on hiatus

popping in here with some new fanart before popping straight out. hope everyone’s doing well! <3

hi!! i want you to know that i loved, loved, LOVED that ask and concept. gender stuff has been personally kinda strange for me though - like. there has been a lot more dysphoria & discomfort for me with my own identity than ever before to be really honest. and while i miiiiight write that fic one day, because it’s just such a good concept, i don’t know when... if ever... i will be in the right headspace to??? anyway. thank you!!! i hope you’re doing well, too <3

thank u for reaching out, im glad you saw it!! fwiw i’m never going to deactivate - if i decide to leave for good i will still keep this blog as an archive! and i hope that i can be back soon - septimus heap is something that brings me great joy and i love being able to share that with people, and if it’s something i think i can do again in a way that is healthy for me i will, but at the same time i don’t want to make any promises that i cannot keep, y’know?? anyway, i appreciate you very much, ty for sending this in. take care <3 <3

OOOOH, I’M INTRIGUED. I WILL GIVE THAT A LISTEN

oh god, i have no idea how old this is, sorry about that!! i’m okay now but wasn’t for a while, needed to take a Huge Step Back From Fandom & am currently wondering exactly how and to what extent i want to return, if i do. but i am okay, and i hope you are too!!