oh my god finally woke up not bloated for the first time in weeeeeks. i almost forgot what my body normally looks like. damn. these meds r crazy. probably worth it, though.
#and all i had to do was eat an ENTIRE gigantic watermelon all by myself in two days#and then have diarrhea!#so simple. can't believe i didn't figure it out sooner!#it's been so hard for me because i've never had any stomach issues of any kind in my entire life other than like short illnesses#i don't get stomach aches. i'm very regular. i consider myself to kind of have an iron stomach.#so what the hell.#i feel like everything i eat lately makes me bloated. and there's no damn rhyme or reason.#very difficult for me to get used to#and i'm already like overhauling parts of my wardrobe bc i straight up can't fit in stuff anymore#i'm the same size and have LOST WEIGHT#but my stomach is often too big to fit in anything i own#and even if it does fit i feel so self conscious about it that i don't wear anything tight or that shows my stomach#idk i drink a lot of water and eat a lot of fiber but it seems evident that i likely need to up both by a lot#hopefully that helps#i'm also sweating so much bc of my meds so that's another new variable#lmfao part of me is like this is tmi and part of me is like i'm not going to remember to write all this down so it's good to post it#so i can look back on it before my next doc appt. lmfao. my blog is useful!!!
