in an age when information is being uncovered at such an incredible rate. However, this skepticism is a double-edged sword, particularly now, in a near-overwhelming counter-culture, where every societal norm is pushed, every scientific conclusion is questioned, and anyone with an opinion and an input device can thrash out a blog (oh, the irony). It's dangerous, because it can be harmful, particularly when it comes to medical science. In the past while, we've seen a resurgence of polio and measles due to some scientific fraud, the rise of several fad diets based on no genuine scientific evidence, and ignorant movements for and against various drugs. It's said that a little knowledge can be a dangerous thing, but nobody specified to whom. I am certainly in favour of patient advocacy, and I believe patients need to be more involved in their care, and have a greater understanding of their illnesses. I am not, however, of the belief that a more informed patient is capable of making fully informed decisions. Another critical concept to grasp is that of scientific uncertainty. Uncertainty is ever-present in science, which many assume makes scientific methods unreliable. In fact, the awareness of and ability to quantify uncertainty is one of the main reasons decisions based on scientific rigour are our best option. Next time you or a family member are ill, do some research, ask questions and keep abreast of the condition. Use this information to find someone capable, someone who has studied (more than 10000 hours, if you think that matters) to have all the information (or the closest to it you'll find), and, equally importantly, the ability to interpret the information to suggest decisions based thereupon. Feel free to get more than one opinion too. Just bear in mind that sometimes esoteric concepts and terms aren't so just to confine them to an elite circle, but simply because they're extremely complicated, and take years of study to grasp, and also remember that not every exciting headline is correct. In fact, they're usually misleading because most of the time it's the boring stuff that makes the biggest difference.