Little adventure we call life.

Mondays may stretch and drag but my heart will never be made sad.. Because I have you. #lifeisgood

Guess who made the deans list? Haha what? #suckitcancer

Patrons party tonight playing the role of an old cumberland president W.P.Bone. #letsgocu #lifeisgood

Sometimes we forget how special every single day can be. #cheesethoughts #iloveyouguys

I am so blessed. From my family and my friends to the doctors I have helping me. This has been an insane adventure and ive been made a better and stronger person through this. From this point on its healing time which dont get me wrong the next couple of weeks are going to be tough but what ill do with experience after im better will hopefully change lives for The Lord. :) #kickingcancersbutt #lifeisgood #GodisKing

Every day is one step closer to finishing treatment. Its less about the journey and more about the destination. :) #kickingcancersbutt #lifeisgood

I imagine it'll be like saying I love you for the first time. I'm cancer free... I look forward to that moment with all of my heart but it makes me wonder what keeps my world from falling apart..? My family My friends But there is one lovely lady who deserves the shout out of ages. Her name is Cali Beard If you don't know her she is a nursing student at Cumberland and life decided to put her to the test a little before graduation. She has been my nurse My confidant My best friend My bad t.v buddy And most of all the girl of my dreams. She has the ability to see me at my worse which can be.. rough. She knows every little thing about me some of which I never wanted her to see but when life says hey here's some cancer you loose the option of picking and choosing the "side" that your other gets to see. Here's the kicker, Every blow I've taken She has taken with me Every time bad news came in She heard it with me Every time I've had bad days Without even having to ask She's been right there with me This got me thinking, How do you pay someone back for helping you get through cancer? I've decided that I officially can't complain after I finish treatment! I will do anything for this girl. Even if it means buying a had at pickles at 3:am.. She likes pickles. I'm telling you (the reader) All of this because surely there are many who have helped me through this strange time in my life but there is one gorgeous girl who has held my hand and believed in me even when im a complete mess. --------------------- Open your heart Realise beauty is within Hold your head up high Because a journey is about to begin

Love and cherish each day. #kickingcancersbutt #lovemypeeps #hugeachday

Whew! Can you guys believe after today we will only have one round of chemo left!!! I cant even begin to say thank you for the support for those who donated I will be making cards soon to show my appreciation. Yoy my friends, you are what make waking up worth it. When the sky's get cloudy and things seem glum you remind me that today is a beautiful day and im worth saving. I love you all so much. #kickingcancersbutt #nursessaythedarndestthings

Chemo day!! This is our fourth round and that means we only have two to go. I ask you once more for strength and prayers. We can do this friends thanks for the support! :) Love you guys. #beatingcancer #lifeisgood

Wesley 

11 radiation treatments left. :) God is good and so is life. I love you guys! #lifeisgood #kickingcancersbutt

Winter is here! Hope you all are doing well and remember I love you very much. :) #lovemypeeps

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All this happened at the drop of a dime, Well more like a bag of quarters, Its like seeing the waiter, And not remembering what you ordered, There is fear and excitement, And a hint of mystery, But with every little pill, I loose a little piece of me, Sure they help with the pain, But they muddle my brain. Its a real struggle to sit and concentrate, When my internal organs are having a continuis debate. Brain says ouch while stomach screams eeewww. Not really sure what im supposed to do. But here I sit with my cheeks on the seat. The only quite place where my fears can't meet. Something oddly safe about this porcelain throne. Reminds me to banish the thoughts that say im all alone. Or that im not worth saving. Because screw that!! That's like telling a moustache he's no worth shaving! Never giving it a chance to grow. To restart. Oops. I just let out a fart... You ever want to know me at my most intimate. Then ill talk the time to share. Hey guess what... Im kind of scared. To be honest. Im terrified. But all of those thoughts are replaced by hugs and high fives. By knocks on my door and smiling faces. By people wishing we could trade places, not that I want you to go through this. But I have an army that had my back now and until after im cured. So when those thoughts slither in I call them out as impure. A lighthouse shines and I know it screams home. My eyes are blind and my ears know no one. But my hands are strong, My feet are ready, Because two shoulders are stronger than one and this is getting heavy. Love surrounds and keeps my feet on the ground and my hands full of friends. So even if my eyes go blind and my ears forget the sound of love. My hands are held by those pushing me forward. My feet are sturdy with those knowing which way I need to go. My life is in the hands of those around me. And ill tell you what, They have astounded me! Surrounding me in love and constant care. Telling me to kick this things @## even if I loose my hair. Even if I curse the world and everything in it. My friends, my family. Are here to keep me steadfast. We're in it to win it.

Yesterday was the very first day that I felt... mortal. Not in the sense that I often feel immortal or anything silly like that. Its just that it was the first day that I felt, weak. I felt like I wasn't in control and that was a hard hand to be dealt. Well, to be honest the whole cancer thing kind of blows but so far optimism and sheer willpower can knock that aside. But when it sinks in that all I did was sleep all day due to pain made me feel useless. But today was a new day and filled with wonder without a doubt. I think it had to do with switching meds and getting a handle on things, still the fact that I finally made this blog and am writing it at 4:15 in the morning doesn't exactly mean that I've become accustomed to them haha. Well, there it is! My first post. :) Im going to try and make it around daily posts so keep an eye out. Have a wonderful day and know you're so very loved. -Wesley