What would have happened if you had spoken to me about my brother touching me as a child What would have happened if you had spoken to me about your cook wanting to touch me as a child What would have happened if you hadn't misused my trust in you What would have happened if you had let me love on my own terms What would have happened if you hadn't called me a prostitute What would have happened if you hadn't locked me in your room What would have happened if you had trusted me to go out on my own terms What would have happened if I had met boys and girls What would have happened if you had let me wear what I want What would have happened if you had told me I was your daughter and not a guest What would have happened if you had conversations with me rather than yelling at the top of your lungs What would have happened if you believed in me rather than did me a favour by gaining access to an education What would have happened if you had dealt with my marriage by my feelings and not your own What would have happened if you hadn't made a joke out of the driver laying in bed with me What would have happened if you let me get the break I desperately needed What would have happened if I was your child and not your not-son What would have happened if you took my depression seriously What will happen when I kill myself















