Jasper/Link

having my head fur in a ponytail is a very euphoric feeling. I can't explain why just is I guess. Something similar with how I feel having piercings in my eyebrow, lip and a bridge piercing would be.

Wish I had a mentor or something, a werewolf who has knowledge on being a werewolf, knowledge on controlling urges and could teach me how to properly be a werewolf. I've always been one, but I've always been on my own with it all, don't know how to properly be a werewolf since humans raised me. Honestly even just a werewolf or werewolves I could talk to about being a werewolf with would be nice, maybe a pack or at least close to a pack.

For the past three days I've been eating mostly barbecue ribs and chicken and holy shit it's so satisfying. Getting to gnaw on the bones after I'm done picking as much meat of them as I can. My paws and muzzle get so much barbecue on them though n it kinda fucks with my sensory issues

Didn't see Adrian or the other guy in my dreams last night, though since the day of the first dream I will sense them in my room when I'm awake almost constantly, or feel their hands/paws on my shoulder or arm, their fur brush against mine. Haven't seen them in my room yet though. I'll see what I think is their shadows but it could just be my shadow figures hallucinations. I'm starting to think the other guys name is something like max, Maxwell, Maximus. Just keep wanting to call him Max so I think that's his name? Maybe.

Find it kinda funny when the humans in my life say I'm my cats or dogs human, if only they knew I am in fact not human lol. Glad it doesn't make me angry when I'm called human, I know very well that I'm not, sometimes it does annoy me slightly. I think it's quite obvious I'm not human. Guess most humans don't see that

Had this dream last night that felt so real. There where these two other lycanthropes. One was clinical or at least would talk about how people see his and my lycanthrope as not real and a delusion. They where both my boyfriends in the dream. I can still remember so well what they looked like and sounded like. But not their names :( one of their names started or ended with an A though. I really hope I see them again . I've written down about what happened in the dream and what they look like in hopes that I do see them more. Might share the thing I wrote about the dream. And the picrews I did of them

Figured out I'm coastal sea werewolf instead of Alexander archipelago. Ive always had this huge connection with water and I love fish especially salmon. Beaches have always felt like home to me, as a puppy I would cry when we had to leave them. And I've slightly come to terms that I might be a wolverine, I'm going to say I'm occasionally a wolverine for now but it doesn't feel occasionally to me its always there sometimes more in the background though.