zen gawd.

i really wanna kiss and cuddle under my blanket right now. soft passionate kisses

I’ve always wanted someone down to do this

Was going through a few tags and found these posts about shordy. It’s 10 years later and my LORD how I’ve grown!! 22 year old me would be distraught to know that she didn’t change much and in fact got worse. An update for young B: We had our fun though, off and on for a couple years. We went a year or so without speaking and reconnected, had some real ass conversations and shit was cool. Nothing ever happened again between us but the energy was always there. Other people could feel it too. A good friend who knew nothing of our story saw us and said “Oh that’s your twin flame. The energy radiating off yall is wild. It’s something in the way yall look at each other”. WILD. But beyond that, we don’t speak now. She had a baby with this married guy (that’s another story), and now you no longer speak to her. And it doesn’t hurt. You think of her on occasion, it’s in your nature. But you don’t really feel anything. You’ve made years of progress mentally and emotionally. The pain finally stopped, man.

I’m so used to being disappointed and shit not working out that I’m still struggling to process and celebrate my wins. I start a new job that pays double what I make now next week. Yet I’m still afraid that something will go wrong and I’ll be right back at this job I hate. I’m not even about putting negative energy into the universe like that. This healing shit is hard man.

It’s been a year and I’m still at this job. I’ve gotten a raise since this post and am due for another one shortly. Relative stability is nice 🙂

Coming up on 2 years and I’m still here. A lot has changed and things were rough for a while, but I’m still here.

Made it just short of 3 years at this job. They fired me. Towards the end, things got really terrible there in terms of higher up management and their expectations, coupled with their unwillingness to mitigate the issues on the ground. They cut hella people just before I hit 2 years, and were finding any reason to fire people when I was fired. It was bullshit, but oh well. Eternally praying on Transdev’s downfall.

I’m so used to being disappointed and shit not working out that I’m still struggling to process and celebrate my wins. I start a new job that pays double what I make now next week. Yet I’m still afraid that something will go wrong and I’ll be right back at this job I hate. I’m not even about putting negative energy into the universe like that. This healing shit is hard man.

It’s been a year and I’m still at this job. I’ve gotten a raise since this post and am due for another one shortly. Relative stability is nice 🙂

Coming up on 2 years and I’m still here. A lot has changed and things were rough for a while, but I’m still here.

I’m so used to being disappointed and shit not working out that I’m still struggling to process and celebrate my wins. I start a new job that pays double what I make now next week. Yet I’m still afraid that something will go wrong and I’ll be right back at this job I hate. I’m not even about putting negative energy into the universe like that. This healing shit is hard man.

It’s been a year and I’m still at this job. I’ve gotten a raise since this post and am due for another one shortly. Relative stability is nice 🙂

First you get than money then u get that power😝

This the rolling in dough Daffy, reblog to get some cash hoe

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