Whatever Forever

He wraps his arms around me, kissing my shoulder, then my neck, then my back. We listen the rain though the open windows of my bedroom. Every now and then a cool breeze brings in the smell of summer nights, even though it’s only May. As he pulls me closer the lines between our bodies blur, I don’t know where I start and he ends. I push away the thoughts that this night will soon turn to morning and he’ll leave again. Every time he leaves he takes my heart with him. I’ll count the days until his bright smile lights me up again, until I can feel the electricity of his touch against my skin.

I wish my mind wasn’t so fucked up all the time.

“You’re nothing like anyone I’ve ever met. You make me want to enjoy my life again.”