charlie/chucky •{taken}•

Sucking in and begging for the third punch so I can have a second sandwich ❤️

I just want to be daddy's little rape toy forever

Okay so it wasn't the end for me or my final post, who can blame me i mean I have literally no one to talk to. It might have been over dramatic or it might have come off as attention seeking but thats not whats going on. Over the past few months my mental health has been declining and some recent events have made it much worse. Every day feels like it might be the end and I dont know how to get out. I dont add tags to a lot of my vent posts because I dont necessarily want them to become popular. I just want a place to talk about everything because no one else bothers to listen. I dont think that's a bad thing. All I want is a little bit of care in a world that doesn't seem to have any left and for me care is simply getting some things out of my brain so I can go on for another day.

I've just broken my 7 month long sober streak. Fuck im stupid.

Someone shame me into cleaning because I literally have food rubbish scattered all over my bed and dried blood all through my shower. And one of the dogs has torn up a bag of rubbish i didn't even know existed. So yeah. I have no motivation or will to do anything but if someone could bully me into it there's a slightly higher chance it might get done.

Also lowkey hit a vein last night, it sucked ass um, but anyway, am I loveable yet??

Dont know whether to fuck myself again or cut myself again..