We do not question We do not doubt

I miss Erin the most. We became friends several years back and became really close almost exactly a year ago and stayed that way until a month ago. We spent a lot of time together and went through a lot over this past year. She was clearly the person I was the closest to over that time. I guess our friendship broke apart a month ago. We had started arguing, and I had never had a friendship where I had argued with someone like that, and I didn't see the purpose in it. She had also said some things that were offensive to me, and there was a lot that we disagreed on. I was also learning more about how life came to exist at the time, and because I had an even stronger scientific understanding for our world it became even harder for me to try an understand what she believed. Simply put, we are very different people, and our paths don't go in the same direction. We stopped talking a month ago. I knew that I needed to meet new people and make new friends. I did make one new friend, and she's pretty cool, but I'm afraid that she and I don't have a lot in common either. I've never felt like my friendship with Erin was completely over, if she ever contacted me again I'd be ready to rekindle a friendship, I don't think it could be as strong as it used to be, but I see no reason why we couldn't be friends. I recently noticed that she unfriended me on facebook and unfollowed me on tumblr. I thought it was silly but I mean whatever. It does however make me think she feels differently than I do about this, but who knows. That's who I miss the most right now. There are still a lot of people that I miss, and quite honestly I would be willing to be friends with any of them again. I think I'm going to be moving across the country really soon, so I don't foresee myself creating any strong, lasting relationships right now, but you never know. But I do think it would be nice to somehow reconnect with most of the people that have strongly impacted me before I move hundreds of miles away and never see anyone that I grew up with ever again. So yeah, whoever you are, if you've made it this far say hi to me. Chances are I miss you and would be happy to talk to you again.